It was already six o'clock in the afternoon when Lin Qingyu returned to school by bus.
It was dark and early in the winter, she was walking on the campus road in silence, speechless, surrounded by classmates, everyone had their own life, and no one would pay attention to her.
In this way, she walked all the way to the small forest without a word, step by step, came to the big tree with a gloomy atmosphere, looked down at the ground, and remained silent.
Su Yi'an waited all afternoon after training Lin Qingyu away at noon. He guessed many possibilities when Lin Qingyu came back, and he was ready to deal with it.
He thought that she might be lazy and didn't finish ten laps, so she came here secretly and cautiously to observe him, or she might have discovered his true identity, so she ran over angrily to accuse him, and even thought that she was running There was an accident and I was injured, so I would come over pitifully to seek sympathy.
The only thing he didn't expect was that when Lin Qingyu came again, she would be so depressed.
In Su Yi'an's impression, when she was a child, Lin Qingyu was lively and kind, as warm as a little sun. When she grew up, Lin Qingyu was full of complaints, sharp words, and mean, but she was always full of drive. She rarely Like now, dragging the pace like going to the grave, the whole person seems to be covered with a layer of dust, dim.
She was so silent that he didn't know what tone to use to speak to her.
"Master." She called out, "I have something to vomit."
"Get off me first."
When Su Yi'an said this, Lin Qingyu had already stepped on his roots, and skillfully inserted her head into his tree hole.
Su Yi'an: "..."
Even though Lin Qingyu said "I'm in so much pain, I'm so sad, I need to talk" all over her face, Su Yi'an still wanted to grow one more movable leg and kick her off her body.
Speak well if you have something to say, and spit it out if you have something to say, he doesn't need to pursue what happened in the afternoon, but don't just use your hands and feet to explore the depths of other people's bodies, okay
"I miss Dad."
At the beginning of Lin Qingyu's words, Su Yi'an was silent for a moment.
Su Yi'an knew about Lin Qingyu's family situation, and he had the right to view the students' files in the Academic Affairs Office. In Lin Qingyu's file, the word "deceased" is filled in the column of father.
What an ordinary word, but for the parties concerned, only they know what kind of shocking experiences they experienced and what drastic changes their lives have undergone.
"I miss Dad so much!" Lin Qingyu yelled in the tree hole, and then sat down on the root of the tree leaning on the trunk as if she had no strength left.
In the silence of the night, Su Yi'an replied: "People shouldn't be too attached to the past." As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Su Yi'an knew that he had said something nonsense.
Who doesn't understand the great principles, but if everyone does everything in the great principles thoroughly, then there will probably be no such thing as "great principles" in this world.
Lin Qingyu smiled when she heard the words: "My father used to be very kind to me. He would help me when I got into trouble outside. He would also help me when my mother taught me a lesson. My brother would fight with me, and he would never fight with me." Show favoritism to younger brother."
She put her head on the tree hole, "I thought about it many times, if he was still alive, I would definitely not live like that. I feel that I am too bad, and sometimes I even blame my father, why didn't I protect him well back then Be yourself, why did you leave so early, leaving me and the mother and son..." Lin Qingyu pulled the corner of her mouth without emotion, "Me and the mother and son... Is this a strange statement? But the truth is that Like this. After my father left, I felt that I was completely redundant."
"Do you know what is superfluous? It's the spinach in tomato scrambled eggs, the garlic in Dongpo's elbow. And the daughter born in the belly of a mother who likes sons." Su Yi'an only felt that Lin Qingyu's words were so indifferent. It could almost hurt him, but Lin Qingyu didn't realize it at all. She still smiled and pulled the corners of her mouth, and said cruelly to herself, "Those are all to be picked out and thrown away."
Having said that, Su Yi'an can probably imagine what happened to Lin Qingyu in the afternoon. But this kind of harm from the family, outsiders can't use words to help her resolve it.
Because the injury caused by words can reach the heart in an instant, but it takes months, years or even longer to heal a wound.
"Great God, can you understand the grievance of being patriarchal?" Lin Qingyu looked up at the dead branches and the night sky, and said to herself, "It shouldn't be possible? After all, you have lived for eight thousand years. Don't even have parents?" Lin Qingyu sighed and looked up at the sky, "At a time like this, I really want to find another person to accompany me."
To Su Yi'an's ears, Lin Qingyu's request was like a drum beating in his tree hole, and the thick sound shook his tree heart layer by layer.
If possible, he also wants to become a person...
Su Yi'an was silent for a long time, made a long decision, and finally opened his mouth: "Actually, you can..."
"I want to find someone whose life is worse than mine." Lin Qingyu and Su Yi'an spoke at the same time. She didn't listen to Su Yi'an's words carefully, but interrupted him and continued, "Listen to his Miserable life, with comparison, maybe I will feel a lot easier."
Su Yi'an: "..."
This person named Lin Qingyu is really not worthy of sympathy!
Complete, complete, no, worth, get!
Lin Qingyu stood up, and patted the tree trunk: "After talking to you, I feel much more relaxed! Thank you! I'm leaving today." Lin Qingyu jumped off the tree root and walked for two Stepping forward, he turned his head again, "By the way, you said you could curse people, but it's not true, is it?"
Lin Qingyu looked up at him: "I haven't come all afternoon, and you didn't do anything. You don't usually look like a good-tempered person, so you don't know how to curse, right? Think about it carefully, these few days you You don't seem to have done anything other than talk, so you can't do anything other than talk?"
Isn't she in a state of depression? Why did you suddenly react at this time
But it doesn't matter if you realize it, Su Yi'an has prepared a big basket to deceive her...
But before he could say a word, Lin Qingyu stood under the tree, patted his trunk, and said with a look of understanding: "I know, I know, I understand the pain of the widowed old man, but Don't scare me with such indecent intimidation methods! You have heard me vomit a lot these days, which is very helpful for my recovery. Even if you don't threaten me in the future, I will come to see you, don't Don't worry, don't be sad."
Su Yi'an said coldly, "You think too much."
Lin Qingyu still just touched him lightly: "You are lonely, I know, I will come to see you again tomorrow." After she finished speaking, she kissed her palm, and then put her hand on the tree trunk, Blowing kisses as a joke, "Goodbye!"
But Lin Qingyu who turned to leave didn't know, even Su Yian didn't know how hot and red his face was after being forced to accept the blown kiss.
really...
Too presumptuous.
Su Yi'an was disturbed all night, and Su Yi'an slept in a chaotic state. When the sun rose the next day and shone into the grove, Su Yi'an opened his eyes, only to feel that the sun was dazzling, and he closed his eyes almost immediately.
However, within a few minutes of closing your eyes, a loud cell phone ringing broke the silence of the morning and startled the birds in the forest.
Su Yi'an was so disturbed by the ringing that he couldn't fall asleep anymore, so he subconsciously reached out to search for a while, then reached for the phone, answered the call: "Hello?"
A clear female voice came from the phone: "Hello? Teacher Su."
Secretary of the Academic Affairs Office.
Su Yi'an's mind immediately printed the face corresponding to the voice, and then he opened his eyes suddenly, no matter how glaring the sun was, he did not close them.
He just lay straight on the ground like this, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, listening to the birds chirping, and then let the female voice on the mobile phone scream: "You have class this morning, have you forgotten, in the fourth class Room 102, Building A. The students said they had been waiting in class for fifteen minutes."
Su Yi'an took the phone and stood up.
There was still a meadow all around, a grove he was familiar with and used to, but this morning was completely different from before.
He really became human again...
Wearing a suit of usual clothes, with his mobile phone and wallet keys on him, he landed here as if he fell from the sky.
Surrounded by dwarf saplings, there was no big tree that he "lived in" before. He turned around in a circle, looked at the surrounding environment, and also examined himself.
Why did it change back? How did it change back? Another sudden change overnight? Countless questions were going on in his mind at the same time. While thinking about the details of getting along with Lin Qingyu last night, he wondered what the current changes would be like. I don't know which world he is in now, the world with "Lin Qingyu" or the world with "Lin Qingyu".
"Ms. Su... Teacher Su?" The voice on the phone asked without giving up, "Where are you? Is the signal bad?"
"No." Su Yi'an calmed down almost quickly, "I'll be in the classroom in ten minutes."
After hanging up the phone, Su Yi'an patted the grass leaves on his body. After a week, he finally opened his own legs again. He walked quickly to the outside of the woods, but he was about to walk out of the woods. At that time, he looked back inadvertently, and saw that the place where he was before was empty, and there was nothing left.
Inexplicably, there was a trace of irritability in my heart again.
He doesn't like change.
After finally adapting to Dashu's life, he turned back into a human again. Although it was a pleasant surprise, it was also enough to make him restless. But time will not be merciful to stop and wait for those who do not adapt to slowly adapt to life.
He had no choice but to turn his head and leave, walking quickly towards the third teaching building.