Lin Qingyu raised her head and looked at Su Yi'an. Inadvertently, her eyes met, which was different from the confrontation in the classroom this morning. After Lin Qingyu was stunned for a moment, her heart seemed to be pulled by a rope. The movement was so sudden that it made people feel a little overwhelmed.
She hastily shifted her gaze in a panic.
His eyes rolled around, but he didn't look at Su Yi'an.
"I'm thinking too much." Su Yi'an said, "I just want to become a human, to avoid the bitter water you pour over every now and then." He also raised his head and looked at other places, "Becoming a human is the same wish, so it's fulfilled .”
Lin Qingyu was silent for a moment, but felt relieved: "Oh."
"So." Su Yi'an's tone became slightly serious, calling Lin Qingyu's attention back.
Lin Qingyu looked up at him: "What?"
"You make a wish now."
Make a wish? Lin Qingyu looked at Su Yi'an, and repeated his words in her mind, as long as Su Yi'an wanted what she wanted, it would definitely come true in this world, that is to say, this world would allow the two of them A place where dreams come true!
Lin Qingyu's eyes suddenly lit up as if they were equipped with laser lights: "Okay!" She stretched out her fingers and began to count, "First of all, I hope I don't fail at the end of the semester, after all, I want to get a scholarship next semester Yes. Secondly, I hope that my male god will turn crooked, so that I can get close to the water. Then I hope to have a good job, preferably the one with a monthly salary of 10,000 in the first month of joining the company... "
Su Yi'an's face darkened when she heard this, and interrupted her angrily, "I didn't ask you to make these wishes."
Lin Qingyu was a little unhappy when her dream was interrupted: "Then what wish do you want to make?"
"Go back, go back to the original world. Immediately, immediately."
Lin Qingyu looked at Su Yi'an, and was silent for a long time: "What?" Her questioning tone stopped after some detours. Lin Qingyu leaned towards Su Yi'an with her ears sideways, "excuse me?"
Su Yi'an patiently explained: "This world will achieve our common wish. If so, the way to leave here is our common hope to go back."
"I know. You don't need to explain such a simple truth to me, but, haven't you heard what I complained to you before?" Lin Qingyu's expression was confused, bewildered, disgusted, funny and hidden Little annoyed, "Don't you know how much I want to be a man? Now I finally became a man and lived a happy life. You want me to go back?"
"Of course I have to go back." Su Yi'an looked serious and serious, "You don't belong here in the first place."
"I didn't belong here before, but now I belong here completely. I'm still very used to here, and I really want to continue, stay, stay, here!" Lin Qingyu said firmly, "I don't want to go back at all, you , let me get rid of the idea of making this wish as soon as possible."
After Lin Qingyu finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave. After all, she understood Su Yi'an's purpose and expressed her own position, so there was no need to continue the conversation. But just as she took a step, Su Yi'an stepped forward and grabbed her arm.
Grasping a pair of strong and strong forearms, Su Yi'an felt an inexplicable heavy tiredness in his heart, and almost immediately let go, but the action just now was enough to stop Lin Qingyu, he continued to stare at Lin Qingyu seriously and said: "What you are living and experiencing now is not real, and none of the problems you are facing have been solved."
Lin Qingyu was very disdainful: "Where is it unreal, the rice I eat is unreal or the bed I sleep in is unreal? I feel that everything here is so real that it is about to die. I don't face any problems now. All the things I had before The problem was solved after I became a man. If you want to go back, you have to find a way. If you don’t adapt, then you should adapt yourself. If you don’t want to change yourself, you have to force others to change for you Herself?" Lin Qingyu rolled her eyes, "You're used to it."
After finishing speaking, she waved her hands and left, her posture was as chic as her elder brother who had been on the road for many years.
Su Yi'an watched Lin Qingyu's back go away, breathing slightly heavily for a moment. Like a short sigh.
Only he knew that what Lin Qingyu seemed to be spouting indiscriminately, actually hit his heart.
When she was young, Su Yi'an's parents were well-known travellers. They walked outside for three seasons throughout the year, and the remaining season was preparing for going outside. Parents provide photos for magazines and books, and have won many awards abroad. Their lives seem rich and wonderful, which is enviable. But the most beautiful scenery of nature is always in the least populated place.
When young Su Yi'an heard news about his parents, it was always accompanied by injuries and dangers. The grandma who brought up Su Yi'an wanted his parents to end this too free and unruly life, but how could such a person listen.
Su Yi'an was very young at that time, but he was already keenly aware of the worries from his grandma, and the negative emotions of adults often have multiple effects on children. Because the adult world is very big, you will experience many things, and you will have a wider and bigger vision and mind. Compared with adults, children are in an inch of space, whether it is material conditions or spiritual conditions. Around his family and school is the whole world he can see.
Those parents who were always far away and whose life was full of instability also gave Su Yi'an an unsettled heart.
And worst of all, his parents died.
Died in a snowstorm while traveling.
He attributes this to his parents' unstable life. So from a long time ago, he has longed for a life that remains unchanged. It is best to start life today and see the end at a glance. Nothing changes, there are no uncertain variables.
An ordinary and uneventful life will make him feel very secure.
So he will be anxious when he becomes a tree, because the rhythm of life he is used to is disrupted, but when he adapts to the tree, he becomes a human again, and he is also anxious. Su Yi'an actually doesn't care what kind of form he lives in, as long as he gets used to it and can live a regular life every day, he will feel stable in his heart.
But now in this world, there are too many variables. This world is a very unreasonable place. As long as he wants it, and Lin Qingyu wants it too, the world will change. Such a willful setting.
Can he bear it
Who knows if one day, he reached an agreement with Lin Qingyu because of his impulsive wish...
He hates change. So, facing Lin Qingyu accusing him, saying that he "doesn't want to change, so he has to force others to change himself for him"...
He just wanted to say, yes.
He just used himself to be like this, and he just has the ability to let others change, so as to ensure that he can continue to live unchanged.
Su Yi'an looked far away, looked out from the small slope, and could see Lin Qingyu who had just walked in the grove. His gaze sharpened instantly, like a cheetah staring at an antelope, an eagle staring at a rabbit...
Lin Qingyu came out of the grove, but felt a bit chilly on her back, she shook her arms, didn't think too much, and went back to the dormitory on her own.
Lin Qingyu actually knew Su Yi'an quite well. Although she was far from the Su Yi'an she remembered when she was a child, Lin Qingyu had fought wits and courage with this teacher Su in college for more than a year. Also clear.
Su Yi'an said to let her make a wish, and he would try every means to make her make this wish.
He is not one to give up so easily. After breaking up badly yesterday and resting all night, Su Yi'an must have used up all his bad water, and he doesn't know how to deal with her from now on.
So when Lin Qingyu woke up in the morning, she was full of fighting spirit. She did thirty push-ups in the dormitory, as if she wished she could pick up a machine gun and confront Su Yi'an head-on.
She was exercising in the dormitory for a while, and then saw the dormitory door opened, and it was Zhou Xing, the top student who had gone to self-study early in the morning, and returned.
Lin Qingyu was sweating profusely from exercising now, she asked Zhou Xing while wiping the sweat, "There is no class this morning, why don't you go to the library?"
"Lin Qingyu." Zhou Xing didn't answer her question, but walked up to her with his mobile phone, "This seems to be you, right?"
Lin Qingyu was still panting. She took the phone and looked at it, only to see a not-so-clear video, a man and a woman were having a conversation, and the man's words came out noisily: "I drank that night, and I and She was just an accident…”
Lin Qingyu heard this familiar conversation, and then recognized from the blurred faces of the men and women that this was exactly what happened between Su Xia and the scumbag on the playground that day.
Sure enough, the scumbag was still babbling about looking for an excuse to break up, Lin Qingyu saw himself as a man stepping over aggressively from the side, with a left uppercut to the face, he threw the scumbag on the ground land.
Although it was a candid shot, the picture was blurry and shaken, but because the angle of the camera was close to the ground, Lin Qingyu was shot particularly tall and with long legs.
"Send this kind of worry-free slag back to the furnace for rebuilding."
The video was still going on, but Lin Qingyu had already turned her head to look elsewhere, Zhou Xing asked, "What are you looking for?"
"I want to find a mirror." She replied seriously, she wanted to see her own face, she felt that she was about to fall in love with herself.
What happened that day was replayed in the video from another angle. I don’t know who took it, and I don’t know who sent it to the campus website, and then I don’t know who gave the video to an online media. Then it was posted on Weibo by the Internet media, and spread out of control all over the major video sites and forums.
Lin Qingyu didn't expect, she really didn't expect, that she would still have a chance to be popular in this life, and it was—
as a man.