Hushed Whispers

Chapter 19

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I think Su Yi'an just tilted his head easily, and dodged it easily.

Lin Qingyu's punch missed, she was surprised, before she could take her hand back, Su Yi'an raised her hand and grabbed her wrist.

Lin Qingyu was stunned: "What are you going to do!"

Su Yi'an didn't say a word, grabbed her arm and twisted it cleverly, Lin Qingyu's arm was pinned behind her in an instant, Su Yi'an pressed her arm, making Lin Qingyu bend down and bow, no matter how hard she struggled I can't stand up straight.

"Su Yi'an!"

"With just your two brushes, how dare you fight with others casually?"

Su Yi'an's sarcasm seemed harsh behind her, and Lin Qingyu was furious: "You don't want to be ashamed to hit a woman!"

Su Yi'an was very calm: "First, you strike first. Second, I didn't hit you. This is called capture. Third, you are not a woman now."

Damn it, this kid was obviously like a softie when he was a child, anyone could bully him, but now he can even catch him! Lin Qingyu hated her so much that she just wanted to scold the heavens, telling the heavens to bring back that weak chicken Su Yi'an as soon as possible!

It's convenient for her to beat her up!

"Su Yi'an." Being suppressed everywhere, Lin Qingyu was suffocated to the extreme, but she calmed down when she was extremely angry, and just let Su Yi'an suppress her without struggling, and said bitterly: "When I was young, I was robbed Did you have breakfast or did you steal your rice? Did I ever do something wrong for you? When you were beaten, I didn’t help you? When you were isolated, I ignored you? When it snowed, didn’t you? I'll cover your eyes! Go to the game hall after school, should I take you to play! How can I be sorry for you!"

Lin Qingyu faced the ground, said this, she became more and more attentive as she spoke, she didn't look back, so she couldn't see Su Yi'an's eyes when she said these words about memories.

"Why do you keep cheating on me now! You are still playing tricks and tricks." Lin Qingyu said angrily, "My good college life is going to be played by you as a game of wits! You have been poisoned by something in the capitalist society Ah! How did you become so virtuous! I met you since I was in college, and nothing good happened! Tell me! Why are you targeting me!"

Why against her

Why not target her

Su Yi'an's friend studies psychology and says that his fear of change is a mental illness that stems from childhood trauma.

Since Su Yi'an was taken abroad by his aunt, he has lived there for more than ten years, and he is used to living abroad. But after finishing his master's degree, he ignored everyone, including his own psychological opposition and resistance, and gave up further studies and chose to return to China. He abandoned all the habits and sense of security in the past ten years, just because A jar of little paper stars.

The reunion between him and Lin Qingyu was actually much earlier than the reunion Lin Qingyu thought.

He started teaching at University A when Lin Qingyu was supposed to be a junior, and he taught Lin Qingyu's major. On the first day of school, he went to the Academic Affairs Office, and ran into Lin Qingyu who had left the Academic Affairs Office.

The stairs of the Academic Affairs Office building were wide. Lin Qingyu lowered her head and passed him. He recognized Lin Qingyu, but Lin Qingyu did not recognize him.

This reunion was purely accidental. It was so unexpected that he was at a loss for a while, so he stood on the stairs and watched her go down step by step.

When he realized that he should catch up, Lin Qingyu, who had gone down one floor, was stopped by someone.

"Whisper!" It was a girl who ran over, "The class was in a meeting just now, why did you come here?" The girl was holding a box in her hand, and on the box were written three big characters "donation box". The box shook, "Just in time, Li Xiaoxiao's younger brother in our class one got into a car accident before the start of school and needed an operation. The school is organizing a fundraiser. Because he is the younger brother of a classmate in our class, all the students in the class have donated money." , you are left..."

"It is none of my business."

What Lin Qingyu said with her head down made the girl holding the donation box stunned, and also Su Yi'an who was standing on the steps stunned.

"...But, after all, he is a professional classmate, Li Xiaoxiao... You know him. His younger brother is also a freshman in our school."

"Is the donation voluntary?" Lin Qingyu asked.

"yes… "

"I'm leaving."

Su Yi'an held on to the railing of the stairs, did not go down, and looked at Lin Qingyu's back from the stairs. She was much thinner than when she was a child, but her words were also much harsher.

"Brother Li Xiaoxiao has just been admitted to our school as a freshman... His family is not easy in the countryside..."

"Then let those who sympathize with them donate." Lin Qingyu left such words as she walked outside, "I don't have such sympathy."

The girl watched Lin Qingyu walk away, holding the donation box, and walked up the stairs angrily, muttering: "Who is it, it's a kindness to give one or two yuan, is it worth being so mean?"

The girl went up the stairs, passed the corner, and saw Su Yi'an, her face froze, apparently she didn't expect her complaints to be heard, so she nodded to Su Yi'an a little embarrassedly, looked him up, and said something: "Student, are you a freshman here to report? The report is not here..."

"I'm the new teacher."

He dealt with it, no longer cared about the embarrassed female student, turned around and went to the teaching building, when he was approaching the department head, the girl carried the donation box and walked to the counselor's office next to her, when Su Yi'an came out of the department head's office, Suddenly, I heard the female classmate exclaim: "Lin Qingyu came to suspend school today? Why?"

Su Yi'an stopped, and heard the counselor answer: "I want to experience some kind of intermission year, or what kind of year, just go out to work for a year, and then go back to school after experiencing the society. Hey, now you children, it's really exciting. I don’t understand, wouldn’t it be good to go out to work after studying hard after getting a diploma, and worry about these times.”

"Then what job is she looking for?"

"I don't know that."

Without listening any more, Su Yi'an left.

Lin Qingyu dropped out of school, and he never met her again at school.

When I met Lin Qingyu again, it was the basketball game between University A and University B. The college asked the teachers to come to watch the game, but Su Yian came late. When he arrived, the teachers had already entered the field, and the outside was full of Student, he saw Lin Qingyu who was being troubled by Li Sihe.

He frowned, and took a step in the crowd, but he heard Li Sihe questioning Lin Qingyu, "You confiscated the money the guest gave you? You didn't get the commission for drinking?" But Lin Qingyu was questioning like this Su Yi'an also fell silent when he silently acquiesced.

Not long after, the students in the department whispered that Lin Qingyu, who was on a break from school, was also drinking in that bar, even more so than Li Sihe.

Su Yi'an went to the bar where Lin Qingyu worked part-time.

At that time, he thought that maybe it was just a rumor, maybe it was just slander, no matter what, maybe Lin Qingyu would stop working there after the story was told.

But he still saw Lin Qingyu there.

It was indeed a rumor in the department that Lin Qingyu worked in a bar, but she didn't do anything more. She just wore a close-fitting suit and uniform in the bar, put on makeup, and wore a professional smile, delivering drinks to every table. She will calmly accept the tips given by the guests at each table, and occasionally have a drink or two with the guests. And then nothing else. only…

Whenever he looked at Lin Qingyu like this, he couldn't help thinking why he came back to this country that was completely unfamiliar to him.

The corner of Lin Qingyu's mouth is a strange and polite smile that he is not familiar with, and his eyes are dim after washing away his immaturity and innocence.

He doesn't like change, not only does he not like changes in his own environment, but he also doesn't like changes in people around him, and he even hates such changes and...

fear.

He went to the bar twice, the first time he sat in the corner, which was not where Lin Qingyu was in charge. He drank some wine slightly, tore off the cigarette case, and folded a five-pointed star. Let the waiter take it to Lin Qingyu, and then he got up and left.

Walking out of the door of the bar, he looked back. The waiter was talking to Lin Qingyu, and pointed in the direction where he was just now. Lost.

The second time, he drank more wine, he was a little dizzy because of his poor capacity for alcohol, then he folded another five-pointed star and asked the waiter to bring it to Lin Qingyu.

This time Lin Qingyu didn't throw away the five-pointed star, and she even walked in front of him, but under the dim light of the bar, Su Yi'an lowered her head, Lin Qingyu didn't see his face, maybe she didn't even think about going Take a good look at his face.

She said in his buzzing ears with the same voice as she did when she was a child: "Sir." Her tone was indifferent, "Is this the second time you gave me this thing? I'm sorry , I'm very busy every day, and I don't have time to deal with these things that should be disposed of again and again, can I trouble you to throw them directly into the trash can next time?"

After speaking, she slapped the five-pointed star on the table, turned around and left. It's so crisp and neat.

Su Yi'an looked at the discarded five-pointed star but laughed.

That's right, now Lin Qingyu doesn't want a five-pointed star, she only wants money.

In his memory, the little girl who said to him, "Su Yi'an, look, there will be no snow on a night with stars. From now on, I will fold stars for you every day" has disappeared.

So, why didn't he target her

Su Yi'an stared at Lin Qingyu whose arm was being held down by him, and thought: Because she is so annoying.

She ruined that good Lin Qingyu.