Before the next day, Lin Qingyu went to the small forest that night, found the big tree with tangled roots, stood on the thick roots, and buried his head in the tree hole.
Su Yi'an, who was so bored that he was about to fall asleep after a day of blowing the wind and watching the clouds, was awakened like this again.
If he could speak, Su Yi'an thought, he would probably swear.
After all, no one will have a good temper when facing a person who comes to you and puts his face in your stomach.
Compared with the excitement of running here for the first time during the day, Lin Qingyu was silent for a long time, as if she was about to hang herself in a tree hole.
"I'm dumped."
Su Yi'an was slightly taken aback, thinking, oh, congratulations.
But he thought about it again, in this situation, she still has the mood to fall in love, hehe, she is really happy. He stood here for a whole day, enduring the cold wind that slapped his naked body, and then took away the fallen leaves on his branches, which made him feel a subtle embarrassment of watching himself bald. …
"I have liked the male god for almost five years, and I still remember every phone number he changed, but I dare not make even one call to confess my love to him."
In fact, Lin Qingyu also planned to confess her love to Xie Chengxuan. It was around this time when she was in her third year of college. She prepared everything, including the napkin to wipe her tears in case she was rejected. But at that time, she temporarily suspended her studies due to an accident. The phrase "I like you" that has been prepared for a long time failed to find a chance to say it.
When she came back from school, Xie Chengxuan was already in her senior year and was preparing to graduate and find a job, while she was still in her junior year with the next class of juniors. Xie Chengxuan left the school after graduation. When she started her senior year, the basketball court on campus had already changed a group of people, and there was no male god anymore.
Time is such a thing, when you say you want to take someone away, you will definitely take him away, making people so powerless that they can't even say how to keep them.
She only had one graduation photo of him, and she saw it until yesterday.
Lin Qingyu said with a blank face: "Now God's will let me go back to my junior year and let me live in the same dormitory with him. I thought this was fate, it was a god-sent opportunity, and it was time to come to a place close to the water and force him." The taboo love that abuses the heart and the lungs, I can finally perfectly demonstrate the means of turning my strength, I have already seen a taboo love beckoning to me!"
Su Yi'an: ...
Lin Qingyu sighed deeply, "In the end, the ancients are right, there is always a little bitch in everyone's life called Cheng Yaojin."
Which ancients said that! Su Yi'an was so irritable that she wanted to call her Chinese language and literature teacher! Let him give her zero points! Retake next semester!
"Well, why don't I just snatch my male god's sweetheart!" Lin Qingyu's eyes lit up, and she finally pulled her head out of the tree hole. It's very charming. I haven't been a woman for nothing for so many years. Which man can understand women's psychology better than me. In the future, if my male god likes anyone, I will grab him. In the end, he has no choice but to be with me Together!"
Such a brazen person, Su Yi'an, has never seen anyone else.
The more Lin Qingyu thought about it, the more outrageous it became. The story in her mouth had already been made up to the point where she became a male god, and how she was going to solve him...
Su Yi'an was speechless.
In fact, in Su Yi'an's distant memory, Lin Qingyu was not such a girl when she was a child. At least not in his opinion.
He knew Lin Qingyu when he was in the fifth grade of Lin Qingyu Primary School. He jumped from the third grade in other schools to Lin Qingyu's class.
That was the first time he skipped a grade, because although Su Yian's parents knew that he was smarter than other children of the same age, they didn't plan to let him skip grades to finish elementary school in order to have a relatively complete childhood. But at that time he skipped a grade for the simple reason that his parents who were travelers were gone.
Died in an avalanche while traveling.
His grandmother, who was usually responsible for taking care of him, fell ill, and his aunt who was far away from abroad rushed back and became his guardian instead of the elderly grandmother. The aunt helped him handle the funeral of his parents. Seeing that he was early, he handled it for him. Transfer school skip grade. My aunt is a busy person, and often travels both at home and abroad for him.
It was not easy for the whole family during that time. Later, when his grandmother died of illness, his aunt simply took him abroad.
He and Lin Qingyu met when he was in the dark stage of his life as a whole.
The departure of both parents turned Su Yi'an into a gloomy and reticent child who was not very pleasant. In addition, he was more than a year younger than the children in the class, so he became very abrupt in the class. And children just like to bully children who are different from themselves.
How common is the disappearance of books and pens, but he was so silent that even the teacher didn't want to tell. His silence intensified the children's mischief, jostling on the playground, and jeering at recess ensued.
Once, the boys in the class pointed their noses and laughed at him as a little orphan without parents. They bullied him, saying that no one would help a child without parents.
He thought so too, he thought of himself as an abandoned child.
But in such a situation full of disappointment with the world and despair of her own life, Lin Qingyu appeared.
With two crutches and one limp leg, she rushed in front of him as if she was going to kill all directions, and opened all the boys with one crutch: "You guys are too much!"
She stood in front of him, like a superman on the screen or a knight on TV, with a menacing aura and an upright spirit.
Lin Qingyu is also young, so she can't tell the kind of beautiful truths that adults say. She just thinks it's too much for so many people to bully him alone, so she yells: "If you want to fight, come on! Fight me!"
After so many years, even though Su Yi'an was smart, he had already forgotten many things from that year. Only that back view is a picture that Su Yi'an will never forget.
She didn't look like a girl at all, but from now on, Su Yi'an, no matter how many places she went to, no matter how many people she saw, she would never find a girl with a more beautiful back than that.
When Lin Qingyu made a fuss, the class exploded, and the teacher also came, so the matter was left alone.
That was the first time Su Yi'an saw Lin Qingyu, and it was also the first time Lin Qingyu saw him.
It was only later that Su Yi'an found out that Lin Qingyu started school a whole month later than the other children because during the summer vacation, she fought with her younger brother and made him cry. Her mother lost her temper, and Lin Qingyu was afraid of being beaten. I jumped from the second floor of my house and broke my leg...
After that, Lin Qingyu started to go to school. She said that she would "cover" Su Yi'an, and the bullying children in the class also restrained a lot.
But now, that little knight who is limping and wants to help others, is now full of plans on how to move his male god, and even does not hesitate to rob other people's sweethearts to achieve his goal...
Su Yi'an felt that the fallen leaves all over his body were simply the best reflection of his state of mind.
"... Then I can live happily with the male god!"
She finished compiling a winding novel, sat down on his root contentedly, Su Yi'an just wanted to say hehe.
Lin Qingyu fell silent, and after a while, she grinned: "It's much more comfortable."
She looked up at the sky, looking through the sparse leaves to the sky where the stars were also sparse, "It's great, there is such a place where I can express all the little evil and little delusions in my heart."
Are your evil thoughts and delusions called "little"? Su Yi'an really wanted to question her seriously.
Lin Qingyu looked at the sky for a while, then raised her palm and turned it over and over again.
"But generally speaking, it's really great to be a boy now. I'm still a junior, and I can still work hard. It doesn't matter if the male god has someone he likes. Anyway, I still have two years to live in the same room with him." In the same room. It's better than not seeing him." Lin Qingyu counted with her fingers, "You can still piss that little bitch Li Sihe to death, and I'm not as bad as my younger brother, and my mother still cares about me so much..."
Having said this, Lin Qingyu was inexplicably quiet for a moment.
She didn't speak, and the grove in early winter became terribly quiet.
Su Yi'an shifted her "gaze" to Lin Qingyu's face, and saw that she was looking at the sky with a mocking expression, "It turns out that I can be so lucky in my life just by changing my gender. Thinking about it, it really feels unfair..."
Su Yi'an didn't know what she was thinking now, and his understanding of Lin Qingyu was limited to the year he spent with her when she was a child, and the time when he was a teacher in her junior year and taught her until her senior year.
He knew that Lin Qingyu had suspended her studies for a year when she was a junior, but he didn't know why she suspended her studies. There were rumors among her classmates about her one-year suspension, but Lin Qingyu was her own. Never said a word.
"Okay!" Lin Qingyu stood up and patted her face, "I'm done expressing my emotions, go back tonight and make a plan! I want to plan a beautiful life for myself!"
She made a funny pose in the deserted grove, cheered herself up, and then bounced away.
After Lin Qingyu left, the grove seemed particularly desolate. Su Yi'an could only look at the unchanging scenery around him, and for a moment, he really wished that he had the ability to speak, so that he could call Lin Qingyu back...
Su Yi'an had read a book before, which said that since ancient times, the most severe punishment for human beings, apart from death, is to make them lonely. Therefore, in ancient times, there would be punishments of exile and imprisonment. And imprisonment—this method of isolating people for punishment—has continued into modern times.
Killing people, killing people alone...
The more Su Yi'an thought about it, the more he felt that what was wrong with his mind at that time, that he would accompany Lin Qingyu to drink that meal
He really wanted to call Lin Qingyu back, and when she came back, he would find a way to beat her to death...