When Lin Qingyu found out about this, she was having lunch at Su Yi'an's house.
Because there was nothing to talk to Su Yi'an during the meal, Lin Qingyu asked to turn on the TV, Su Yi'an ate in silence, without denying it, and now Lin Qingyu has developed a skill, this skill is called—even if Su Yi'an You are as silent as a dog, and I can also know if you agree with my approach now.
Then, after Su Yi'an was silent for two seconds, she decisively turned on the TV with the remote control panel. Su Yi'an continued to eat, pretending she didn't see it, and she really meant to acquiesce.
Then Lin Qingyu ate happily while giggling at the variety show on TV. Su Yi'an occasionally raised his eyes to glance at her, although there seemed to be disgust in his eyes, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised as he chewed the rice.
He is not in a bad mood.
He doesn't often eat at home, because facing an empty room, he doesn't have much appetite, and now someone is sitting opposite him, being amused by those superficial jokes on TV, and the lively feeling in the room makes him feel...
Very popular.
Although the laughter was a deep, rough and magnetic man's voice, which made him a little uncomfortable, but once he got used to it, he... really got used to it.
At this moment, Lin Qingyu's phone rang, her eyes were still on the TV, she smiled and answered the phone: "Hello?"
"Lin Qingyu, I'm Teacher Zhang, where are you now?"
The counselor's voice on the phone was urgent and quick, which made Lin Qingyu a little uneasy: "I'm off campus..."
"Come to the fifth teaching now, hurry up, don't delay." The counselor interrupted Lin Qingyu and said anxiously, "Zhou Xing in your dormitory is standing on the top of the fifth teaching building and said he wants to see you."
Lin Qingyu was surprised: "What? Is he going to jump..." She paused, "He wants to see... us?"
"You, Wang Chenyang, and Xie Chengxuan, the three of you, I've already contacted them, come here quickly. Zhou Xing is in a very unstable mood right now, so hurry up."
The phone over there hung up beeping, and Lin Qingyu was dumbfounded for a moment. After she realized it, she put the bowl away, took her clothes and rushed to the door while putting on her shoes, and opened the door without waiting for Su Yi'an to ask. So I recruited first: "Zhou Xing seems to be going to extremes and can't think about it. I'm going to the Fifth Teaching now. If you can't wash the dishes today, you can leave it. I will come back to wash at night."
Even at this time, he didn't forget the average division of labor with Su Yi'an. It was rare for Su Yi'an to think about it. Could it be that he put too much pressure on her in front of her
When Lin Qingyu finished putting on her shoes and raised her head, Su Yi'an had already put on her clothes, and he even handed her the mobile phone that Lin Qingyu had forgotten on the table: "Let's go."
Lin Qingyu stared at him in a daze for a while, and no longer wondered why Su Yi'an followed him, she quickly closed the door and went out.
I hurried all the way to the Fifth Teaching Building, which is the most magnificent teaching building in their new campus, with a total of eight floors. When the roof was being designed, for the sake of beauty, only a low protective fence like a ladder was made.
When Lin Qingyu and Su Yi'an went downstairs, they saw that the fire truck downstairs had already inflated the air cushion and placed it on the ground. The officers and soldiers of the fire brigade were all guarding downstairs, looking up, Lin Qingyu also looked up, on the roof of the building, Zhou Xing stood on the low railing, his whole body was on the verge of falling, as if he was about to fall at any moment. down the same
Lin Qingyu looked at the height, she had never felt that the eight-story building was so scary.
She rushed straight into the Five Teachings, and started to climb the stairs in a hurry. When she reached the stairs, Su Yi'an gave him a hand, and Lin Qingyu suddenly remembered that she didn't have to live and die like the protagonists in TV dramas. Climbing the stairs, there is obviously an elevator here...
The elevator stopped on the eighth floor, and went up one floor after going out. When they reached the top of the building, Lin Qingyu saw a large group of people already gathered on the top of the building.
Teachers, policemen, Xie Chengxuan and Fatty Wang are all here.
Lin Qingyu ran to the two of them, and the three of them looked at each other in silence, Zhou Xing on the other side was facing them, his already thin body looked even more stooped and frail in the unprotected high altitude. Seeing Lin Qingyu coming, Zhou Xing smiled: "Is it because I am like this, you are all afraid? You are afraid that I will die, and you will be in debt, right?"
Fatty Wang is straight-tempered and impatient, and he couldn't hold back for a while after hearing this. The counselor blocked him, and then persuaded Zhou Xing earnestly: "Student Zhou, the three of them are also here because they care about you. .Your grades are top-notch in our department, and you have a bright future. Don't be overwhelmed by impulsiveness..."
"What a light! No matter how hard I try, I can't fight that someone has good parents and a good face... The three of them isolate me and hide from me like ghosts. They think I'm a virus and a lunatic Well, I don’t know how to arrange me behind the scenes, look down on me... Heh, it’s all right now, they don’t dare to look down on me anymore.”
When Fatty Wang moved his mouth, the counselor pressed him down again, and continued to persuade him. He didn't let Lin Qingyu and the three of them open their mouths, for fear that the three brats would accidentally poke some sensitive place of Zhou Xing.
As soon as Fatty Wang turned around, he muttered angrily: "Damn, it's his bird-like appearance that I despise the most."
Lin Qingyu took a look at Fatty Wang, and said, "Be patient."
She watched Zhou Xing and the counselor talking like this, and she didn't know how long she was going to complain. Suddenly, her eyes rolled, and an idea popped up in her mind. , she dragged Su Yi'an to the corner.
"I want to become a woman now." She said to Su Yi'an.
Su Yi'an frowned: "Now?"
"Yeah." Lin Qingyu said, "I noticed that in the previous world, Zhou Xing might like me as a girl, but didn't I live in your house last time and accidentally turned into a girl? Zhou Xing is calling me, and I heard that he also has the same meaning on the phone."
As she spoke, she didn't notice that Su Yi'an's brows were getting tighter and tighter.
"I think I am a man now, his roommate, and the object of his jealousy. He will have nothing to say when he sees me. If I become a girl, I will be the girl he likes. If I persuade him, it will definitely get twice the result with half the effort." Lin Qingyu glanced back, seeing that the conversation between the counselor and Zhou Xing was still going on, she bent Su Yi'an again, "Come on, don't be silly."
Su Yi'an also glanced at Zhou Xing, and when he turned his head, his eyes were a little cold: "Let him dance."
Lin Qingyu was surprised: "What are you talking about! Anyway, he died, even if he jumped by himself, but it is indeed mixed with my factors. If something happens to him, I will be terrified when I think about it later. Panic, okay?"
When Lin Qingyu said this, she slowly realized that her head was a little dizzy. Yes, she was already very familiar with this feeling, it was to change the signs before the attack!
Sure enough, after a moment of dizziness, when she came back to her senses, she had already turned into a daughter.
At the same time, her trousers also began to fall down non-stop, but at least she was wearing trousers with belts today. Lin Qingyu asked Su Yi'an to help her block them, and fastened the belts neatly. The shoes were too big for her. She simply didn't wear them, anyway, the trousers were too long, so she couldn't see them even if they covered her feet. She was dressed in neutral and casual clothes, and she could be dressed in hip-hop.
Then Lin Qingyu patted her face and greeted Su Yi'an: "Thank you."
Lin Qingyu stepped forward, and Zhou Xing, who was talking to himself, suddenly stopped. He looked at Lin Qingyu, as if feeling a little embarrassed, turned his eyes around, looked around, as if he was Alleviate sudden embarrassment.
The counselor turned his head and saw Lin Qingyu standing next to him, so he didn't think it was strange, he just looked at her clothes more, then turned his head and said to Zhou Xing: "Look, there are still many students in our class who care your."
Lin Qingyu took over the conversation: "Yes, Zhou Xing, in fact, there are still many people who care about you. Think about your parents..."
"Don't mention my parents to me!"
Lin Qingyu didn't expect that her own words hit Zhou Xing's point. She was almost going to scream in her heart, isn't that how people persuade people who can't think about it, why it becomes a flashpoint when it comes to her.
"It's because my family has no money and my family is poor, that's why I'm like this now." He said, actually shed tears. Lin Qingyu knew that this was where Zhou Xing felt the most inferior in his heart.
"It would be fine if I wasn't a rural child." The way he cried and said this made Lin Qingyu tremble suddenly.
It's very similar, it's so similar to her who was drunk and went crazy holding Su Xia and crying.
It's just that what she said was that it would be nice if she wasn't a girl.
"It would be great if my parents had more money. I could confidently stand in front of you, Xie Chengxuan, and Wang Chenyang, instead of looking awkwardly at myself sometimes when they mention brands and consumption. Broken shoes."
If only her father hadn't died, if only her mother hadn't been so patriarchal. She can grow up more easily, without having to worry about reading books in order to help her younger brother pay off her debts in college.
"Why is my life so difficult before it even begins?"
Why was she doomed to be treated unfairly from the beginning of her life
"If only I could live as easy as you guys."
If only she could live with ease all the time...
"But..." Lin Qingyu couldn't help opening her mouth, interrupting Zhou Xing's self-report while crying, "People here, maybe their lives are not easy."
"I also want an easy life. I hope that my parents are super rich and I can get what I want. It is the common wish of people all over the world to get something for nothing. But that is just a pipe dream. Compared with the people at the top of the pyramid, most people Everyone is poor, everyone is struggling to make ends meet. Poverty, discrimination, that’s what society is. That’s how we live, and that’s how people are.”
"I don't believe in a lot of things, but I believe in one thing - the pain now is actually nothing, anyway, there will be more pain in the future." Lin Qingyu said to herself, making herself laugh, "You don't know what to do because life is too difficult. And wanting to end may be the right choice, but what is the real life like? Is there only pain, is there only difficulty? Are you not curious about the future? Not curious, will one day lead a life without pain? What about life? To give up life now because of pain is to give up the possibility of overcoming this pain in the future.”
While talking, Lin Qingyu slowly approached Zhou Xing, and then walked in front of him, seeing him staring at her with calm emotions.
Lin Qingyu continued: "I used to be very tired of life, I thought there was no hope, I thought it was hard and embarrassing to live, but I never thought of ending my life, because when it was over, I not only wanted to be sweet, but also wanted to suffer. I won’t be able to eat anymore. So, cherish the present you are alive.” Lin Qingyu stretched out his hand to him, “Zhou Xing, don’t worry about death, it will come one day. Let’s live well first, work hard Live, walk in the world once, earn enough money, and then wait for it to come in peace, okay?"
Zhou Xing's tears fell on Lin Qingyu's palm, everyone looked at him, and then saw him put his hand on Lin Qingyu's palm.
Lin Qingyu held his hand and took him slowly.
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief at this moment, and so did Lin Qingyu, but she hadn't finished her breath yet. Zhou Xing, who got off the low rail, suddenly relaxed because he was too nervous just now, and he was suddenly exhausted. Shu Er retreated towards Lin Qingyu.
Lin Qingyu also relaxed at this time, how could she have expected that Zhou Xing would let her fall on her body at this time, she was leaned on by Zhou Xing, at this time, as a girl, she naturally had no strength to stand firm, her heels were As soon as she leaned on the short railing behind her, she felt her whole body flipped over, her soles were empty, she fell backwards and fell downstairs.
"ah!"
Lin Qingyu heard the screams of people on the roof and downstairs one after another,
In the midst of this noise, countless complaints about herself poured out in her mind.
Look at her broken mouth, what is death, there is no rush, it will come one day, today, it's fucking coming to your door! Still waiting for it calmly... Waiting for its uncle, she doesn't want to wait for it to come at all!