Lin Qingyu was angry at Su Yi'an's trick to bring her back to her childhood, but this anger didn't last for a few days.
When she found out that she could crush all the children in the class and Lin Bin at home with her IQ, she felt a spontaneous... pleasure.
She can take a nap during class and bully the little boys at the same table, but when she is picked up to answer questions, she can still give perfect answers. You can still get a full 100 points properly.
Lin Qingyu gradually tasted the sweetness of becoming smaller. She knows what will happen in the future. She also has much more wisdom and experience than her current "peers". When it was the teacher who didn't know how to resist, Lin Qingyu had already quietly handed the small note to the principal's office.
When the brats in the class were clamoring to make gestures about who was the boss, the rules that Lin Qingyu had set for them became existence above the "boss".
She was doing well in school, and within a few days, she forgot about the arguing about turning back into an adult in the first place. She felt that Su Yi'an might be right. If she didn't want to return to the real world, she could grow up here. Big is not bad, she seems to have become the heroine in the novel of rebirth, with golden fingers, grasping the future, and the wind and the rain. The only person here who can compete or threaten her is Su Yi'an.
And Su Yi'an likes her.
From this time before him to this time now. Will he become her help to live a better life...
When Lin Qingyu was in class, she secretly turned her head and glanced at Su Yi'an, but her sneakiness was of no use to Su Yi'an. Su Yi'an quickly turned his eyes and looked at her, as if his whole body had grown As clever as the eyes.
Lin Qingyu hastily averted her gaze again, wanting to live her previous life with Su Yi'an again from here. She still feels uneasy.
After school, Su Yi'an and Lin Qingyu went home together. He asked her, "Do you still want to become an adult again?"
Lin Qingyu didn't speak.
Su Yi'an asked again: "Do you feel more comfortable at home than before?"
It is much more comfortable, because now at home, Lin Bin is not her opponent at all, and sometimes Pan Juan will be speechless by Lin Qingyu's sudden sarcasm, and even become angry from embarrassment , but every time when he wanted to clean up Lin Qingyu, he was stopped by Lin's father. Because compared to her when she was really a child, Lin Qingyu has learned how to rescue soldiers now.
Even after such a long time, Lin's father also noticed Lin Qingyu's change, and once asked her quietly: "Why do you keep arguing with your mother recently?"
Lin Qingyu didn't shy away from it, and said bluntly in the language of a child: "Mom doesn't like me, she only likes my younger brother, so I don't like her either."
After hearing this, Papa Lin just patted Lin Qingyu's head silently, without saying a word. A few days later, maybe Lin's father and Pan Juan talked about something, and Pan Juan's attitude towards Lin Qingyu and Lin Bin was much fairer, at least on the surface.
And this appearance is enough for Lin Qingyu to live a much better life than before.
Lin Qingyu glanced at Su Yi'an beside her: "What about you?" She asked him, "Back to childhood, are you okay?"
For Lin Qingyu, her childhood was complete with her father around, but for Su Yi'an, his childhood was too fragmented.
Hearing Lin Qingyu's concern, Su Yi'an glanced at her: "I didn't choose to come back because of myself." So goodbye to the devastated family and the sadness of relatives back then, he made enough psychological preparations, although... Still not a small impact.
But he didn't intend to talk to Lin Qingyu about these things.
His fragility, now just let Lin Qingyu know a little bit. Because for Su Yi'an, what is important now is not himself, but Lin Qingyu.
It's rare that both of them have reached a long-term consensus. Since then, no one has mentioned the matter of going back.
Suddenly walking halfway, Su Yi'an paused and fixedly stared at a certain place. Lin Qingyu followed his gaze and saw that there was a cat that was hit to death on that side of the road. I don't know how long it had been dead. , lying limply on the ground, the passing vehicles avoided it when they saw it, but if they didn't see it, they directly pressed over its corpse, and the blood in the internal organs was all over the ground.
Lin Qingyu frowned: "It's so pitiful."
"Lin Qingyu." Su Yi'an suddenly turned to look at her, "Do you want to bring that cat back to life?"
Lin Qingyu nodded: "I think so, it's so pitiful, but there seems to be nothing I can do."
Su Yi'an nodded, and then turned to look at the cat, until Lin Qingyu went to the nearby snack stall to buy a pack of spicy strips and came back. Su Yi'an was still looking at it, but at the end, the cat's body was just covered in The passing vehicles were pressed into paper thinness, sticking to the ground like a piece of patterned blood skin.
Su Yi'an finally lowered his eyes, turned and left.
When I was a child, the days went by so quickly, the winter vacation was over, and as soon as the spring was over, Su Yi'an was going to leave in the blink of an eye.
However, the day when Su Yi'an was supposed to leave was getting closer and closer, but Lin Qingyu didn't see that Su Yi'an was in any hurry or preparation. It wasn't until one day that Su Yi'an didn't come to school, and Lin Qingyu asked the teacher, only to find out that it was Su Yi'an's grandma who passed away.
Previously, Su Yi'an went overseas with his aunt because his grandma passed away and he had no one to take care of him in the country, but now the day when he will leave is getting closer.
But now Lin Qingyu doesn't think about whether Su Yi'an will leave. When she was a child, she didn't feel the pain of leaving a loved one. She heard that Su Yi'an's grandma had gone, and she had heard of it. But now, if she gets It was only when Lin Qingyu realized this news that it was a cruel thing for him to let Su Yi'an stay in his childhood.
Originally... Isn't the child in his heart still curled up in a corner with injuries
After school, Lin Qingyu went to find Su Yi'an. There was no one at home. It happened that Grandma Su Yi'an's old neighbor was going to attend the funeral, so Lin Qingyu went with them. From a distance, he could see the little Su Yi'an kneeling in front of grandma's coffin with a expressionless face.
It's just that the tight corners of his mouth accidentally revealed his emotions.
He is in pain.
Lin Qingyu didn't know whether she should go forward to disturb her, so she just stood in the corner and waited. After everyone finished praying, Su Yi'an got up to go to the bathroom, and Lin Qingyu quickly followed, blocking the door of the men's bathroom. , and waited for ten minutes before Su Yi'an came out.
Seeing Su Yi'an who had just walked out of the bathroom, Lin Qingyu was a little stunned for a moment. She saw that the corners of his eyes were slightly red, as if they had just been wiped clean, as if... he had cried.
Lin Qingyu didn't dare to ask more questions, but just looked at him for a long time, and called his name: "Su Yi'an."
Su Yi'an looked up at her, and suddenly took a step forward, hugging Lin Qingyu: "It's okay if you don't know what to say, you don't need to talk, just stay with me like this." He hugged Lin Qingyu tightly, and the little girl arms, with a small voice, but said the kind of mature words that adults would say, "Just hold me."
Like the first time I hugged him in the snow, there was no need to do anything, needless to say, it was enough for Su Yi'an to feel safe and comforted.
Lin Qingyu hugged Su Yi'an irresistibly.
Lin Qingyu looked around, and the adults who came and went only glanced at them. They obviously didn't have much interest in the hugs between children. However, he didn't wait too long, Su Yi'an quickly suppressed the emotions that had leaked just now.
He let go of Lin Qingyu, and the moment he let go, Lin Qingyu suddenly pinched Su Yi'an's arm: "Su Yi'an! In this world, wouldn't our wishes come true? Is your grandma alive?"
Su Yi'an shook his head: "It's useless."
"How will you know if you don't try it?" Lin Qingyu said, "Come on, think about it quickly, and I think about it too."
Su Yi'an: "...do you want my grandma to sit up from the coffin alive while so many people are watching?"
Lin Qingyu thought for a while: "Although it's a bit scary, it's better than losing her! Hurry up and make a wish."
"It's useless." Su Yi'an said it again, this time the voice was involuntarily dejected, "Do you still remember the cat from before?"
Lin Qingyu was stunned, completely forgot.
"For other people's lives, our wishes don't seem to work. If the fate is over at this time, it is over."
Lin Qingyu stared blankly at Su Yi'an, then nodded.
She was a little selfish just now, if she can make a wish to bring Su Yi'an's grandma back to life, then in the near future, when her father is facing life and death, maybe she and Su Yi'an will make a wish together, Her father will survive.
It turns out... it can't be done.
In this world, absurdity is absurd, but it still has its own rules of the game...
After Su Yi'an's grandma's funeral, Lin Qingyu thought that the day Su Yi'an left was coming soon. Lin Qingyu waited for a long time, but never saw Su Yi'an making preparations for this matter. Until that day passed, Su Yi'an still didn't leave.
Lin Qingyu asked him curiously: "You didn't go to America with your aunt, how did you do it?"
"I said I wanted to finish compulsory education in China. She agreed."
"But if you let a child of you study in China, your aunt won't worry?"
"So I hired a nanny myself."
Lin Qingyu was stunned: "You? What did you hire? Are you acting cute for the housekeeping company?"
Su Yi'an glanced at her: "Inheritance."