For the next few days, Lin Qingyu focused her life at home. It was not easy to deal with her father's funeral. After going through it again and looking at such things with a different mind, Lin Qingyu realized what happened back then. , What kind of mental journey did the mother go through after losing her father.
So when Lin Qingyu went back to school after finishing her work at home, she realized that Su Yi'an was a little...
Avoid her.
She didn't quite understand, she was looking for Su Yi'an, but she had something serious to talk about.
Lin Qingyu now feels that there is no need to stay in this world anymore. She doesn't want to become a man anymore, and she doesn't want to continue living as a child. Bloody and rainy, and then work hard to let yourself as a girl, you can also bloom beautifully, in full bloom.
She believed that Su Yi'an who said to her, "Think about what you really want" must have thought the same way.
She wants to go back to the real world, back to her life.
Now she finally figured it out and achieved Su Yi'an's goal, but this guy... flinched on the spot!
In this world, if the two of them make the same wish, the wish will come true, but now she wants to go back, but she hasn't changed back yet, which can only show that Su Yi'an is wavering, even resisting.
Lin Qingyu tried to communicate with Su Yi'an many times, such as following him home, passing him small notes during class, and following him to block him all the way when he went to the toilet between classes.
But every time Lin Qingyu stopped Su Yi'an, Su Yi'an would always find a way to escape, and he always looked at the small notes handed out in class, and he always looked at them and suppressed them. They will find a place to hide by themselves, like hide-and-seek, so that Lin Qingyu can't find it.
This state is like going back to a long time ago, when Lin Qingyu just came back to school not long ago, she met Su Yi'an, but was deliberately targeted by Su Yi'an, she didn't know why, she also tried every means to talk to him, but every time He avoided it.
It's just that compared to the anger and hatred back then, now Lin Qingyu feels more helpless and distressed.
Because now she understands him, understands his injuries, his pains, and his thousands of scruples, she can clearly feel that the child in Su Yi'an's heart feels uneasy.
So she felt sorry for him.
Coincidentally, it was the beginning of spring, and the elementary school organized students to go to the countryside for a spring outing.
Back then Lin Qingyu was depressed because of his father's death, and refused to participate in the spring outing, while Su Yi'an had already left for a foreign country, and they had never participated in the spring outing. Lin Qingyu thought, seeing the beautiful spring outside the school and basking in the sun will probably relieve her mood a lot. It should be easier to talk to Su Yi'an at this time.
So she passed the note to Su Yi'an again during class.
First, let the children who tried their best to pass the notes pass the notes to Su Yi'an one by one, but Su Yi'an was unmoved at all, no matter who handed him the notes, he would ignore them and let all kinds of small papers pass on to Su Yi'an. The strip fell beside him.
In the end, Lin Qingyu was irritated by his indifferent appearance, tore off a large page of paper, and didn't waste time writing, just wrapped a piece of rubber in the paper, crumpled it up, and wrote on the blackboard while the teacher turned around. When it was time, he stood up and "slapped" and threw the ball of paper on Su Yi'an's head.
The paper ball was wrapped in rubber, and it was not light. Su Yi'an was hit to the side of his head, and now he finally turned his head, staring at Lin Qingyu coldly.
Lin Qingyu also stared at him with provocative eyes, four eyes met, as if sparks were rubbed in the air, and finally, when the teacher was about to turn back, Lin Qingyu sat down safely.
"Report."
And Lin Qingyu never expected that Su Yi'an stood up with a raised hand, picked up the piece of paper wrapped in rubber on the ground, and directly said to the teacher, "Teacher, Lin Qingyu harassed me."
Your second uncle...
Lin Qingyu cursed secretly in her heart, she never thought that Su Yi'an would sue the teacher so brazenly! How old are these people! Why are you so childish!
Although... She herself seems to be similar.
This class happened to be the head teacher's class. After hearing this, the head teacher looked at Lin Qingyu with a chalk: "What are you doing? You are in class, you want to rebel?"
Lin Qingyu gritted her teeth. Originally, she thought it was fine in the past, but after thinking about it, what are you afraid of? Anyway, she is still young now, Su Yi'an can report so shamelessly, and she can also be a little bit shameless. . So Lin Qingyu also raised her hand, and stood up by the way: "Teacher! I have something to say to classmate Su!"
"What can't be said after class, Lin Qingyu, please sit down for me."
"No, teacher, if I don't say it now, I'm going to suffocate." After Lin Qingyu finished speaking, regardless of whether the head teacher agreed or not, she stared at Su Yi'an, and said loudly in this quiet classroom, "I just want to say, student Su, you said you liked me before, I thought about it, if you agree to go to this spring outing, then I will agree to be your girlfriend."
As soon as the call was over, the entire classroom was silent for a moment, and then all the elementary school students exploded in an instant. Unlike the older student unions who booed, the children made a noise.
And the head teacher was a little confused and unable to react. After staying for a short period of aphasia, the class was already in a state of chaos, the head teacher hurriedly slapped the table and scolded the students for being quiet, and didn't have time to take care of Lin Qingyu for a while.
So the little Lin Qingyu stood in such a noisy environment, raised her eyebrows, squinted her eyes, and looked lightly at Su Yi'an who was also sitting quietly amidst the noise.
Their eyes were sticky and anxious in the impetuous air, and there was a strange ambiguity and hotness spreading between the two of them.
However, in the end they were forced to separate because of Su Yi'an's retreat.
This was probably the first time she saw Su Yi'an during the confrontation between Lin Qingyu and Su Yi'an... retreat back. Lin Qingyu folded her hands, sat down, curled her lips, and smiled triumphantly.
After class, both Lin Qingyu and Su Yi'an were called to the teacher's office. Regarding puppy love... especially premature love, the head teacher at that time was very nervous. But at this time, Lin Qingyu flatly denied that she was just joking in class, she didn't like Su Yi'an, and Su Yi'an treated her. Let alone boyfriend and girlfriend, she doesn't understand what that is.
So judging from Lin Qingyu's attitude, the matter of inviting the parents was temporarily exempted, but a punishment was inevitable. At the time of the next class, both of them were punished to stand against the wall in the corridor.
The two of them had no interest in primary school classes. There was sunlight slanting in the corridor, the sound of reading from other classes, and the sound of the teacher in their own classroom behind them all echoed in their ears. Together with the breeze, Driven by Lin Qingyu's long hair and Su Yi'an's school uniform, everything is full of the campus flavor of childhood.
Lin Qingyu took a deep breath and seemed to enjoy this moment.
"Su Yi'an." She called his name in a soft voice, and at the same time turned her head, staring at him fixedly, "Actually, what I said in class is serious."
Su Yi'an didn't pay attention to her, and still looked forward lightly, as if he didn't care about everything around him.
Lin Qingyu looked at it for a while, but didn't see any results, so she snorted: "Go or not, I'm going to the toilet." Not long after turning around and leaving, in the corridor lazily illuminated by the spring sun, Su Yi'an clenched his fists, looked up at the sky, sighed deeply, and blushed slightly by the way, letting the wind take away the whispers from his mouth …
"Female hooligan..."
So, on the day of the spring outing, Su Yi'an really arrived. When gathering at the school, Lin Qingyu carried a small bag and searched for Su Yi'an in the crowd. Finally, the moment she saw Su Yi'an, Lin Qingyu Immediately a big smile broke out, she ran forward, grabbed Su Yi'an's hand, and said in a low voice, half joking, half joking, "My boyfriend really doesn't want to let me go."
Hearing this, Su Yi'an glanced sideways, locked on Lin Qingyu, and said solemnly: "Lin Qingyu, I think you should know something."
"What?"
"Keeping promises is a person's basic morality."
He spoke seriously, but the meaning revealed behind this sentence was so unserious, Lin Qingyu was suddenly a little shy by Su Yi'an's anti-molestation.
She coughed: "I always keep my word."
Then she saw the little Su Yi'an, finally raised the corners of her lips and smiled.
This is in Lin Qingyu's memory, Su Yi'an with this appearance rarely smiles like this, he smiles so beautifully, because he is young, he still has a cute taste, Lin Qingyu couldn't help it at this moment She thought that if one day she could marry Su Yi'an and have a child with him, maybe at this age, she would smile so beautifully and cutely.
This idea was too far away, Lin Qingyu quickly shook her head to regain her senses, but at this moment, she saw that Su Yi'an had turned around and left with the school team.
Lin Qingyu quickly followed.
During the spring outing during the day, the children had a great time. As the evening approached, the students had dinner outside and were about to take the bus home.
Lin Qingyu held back all day and didn't say anything about going back, because she was afraid of disturbing Su Yi'an's rarely happy mood. At this time, Lin Qingyu thought to herself, if she didn't talk about it, it would be even more difficult to open her mouth when she went back to school.
So while eating dinner, Lin Qingyu dawdled, and finally came to Su Yi'an's side, chatted a few words in nonsense, and finally asked: "Su Yi'an, do you want to go back?" She stared at Su Yi'an, not at all. I don't want to see his unhappy look.
But in the end, Su Yi'an was stunned after all. The chopsticks that were eating suddenly stopped, he turned his head to look at Lin Qingyu, met her eyes, and nodded: "Yes. Go back." He said this, and his expression seemed to have no reluctance.
Lin Qingyu's eyes lit up, and when she was about to say another sentence, Su Yi'an said, "I'll go to the bathroom first."
He left again, but the wish just now can be regarded as a promise, and they will return to the original world in a short time, and she will become the most real Lin Qingyu, and then continue to struggle with more hopes my own life…
While waiting at the dining table, Lin Qingyu was thinking about what it would be like when she woke up, whether she was still drunk sitting on the side of the road, or was she dragged back to the dormitory, or she simply became In a vegetative state, spent as long in the hospital as the world
She thought a lot, but she didn't feel dizzy, and Su Yi'an didn't come back until the students had finished their meal. The teacher began to call the students together to go back to school by car.
Su Yi'an never came, Lin Qingyu was a little anxious, so she went to the public bathroom to find Su Yi'an, but at this time there was no one in the bathroom, and all the students had already boarded the bus.
Lin Qingyu began to panic.
She searched around the bathroom for a few times, and then in the eating place, but she still couldn't see anyone, so she finally couldn't bear to find the head teacher. The head teacher was also looking for her at this time, seeing Lin Qingyu running over, the head teacher said, "Where did you go, I'm missing you."
When Lin Qingyu heard this, her eyes lit up: "Has Su Yi'an gotten into the car already?"
After finishing speaking, without waiting for the head teacher to answer, Lin Qingyu went straight into the bus, and the head teacher got on the bus with her, then the door closed, and all the students sat down, only Lin Qingyu was still walking in the aisle, going back and forth He looked for Su Yi'an.
However, she discovered that... there was no Su Yi'an.
Because of the running just now, Lin Qingyu's heartbeat is very fast at this time, not only fast, but also a little weak, the head teacher is urging: "Lin Qingyu, the car is about to drive, please find a seat and sit down."
Lin Qingyu looked up at the head teacher: "You can't leave yet! There is another classmate who didn't get in the car!"
The head teacher frowned and nodded: "They are all here, you should sit down quickly and leave."
"Su Yi'an..." Lin Qingyu said in a tense voice, "Where's Su Yi'an? He hasn't gotten into the car yet."
As soon as the words came out, the students all looked at each other, and the head teacher also looked blank: "Su Yi'an?" She flipped through the roster in her hand, "There is no such person in our class, you remember."
This sentence made Lin Qingyu feel like being splashed from head to toe by a basin of icy cold water in the winter, making her shiver involuntarily. The fear in her heart was like a parasite, which got into her blood, and crawled all over her body with the squeeze of her heart.
They didn't remember Su Yi'an anymore, and Su Yi'an suddenly disappeared from their memory. Only she still remembers the existence of such a person...
Are they all joking with her, or... this world, all of a sudden...
She's really the only one left...