After Lin Qingyu came back from Xiaoshulin, there was no class in the afternoon, so she just sat in the dormitory and read English. Fatty Wang opened the door and came back chewing on a snack, and hung up his coat. Went to Lin Qingyu's side and patted him on the shoulder: "Dude."
Lin Qingyu turned her head and saw his gossiping eyes, she didn't let Fatty Wang continue to speak, and said: "I have never done anything with Li Sihe before, and now we are breaking up, that's it, nothing else of."
After being robbed, Fatty Wang was speechless. He walked towards his table while eating snacks: "Lin Qingyu, why do I feel that you have changed these two days?"
Lin Qingyu froze slightly, and asked calmly: "What changed?"
"Get smarter."
yes…
This is indeed a change that she cannot control, because she can completely imagine that the "self" who could fall in love with Li Sihe in the past, the "self" who saved a hard disk of X-films, and the "self" who didn't have any notes in any textbooks are there. How stupid.
Lin Qingyu really ruthlessly spurned that self who was a man but lived such a useless life in his heart.
Obviously... I have already obtained so many conveniences...
"Wow." Before Lin Qingyu was immersed in her own thoughts, the dormitory door suddenly opened again, Xueba stood at the door and looked straight out of the window, "I didn't even go upstairs, but now I'm going downstairs!" It's snowing."
Only then did Lin Qingyu look out the window, and found that the snowflakes outside the balcony were like catkins in spring, fluttering around and lingering across the entire sky.
The first snow in early winter came suddenly, but it seemed like it had been planned for a long time. It fell all afternoon and night in one fell swoop.
The next morning, when Lin Qingyu went out for morning reading, she obviously felt that the temperature had dropped a lot. She thought it was cold, so instead of going to the grove, she turned around and went to the self-study room in the teaching building.
After reading the book in the self-study room, she went to the classroom for class.
She came too early, and there was no one in the classroom. After sitting for a while, a bald old professor walked into the classroom with a water glass and textbooks in between. Lin Qingyu looked at this teacher, feeling very strange .
It wasn't until the class bell rang and the bald old professor began to teach that Lin Qingyu suddenly remembered that this class should not be taught by Su Yi'an, who was specially hired by the school and came back from studying abroad, in her junior year
Su Yi'an had already come to school when she took a leave of absence in her junior year. She didn't see him once during the period when she was out of school, but when she came back to continue her junior year, Su Yi'an was still teaching this subject at their age, so he still became her teacher.
If this world is roughly the same as before, then this class should have been taught by Su Yi'an.
But what about others
Lin Qingyu turned her head and looked out the window, looking at the snow-covered campus, she couldn't help thinking, did that kid have an accident on the way to work because he was afraid of snow
Yes, Su Yi'an is afraid of snow, this is a relatively profound characteristic that still remains in Lin Qingyu's memory of Su Yi'an's childhood.
Lin Qingyu still remembered the figure of that weak little boy squatting on the ground trembling.
He covered his face and said repeatedly like being trapped in a nightmare: "Don't let it snow, don't let it snow."
At that time, Lin Qingyu didn't know why Su Yi'an acted like this, but she let out all the words she wanted to "cover" him. If my little brother was in trouble, she naturally had to help.
So she dragged Su Yi'an to the corner, then stood in front of him, pressed his head into her arms, and hugged him: "Don't be afraid, there is no snow in my arms."
Su Yi'an didn't respond to her embrace at first, until after hugging her for a long time, until the physical education class was over and everyone was gathering, Su Yi'an's trembling gradually calmed down, and he stretched out his hand to grab the clothes around her waist.
During such a long time, Lin Qingyu never let him go.
She didn't know what Su Yi'an was feeling at that time, but what she was thinking at that time was only - why couldn't he keep warm.
In fact, Lin Qingyu doesn't remember many things about Su Yi'an when she was a child, and even if she does, she still has a vague impression, only that scene, Lin Qingyu still remembers now. And remember the reason so clearly...
It was simply because the little bastards in the class saw her holding Su Yi'an.
The little bastard made her a rumor that she hugged Su Yi'an by force, and when the words reached the teacher's ears, it turned into 'violence', and Lin Qingyu was beaten bloody for it...
This misunderstanding was not fully explained until she graduated from elementary school, and the way the teacher looked at her was still strange and subtle...
That was the first time she saw Su Yi'an afraid of snow. Later, after she got to know Su Yi'an, Su Yi'an told her that he was afraid of snow because his parents died in the snow. He secretly saw Su Yi'an behind his back. A picture of his parents being dug out of the snow—two dead bodies in a ghastly white.
At that time, Lin Qingyu didn't really understand Su Yi'an's mood, and it was only when he thought about it now that he realized how shocking it would be for a child.
Now there is such a sudden snow outside, I don't know what he is now...
Lin Qingyu suddenly got a jolt and came back to her senses.
What is she thinking? Why do you still have time to care about others? And it's still Su Yi'an!
It's better not to come to this beautiful world with such a disaster!
Because the grown up Su Yi'an is not cute at all! I don't have the feeling of needing to be protected when I was a child at all! What a devil!
Actually, when Lin Qingyu reunited with Su Yi'an in University A, she was very happy in her heart. Because I suddenly met my playmate who played well when I was a child in college. Although that playmate didn't play with me for a few years, it was still a good time in childhood. This playmate is now his teacher, so he must be an amiable, smiling, very kind teacher who can't fail in human subjects.
But she never expected it!
After growing up, Su Yi'an's temperament changed drastically! She has a serious face, is merciless in her actions, and her homework grades are ridiculously low, and she also likes to target her strangely!
In the paper, she picked on her language problems, so stupid that she had to change the punctuation marks! It's just a normal job! In the final exam, she was directly given a failure to retake the subject!
She went to the teaching office to complain about him, but was told that it is normal for professors who have returned from studying abroad to be strict!
Where is it normal!
Lin Qingyu once fought hard against Su Yi'an in front of the dean. She said that the classmate in the same dormitory as her made a mistake in punctuation, why didn't he point it out!
However, Su Yi'an replied solemnly: "Because of limited energy, it is inevitable to miss it occasionally."
Dare to feel that the paper she writes on is full of light! The wrong place will automatically emit dazzling neon lights, and the bulingbuling flashes will attract his attention! Can a teacher treat students equally
Lin Qingyu didn't understand how she had offended Su Yi'an after he returned to China to teach at University A.
She also pestered Su Yi'an countless times on the way home after class. She wanted to ask Su Yi'an why he targeted her, but Su Yi'an just avoided answering, kept silent, and put on a teacher's face. Lin Qingyu's lofty attitude made Lin Qingyu even want to recall her childhood and call out for love, and by the way, sell herself miserably, pretending to be miserable...
As soon as she recalled what Su Yi'an did to her before, Lin Qingyu immediately hardened her heart. Teachers who treat students differently in this way should just live in some corner of the world and struggle to live. It's best to come by her side!
After a whole day of class, Xie Chengxuan and Fatty Wang came to Lin Qingyu for dinner.
The three of them were walking on the road, when Xie Chengxuan suddenly paused: "Uh..." He stared straight ahead in one direction, "I suddenly have something to do, I'm leaving first, you two go to eat first."
"What are you doing..." Fatty Wang muttered, but Lin Qingyu clearly saw that at the corner where Xie Chengxuan left, he caught up with a girl in jeans and ponytail.
Xie Chengxuan's words "go and confess to her after winning the game" sounded in Lin Qingyu's mind instantly.
Lin Qingyu suddenly felt that she was too sad to straighten her back.
Fatty Wang turned to look at her again: "What's wrong with you, the air pressure suddenly lowered the brightness."
"I don't want to eat anymore." Lin Qingyu said weakly, "Go and eat by yourself, I'll find a study room to read."
As she said this, she walked in the direction of the grove.
It snowed overnight, and the snow in the grass in the grove was even deeper. Lin Qingyu just walked towards the big tree creaking on the snow all the way.
From a distance, she saw that the fallen leaves on the big tree were all knocked down by the snow, and the branches were covered with frost and snow, just like a scene in the middle of winter, which made the big tree seem a little less than usual It's the same as life machine.
Lin Qingyu still stepped on the tree roots as usual, but this time she was silent for a long time facing the tree hole, without shouting a word.
It seems that there is nothing to complain about.
She was broken in love, didn't she already said it before, the male god fell in love with a girl, and she had already accepted the matter of going to confess to that girl.
So Lin Qingyu was silent for a while, and only put her forehead against the tree hole. She wanted to pretend to be literary and artistic, but she was instantly shuddered by the condensed ice on the tree: "Hey..." She quickly pulled her head away, "The snow is so cold. , will you freeze to death?"
As she said, she subconsciously covered the piece of ice on the tree hole with her hand, not for anything else, maybe just because it was fun to be cheap.
But Su Yi'an looked at Lin Qingyu silently amidst this sporadic warmth.
Humans have inertia. When a certain moment experienced now overlaps with the past, the feelings hidden in the heart in the past will emerge again involuntarily.
At this moment, Su Yi'an felt that the time on his body seemed to go back more than ten years.
Lin Qingyu was still the little girl who gave him warmth without knowing it.
In the eyes of outsiders, they only spent one winter together, but outsiders don't know, even she doesn't know, how unforgettable that winter was for the precocious and lonely him.
As long as he stays by her side, the snow-covered and icy ground seem to be no longer scary.
This is the inertia Lin Qingyu gave him.