When Ning Wan woke up, her mind was a little less sensitive, and she thought she had a dream last night.
However, when I picked up my phone, it was just after 6 o'clock in the morning, and there was already Fu Zheng's text message on the phone--
"Are you awake?" This one was sent at half past five.
"Probably not awake yet." This one is five minutes later.
"are you available today?"
"Can you meet if you have time?"
"Forget it, when I didn't ask the last sentence, if you are not free, I still want to meet anyway, anyway."
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Because Ning Wanshang was asleep when sending the text message and did not reply. This article looks like Fu Zheng’s self-talk. However, at 5:30 in the morning, this man is obviously talking to himself quite well. La Zaza sent a dozen messages to Ning Wan--
"I wonder if you will wake up at eight?"
"Maybe wake up at seven."
"Call me when you wake up."
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Ning Wan almost laughed a little bit. It wasn't until this moment that she had a sense of reality, that she really got Fu Zheng into his hands. At this moment, she looked at the information, and she could even imagine Fu Zheng holding her mobile phone and waiting for reply. It's really cute.
Almost immediately, Ning Wan picked up her mobile phone and called Fu Zheng--
As a result, Fu Zheng, who was texting quite slippery, was a little unnatural on the phone, as if he was a little nervous: "Are you awake?"
"woke up."
"Are you free to go to the amusement park?" He paused, "I just want to tell you something."
Fu Zheng was a little nervous, and Ning Wan's heart was beating like a drum. Although the two of them had established a relationship in theory, but thinking back to her fatal confession last night, Ning Wan was embarrassed to find a tree hole to bury her head. What did you say last night? ! It turned out to be a serious case analysis for others to analyze the pros and cons of liking yourself, and with a look of "I am doing you well" persuade the other party to like yourself as soon as possible...
There is really no one...
But I didn’t expect that Fu Zheng actually ate this set...
"Yes, yes." Ning Wan held back her blush, "Then where shall we meet?"
"Downstairs in your house."
"Then how long will you arrive?"
Fu Zheng's voice seemed to calm down: "About half an hour."
It's just that Ning Wan just wanted to say something. The sound of an electric drill came downstairs. Recently, the shop downstairs was newly renovated. Even on weekends, construction started after eight o'clock, and it was very noisy. Ning Wan didn't care about it at first, but almost at the same time, almost exactly the same electric drill sound came from the earpiece of the earphone -
Ning Wan pursed her lips: "Fu Zheng, where are you?"
Fu Zheng on the other end of the phone started coughing to cover up the background sound.
"Are you downstairs in my house?"
At this time, Fu Zheng still tried to resist, "No, I happen to be decorating here..."
However, it was too late, and everything that should be exposed was already exposed. Ning Wan rushed to the balcony, looked down, and saw a handsome man standing not far away under the tree beside the flower bed in the community. He wore a shallow dress. Colored casual tops and navy blue trousers make the legs slender.
It was also at this time that Fu Zheng looked up, and then caught Ning Wan on the balcony by surprise.
Ning Wan was really about to laugh: "Are you planning to stand outside for half an hour and wait? It's time to pretend that you really just arrived?"
Under the embarrassment that this kind of lying was caught on the spot, Fu Zheng finally gave up resisting. After a moment of silence, he tried to correct his tone naturally and calmly: "Oh, I took a look, today Saturday, there is no morning peak for work, no There’s a traffic jam, so it doesn’t take about half an hour."
Ning Wan didn't pierce him, just holding her mobile phone, looking at the figure of Fu Zheng downstairs and smiling: "Then how long will it take you?"
Fu Zheng seemed to think about it for a while, and even pretended to raise his wrist to look at his watch, and then Ning Wan heard his voice---
"Now you can."
This man was really true, he had been witnessed downstairs by himself, but he still refused to admit it all the time, and changed his method to force his respect.
But when I thought that Fu Zheng was thirty years old, older than herself, this point of face was to be given to Ning Wan, so Ning Wan could only hold back her smile: "Then come on, and when you arrive, you will go straight upstairs. Anyway, you know my family. ."
"Well, I will try to be there soon."
Just hung up the phone, and in his tone Fu Zheng, who was reluctant to get there early, walked upstairs almost a moment later. Ning Wan just brushed her teeth and washed her face, opened the door for him, and then let this serious man in. Living room: "Sit down first."
She poured a glass of water for Fu Zheng, and looked at him as if thinking of something: "You haven't had breakfast yet, right?"
I started texting myself at half past five, and I don’t know when he was already downstairs in his own house. This man probably didn’t eat, even if he ate, he should be hungry...
Fu Zheng really acquiesced.
Ning Wan tilted her head: "Then I'll make breakfast for you later! Wait a minute!"
Girlfriend’s handmade breakfast will definitely make Fu Zheng’s memory deep, but Ning Wan didn’t expect that as soon as her voice fell, Fu Zheng raised a bag from behind--
"I brought it, you can eat together."
Ning Wan realized that she hadn't noticed just now that Fu Zheng had brought his own "dry food" to the door. Ning Wan opened it. It was a very delicately packaged food box. From the outside brand logo, it was a Ningwan company. I have heard of the customized breakfast in a particularly expensive restaurant. And beside the food box, there is a bunch of fresh pink gun roses with dewdrops, full and strong.
Feeling Ning Wan's gaze, Fu Zheng coughed: "I just passed the flower shop when I went out and bought it easily."
"What about customized breakfast?"
"I bought it easily."
"Oh… "
It’s just that if I remember correctly, this custom breakfast needs to be booked, and it’s quite expensive.
Ning Wan didn't want to push Fu Zheng to a desperate situation, she smiled: "I'm going to change clothes, next time I don't have to buy such expensive things."
"Not expensive..."
Ning Wan picked up the pink rose and smelled it, and then heard Fu Zheng's voice echoing behind her--
"Don't accept other people's pink roses in the future."
Before Ning Wan could react, she listened to the other party to continue to say: "As for Zhang Zichen, although his mental state is unstable at a young age, he can't."
"After all, he is too young, he still has that disease, and his ability to distinguish the behavior of others is not strong. If you take his flowers, he may misunderstand and think what the relationship is between you. If you become paranoid, treat this child It's not good, it's not conducive to his condition control and future development."
"If you like pink roses, I can give them to you every day from now on."
"So there is no need to take him. Just tell me what you like, and I can buy it."
Fu Zheng paused every time he said a sentence, and his tone was a bit jerky and dry because of embarrassment. However, after listening to each sentence, Ning Wan finally tasted the taste in his words. Some time ago, Zhang Zichen's illness was controlled and returned. I went to school and bought myself a bunch of flowers, which are pink roses, to express my gratitude. As a result, neither myself nor Zhang Zichen cared too much, but Fu Zheng cared about it until now.
Ning Wan couldn't help but laughed: "So you bought this pink rose with ease? I'll confirm it last time, do you want to change your confession? You must know the last chance to surrender if you confess to be lenient and resist strict."
Fu Zheng seemed to be pushed into a desperate situation. At first, he was obviously still unwilling to admit it, but in the end, in Ning Wan's gaze, his face turned a little embarrassingly red, and his voice was still very calm. ―
"Oh, I just remembered it wrong, I bought it deliberately, it's not easy."
Ning Wan suffocated a smile, and took it as soon as she saw it, and stopped teasing Fu Zheng: "Okay, I'm going to change clothes."
After speaking, he ran back to the room and left the living room to Fu Zheng, so as to give him personal space and ease the embarrassment that he was exposed on the spot just now.
In the end, the two had a great breakfast. Ning Wan hummed and trimmed the gun roses and inserted them into the vase, and then prepared to follow Fu Zheng to the playground.
Fu Zheng didn't want the sudden confession to scare Ning Wan, so he didn't drive his Pagani, and decided to continue to maintain the poor personality before exchanging secrets, so in the end he was held by Ning Wan and got on the subway, but he felt unbearable in the past. In the crowded subway, at this moment with Ning Wan, I feel in a good mood.
Even the most disgusting physical contact with strangers caused by crowding in the past was not so unbearable for Fu Zheng. After all, because of the pushing of these limbs, Fu Zheng eventually formed a posture of holding Ning Wan unconsciously, and Ning Wan was also caught. The people in the car pushed more and more into Fu Zheng's arms, originally because they were embarrassed just to determine the relationship, and because of this passive approach, they didn't seem so embarrassing.
Ning Wan tried to pretend to be calm, but her slightly red cheeks and earlobes still revealed her shyness.
It's really cute.
Fu Zheng was squeezed by the people around him, but his heart was gentle and gentle. He wrapped Ning Wan's waist with one hand and separated a small space for her with the other, and at the same time confined her in his arms. Individuals are constantly colliding gently with each other because of the swaying car and the flow of people getting on and off the car after arriving at the station. It may be that Ning Wan's forehead lightly touched Fu Zheng's lips, or Ning Wan's hair lightly brushed. Fu Zheng’s face was even occasionally just two people inadvertently looking up at each other. Each touch of this kind was short-lived, and the surroundings were filled with various sounds. However, everything seemed to be slowed down, Fu Zheng only felt All the air between Ning Wan and Ning Wan became ambiguous, with a sense of danger, like fine powder filled with flammable products, which would burn with just a little open flame, and the crowded space even magnified this sense.
Fu Zheng's heart and soul, Ning Wan did not give too much concession.
She raised her head slightly and glanced at Fu Zheng. The other party stared at her earnestly throughout the whole process. His eyes were focused and enthusiastic, and his beautiful and thick eyelashes were like a small brush, going up and down in Ning Wan's heart. , So that Ning Wan just felt that the air was so hot that she could hardly breathe. Fu Zheng’s eyes seemed to have a small hook. Even if Ning Wan turned to the beginning, she couldn’t help but mind. The gaze seemed to turn into a sense of reality and lightness. Caressed her lightly.
It was also at this time when the subway was approaching a stop. An uncle with luggage next to him hurriedly got off the station without paying attention. The suitcase hit Fu Zheng’s leg, so that Fu Zheng dodged and leaned slightly towards Ning Wan. The distance between the two was not far before, but now that they are closer, Ning Wan even feels that Fu Zheng can hear the tension in her breath. As a result, her palms sweat slightly in embarrassment, Fu Zheng said. People were very bad, so he got closer, and then took advantage of the chaotic time to get on and off the car, and quickly pecked and kissed Ning Wan.
Ning Wan was attacked, and when she reacted, she could only stare at Fu Zheng viscerally.
It turned out to be like this. Fu Zheng also leaned over to Ning Wan's ear: "I will kiss you again if I stare at it again."
As this continued, Ning Wan quickly closed her eyes in fright.
Don't stare, don't dare to stare anymore, is this man Fu Zheng really the silly Baitian he knew before? How can I feel that he is not self-denying at all, although his movements are too fast to be noticeable and no one sees them at all, but this is still on the subway!
Fortunately, Fu Zheng finally stopped. He took Ning Wan's hand and finally got off the car at the station.
The playground that Fu Zheng was looking for was very easy to find. The two followed the road signs and quickly reached the gate. After buying tickets to enter, Ning Wan found out why Fu Zheng chose this playground-there is indeed a cave in it.
There are no projects that are too young, but it retains a lot of fairy tale scenes of girls' hearts. The entire theme park looks like a couple-oriented, full of activities for couples, and everywhere in the playground is also my little lovers, sprinkling dog food. The atmosphere of showing affection is obvious.
Ning Wan took Fu Zheng to sit on a warm-up carousel, then went to the Ferris wheel, and lined up to play several popular events, but I didn’t know if it was an illusion. Although Fu Zheng smiled gently all the way, he watched It seemed a little absent-minded.
And it wasn't until the two people walked to a "secret tree hole exchange" project that Fu Zheng finally swept away his previous absent-mindedness. He glanced at Ning Wan and said unnaturally, "I want to play this."
This is probably a popular project in the amusement park. At this time, there was a long queue outside the project, and Ning Wan was stunned: "Are you sure?"
Fu Zheng nodded, "Because I want to tell you something."
Ning Wan looked at the game rules of this project, and was a little bit amused: "So you want to exchange secrets?"
Fu Zheng is also really, how can he exchange secrets like elementary school students!
But even though it sounded a bit embarrassing and naive, Fu Zheng still acquiesced.
Fortunately, the team is long, but because the whole project is just two people separated, go into their respective tree cave confession rooms to write down secrets, then exchange tree cave numbers, and finally go to the tree cave cabinet to receive each other’s secrets. The whole process is not complicated. There were a lot of people coming and going, and there were a lot of staff, so the line didn't wait long. Soon Ning Wan and Fu Zheng were about to get their turn.
This project was designated by Fu Zheng to play, but the closer he got to the field, although Fu Zheng's expression was still calm and composed, but holding Ning Wan's slightly tighter hand revealed his emotions-he was a little nervous.
"Two, please go to the left for the girls and the right for the boys."
And when it was the official turn of the two, before Ning Wan was about to separate from Fu Zheng and walk to the left, Fu Zheng took her hand again, and he pursed his lips. He was a 30-year-old mature man, and he looked a little bit Like a worried child, but in the end, Fu Zheng didn't say anything else, but kissed Ning Wan on the cheek, and then stared at her with a solemn look--
"No matter what secrets I have, liking you is true."
After he said this sentence, he let go of Ning Wan's hand and walked to the right following the staff's guidance.
Ning Wan was stunned, and then she turned around and walked to the left, but the appearance of Fu Zheng just now made her feel a little flustered.
What did Fu Zheng hide from himself
Ning Wan is a bit broad-minded. In such a few minutes' journey, Fu Zheng has preset countless kinds of "secrets"...
What's his secret
Was the prostitute caught? Trapped in online lending? Still committed to a rich woman? Or... more exaggerated
Don't lift
Ning Wan felt that she couldn't think about it anymore, the more she thought about it, the more outrageous she got.
She bit her lip, then wrote her secret on the pink paper, and then handed it to the staff.
Although this project has arranged a lot of staff to cooperate because of the popularity, the flow of people on site is too large. This playground has just started operation recently. It is estimated that there is still a lack of overall management experience and process perfection. Ning Wan watched to take it away. The staff member who had her pink secret note went to coach another staff member who had just been hired at a glance, and eventually helped her take away the pink-blue secret note of the girl she served.
Ning Wan doesn’t know what other people’s secrets are, but her secrets are actually quite simple, just a little embarrassed to tell them--
Fu Zheng is her first boyfriend.
People who have been working for a few years, sometimes without emotional experience can not be regarded as an advantage, on the contrary, it will be a little different to talk about it.
The pace of modern society is so fast that everyone does not even have the patience to slowly get closer to each other and grow up slowly. Many times boys just want to find a more mature and sensible girl who has a relationship experience as a girlfriend.
It's just that after Ning Wan wrote down her secrets, she became nervous again. What about Fu Zheng? What is Fu Zheng's secret that makes him take it so seriously
After Fu Zheng was introduced into the tree hole confession room on the right, he pressed his lips and wrote down carefully what he had concealed from Ning Wan. Because he was used to using a computer, he usually typed at work. In fact, he hasn't handwritten words for many years. , But Fu Zheng still patiently and solemnly explained the reasons for his "private visits to the microservices" word by word.
Fu Zheng's handwriting was originally beautiful, but now he writes more carefully for Ning Wan. I only hope that when Ning Wan sees such pleasing words, most of the anger of being deceived can dissipate first.
The secret note provided by the confession room wrote a whole page, and Fu Zheng still felt that it was not enough to express his inner emotions, so he turned it over and continued to write.
Although the character was created and the identity was fake, the feelings for Ning Wan were real.
Just like when you encounter unsure essay questions in the final exam, even if you don’t know if your answer is what the teacher wants, you subconsciously want to write as hard as you can. The more you write, the better. I don’t know if it’s psychological comfort or it’s really useful. I’m always thinking if there is an accidental step on the correct answer in the long story written? Even if it's a side ball, can you get more points? Or, even if it is completely contrary to the correct answer, at least I hope that my attitude of answering all the answer sheets will let the teacher know that I want to answer the questions seriously.
For a moment, Fu Zheng felt that he was just such a student. He didn't review well because of his faults. He didn't know the correct answer to the exam assigned by Ning Wan, but he desperately wanted to get as many scores as possible.
With this mentality trend, Fu Zheng finally wrote such a small note of exchange of secrets into a confession that confessed his mistakes, looked forward to the future and corrected the deficiencies.
The staff urged him several times before he finally pressed his lips and folded the paper into a special secret bag and handed it away.
Then came the long wait and anxiety.
It’s a pity that Fu Zheng didn’t expect that when he died, the staff member who took his note was walking out with his secret, because it took a long time to wait for Fu Zheng and he needed to quickly put the note of Fu Zheng. Put it into the corresponding tree hole, walking too hurriedly, so violently bumping into his colleague at the corner.
"sorry Sorry!"
The colleague who was hit also held several secret bags in his hands. In such a hit, everything was mixed with the staff member.
The staff member who was in charge of Fu Zheng was irritated. He was a new intern, worried that he would work overtime. He only remembered that his secret bag was quite thick, and it was still blue. Seeing that there was a color corresponding to the thickness on the ground. Without even thinking about it, he hurriedly bent down and picked it up, and after talking to his colleagues, did he rush to the tree cave cabinet.
Ning Wan waited and waited, and finally waited until the staff in charge of Fu Zheng sent her the tree cave cabinet password for storing Fu Zheng's secret.
In order to protect privacy and give each other's space, each will take the secrets in the tree cave cabinet in a separate space. Ning Wan took the code and took out the letter Fu Zheng wrote to herself in anxiety and anxiety.
This is a very thick letter. Seeing this thickness, I feel that Fu Zheng should have a big secret. Ning Wan is also a little heavy in her heart. She carefully opened the bag, and what caught her eye was--
What an ugly word! ! !
Ning Wan was almost astonished by the dense ugly characters that came to her face, and almost threw the letter.
The community is now also promoting paperless office, so in the past, most of the consultation records in the community were directly entered into the computer, so that Ning Wan did not see Fu Zheng writing on weekdays, and the only thing he saw was his own signature...
It's just that the pen power of this guy's signature looks very strong, it can almost be said to be vigorous and powerful, why the other characters are so ugly!
In the past, Shao Lili thought that her usual fonts were too naive and did not have the demeanor of a lawyer. Therefore, she bought a signature design online. After practicing the design for a while, her signature is indeed very imposing every time she writes something else. .
It’s just that no matter how naive Shao Lili’s words are, it won’t be... not like Fu Zheng’s...
Too ugly...
Even if Ning Wan wears her boyfriend filter, she still has to sigh, it's really ugly...
They all say that the characters are like their own. According to the character of Fu Zheng, he can still grow up like that, but it is really a cosmetic-like appearance, and it can also be described as a talented person...
However, the word ugliness is ugly. Such a thick and long content can't be said to be a piece of paper. It is almost enough to be a letter. It can be seen that his heart is solemn for this secret exchange.
Ning Wan opened Fu Zheng’s secret with a sense of anxiety, and finally calmed Ning Wan in the first sentence---
I've lied to you all the time.
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Ning Wan was a little worried, this... What did Fu Zheng lie to herself? If it is a principled deception, even if I like him again, I still cannot forgive it!
Fortunately, the second sentence made Ning Wan... Maybe a sigh of relief
"Actually, I am not very mature and stable at all. I always look like a fake. I am actually very afraid of the dark and ghosts. I am still a crying spirit. As a man, I have these weaknesses. It is really embarrassing to say it, but I still feel that I want to confess with you, I hope you like the real me."
"Although it is said that men should protect women, I think this is also a stereotype. I... I sometimes desire to be protected by you by leaning on your shoulders..."
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After reading the long letter with thousands of words, Ning Wan felt a little complicated.
This is indeed a very hot little secret.
Ning Wan never thought that under Fu Zheng's mature and steady appearance, there was a slender and sensitive girl's heart? Still a crying bag
Although I just imagined Fu Zheng leaning on her shoulders and crying with pear rain and I saw pity, it was a bit against him, but Ning Wan has been working in the community for a long time and is a very tolerant person. Zheng "Big Niaoyiren" leaned on himself at 1.65 meters, and comforted him like a domineering president, "Man, don't cry!" Thinking about it, this scene doesn't seem to be unacceptable
What's more, Fu Zheng is willing to embrace and confess to himself. This is a very courageous behavior!
Ning Wan felt that she had to support him no matter what.
As long as it's not for cheating and cheating, naked loan fraud, these character problems, Ning Wan actually finds it understandable.
What's more, Fu Zheng's letter still has mottled and dried water marks. It can be seen that Fu Zheng was also crying miserably when he wrote this letter.
Just thinking about it, Ning Wan couldn't bear it. It would be very miserable to want a man with a fragile heart to pretend to be strong every day, contrary to his true character, and unable to release himself at all...
Therefore, when Ning Wan saw Fu Zheng at the meeting point again, her heart was filled with compassion and love for this man.
Fu Zheng is rather cautious in comparison. He may have just confessed his biggest secret in his heart. He looked quite nervous. He was a little unnatural when he saw Ning Wan: "Did you look at it?"
Ning Wan nodded: "I watched it."
Fu Zheng's appearance was even a little cautious: "Then you are still willing to..."
Ning Wan interrupted him. She stared at Fu Zheng and said seriously: "I am willing."
Even Fu Zheng was a little surprised at this moment: "Don't you mind? I lied to you before."
"Don't mind." Ning Wan smiled soothingly, and she cleared her throat, "Although you did lie to people, your starting point is not subjective and malicious. It's just a mistake, and I can understand it. Although you have many chances to confess, due to the psychological pressure, you can't confess. After all, I might not accept this kind of thing if you confess it so formally."
After all, being a man is a crying bag, and it is indeed difficult for the person concerned to confess to the face.
After Ning Wan finished speaking, Fu Zheng's original tight expression was stunned and then he was relieved. He seemed to have been waiting for a violent storm to attack, but in the end what he got was the moisturizer of gentle wind and drizzle. Silent, there was mixed feelings and gratitude on his face for a while-
"I'm sorry, but no matter what, it is my fault to lie to you, but it is true to like you. No matter what kind of person I am, I want to be with you."
Fu Zheng said, gently raising Ning Wan's hand, and then she dropped a light kiss.
His action made Ning Wan unexpected, so her heartbeat accelerated even more. Fu Zheng is also true. Didn't he all confess that he was a young girl in his heart and was fragile and crying? How come you are facing the personality of a mature and attractive man now? Besides, this pretend is quite alike, sultry and invisible.
"Since I'm all confessed, I don't need to pretend in front of me in the future, just do whatever I want."
As a result, when Ning Wan continued, Fu Zheng was stunned: "Are you sure?"
"Yes, there is no need to conceal it anymore, just be true and be honest! Boldly be yourself!"
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