Fu Zheng actually presupposed many different developments before exchanging secrets, but they are probably inseparable from Ning Wan's anger. It's just that in each hypothesis, Ning Wan's degree of anger is different, but in the end things didn't happen to him at all. Going in the direction she had thought about - Ning Wan didn't seem to mind at all, and forgave him for his deception very generously.
Even encourage yourself to be true
Fu Zheng's heart was filled with unspeakable joy. The true self had a boss illness. It was indeed the kind of young master she used to say, and sometimes even pick and choose, but Ning Wan even let herself be herself. She not only accepted her own strengths, but also recognized her own shortcomings.
"Remember to ask me to accompany you if you want to go at night in the future. I will buy you a small flashlight and hang it on your keychain. In addition, if you have me in the future, don't worry about your grievances. If you cry, just cry..."
Fu Zheng was a little touched sincerely, but she didn't expect Ning Wan to accept her deception so gently, and even tolerate everything in her body. Because he was so excited that Fu Zheng didn’t care about the series of strange cares from Ning Wan behind, but looked at Ning Wan tenderly. Outside, I am a senior partner on his own, but in Ning Wan's eyes, isn't he still a little baby
Men, even if they are mature and successful people like themselves, who fight in the workplace and society, will they encounter unreasonable customers and bad things? What Ningwan needs is not only her own strong side, but also a willingness to accept herself when she is frustrated.
The more Fu Zheng thought about it, the more he felt that Ning Wan's girlfriend was simply too worthwhile.
Ning Wan saw Fu Zheng's expression change from nervousness to consternation, and finally moved. She was also very emotional. It is not easy to think of this man. The outside world has set an excessively rigid division of labor between men and women, as if they should all be male and foreign. It seems to be in the main, but everyone has different characteristics. There are also boys who like to take care of their families and love family life more than working life, and even girls are willing to engage in competition and fighting in the workplace.
Sincerely think about it, Fu Zheng is thirty, and this time he missed the selection of the big par team. Even though he has a good degree, he entered a big place like Zhengyuan for his first job, but the future is still very difficult and true. The character is a crying bag again. Ning Wan feels that in the future, she really has to take on the responsibility of raising him. He is responsible for making money and raising his family. Fu Zheng is responsible for being handsome and beautiful. It seems that there is nothing wrong with him
Once his secret was forgiven and accepted by Ning Wan, Fu Zheng seemed relaxed, and finally freed his mind to tease Ning Wan's secret. He took Ning Wan's waist with ease and said: "I am Your first boyfriend?"
Ning Wan glared at Fu Zheng a little bit viscerally: "What do you want to suggest? Do you have many ex-girlfriends?"
"no."
"no?"
Fu Zheng’s answer really shocked Ning Wan. His looks like this, he studied abroad early, and now he is in his 30s. Someone who treats his ex-girlfriend is normal, and Ning Wan also accepts it psychologically, as long as he doesn’t have too much. It's fine, but I didn't expect... There is no
"Aren't you lying to me? Don't all of your international students hold a lot of parties? And go to bars and things like that?"
Fu Zheng laughed a little: "You are too stereotyped about international students. International students do go to some parties for integration or fun, and they may also be curious to go to bars, but it is not as easy to find someone as you think. It’s a minority in general, and it’s not easy to find a suitable one among the few of the same type. Many international students may study abroad for many years and stay single for many years, but they envy male college students in China."
Having said that, Fu Zheng lowered his head and gently kissed Ning Wan’s ear tip: “When my friend and I complained about envying male college students in China, I never felt personally, but now I am really a little envious, or jealous. ."
Ning Wan was embarrassed when she was kissed, she felt her ears were red, and her cheeks were also red.
Fu Zheng didn't think it was enough. He lowered his voice, "Especially envy the boys from the same school with you."
"Not only do I envy you in college, but I also envy you in high school."
"Like Chen Shuo."
"The male college students in China are really happy. There are so many beautiful girls of the same age, and there is no language barrier in their schoolwork. They need to work harder. The whole college period is not much easier than that of international students? You can fall in love while going to school. ."
When Fu Zheng said this, he really got a bit of a taste: "Not only that, there are also various cuisines in China. Where are they like foreign students, they have been hurt by too many so-called Chinese foods abroad, so that they are used to Western food."
"U.S. law schools are under a lot of pressure, it is not easy at all, and there is no time to date."
Ning Wan couldn't help being a little bit happy when she heard that Fu Zheng had never made an ex-girlfriend before, but she was a little upset when she heard what he said: "What kind of regretful tone are you?"
"No regrets." Fu Zheng smiled, and he lowered his voice, "How about some people who are high school classmates or college classmates with you? It was me who became your boyfriend in the end, so there is nothing to regret."
After he finished speaking, he glanced at Ning Wan, and then looked away a little uncomfortably, her voice was still calm, but in fact it sounded a bit shy and hidden: "Since it’s the first time in love, let’s talk to each other. Go ahead, I want to have something that I haven't done well enough, just say it directly, and I'll change it."
Fu Zheng's remarks were quite in that posture. Ning Wan shook his hand and said, "I know." She thought for a while, and added, "Since everyone is the first time, then I have If something is bad, if it makes you sad, don't hold back..."
Fu Zheng loves to cry so much, and looks quite jealous. Ning Wan feels that she still has to protect his young boy's heart in the future.
On this day, the two people who exchanged secrets held hands all the way, like all ordinary couples in the amusement park, they created many common firsts in each other’s lives together: the first time they carried them in the cave of "cave exploration". The rest of the team members secretly kissed, went to do couple rafting, their hair was soaked by the people on the opposite boat, lined up to eat the super popular pistol chicken drumstick, and shared a matcha ice cream together, and ended up eating and kissing. Up...
For the first time in so many years, Ning Wan may have completely forgotten her identity, forgotten all the pressures, insufficiencies or regrets in reality, and only immersed in the sweetness of her heart.
Here, she doesn’t need to be an emotionally strained lawyer on standby at any time, she doesn’t need to worry about work in the community, she doesn’t need to worry about how to be more competitive in the workplace, and she no longer needs to worry about her future career path, simple and simple. Single, just Ning Wan.
Fu Zheng is very good. It seems that with him, Ning Wan can finally have a haven to escape the pressure of reality. Although Fu Zheng claims to be a fragile crying bag, she does not know what is going on, but Ning Wan feels that she is by his side. It feels at ease, as if he feels very reliable and practical just by being there.
At ten in the evening, Ning Wan took Fu Zheng's hand, and finally ushered in the last project of the amusement park-fireworks.
It’s also a coincidence that today this couples theme amusement park has just opened for 100 days, so Ning Wan and Fu Zheng were lucky enough to catch up with the fireworks show.
It's just that it's a small-scale low-altitude firework after all, and there are not many places suitable for viewing the fireworks in the amusement park. When Ning Wan and Fu Zheng arrive, the good positions are all occupied by other lovers.
It is false to say no regrets, but Ning Wan didn't want to affect Fu Zheng's mood, so she smiled and comforted him.
However, unexpectedly, when the fireworks started to bloom, Ning Wan was about to stand on tiptoes and try to peek at the shadow of the fireworks from the heads and figures in front of the people who covered her sight. Fu Zheng gently squatted down and took her from behind. Waist, then hugged her legs and lifted Ning Wan up like a child.
His movements are very steady, even with ease. Ning Wan was lifted in this way, and she didn't feel that Fu Zheng's movements were shaking at all, and his movements were very careful. Ning Wan didn't feel any discomfort under his movements. , I just felt that my sight suddenly widened, and finally there was unobstructed fireworks in front of me.
Gorgeous, beautiful, and changeable, blooming in front of Ning Wan's eyes.
But because he was held and lifted by Fu Zheng, he could see the firework clearly, but Fu Zheng's sight was completely blocked by himself. All he could see in the firework was Ning Wan's back.
So although the fireworks were good, Ning Wan broke free from Fu Zheng in the middle: "Fu Zheng, look at it too."
As a result, Fu Zheng didn't care: "I'm older than you, and I have seen more fireworks. It's okay to watch one less, so you can just watch the fireworks, and I can see you."
Fortunately, the sound of fireworks exploding and the sound of people around covered Ning Wan's heartbeat, otherwise she suspected that the sound was so loud that everyone could hear it.
The initiator didn't care much, and stretched out his arm towards Ning Wan: "Come on, I'll hold you."
Fu Zheng's movements are very gentleman. Although he is holding Ning Wan, there is no extra movement at all. He is pure and restrained, as if he is really holding a child, cautious and trustworthy.
Because of her father, Ning Wan never had the memory of being hugged and raised high in her childhood like other children. However, at this moment, being held so high by Fu Zheng, watching the gorgeous fireworks in front of her, she suddenly and In the past, reconciled with my own life.
It seems that there is nothing to be regrettable and resentful anymore, as if all the negative emotions in my heart about childhood can be buried.
Life sometimes takes something from your hands, but as long as you live earnestly and upwardly, these things will always return to your hands in another form.
It is not a high-end playground, nor is it expensive fireworks, nor is it a wealthy boyfriend, but this kind of plain and true happiness makes Ning Wan feel at ease and at ease.
Although I have only heard that making a wish to a meteor will work, and there is no saying that making a wish to a firework will also work, but Ning Wan stubbornly feels that fireworks and meteors are essentially the same. They are both short-lived and beautiful things that are fleeting. There is nothing wrong with replacing meteors with fireworks.
Her face flushed slightly with excitement and tension, and the light of fireworks shining in her eyes, and then she quietly made her wish--
Hope this moment never ends.