Perhaps many people would think that the original body was crazy, but as a person who inherited the memory of the original body, Yan Chu could understand his feelings at that time.
Death after death, rebirth again and again.
When you think that you have avoided the current murderous intention, the murderous intention is still behind you all the time. You don't know who killed you, and you suspect all the people around you, whether they are good or malicious.
In the end, when your nerves are strained to the extreme, the whole world is full of phantoms, everyone is clamoring around you, everyone may lift a sickle at you, and no one is completely harmless except yourself.
Even, even myself, maybe I can't believe it...
This was the mental state of the original body during his last reincarnation. Even though he remained calm on the outside, he was completely insane on the inside.
Unfortunately, Yan Chu inherited his memory, and of course he had to bear the despair and pain he had experienced.
The pain of being hit on the head with a blunt instrument, the despair of being poisoned, the tragedy of the car accident, the anger of being crushed to death, and the last time, when the head was chopped off and the nerves were not dead, I stared at the other half of myself The tragedy of the corpse.
Such successive death scenes will be played repeatedly in Yan Chu's mind every night, every time he wants to relax.
So, he understands.
The topic of the house was left alone. Zeng Fangfang left in a hurry after storing the food for the next few days and the dinner for the son for the next day. Although the current husband took care of most of the housework at home, after all, he had already established a new house. If she stays with her son for too long, her husband and youngest son will have objections.
What's more, she is making a fuss about the house now, so she should try her best to avoid unnecessary troubles.
"By the way, I just asked someone to buy two bags of imported dog food for Aotian, and I will send it to you at that time. It is said that that brand of dog food is good. Huskies have delicate spleens and stomachs, so they eat very carefully. Notice."
Before leaving, Zeng Fangfang wiped Yan Aotian's head. It seems that the system's brainwashing is really comprehensive. Zeng Fangfang not only accepted Yan Aotian's existence very well, but even bought dog food for him.
"Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo-"
Hearing the food, Yan Aotian grinned, his tail almost turned into a hot wheel.
"it is good."
Yan Chu nodded in response, then sent the old lady to the gate of the community, watched her get into the car, and then led Yan Aotian to the house.
"Ah Chu, why haven't I seen you come to our family Qianqian recently?"
Just as he was about to walk back, Yan Chu was stopped by an old lady, and beside her stood a rather haggard young woman.
Yan Aotian was rushing forward with his head buried, how could it be so easy to stop, at this moment he was caught by the traction rope, rolled on the ground screaming and splashed.
"Wow, woo woo—"
Going home, going home, the chair legs at home are still waiting for the dog.
Yan Chu ignored Yan Aotian's madness, stopped, and looked at the old lady with eager eyes, and the young woman who looked at him with cold eyes and a little nostalgia.
This woman is the original body's ex-girlfriend Lin Qian, who not only lives in the same community as him, but is also a doctor in the same department. Because they often drop by on their way home, the two gradually become acquainted, and after going back and forth, they developed into boyfriend and girlfriend. Relationship.
The breakup between the two was proposed by Lin Qian, because the original body wanted DINK, he didn't like children, he hated children, and Lin Qian was not young, she wanted to get married right away, and then have a crystallization of love.
The original body was willing to meet her former needs, but not the latter, perhaps this was the last straw that crushed this relationship.
Because of the breakup, Lin Qian took all the holidays this year and the annual leave she didn't take last year together. After doing the math, she hasn't been to the hospital for more than 20 days.
Yan Chu glanced at Lin Qian's expression. The other party must still be immersed in the previous relationship, with a haggard face. It was obviously summer, but she was wearing long pants and long sleeves.
In contrast, the original body seemed much colder, went to work as usual, and quickly dated a new girlfriend after breaking up with his ex-girlfriend. No matter who he told, he might be labeled as a scumbag.
"Did you have a fight with Qianqian? Auntie is also someone who has been here. It's normal for young people to quarrel. When the matter is settled, everything will be fine."
Lin Qian pursed her lips, looking anxious and wanted to pull her mother away, but obviously her mother didn't listen to her, and stood motionless in front of Yan Chu, making peace as an elder.
In the eyes of the older generation, a child like Yan Chu who has a house, a car, and a stable job is simply a son-in-law, a diamond king, especially Yan Chu's parents are divorced, and they each have a new family. It is estimated that he will get married in the future. His wife doesn't have to worry about the troubles in the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.
Mother Lin, who was worried about her daughter, even inquired. Yan Chu's mother later gave birth to another son, and now she is about to graduate from college. By then, it will be too late for the other party to be busy taking care of the younger son. She will definitely not come to the older son. Here to help, in this way, her mother-in-law can justifiably take care of her daughter, and she doesn't have to worry about someone robbing her of her grandson.
So how does Lin's mother think Yan Chu is good, and her daughter is not too young, and she is thirty years old, so don't pick and choose, if you can meet someone like Yan Chu, you should be high-spirited.
Perhaps because she knew her parents' old thoughts, Lin Qian hesitated before telling them about the breakup, because she was afraid that her parents would be anxious and come up with some crooked tricks or urge her to want to kiss.
But she didn't say anything, just because she hadn't seen her go to work or Yan Chu came to look for her these days, her parents could guess that the two of them probably had a quarrel.
"Auntie knows that you and Qianqian are good boys, so don't hold back if you have any problems."
Mother Lin pushed her daughter to Yan Chu's side: "You guys have a good chat, and Auntie won't bother you anymore. Qianqian, Mom is going to buy you an old hen to stew, and it will take more than half an hour for you to come back. You don't have a key to your house, talk to Ah Chu for a while, don't rush home."
As she said that, Mother Lin waved her hands, as if she was afraid that her daughter would follow her, and she ran away with a flexible pace that was unbelievable for the elderly.
"Why don't you come to my house?"
Yan Chu squinted his eyes, he always felt that something was wrong with Lin Qian's current state.
Looking carefully, it doesn't look haggard after a broken love, but rather weak after a serious illness.
"No, there's nothing to talk about between us."
Lin Qian shook her head, looking at the calm and indifferent man in front of her, her heart ached.
"Are you OK?"
Yan Chu couldn't bear it, and asked Lin Qian softly.
Although it was Lin Qian who proposed the breakup, but to let go of this relationship so simply and neatly, there is indeed something wrong with the original body on this point.
"Aww-"
The dog has something to do, the dog wants to go home and gnaw on the table legs, Yan Aotian is lying on the ground, pawing the ground with two front paws, looking like a dog born in despair.
"No-"
Lin Qian thought about it carefully. She wanted to completely sever ties with this man. In this way, she should hide that matter. But for some reason, looking at his calm face, she suddenly thought From the face of the other party, some other emotions can be seen.
She wanted to know if this man would be sad, sad, and guilty.
"Half a month ago, I aborted the child in my stomach. The two-month-old child is a bloody little ball. That child belongs to us and you don't want it."
Lin Qian lowered her head, feeling her flat stomach at this moment, and when she raised her head again, tears and anger were already in her eyes.
"Do you still remember, before we broke up, I asked you, what would you do if we had a child, and then you said, you are willing to marry me, but the child must be killed, now I fulfill your wish, but, I don't care if you marry me."
Lin Qian was so happy when she knew she was pregnant. Although her boyfriend kept saying that he didn't want a child, Lin Qian always thought that if she really had a child, her boyfriend would change, just like when she was in her twenties, she also found children annoying , but at this age, seeing that people of the same age have children, I still can't help but feel the urge to be a mother.
But she never thought that Yan Chu's reaction would be so firm and persistent, he was not even willing to coax her, he was so indifferent, shattering her dream when she was the happiest and most yearning.
It seems that at that time, Lin Qian realized that she could not change that man. On the contrary, in this relationship, she changed too much. Because of the excellence of the other party, she became humble. She regarded him as the only one, and only realized when she was awake. In the heart of the other party, maybe I am just a dispensable existence.
The other party's blood was cold, and Lin Qian couldn't help wondering whether the other party had ever liked her, or just because she was a suitable person, so she chose to associate with her.
"Pregnant?"
Yan Chu was a little surprised, even the original body didn't know about this matter.
In this way, there is a reason for the other party's haggardness. Abortion is a very harmful operation.
"You—" Yan Chu's voice was a little dry, and he looked down at Lin Qian's lower abdomen.
It is normal for urban men and women, and they are all older men and women, to have relationships when they are dating.
Yuanshen and Lin Qian had already tasted the forbidden fruit in the second month of their relationship. Basically, Lin Qian came to spend the night at Yuanshen's house. It was just because Yuanshen didn't like children, and she showed herself from the very beginning of their relationship. attitude, so when the two had a relationship, the original body was wearing a condom.
However, not all contraceptive measures are 100% effective. Although the chance of Lin Qian becoming pregnant by accident is small, it is normal.
"Don't worry, abortion is my idea alone. Although I like children, I'm not great enough to be a single mother."
Lin Qian felt sore. In fact, when she realized that she wanted to get married and become a mother, she secretly tampered with the condoms in Yan Chu's house. They were all in good health and it was reasonable to be able to conceive. in the matter.
Originally, she wanted to use this to force Yan Chu to accept the fact that the child was born, but when she heard the other party say the word "knockout" indifferently, Lin Qian regretted it. She didn't say anything about her pregnancy, but directly proposed to break up .
Because she vaguely guessed that even if the other party knew about her pregnancy, they would still only give her this answer.
"I want to be a mother, but I also hope that my child will appear with the expectation and love of both parents." Tears flickered in Lin Qian's eyes, her nasal voice was a bit thick, she took a deep breath, and then said to Yan Chu waved his hand.
"In the future, you can find a wife who is willing to dink with you, but for your wife's sake, I suggest you go for the sterilization yourself. This is my advice, and goodbye."
Lin Qian turned around gracefully, and the moment she turned around, tears fell like rain.
She found that after saying these words, she felt remorse instead.
Originally, pregnancy was her own wishful choice. Yan Chu expressed his attitude from the beginning to the end. She was the one who plunged headlong into the infatuation with the other party.
It's just that she's cheap, she just asked for it.
Lin Qian wrapped her arms around her chest and hugged herself tightly, but she knew that the man was not worth what she had paid for, but when she finished talking, she would still feel heartbroken.
Even, when he saw the other party's indifferent expression, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
It's really cheap to the bone, Lin Qian scolded herself.
However, she has already chosen to let go. In the days to come, she will gradually forget this relationship and start a new life. One day, she will completely kick that man out of her heart.
The other party's joys and sorrows can't stir up a wave of waves in her heart.
"Let's go."
Yan Chu stood there for a long time, until he saw Lin Qian's back disappearing into the building where she lived, then he kicked Yan Aotian who was about to fall asleep on his stomach, and walked slowly towards his residence.
Unexpectedly, Yuanshen's previous relationship actually included a child. Thinking of Lan Qin who was dating Yuanshen, Yan Chu felt that the relationship plate left by Yuanshen seemed to be getting more and more chaotic.
*****
"The operation was successful, but the observation afterward is the key point, and we must be careful of complications."
After more than eight hours of surgery, Yan Chu's legs were slightly numb, and when the last stitch was finished, he breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed.
In the end, just like the original body's memory, maybe it was for a gamble, or maybe it was also because of relatives' persuasion, Shao Zhong still decided to let his mother undergo the operation.
In the previous life, the operation was successful, but inexplicably many complications broke out in the later period, and the kidney failed. Without a matching kidney, Shao Zhong's mother passed away very soon.
Because of this incident, Shao Zhong led people to make a big fuss in the hospital, and at the same time found a lot of media to expose the "unscrupulous" doctor who was the original body, just because the hospital is afraid of making trouble, and there are cameras in the operating room and intensive care unit. Every doctor's diagnosis and treatment records will also be kept on file.
After the professional department appraised the operation video and the records of each diagnosis and treatment of the original body, it proved the innocence of the original body. Similarly, Shao Zhong's dream of getting a large amount of compensation was shattered.
In his opinion, this is the protection of officials and officials. It is the hospital that protects Yuanshen, an unscrupulous doctor. Therefore, during that time, the other party always took his younger brother to guard outside the hospital, saying that he wanted to show Yuanshen a good look, until the hospital called the police. After arresting him for three days, the behavior of the other party stopped a little.
In fact, according to Shao's mother's condition, surgery is indeed the best choice for her. If she chooses conservative treatment, even if she can survive for a while, it's just a remnant under the torture of the disease, and surgery has the hope of being cured anyway. At least it can give her a few more years of life.
The original body's suggestion was not wrong. Yan Chu, as a man who has been a famous doctor in several worlds, observed the memory of the original body's operation, and he really couldn't find anything wrong with it.
Moreover, Mother Shao’s operation was really successful. The biggest problem was postoperative infection and complications. All the intensive care units were sterilized aseptic rooms, but accidents were always unpredictable. This time, Yan Chu worked hard to make the operation better and to prevent postoperative infection more strictly.
Because he knew that if he could change Shao's mother's fate, maybe the subsequent medical trouble would not happen, and he would have one less suspect.
But it seems that everything is predestined, obviously he has paid so much attention, asked the nurse to closely monitor Shao's mother's condition, the postoperative infection problem still appeared, serious complications, even in the first time, Shao's mother was pushed into the hospital. Rescue in the operating room failed to save her life.
Is everything in this world really so difficult to change, just like the original body is doomed to die.
Yan Chu squatted in the corner of the operating room, the bloody gloves on his hands hadn't been taken off, and he was a little confused.
He has been a doctor for so many lives, and naturally there are many patients whose lives he cannot save, but this time is a little different. He knows what kind of illnesses the other party will have after the operation, so he tries to avoid those illnesses. , but everything is still unavoidable. This feeling gave Yan Chu the illusion that he killed the patient.
The mental pressure left by his original body swept uncontrollably, and for the first time in history, Yan Chu felt tired.
"It was you who killed my old lady, you quack doctor who killed my old lady."
After leaving the operating room, Yan Chu was immediately stopped by Shao Zhong.
"Your hospital knows how to cheat money. It was promised that my mother would be alive and kicking after the operation. Now that my mother is gone, I will lose money. All the money spent these days will be paid to me, as well as mental damage expenses and funeral expenses. , lose money."
There was not much grief on Shao Zhong's face, but there was a hint of joy on the contrary, as if he saw that he had embarked on the road of making a fortune by relying on medical treatment.
On TV and in the news, people always make trouble like this. The hospital refused to pay, so he threw his mother's body at the entrance of the hospital, and then called a group of people to mourn. The hospital would give money if they were afraid.
No matter how bad it was, he asked this useless doctor for it. There were so many of them, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to do it alone.
No one felt sorry for the dead patient in the ward, what a ridiculous scene.
The gangsters brought by Shao Zhong surrounded the door of the operating room tightly, all of them blushed, and in Yan Chu's eyes, they looked like monsters with strange shapes.