"Let me down, it's embarrassing." Han Fei struggled to get off Ji Yang, took a step back, looked at the person she loved in front of her, and felt that he had changed beyond recognition.
The two were middle school and high school classmates, and they were admitted to the same school. She got the cultural score, but he couldn't pass the exam. He took the special student route and became a sports student.
After going to university, I was free, no longer under the control of teachers, no need to sneak around, and the two of them spent more time together. It was normal for the two of them to wipe their guns and go off in a passionate relationship. At that time, they could go on for a lifetime with their arms in their arms, but She didn't expect him to be so irresponsible and even evade.
Really wrong.
They are really small.
"I'll go back to the doctor. If you're really doing it for my own good, then accompany me for the last time." Han Fei looked at him and walked back.
She couldn't handle such a thing by herself, she paid all the expenses, and found the best hospital within her ability, but she couldn't afford it next time.
She walked a lot of steps forward, but there was no movement behind her. She felt cold and didn't know how to express her feelings. He hurried over to make a farce? It's extremely childish!
Just as she was desperate, she cheered up and thought about how to explain to the doctor, her hand was grabbed again.
"Feifei, listen to me first." Ji Yang stopped her in front of her.
Han Fei stopped and looked at him expressionlessly.
From the time she found out she was pregnant until now, she has made troubles and cried when she should, and her heart is already cold. If she continues to die, she will be done for.
She has to be responsible for the rest of her life, for all the hard work she has worked so hard for so many years! He is also responsible for the final ownership of this child.
"Do you want to give birth?" He put his hands on her shoulders and asked softly, "Do you want to?"
"What do you do when you are born? It is a life, and we are responsible for the rest of its life. We are all children, how do we raise a child?"
"Isn't that what you said to me? Have you forgotten?"
She raised her hand and knocked his hand away.
"I..." Ji Yang's eyes turned red, he knelt down and hugged his head suddenly, with a painful expression on his face, "I can't bear it, I feel sorry for you, sorry for this child, we're done if we kill this child, you won't forgive me , you will never forgive me."
After the abolition of her previous life, Han Fei had no one to accompany her, and she was rescued after bleeding profusely.
"That's why you kept it?" Han Fei only felt it was ridiculous, and said coldly, "I won't forgive you long ago!"
From the moment he escaped irresponsibility!
"No, I want to keep it, it's our child." Ji Yang grabbed her hand, almost kneeling on the ground, "I was scared when you said it, I didn't know what to do, I wanted it instinctively To escape, I don't want you to bear it alone, Feifei, I love you."
love is real.
Escape is also true.
Boys will underestimate whether they will be pregnant or not, and often think about it with their lower body, otherwise the original owner will not buy cheap condoms.
At the same age, girls are much more mature than boys.
Han Fei looked at him in a panic on the ground, unable to cry or laugh, looked away, and couldn't bear to shake his hands.
The two have come all the way like this, five years of relationship.
"Feifei, have you thought about it? Abortion surgery is very harmful to the body, what if something goes wrong? Then what will you do in the future?" Ji Yang persuaded her.
"Then have you ever thought about it being a child? What to raise? Don't you know how much you owe outside?" Han Fei pulled out her hand, "I don't know why you became like this, you How can you be responsible for this child if you can’t even support yourself? Tell me how you are responsible?!”
At the end, she trembled all over and yelled at him, "Do you think I will be grateful to you? Ji Yang, let me tell you, I look down on you, and I still won't forgive you! This child is not It should have been born because it came to the wrong place, it had an irresponsible father!"
All the debt collection calls are coming to her, what should she do? what can she do
She can't see a future in this relationship, it's all dark.
She is going to give birth to this child? That's irresponsible!
"No." Ji Yang stood up in a panic, and pulled her back again, "I'll pay it back, I'll call home and ask my parents to pay it back, Feifei, don't break up with me, we're thinking of a way, shall we? There must be a way .”
The feelings in the original owner's chest were very strong. Apart from gambling, Han Fei was his favorite.
He had been chasing this top student for three years in junior high school, three years in high school, and two years in college.
There is emotion.
But gambling is harmful, and debt is harmful.
Han Fei didn't want to look at him, and looked ahead blankly.
"A total of 180,000 is owed." Ji Yang trembled, and he didn't dare to look at her, "I owe 180,000 on online loans, and I get reminder text messages every day. I dare not turn on the phone, and I don't have the money to accompany you Hospital, I don’t know what to do, Feifei, don’t leave me alone, I only have you by my side.”
"180,000." Han Fei's chest heaved violently, and her face was ashen. "You owe 180,000 for living expenses of 2,000 a month. The interest on online loans is so high. What do you have to pay?"
Her monthly living expenses are only one thousand.
What kind of concept is 180,000
"My parents bought me a house, and I'm going to mortgage it to the bank. Feifei, I've consulted. That house can be mortgaged for 300,000 yuan. If you want to have this child, we'll go back and mortgage the house. , pay off the debt first, and then give you the remaining money.”
The original owner’s family was in good condition. There was a small supermarket in a small town. He was an only child, and his parents were far-sighted. When he was eighteen years old, he bought the house in the city center with full payment.
The house is not mortgaged now, and the interest rate of the online loan will increase several times in a few months. At that time, it would not be enough for him to sell the house.
"Let's go back first, shall we?" Ji Yang took her hand and kept apologizing.
Han Fei let him lead her away, and her heart was in a mess.
Of course she knew the risks of abortion, she might lose the chance of being a mother for the rest of her life, and this was her own child, how could she be so cruel
But can you really trust the people in front of you? At that time, she will have no turning back.
When the two returned to school, Ji Yang went to the cafeteria to buy her a wonton and put it in front of her.
"Only buy one? Are you not hungry?" Han Fei looked at him.
Ji Yang licked his lips in embarrassment, "I only have five yuan left."
Han Fei watched him for a while, then got up silently and asked the boss to take another bowl, and gave him half of her own bowl.
"You're still pregnant, you should eat more." Ji Yang stopped her.
"I don't need it!" Han Fei put on a cold face, her movements were not gentle at all, and she pushed her directly in front of him, "Would you like to eat or not!"
After the words fell, he lowered his head and started eating.
Ji Yang felt that he was in the wrong, so he didn't dare to talk much, and ate with his head buried.
After eating, it was already dark, and the two walked on the school road to the girls' dormitory. When they reached the door, Han Fei said, "I'm in the dormitory, goodbye."
"Feifei." Ji Yang called her to stop, and said softly, "I'll go back tomorrow. After the loan is processed, I'll pay the rest of the money to your card. Can we discuss it when I come back?"
Han Fei stopped, but didn't look back.
"Don't give up on me so quickly, I will try my best to take care of you. The teacher and my parents gave up on me during the college entrance examination, but you didn't give up on me. Can you not give up on me so quickly this time?" Ji Yang said somewhat Choked up, "I study hard, I won't gamble anymore, I really won't."
Han Fei still didn't speak, and went straight into the bedroom door.
In this situation, Ji Yang sighed from the bottom of his heart, the road is long.