The two asked for a few days of wedding leave, and then they met on the weekend and took a week off.
When I get up in the morning, the eight-treasure porridge is already cooked in the pot. In the evening, I wash the rice, and then set a time to start cooking slowly at six o'clock, and I can eat it directly when I wake up.
In addition, Ji Yang will also cook black sesame soy milk for her, which is good for children. Xue Mei insists on eating walnuts every day.
"I want fried dough sticks." She was hungry.
"Don't eat it, the fried oil is not good, it's not good for your health." Ji Yang sat down and put the soy milk in front of her.
"I want to eat." Xue Mei looked at him with a greedy expression.
Ji Yang ignored her, and continued to drink the porridge with his head down, adding a spoonful of sugar to it, as he prefers sweet food.
Xue Mei didn't urge her, she picked up the soy milk and drank it slowly.
A minute later, Ji Yang stood up silently, took the money and prepared to go out, "One or two, with or without sugar?"
"Two sticks, add sugar." She stretched out two fingers and smiled.
"Eat one." Ji Yang pretended not to hear, and made the decision for her.
"Two!" She leaned to the side and raised her voice, "You buy me two."
"One."
He said, and simply walked out the door.
"Ji Yang!"
Xue Mei couldn't help but yelled, and covered her mouth when she heard the echo, the sound isolation here is really not that good, she might have disturbed the neighbors like this.
Ji Yang was getting more and more excessive, and he liked to argue with her, Xue Mei thought about it, and the corners of her mouth rose a little more.
All right.
For the sake of his willingness to go out, she ignored it and continued to drink soy milk with her head down.
"Buzz."
Vibrate your phone.
She got up and took it over to see that the power was out and turned off, plugged in the data cable, and soon turned on again.
"Sister, come back to me."
"Didn't you say that you have no plans to get married in the short term? Are you still blaming me? But I'm really trying to persuade my mother."
"Who did you marry? What kind of person?"
"Cancelled"
"Cancelled"
"Cancelled"
…
He talked a lot, followed by video call invitations, there were dozens of them, Xue Mei was stunned for a while, and a video call came back.
She originally wanted to refuse, but she clicked to answer by mistake.
"Sister."
The voice on the other end was pleasantly hoarse. The man on the other end of the phone had a slightly haggard face and a stubble on his chin.
"Yeah." Xue Mei responded, looking at him in a daze, "... Long time no see, how are you lately?"
In fact, the two hadn't been in touch for more than a year.
"No, I didn't sleep last night." He shook his head, his eyes lingering on her, "Are you really married? I don't believe it."
As he spoke, his voice was still trembling, "No, didn't you say there is still a chance? My mother agreed, and we can..."
"There's no chance, never. You know better than me, so why lie to yourself?" She smiled and said slowly, "She can't agree. I'm not a local, but a foreigner."
Big cities are xenophobic, and those who bought a house in the early years may be even more xenophobic if they lived in this city. She is still in a small county, and she can neither provide funds nor have a local aura.
"Let me tell you, maybe..."
"It's been more than a year, and you only want to contact me now. You don't want to go around and think that I'm the most suitable?" Xue Mei laughed at herself, and then she spoke calmly, "I've come out and met a very good person , got married, and will be a mother next year, and I wish you the best in finding the right person."
The person on the other end of the phone was shocked, his emotions were still a little out of control, and he said stubbornly, "You said you would wait for me."
Xue Mei: "..."
She said it three years ago.
It is clearly impossible for the person, if he persisted as he said, he would not let her wait so long. She didn't work hard in the year of graduation, and she believed that she didn't work hard in the past three years.
The wrong person is the wrong person, and will not become the right person, so why bother both parties so tired
"My mother has been in a hurry recently and forced me to go on a blind date. You should wait for me for a while, maybe we..."
"No." Xue Mei interrupted him, and said lightly, "I gave up a long time ago, maybe you were earlier than me."
Why are you calling now
Unwilling? Or do you keep a spare tire, or do you miss the beauty of those years
She doesn't know, but she doesn't want to know
"Crack."
The door is opened.
"Fried dough sticks, two." Ji Yang handed over the bag. Inside the white plastic bag, sugar was sprinkled on the fried dough sticks, exuding a fragrance.
When he came in, Xue Mei was a little flustered, she clearly hadn't done anything, but felt that she was being raped, she didn't dare to meet his eyes.
Seeing her on the phone, he didn't say a word, went to the kitchen, brought a plate over, poured out the fried dough sticks, and put them in front of her, "Eat it while it's hot."
"That's it. I'll have breakfast first, and we'll chat when I have time." After Xue Mei finished speaking, she hung up without waiting for the other end to speak.
Ji Yang didn't ask, but she ate very nervously for breakfast, gnawed on fried dough sticks, and didn't have as much appetite as expected, and finally only ate half of one.
"Let me tell you, one is enough, you are so small." Ji Yang took her leftovers and started to deal with them.
"Then I want to buy two too, I want two." Xue Mei spoke against him, stretched out her foot and put it on his lap.
Women are unreasonable and there is no reason to speak.
Ji Yang nodded, with a look of hard work, "Okay, I will buy you all three, I will buy you all, you are the little ancestor."
Xue Mei, who was a little depressed just now, suddenly became a little cheerful, leaned a little towards him, and handed him the half-drunk black sesame.
Ji Yang habitually solved these things for her, and after a while, all of them went into his stomach, and then he started to clean up neatly, put away the small table and put it aside.
"Go to bed, I'll sweep the floor." He urged.
Xue Mei obediently climbed onto the bed, commanding, "There, wipe it again, you use that mop first."
"Ji Yang, are you an idiot? I told you not to do this last time."
"Water splashes everywhere like this, I'm going to be angry!"
…
She had a dark face, and Ji Yang was holding a mop, looking at her, Xue Mei straightened her back, "Why? Didn't you say that you do most of the housework during my pregnancy, and half of it after that? Do you want to go back on your word?"
"no."
"Then just do it well, I'll teach you." She became more confident, "You didn't wash your clothes last time, so why don't you take them back and wash them for mom? Are you ashamed?"
She said, Ji Yang didn't return, just looked at her like this.
Xue Mei opened her eyes wide and stared at him.
Ji Yang chuckled, "Honey, you really don't admit defeat at all, and you can't afford to suffer at all."
"Isn't it good? Otherwise, your family will eat nothing left." She snorted softly.
"Okay, but I don't want to eat you." Ji Yang continued to mop the floor, even if it was as big as a palm, he mopped it quickly, "The floor is slippery, don't get off first."
He put away the mop, washed his hands and went to bed. The rental house is so small that it wouldn't fit any more chairs, let alone a sofa.
Xue Mei thought that what he said was distracted. A few years ago, a boy also said to her, "Sister, I don't want to let you suffer a little bit of grievance."
Seeing that she was absent-minded, Ji Yang asked, and Xue Mei also felt that there was nothing to hide, so she said it.
"I really felt more than a little grievance later on." Xue Mei said, the phone was still on, and she turned it off directly.
The story is very old-fashioned, the parents of the graduates disagreed, the man was cowardly and left himself uncertain, and the parents blocked him, and all kinds of blood were staged. He was clearly an ordinary class, and she had to make her want to climb into a wealthy family, and she was heartbroken in the end. go home.
The process of coming out is very hard, but it can be regarded as coming out completely.
"Thank him for me." After hearing this, Ji Yang said this instead, "Thank you for not insisting and letting go."
"I might..." Xue Mei pondered for a while, but still said, "I might never give my feelings so easily again, but I think it's unfair to you."
People who have been injured will shrink themselves in the turtle shell to prevent themselves from being injured again, and even become more realistic and do not believe in so-called love.
Maybe you have a crush on him, but you won't talk about love easily. Appropriateness is more important than love.
After saying that, she looked at him apologetically, "I don't know if you mind this past, but you have the right to know."
This is not something disgraceful, nor is it a result of her choice.
Ji Yang looked at her, Xue Mei was very nervous, she didn't dare to look him in the eyes, and then... was thrown down.
She had never seen him so anxious, kissing hard but deeply, and finally gentle and lingering, she let go only after panting, her eyes were watery, her red lips were a little sore,
"Your heart is beating faster, which means you don't have feelings for me, right?" Ji Yang reached out to help her wipe off the fine sweat on her forehead, lowered her head, and pressed against her forehead, and said in a warm voice, "How can you go to ruin yourself because of others?" What about the ability to love? Silly girl, this is not unfair to me, but unfair to yourself. "
"Whether it's good for me or good for others, it shouldn't be like this."
"Experiences teach you how to love? Don't you? Of course, the premise is that you think it's worth it."
…
Ji Yang hugged her and talked a lot, Xue Mei was a little emotional, her thin shoulders were shaking violently, and tears poured out like a bank bursting.
She always felt that she had come out, at least she could face it calmly, without any disturbance in her heart.
But at this moment she realized that she still felt wronged, whether she was let down or looked down upon, it became a thorn in her heart.
He hated himself for not being outstanding, hated his family’s incompatibility, and hated his parents for hurting others...
Ji Yang's understanding and acceptance is to pull out this thorn. He let her know that there will be people who appreciate her thoughtfulness, and some people will recognize her excellence, accept her badness and tolerate her petty temper...
Inappropriate, so not together.
Don't regret missing it, she feels that she has met a more suitable beauty.