Yuan Yu was dizzy, reached out to wrap his arms around his waist, grabbed his clothes with his fingers, and tightened them slightly, trying to suppress his complicated emotions, "What if I say I won't leave?"
She wasn't sure what he meant.
"Then don't go." Ji Yang covered the back of her head with his big hands, and her soft hair dripped from his neat chin, "You can make up your mind, I will follow you."
She raised her head violently in his arms, "Don't you think it will be a hidden danger in the future? Even if we are separated, it will be awkward to meet you. I don't know what attitude I should take to face you."
"If we don't separate, there will be no such problems? Do you want to break up with me?" He squinted his eyes, and his eyes turned cold.
There was an air of displeasure all over him.
"If you don't separate, then what about you getting married? What about having children? I want to be like this for the rest of my life. I don't know why, and I will always be with you like this?" Yuan Yu was also a little emotional, her eyes filled with tears, and her voice was a little trembling, "Ji Yang , you can't be so selfish."
She can be desperate for love, but she also has her own moral bottom line.
"Where do you want to go?" He looked at her with deep and wise eyes, "Can't we marry you? Or do you not want to marry?"
"You..." Yuan Yu took a breath and murmured, "Aren't you going to marry me?"
He never said it, but all his behaviors showed that he had no future and no future with her.
Ji Yang's voice was lowered, a little warm but firm, "I never thought about being with anyone before, but now I want to be with you."
Hearing this, the hot tears in Yuan Yu's eyes fell down and could not be stopped. The grievances, sadness, uneasiness and uneasiness during this period were all vented out.
"Okay, okay." Ji Yang lowered his head to coax her, a little helpless and distressed, "Don't cry, I'll take you to dinner."
Yuan Yu looked at him, and threw himself into his arms again.
The two got tired of it for a while, and they didn't go out to eat in the end. They ate Yuan Yu's boiled noodles for dinner, and they put vegetables and eggs in it. The taste was still average, and Ji Yang ate them all to save face.
He didn't go back at night, but stayed with her.
It was difficult to sleep. Yuan Yu was a little afraid of Ji Yang in bed, and was still hesitating whether to sleep in a separate room. As long as the two of them slept together, what should happen would never be missing.
Before he could say anything, he slept directly on her bed.
"I'm on my period." She reminded him again.
"I know." Ji Yang nodded.
"That can't be done," she whispered.
"..."
Seeing that he was silent, Yuan Yu also remained silent. Anyway, he was much more interested in her body than she was, and he himself admitted it himself.
In addition to being sad, you have to accept the truth.
"Come up." Ji Yang lifted the quilt and gave her half of the bed.
Yuan Yu shook his head.
Once you go up, you won't be able to come down.
"..." Ji Yang looked helpless, "Afraid of me?"
She nodded.
"Why?" He sat up and looked at her under the bed, "Can I still eat you?"
"How about I go to the guest room to sleep? No one can sleep well." Yuan Yu hesitated and said softly.
He didn't sleep honestly, he would always pull her and move her hands and feet, and he couldn't hold back once.
"Come up." Ji Yang emphasized his tone, and looked at his side, "You don't need to sleep in the guest room."
She stood on one side without moving. The two of them were in a stalemate for a while, and then slowly climbed up. Before falling asleep, the whole body was pulled, and Ji Yang directly pressed her down.
Yuan Yu closed her eyes and didn't move, and a dull and small whimper came out, which frightened Ji Yang.
He hugged her quickly, "I'm kidding you, I won't make trouble, don't cry."
It's okay if you don't talk about it, but when you talk about it, you cry even harder, like a kitten being bullied miserably, Yuan Yu was really frightened.
"How can there be such a beast?" Ji Yang confessed, hugging her to coax her.
Yuan Yu made a false alarm, but Ji Yang really didn't do anything to her. She thought it was crying and she just frightened him, but in the next few days, he didn't touch her, but he still didn't have the habit of hugging her to sleep. To change is to keep her from moving.
After being intimate for a long time, she inevitably became bolder, and she couldn't sleep that night, tossing and turning in Ji Yang's arms.
"Don't move." He frowned and hugged her tighter.
"Oh." Yuan Yu responded, then turned over again.
"Don't move!" Ji Yang raised his voice twice.
Yuan Yu must have never dared to move in the past, and had to watch his face carefully, but today his mind was muddled, and after two minutes of stability, he moved uncomfortably.
Ji Yang's face darkened.
"It's uncomfortable for you to hold me." Her voice was weak.
He pursed his lips, his face returned to normal, he loosened his hand around her waist, still hugged her, and then closed his eyes, "It's up to you, just be happy."
Yuan Yu had never seen him talk so easily before, and she didn't feel the nerve to move anymore, so she closed her eyes and hypnotized herself to sleep.