"As a teacher, you always have to pay attention to your image. If you talk too much, you say I'm annoying and you don't want to talk to me, but you don't change yourself."
"Forget it, I'll go cook."
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The voice of the woman who left was very soft, and she walked out gently after speaking, with disappointment and helplessness in her words.
Ji Yang just opened his eyes, looking at the ceiling above, his mind was still a little dazed, the fan beside the bed kept blowing, making a buzzing sound.
There is a window on the side, facing a school road, and the sun shines in. Although it is the weekend, there are also bells for classes.
This is in the teacher's dormitory. The woman who just left is Zhang Ruowan, the original owner's wife, and an English teacher in the school.
The original owner was a chemistry teacher, and both of them taught junior high school. They had been married for a year and hadn't had a child yet, but the relationship had already cracked. To be precise, the original owner was too lazy to pretend and didn't bother to continue offering.
Zhang Ruowan is a class flower in middle and high school, and she can barely be called a beauty in the department after being admitted to university. The most important thing is that she is slender, soft and quiet.
He speaks in a soft voice, always giving people a very gentle feeling, and his temper can be said to be very good. On the other hand, the original owner has a clearer face, a humorous personality, and his mouth is like honey. Can speak well.
But the family background is not very good, parents have their own families, Zhang Ruowan is from a scholarly family, at first he didn’t call him, and there was no common topic, so it was difficult to get together, he didn’t give up, appeared from time to time, and stalked him for six years , the last two are together.
Married the goddess back, father-in-law and mother-in-law married a car, Phoenix man successfully climbed to a high branch, the first half of the marriage was fine, washing and cooking, Zhang Ruowan didn't get involved at all, she just corrected her homework.
I can't wait to hold someone in my hand, she is simply a treasure, showing that marrying her is a very big couple, very enthusiastic.
Sooner or later, the essence will be exposed. In the second half of the year, I will start to neglect, and I will get tired of sleeping. I feel like I have seen too many goddesses. It is the same with one nose and two eyes.
The white rose turned into a grain of rice on the clothes.
His nature is unfettered, and he is not suitable for working in the system at all. At first, he took the exam to catch up with Zhang Ruowan. Now his job is stable, but the salary is low, and he has to work hard to get his academic qualifications and job titles.
He couldn't bear it, he didn't teach the class seriously, and didn't prepare for it at all, so he went to the box with those friends to have fun at night, and went to class the next day groggy.
It's okay to not stay at home, but in the end, she messed around with female students, and scandals spread, which made Zhang Ruowan angry at the child she finally conceived.
There was a lot of trouble, and the two divorced.
After he resigned, Zhang Ruowan had no face to stay any longer and resigned voluntarily.
The original owner, who was divorced, also felt that it didn't matter. He played around in the open and aboveboard, and played whatever he wanted, but after playing for a few years, he became bored.
I want to find someone to spend the rest of my life with, but I am not satisfied with the few people I find.
It's like one is too much than the other, not one ten thousandth better than Zhang Ruowan, and the last one actually uses the child to threaten him.
If she dares not get married, she will make trouble, go to his unit to make trouble.
At this time, the original owner has already become a small leader of a state-owned enterprise, and there is a lot of money, so that is not possible, so he can only bite the bullet and marry.
As a result, a life of chicken and eggs began, divorced and inseparable, depressed all day long, wanting to jump off the building, returning home, quarreling with yellow-faced women, rushing to sleep outside at every turn, shameless asking for money, not giving it to the children.
The daughter and son were incompetent, and the final inspection turned out not to be their own, so angry that they spurted out a mouthful of blood on the spot.
Shengsheng was so angry that he had a myocardial infarction, and finally saved his life and wanted to go to Zhang Ruowan, because she was kind to him, and finally learned that the other party had been dead for many years.
depression.
suicide.
Calculating the time, it happened to be the day of his remarriage.
It was rare for him to be so guilty that he vomited blood again and fell down. He was sent to the emergency room but failed to be revived. He was calm when he contributed his soul, and his face was expressionless when he spoke:
"It's good to be nice to Ruowan, I've had a terrible life."
"No one has ever loved me, how can I learn to love? Only unwillingness and wanting to prove myself desperately, won't take a second look if I get it."
"In this world, I have always been alone. I am selfish to the extreme. I don't deserve anyone's love at all."
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"It's time to eat." Zhang Ruowan's voice came from the door, then turned and left.
The two have been in this state for some time.
The gluey paint of the previous few months has completely disappeared, leaving only the impatience, impatience, helplessness, compromise and disappointment mixed in the middle, and a little bit of revenge.
"Here we come." Ji Yang got up, put on his shoes and went out.
After half a year of marriage, he became the uncle of the family. He used to hear that the best way to destroy a woman was to marry her back home.
Quite right.
The smile on Zhang Ruowan's face disappeared, and from time to time he would be so angry that he secretly wiped away tears. The more depressing the day, the more haggard his face became.
At this time, the original owner still feels very happy, avenging her for chasing her for several years, who told her to pretend to be noble, and now she can sleep when she wants
The kitchen and living room are connected together.
The house that the husband and wife were allocated at school was larger, with one bedroom and two living rooms, because there was a small balcony behind the first floor, where they could dry clothes and put some large items and sundries.
at the dinner table.
Zhang Ruowan made two dishes and one soup.
One loofah fried meat, one bitter gourd scrambled eggs, and the soup is radish pork rib soup.
Zhang's family is an only daughter, not a wealthy family, but she was also spoiled and raised, she doesn't know how to cook, and she told the original owner before marriage.
For this reason, the original owner also went to learn cooking skills, just to please her. Before the marriage and half a year after the marriage, Zhang Ruowan didn't let Zhang Ruowan do any housework, and now he is picking stones.
She scolded her all day long, and talked about everything, Zhang Ruowan was very confident at first, but later felt that she was worthless, not as good as others said since she was a child, and she was a little depressed and inferior.
"Bitter melon is a bit salty, too much salt." Zhang Ruowan whispered, pointing to the soup, "You should drink more soup."
Make soup a little easier.
She thought that he was the one who cooked before, and if she didn't do it now, she would do it. It's no big deal, and the family affairs should be shared together.
Everyone contributes to the family, and the family will get better and better.
"It's okay." Ji Yang made a bowl of rice and ate some bitter gourd. "It's a bit salty, but it's okay."
As he spoke, he drank two mouthfuls of soup.
"Don't eat it if it's salty." Her voice was always gentle, and she also picked up the bowl and picked up a little bit herself. It was indeed too salty, so she pushed the dish aside.
A few days ago, he got angry once when he was fried, and the two of them didn't eat much at noon, and he didn't eat the noodles she cooked afterwards, so he went out directly.
Recently, I don't know if there is something wrong. His tolerance for her is getting lower and lower. It's not that she is sensitive, but he really discovered it all at once.
Clearly know the gap.
"Yeah." Ji Yang responded, and continued to bury his head in his meal.
There was a moment of silence, only the sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding, and Ji Yang opened his mouth when he was about to finish eating, "Don't put so much water in the loofah, it's like soup, the meat is also astringent, bitter gourd is too bitter, you need to knead it with salt, and the soup is boiled." If left for too long, the taste will be bad."
Criticize as always.
"I'll try my best next time." She used to stumble in learning, but he always taught patiently with a smile, laughed at her stupidity, and then did it by herself, but it became like this after getting married.
After he finished eating, he put the bowl away and walked outside.
Zhang Ruowan got up silently, put the dishes and chopsticks into the sink, and wiped the table with a rag, ready to wash the dishes.
She is now doing the laundry, cooking, cleaning and mopping the floor at home, and she is teaching the graduation class at the same time as the shift teacher. She leaves early and returns late, so she is extremely busy every day.
Ji Yang also said before that both of them have to work, he has to do at least half of the housework, he will never miss children's education, he doesn't like teaching, but she loves it, so she should be given more time to study, he will take good care of her .
he's changed.
lie to her.