Zhang Ruowan also came back early today, walked around the classroom, no students asked questions, and she was fine, so she went downstairs and walked back.
When she entered the bedroom, Ji Yang had already showered and was lying on the bed, with his hands resting on the back of his head, as if he was in deep thought.
"The pajamas are in the bathroom." He turned his head and looked at him.
Zhang Ruowan looked at him on the bed, and suddenly remembered what he said to go back to help her warm the bed, her face was a little hot.
People who don't take a shower in the middle of the night on weekdays are so diligent today, isn't it because they are watching a football game
"Yeah." Zhang Ruowan hung up the bag, he looked at the homework in her hand, and sat up, "Bring the red pen and I'll correct it for you."
"It's too dirty to put on the bed, don't." She refused, took it to the study by herself, and then went to the bathroom.
The clothes really helped her put them away, from the inside out.
Ji Yang is very careful with her. Anyway, he has arranged everything that can be estimated and arranged, and sometimes it makes her feel distressed. It is probably because his childhood experience gave him these abilities.
She really hoped that he would be a little more "clumsy", so that the two of them could stumble together and get used to each other through groping.
After taking a shower and drying her hair, she walked out, went into the bedroom and closed the door.
He fell asleep again, and continued to lie flat and stare at the ceiling, wondering what he was in a daze for.
Zhang Ruowan climbed up, and was about to crawl in, but saw that he was not moving, so she crawled halfway on top of him, half pressed down on him, facing his face, "What are you thinking?"
It's not in his nature.
Unless he got into a stalemate with her and got a little angry, he wouldn't be so quiet, and he would have been talking non-stop.
In the past, he was responsible for speaking and she was responsible for listening.
"Think about things." Ji Yang blinked, stretched out his hand, and hugged her.
"What are you thinking about?" She leaned closer again, "Can you tell me? Or can't you?"
Ji Yang hugged her softly, hearing her questioning tone, the voice was clear and provocative, and his heart softened into a ball.
"Is it not possible? Then I won't ask." She didn't think too much about it, she propped up her body and wanted to sleep inside.
As soon as he got up, he was hugged tightly by Ji Yang, and fell on him again. He turned over, hugged her and slept inside, lowered his head and sniffed her neck, it was delicious.
After a while, he said in a hoarse voice, "I'm just thinking about what mother said about the child. We've been married for almost a year. We really need to think about the child."
Zhang Ruowan paused, bit her lower lip and remained silent.
"Do you want to give birth?" He looked up and looked at her closely.
The two used contraception all the time.
Zhang Ruowan didn't dare to look him in the eye, hesitated and struggled, but didn't make a sound, and shifted her gaze to look elsewhere.
She wanted to.
He said it at the beginning, but he didn't want to.
Not knowing what was going on in his heart, she dared not speak rashly.
The process of raising a life seemed longing and wonderful to her, and it was still with his children. Ji Yang will also take care of the children with her.
He lowered his eyes, sighed silently, let go of her and slept next to her, continued to look at the ceiling, and said honestly, "I don't really think so."
Hearing this, Zhang Ruowan's heart sank to the bottom of the valley, and her eyes dimmed a bit.
"I grew up in an unhealthy family since I was a child. I have always been very pessimistic. I don't think it is such a beautiful thing to give birth to a child. I used to think that people are destined to suffer from the moment they are born. I think You have to suffer to get good grades in exams, and you have to suffer in college exams, work, marry a wife and have children... busy like a spinning top."
"When I was young, I often thought that if I could choose, I would definitely not choose to come to this world."
Ji Yang's deep voice came, especially clear in the silent room. Zhang Ruowan looked at him sideways, and before he could speak, someone grabbed his hand. He met her eyes, and the voice continued, "I met you later , I began to think that marriage might be something to look forward to, it’s good to have someone to accompany you to walk together, someone to share happy things, someone to comfort you when you’re unhappy, there’s always someone by your side, someone you like, who has the energy to do anything.”
The misfortune of his original family gave him a lot of negative energy. He doesn’t yearn for a family of three or four as many people do. Instead, he feels that children are a burden and he doesn’t want to have children. How good is it to be happy alone
As for being with Zhang Ruowan, I didn't even think about getting married with her.
In his line of sight, Zhang Ruowan raised a faint smile at the corner of his mouth, reached out and put his hand on his cheek, and said softly, "Then don't you want to take him to see this beautiful world? Except for some things that are not beautiful , there are many, many good things.”
"I think, I'm wondering if he will be like his father, humorous, funny, sunny, knowledgeable and inquisitive, maybe also very considerate, I will accompany him to gradually understand the world, and accompany him when his life is critical Grow and share the joy of every success he has."
"I don't know if he will thank me for bringing him into this world, but I will thank him for allowing me to embody the beauty of being a mother."
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Before Zhang Ruowan finished speaking, his eyes had changed.
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to now, don't worry about what your parents say, I will always spend your life with you, and I tell them that I don't want to." She always found good excuses for him.
At first he wanted to continue to comfort her, but Ji Yang sealed her mouth, without turning off the light, he directly pulled up the quilt to cover the two of them.
After the lingering heat, everything returned to calm, Zhang Ruowan's chest rose and fell, and a blush appeared on her cheeks.
Ji Yang's short hair was a little wet, and he buried his head into her neck, a little silent, and they hugged each other.
She put her hand on the back of his head, "It's okay, we can take our time, I'm not in a hurry, it's good to enjoy the world of two."
"We still have a lot of work to do."
Zhang Ruowan is a person with a good temper, which is actually the salvation in his life. Before meeting her, he was very dark and evil in his heart. Later, he got used to pretending to be a pretender in front of her.
"It's only been a year." Seeing that he didn't speak, she puffed her cheeks and continued to comfort, "Not long, it's only a year."
Ji Yang took a deep breath, lay on his back and hugged her again, and pulled up the quilt, "I'm sorry, it seems that I didn't give you the life you wanted as promised."
Zhang Ruowan shook her head, only remembered later, looked up at him, her face froze, with a trace of panic, "It seems... not a safe period."
I don’t use contraception only during my safe period. Although I know it’s not 100%, I’ve never been pregnant.
"It's okay." Ji Yang hugged her, bowed his head and kissed her forehead, "I'll give birth as soon as I'm pregnant."
"But, aren't you ready?" Zhang Ruowan was quite hesitant. She also likes to have a plan in her work, and she doesn't want her life to be messed up suddenly. It's not good for them, and it's not good for the children.
"Ready." He met her eyes and said softly, "I want to be with you and show him the world."
His eyes seemed to be full of starlight, Zhang Ruowan felt the apex of his heart slowly sinking down, stretched out his arms around him, and took the initiative to cover his fragrant lips, but in exchange for being counterattacked again, he was ruthless, Zhang Ruowan I could hardly get up the next day.
Someone didn't make her breakfast today, and even when she got up, he was still in a daze to hug her and continue to sleep.
"Sleep for another five minutes." He closed his eyes, hugged her waist and dragged her back, trying to tuck her into the bed.
"I'm going to be late." Zhang Ruowan looked at the alarm clock and struggled in his arms, feeling extremely anxious, "You threw my clothes on the floor, pick them up."
Ji Yang was really sleepy, so after a while, he sat up, put a piece of clothes on himself, didn't pick it up, went directly to the closet to get one for her, then picked up the one on the floor and put it in the bathroom for a while to wash.
She tidied up in a hurry, and he walked to the kitchen with sleepy eyes, and gave her a bottle of warm milk and two slices of toast when she went out.
"Thank you." Zhang Ruowan took it over, put on her shoes and walked out.
"Look at your feet." Ji Yang yawned, watched her walk away and returned to the bedroom, fell on the bed and closed his eyes, as if he was asleep.
After a while, he turned over and continued to look at the ceiling.
kids kids kids...
When it comes to children, his brain hurts. To be honest, having a child with Zhang Ruowan was not within the scope of the original owner's consideration at the beginning. In his previous life, Zhang Ruowan felt that it was difficult to conceive, but in fact the original owner was negligent. Yes, take some male contraceptive pills or something to make the other party feel that they can't conceive, and then DINK will live a lifetime.
The thoughts in his heart were always circling, and Ji Yang sat up impatiently. Regarding this matter, the emotions in his heart were quite resistant, but it was a little better than before.
This body is disgusted even when it sees children. It really doesn't like children, but as the love value for Zhang Ruowan increases, the disgust decreases a little.