In the first grade of high school, Ji Yang was relieved to see that Dai chose history and politics instead of chemistry.
In the last life, the original owner and Dai had a big quarrel, one was ignorant and yearning, bold and fearless, the other was a beast in clothes, liked the new and disliked the old, and pursued excitement.
Day ended up dropping out of school, and his good grades ruined his future in vain.
Without this event, Day would have had another life.
Who didn't go the wrong way when they were young? It's not as good as going astray.
In a blink of an eye, Zhang Ruowan finished her maternity leave.
It happened that the English teacher of the second year of high school asked for sick leave, and she was arranged to take over the second year of high school.
The courses she teaches have always been very good, and the school also hopes that this time the college entrance examination will be able to achieve greater glory.
The husband and wife both attend classes, Xiao Ji is taken to his grandparents, and sometimes stays with his parents. If the husband and wife do not bump into each other in class, they will be brought to live in the school for a while, taking turns to take care of them so that the old couple can have a rest.
Especially at night, Zhang's father and Zhang's mother are too old to stay up late, so they have to take care of them in the evening.
Although classmate Xiao Ji can also make trouble, he is not like Ji Yang, but more similar to Zhang Ruowan, especially in character.
When he was well-behaved, he stayed in his father's arms. If Zhang Ruowan was preparing lessons, Ji Yang would occasionally tell him stories with a children's picture book, "Student Ji, listen to the story."
He was drooling, and began to fiddle with his head, nodding his head, humming in his mouth.
Cute.
Xu Shi heard this sentence too much in her mother's womb, and there must be a reaction when she heard it. If she called Xiao Ji classmate to him, the little baby would grin and smile.
Smiling happily, squinting their small eyes, the smile softened their hearts.
Zhang Ruowan leaned over to kiss his face, the soft face was extremely tender, once kissed, he waved his little paws, drooling with a smile.
"Student Xiao Ji listened carefully, Dad is going to tell a story." Zhang Ruowan said again.
"@#￥￥" He started staring at his legs and feet again, clapped his hands together, and slobbered.
"In the forest, there is a kind of animal..." Ji Yang was holding a drawing book with brightly colored peacocks on it. Xiao Ji's classmate started to get excited and rushed to get it.
"What's it called?" Ji Yang brought the drawing book closer.
Zhang Ruowan looked at the father and son with a deeper smile in his eyes.
Zhang's father and Zhang's mother wore a silver ring on his little hand. He likes to play by himself when he is fine. Even if he is listening to his father telling a story, if his father is not paying attention, he will take his little foot and put it in his mouth.
Classmate Xiao Ji began to make trouble when he was crawling, and he didn't get over it at all. He tossed and turned on the bed and kicked the quilt out of bed.
"@##￥%..." She said something that others couldn't understand, and patted the sheet with her little hands.
Ji Yang was looking at his phone and ignored him.
"Puff..." He was slobbering, wearing the padded pajamas Zhang Ruowan bought for him, crawled to Ji Yang's side, started to climb on his lap, and wanted to step over.
Ji Yang cast a glance at him, and raised his feet slightly.
Classmate Xiao Ji babbled twice. He was afraid of falling, so he quickly hugged his father's thigh. Ji Yang lifted his own leg and sent him to the innermost part of the bed.
"Don't get out of bed, wait until you fall."
Classmate Xiao Ji climbed forward again, he wanted to go down, there were many toys to go down.
Being sent back like this while stepping over Dad's feet.
He didn't give up.
Try again, faster, faster.
Dad was always faster than him.
Looking at this little guy, Ji Yang really persevered, let's see how many times he can persevere.
Unexpectedly, when sending classmate Xiao Ji back again, he suddenly laughed, turned over to hug Dad's feet, and refused to let go.
"Still addicted to playing?" Ji Yang moved his feet, and he giggled.
The six-month-old classmate Xiao Ji is white and tender, covered in flesh. Ji Yang's legs gently pressed his belly, and he couldn't stop laughing when he moved a few times.
Eyes are about to close.
Zhang's father and Zhang's mother are very precious to him, and take care of him very thoughtfully. The more he eats, the fatter he becomes. Ji Yang looked at him, "Mom won't be able to hug you anymore."
Classmate Xiao Ji didn't know what his father was talking about, and wanted to gnaw on his leg while holding him, which made Ji Yang shrink back in fright.
"Is it dirty?"
"Well..." He looked at his father with big round eyes, reached out and stuffed his chubby hand into his mouth.
Ji Yang stretched out his hand and pulled it out.
He stuffed again.
"No eating."
“@#￥…”
When Zhang Ruowan came out of the shower, she saw the two father and son serious, her eyes softened, "Are you hungry?"
Xiao Ji heard her mother's voice, turned over and crawled towards Zhang Ruowan.
He crawled fast, and soon reached the bedside.
Zhang Ruowan's heart skipped a beat, and she quickly crawled to the bed, reached out to take him into her arms, "Slow down, be careful not to fall."
Classmate Xiao Ji ran to his mother, smelling the fragrance of his mother, he smiled again, and hugged his mother's neck.
"Husband, make some milk powder for the baby, it's time to go to bed after drinking it." Zhang Ruowan hugged him, her hands became a little tired after a while, so she could only walk to one side.
Sitting on the sofa, Zhang Ruowan made classmate Xiao Ji face her, and she smiled when she lowered her head, the soft ball, when she burrowed into her arms, it softened her heart.
It makes people feel that no matter how much they pay, it is worth it.
Ji Yang got up to make milk powder.
Classmate Xiao Ji can eat and doesn't need to be coaxed at all. He starts to suck after taking the bottle, and he bottoms out after a while.
It was very difficult when Zhang Ruowan was pregnant with him, ten months was like a year, she vomited everything, how could she eat
This kid is good, he can eat anything, but luckily he didn't learn from her.
"Give the bottle to Dad, let's go to bed." Zhang Ruowan picked him up and kissed him again, "The baby is awesome."
Classmate Xiao Ji stretched out his chubby hand towards Ji Yang, but he let go before the other could take it.
"Bang." It fell to the ground.
Ji Yang looked at the hand he hadn't withdrawn, and slapped the back of his hand lightly, and taught, "Give it to Dad before letting go."
Classmate Xiao Ji withdrew his hand, held his mouth shut, turned his head away from looking at Ji Yang, hugged his mother tightly with an aggrieved face, buried his head in her chest, and gave his father a head back.
"Still angry?" Ji Yang picked up the bottle, walked around and walked to the other side to look at his face.
Classmate Xiao Ji was still puffing out his little cheeks, just pulling his little fist, avoiding his father.
"You can't throw the baby bottle." Ji Yang picked up the baby bottle and pointed, "If you throw the baby bottle deliberately, I will hit you."
After speaking, he patted the back of his hand lightly.
Classmate Xiao Ji thought that his father had hit him again, and was very wronged, so he quickly stretched out his hand to resist.
"Snapped!"
There were crisp applause.
Ji Yang originally wanted to go over to have a good talk with him, but classmate Xiao Ji waved his hand violently and bumped into his father's face.
After this beating, Ji Yang was taken aback, and Zhang Ruowan swallowed.
The latest one to react was classmate Xiao Ji, who cried out with a "wow", that was a tragedy.
Tears blah blah blah.
His hand hurts.
Dad "beat" him sorely.
"Don't cry, don't cry." Zhang Ruowan also recovered, grabbed his hand, touched it slowly, and lowered her head to coax him.
Ji Yang, who was slapped, looked at classmate Xiao Ji, who had red eyes and a face of grievance, and cried loudly while watching him.
"I hit you with my face and made you cry, didn't I?" Ji Yang said helplessly.
What answered him was Xiao Ji's classmate crying.
"The baby can't stop bumping into daddy's face, and daddy hurts too, so we won't cry." Zhang Ruowan kissed his little hand.
Ji Yang sighed, and took the baby bottle to the bathroom to wash. Zhang Ruowan's voice came from the bedroom, "After washing, put the baby's baby bottle in the disinfection cabinet to sterilize it."
After washing the baby bottle, he put the child's clothes in the washing machine. This is a washing machine specially bought for the child, and it also has the function of disinfection.
After everything was done, it was already late at night.
When Ji Yang walked into the bedroom, Zhang Ruowan made a quiet movement towards him. She was leaning against the head of the bed, and classmate Xiao Ji was leaning on her.
Zhang Ruowan patted his back lightly again and again.
Classmate Xiao Ji just cried miserably, and now she is sobbing, holding the corner of her clothes with her little hand, squinting her eyes and about to fall asleep.
Ji Yang gently climbed onto the bed, fell asleep, pulled the quilt, and closed his eyes to sleep.
When the child was fast asleep, Zhang Ruowan put him down slowly, covered him with a quilt and put him back to sleep, but Ji Yang didn't move.
Knowing that he was not asleep, she reached out and poked him.
Ji Yang pretended to be dead.
Zhang Ruowan's eyes flickered, since the birth of the child, the communication between the two has decreased a lot, and even married life is rare.
The child made a fuss, and whenever there was any movement, she got up to watch. In the end, Ji Yang lost interest and didn't mention it again.
"Baby didn't do it on purpose just now." She thought he was angry at this, and explained specially, "I just raised my hand and accidentally touched it."
Ji Yang was opposed to having a child before, she didn't want it, and she was also afraid that he would be displeased with the child, and she really put too much attention on the child during this time.
But he still takes care of her first. For the child, she always feels that he doesn't care 100% and won't coax him.
"En." Ji Yang replied, without opening his eyes and saying nothing.
Zhang Ruowan thought for a while, then said, "Don't be so indifferent, the baby likes you very much."
"I can't tell." Ji Yang turned his back to her.
Zhang Ruowan was choked by him, and didn't know what to say. Zhang's parents were rushing to hold the child, and there was her in school, because she really cared about the child too much, so she was always worried. She would take it by herself whenever she had time.
This situation resulted in Ji Yang not having much time to spend with his children.
"Forget it, as long as you like it." Ji Yang sighed after finishing speaking, "Go to sleep."
A little pessimistic and irritable in his heart, Xiao Ji's unintentional actions can remind him a lot.
The energy spent, the financial resources invested, the troubles brought, and the endless worries after that...
"What do I like? This is our child, our common child." Zhang Ruowan sat up and said seriously, "You are his father."
"I think it's an unworthy deal." Ji Yang blurted out this sentence, and just now there were messy calculations in his mind.
After speaking, he was stunned.
"What's an unworthy deal?" Zhang Ruowan's eyes turned red, "Do you regret having him with me? Did he drag you down? Do you think it's better without him?"
She knew that Ji Yang didn't like children very much at first, and she told her before that the effort of raising a child is not proportional to the return.
However, their child has already been born, and she feels that he will always change over time, and, how can this kind of thing be measured by rewards
"That's not what I meant." Ji Yang also sat up and explained, "I told you before that we showed him the world, because it's his parents, all contributions are one-sided, without expecting anything in return. "
"I just think raising children is tiring, but I don't regret it."
The original owner's emotions were better suppressed by him, and he was also influenced a little by Xiao Ji's classmate, and now he has more fatherly love.
However, he has not been able to fully achieve the kind of dedication without complaint or regret, because he is originally selfish and selfish, and it is still difficult to completely reverse it first. Even if he pretends well, he still has some negative emotions in his heart.
For example, the original owner thought that the birth of a child is suffering, and should not come to this world to suffer.
"Everyone is very tired, and I am also very tired, but the baby is growing up day by day, and I think it is worth it." Zhang Ruowan recalled the heartache of more than a year, from pregnancy to childbirth. The years add up to more.
"I will take up the role of a father and try my best." Ji Yang promised.
Zhang Ruowan knew that she couldn't force him, but what Ji Yang said made her feel uncomfortable, but she could only accept it.
She hopes that what the child has is the father's love that the father showed towards him, and it is not a disguise.
One night, neither of them slept.
In the following days, Zhang Ruowan felt sorry for Ji Yang, and she also felt distressed when she saw Xiao Ji's classmate. She also knew that Ji Yang was working hard to change himself.
She began to create more opportunities for the two fathers and sons to get along with each other, but despite this, Xiao Ji still got closer to her mother and grandparents.
If these three people were there, he would not let Ji Yang hug him.
Zhang Ruowan saw it in her eyes and kept it in her heart, how could this happen? But there is no way, Xiao Ji loves to cry, so he can only give up.
This situation has been going on for a long time, and the progress is very slow, until a big event happened when Xiao Ji was nine months old.
Taking advantage of Zhang Ruowan's inattention, Xiao Ji, who was standing up on the table, fell, slipped, and slammed forward, with a loud "bang".
Zhang Ruowan lost a piece of her heart, when the other party's heart-piercing voice came, she was so distressed that she couldn't breathe.
"Wow woo woo... wow..."
She ran over to pick up the child, and there was blood on her forehead. When she saw the blood, she felt weak all over holding the child.
Ji Yang just came back from get out of class, so he hurried over to pick up the child.
"Go to the hospital first." He took the car keys, pulled Zhang Ruowan out quickly, got into the car, put the child in her arms, and drove by himself.
Zhang Ruowan's tears also followed the child's tears. She fell to the head and dared not move. Her eyes were full of self-blame.
She didn't like it.
When he arrived at the hospital, Ji Yang took the child for examination, Zhang Ruowan followed him with a blank mind.
Classmate Xiao Ji was in pain and kept crying. Not only Zhang Ruowan was heartbroken, but Ji Yang's heart was also pulled together.
Usually he doesn't react when he sees the child, but this is a real accident, and he can't be calm at all. At this moment, he also deeply understands that after giving birth to this child, he will have to worry about him for the rest of his life. It's just hard work and happiness. Emotions turned a blind eye to him
During the inspection, classmate Xiao Ji cried even more fiercely, and grabbed his father fiercely, that was a pity.
"The doctor checks the baby, it doesn't hurt." Ji Yang coaxed him softly.
"Wow… "
"Be good." Ji Yang bowed his head and kissed him, almost instinctively, slowly comforting him and calming down his emotions.
One test after another, classmate Xiao Ji became more and more dependent on his father, clinging to him tightly.
Fortunately, nothing happened after the examination, but a layer of skin was broken on the forehead, and it had to be disinfected. The disinfection was very good, and I cried again.
Ji Yang hugged and coaxed him until he fell asleep crying.
He refused to let go of his father when he went to bed at home.
Zhang Ruowan blamed herself for several days, but she didn't dare to look away from him.
Since then, she has also found that Ji Yang's feelings for the child have changed a lot. Looking at the wound, his eyes are no less distressed and worried than hers.
Sometimes when cooking, I hold it with one hand and cook with the other. When I stew some meat, I blow it cold and let Xiao Ji taste it.
The father and son would make a fuss from time to time, and the room was filled with laughter from one big to one small.