noon.
Ji Yang drove his family with him, Ji's father sat in the front, Zhang Ruowan sat in the passenger seat, Zhang's mother was holding the baby, Zhang's father was holding Ji He, and the four sat in the back seat.
Zhang Ruowan looked ahead and didn't speak. She figured it out. The opposite door was a small two-room apartment. Zhang's father and Zhang's mother lived in it. This was a neighborhood very close to the school. She did have this place in her memory.
The car was the dowry given to her by Zhang's father and Zhang's mother at that time, and her life trajectory was the same, but at that time she remembered that she and Ji Yang were divorced.
There are no children.
It hurts to pinch yourself, everything is real, what's wrong with her? Memory messed up
"Have some light hot pot, Mom and Dad, let's go to the square." Before the traffic lights, Ji Yang turned around and asked.
"It's all right." Zhang's mother is teasing the baby, no matter what to eat.
I haven't seen her little boy for several days, but I think so hard that I almost hugged and kissed her.
"Eat mutton? Or beef, what do you want to eat?" Ji Yang looked at her sideways and asked in a low voice.
"I can do it." Zhang Ruowan let him decide.
"Then let's go to the one from last time. They have a bland smell, and Wan Wan has just recovered from illness." Ji Yang turned his head and stepped on the accelerator to move forward.
"Xinxin can't eat it. We will drink milk powder when we grow up." Zhang's mother began to hold the baby and talk to herself again.
As soon as she spoke, the other party smiled at her, showing her baby teeth. Both Zhang's father and Zhang's mother liked to tease her.
The car was filled with laughter.
Zhang Ruowan looked through the rearview mirror, and everyone was smiling. This scene was something she didn't dare to hope for before.
Square underground parking garage.
After parking the car, Zhang's father and Zhang's mother had already taken the two children to the elevator, and Zhang Ruowan also got out of the car. She thought about it, it's not good to go alone, so she should wait for Ji Yang.
"Let's go." He came over, and she turned and walked forward.
"Depressed?" Ji Yang walked up quickly and took her hand, "Why are you not energetic?"
"I feel uncomfortable, and I haven't fully recovered yet." Zhang Ruowan made an excuse for herself.
"Continue to rest for a few days, and taking medicine will hurt your body." Ji Yang said, and Zhang's mother also interjected, "Yes, tomorrow Mom will make soup for you. Let's drink it for a few days, and you will recover soon."
"En." Zhang Ruowan responded in a low voice.
The elevator goes up to the fifth floor.
The family walked out of the elevator, and there was a restaurant next to it. The waiter led them to the side. Zhang Ruowan didn't know or remember which restaurant it was last time, so she followed Ji Yang.
Where are they going, where is she going.
Just as she was about to sit down, Zhang Ruowan saw a person facing her, and her body froze suddenly, her face pale.
"Teacher Ji." Dai Yi couldn't avoid it, forced out a smile, greeted Zhang Ruowan first, and said, "Teacher's wife."
Zhang Ruowan didn't answer.
Several voices kept intertwining in my mind.
"I like Teacher Ji, and Teacher Ji also likes me. I was wrong, but I will not give up my liking. Everyone has the right to pursue their own love."
"Ms. Ji doesn't like you anymore, can you give him to me?"
"really like."
…
The student knelt in front of her and cried bitterly, who should she kneel in front of and cry
Ji Yang buys clothes and cosmetics for Dai Yi, travels with her, and asks her to come to the dormitory to take a bath when she is not at home.
That's his student, what kind of relationship is this
"Dinning with your classmates?" Ji Yang looked at her and asked, speaking very naturally.
"Well, with my junior high school classmates." Day replied.
"What subject did you choose at the beginning? What university did you go to?" Ji Yang greeted her briefly.
"I didn't choose chemistry, which is too difficult to score. I chose biology and history, and I took the normal university exam, and I will become a teacher in the future." She said.
"Teacher?" Zhang Ruowan was surprised. In her memory, Dai didn't go to school. After the school found out about it, she dropped out.
Didn't finish high school.
"Be an elementary school Chinese teacher." Day replied to her.
"That's pretty good." Zhang Ruowan nodded, her thoughts were a little confused, so she won't be in Ji Yang's class after the next semester of high school.
The timing of this incident in the "dream" is not right. It should have happened in the first semester of high school. Day is in his class and is the monitor.
"Then, teacher, I'll be leaving first." Day was also embarrassed when standing, so he said hello and left.
She left the province after university, met many people and things, and grew up a bit, but also felt ashamed of those impulses at the beginning.
Fortunately nothing happened.
The family is seated.
Eating is very common, Ji Yang will bring her food, and Ji He is sitting next to Zhang Ruowan.
I don't know if it's a habit, but she is very skilled in taking care of him, and she knows what he is going to do by watching his movements.
Meat and vegetables are mixed with soup, and the soft words are so natural.
"Mom, don't eat meat, don't." Ji He picked it up and put it in her bowl, and then dropped it on the table.
He lowered his head and began to chop the rice.
Zhang Ruowan pursed her lips and stared at the little guy, "After eating the rest, you won't grow taller if you don't eat."
Jihen nudged his mouth and took another big mouthful of rice.
"Ji Yang is as tall as you, of course Hehe will grow taller than Dad." Zhang's mother did not agree with what she said.
"Then Dad won't be able to hold me." Ji He shook his head with a bitter face, "I can't sit on Dad's shoulders, Hehe will always be so small and can't grow taller."
These words made everyone laugh.
After dinner, when we got home, Zhang's mother refused to let Zhang Ruowan and Xinxin live together. This little baby was sick only a month ago, so what if he gets sick again
It's cold at night, and the doors and windows are still closed. The room is almost sealed, so let's separate for two days before it's complete.
Zhang Ruowan also wanted to be with her parents, so she went to the opposite side.
Zhang's father went to sleep in the next room, and she and Zhang's mother slept in the master bedroom. As soon as they got into bed, she hugged Zhang's mother.
"What's wrong?" Zhang's mother patted her hand and said kindly, "During the few days when your father and I were away, did you quarrel with Ji Yang?"
My own children can still see something is wrong.
Zhang Ruowan shook her head, continued to hug her, and said after a while, "Mom, I had a dream, a bad dream."
"Dreams are all fake." Zhang's mother laughed at her.
"I think it's real." Zhang Ruowan spoke dully, "I dreamed that I didn't have children, Ji Yang divorced me, and I was sick, so I felt very uncomfortable."
Sometimes she feels that the "dream" life is the real experience, after all, it hurts so much, but the life now is real, and she doesn't know what's going on.
"Silly boy, Hehe and Xinxin are not your children? You are sick, and you have no energy. Ji Yang said that you have a high fever for a few days, and your father and I have been worried for a few days. As for the divorce, how is it possible? Are you What did you find?" Mother Zhang asked her again.
It's normal for Zhang Ruowan to know that there is something wrong with the people who share the same bed, and outsiders don't comment on the affairs of the husband and wife.
Zhang Ruowan shook her head, "Not yet."
There is nothing wrong with Ji Yang. The Gu family has a sense of responsibility and treats her and the child very well, as well as her parents.
It's just that she felt that "dream" was very real.
"What are you thinking about without you?" Zhang's mother was helpless, and patted her lightly, "Don't be suspicious and worry about things that didn't happen. Life is only a few decades, so why make things difficult for yourself?"
"Ji Yang has been with you all these years, and your father and I have also seen it. Such a family is considered happy. We don't want to be rich. How can there be nothing annoying in marriage? Occasionally, the teeth bite the tongue Well, you have to know how to regulate yourself."
"Go out for a walk, go shopping, and talk to Mom."
Zhang's mother babbled, sharing her experience over the years, touching Zhang Ruowan's face with wrinkled hands, comforting her child.
Zhang Ruowan didn't say much, and continued to hug her.
In fact, the biggest problem is that she doesn't remember the past few years, and she doesn't remember the years of being married to Ji Yang at all. She only knows clearly about those things in the "dream".
But a lot of times don't match up, just like two parallel worlds.
After chatting with Zhang's mother, Zhang Ruowan's mood improved a lot, and she quietly went for a checkup the next day.
Everything turned out fine.
Nothing wrong.
She told the doctor about the situation, and the other party frowned, and arranged and more detailed examinations for her in the next few days.
Still no problem.
Good physique.
"After giving birth, some people's memory will also degenerate. People can't remember everything. The brain's ability to absorb information is also limited. There are many things that cannot be explained medically. There is no problem with the body. It does not affect rest or life. We can Don't worry about it," said the doctor at last.
Zhang Ruowan walked out of the hospital.
You have to insist that you don't remember anything, sometimes it doesn't make sense, for example, now, she looks at Xin Xin, and according to the other's actions, she is very proficient in changing diapers and making milk.
She knows where everything in the house is and where the clothes are. If she says that she has never lived here, she will not believe it.
These things kept making her feel that those misfortunes were just dreams, and the current life was the life she was experiencing.