Before, in Ling Yu's perception, children were indeed very important.
Especially when she is not favored, having a child can guarantee her status, protect her dignity and the Ling family's face.
I really want to get pregnant soon, otherwise the queen mother will not be able to explain, and there will be rumors outside. As the first wife, she has too many concerns.
But now, this child is here.
Her first reaction was not to have a son, it was just because this child was her and his child, and she wanted to have it, looking forward to it.
"My lord." Ling Yu called out again, staring at the door closely.
"Princess, go back. The prince has already entered the secret room and cannot hear your voice." The guard reminded.
Ling Yu's eyes suddenly dimmed, her heart was extremely heavy, she lowered her head, and murmured: "Are you ignoring me?"
The secret room is located at the back of the study, and there are many maps of military books in it. Ji Yang once took her in, and there is a road that can lead to the outside of the mansion. He even took her out secretly once.
"Miss, it's cold outside, why don't you go back with your servant first? We'll look for the lord tomorrow, and the lord will definitely meet the lady." Xia He stepped forward to persuade.
Ling Yu is still pregnant, so there must be no accidents with the child.
"Will the prince see me?" Ling Yu herself was not sure.
Ji Yang was angry with her.
She shouldn't be like this, she was too impatient and seemed too capable, and it was clearly not what she wanted in her heart, who should be blamed for this situation now
"Yes." Xia He said with certainty, and supported her, "Let's go back first, Miss has not taken the anti-fetal medicine prescribed by the imperial physician, her body is important."
Ling Yu is unwilling to leave.
That door was very close to her, but she felt it was far away, separating her from Ji Yang.
"Xia He, do you think I did something wrong?" Ling Yu was not as gracious and magnanimous as before, and she was a little helpless, "The prince is already sensitive, and he hates others for plotting against him, but I..."
There are still many things left unsaid, and she can't say them.
In fact, Ji Yang lacks attention and longs for attention. When her eyes showed that she cared about him, the two of them were so close, obviously they were so close.
Just like an ordinary couple, she is really satisfied with this relationship.
"Miss." Xia He looked at her, feeling uncomfortable in his heart, "My servant will help you back first."
Ling Yu seemed to have lost her soul, she took two steps and then looked behind her, always hoping that Ji Yang would open the door, whether she was angry or scolded at her, it would always make her feel better.
Seeing her coming back, Mother Xu also looked very anxious, and dared not speak.
Ji Yang's mind was really uncertain.
Why did you get angry when you found out you were pregnant today
Ling Yu didn't say anything, she shuffled towards the inner room, while Dong Xiang stood aside, pondered for a while, and said, "Miss, the jade pendant you left behind."
After she finished speaking, she stretched out her hand, and in the palm of her hand was a semicircular jade pendant. It was hard and white and translucent. It was the best Hetian jade.
"Where did you find it?" Ling Yu reached out to take it and asked casually.
"On the table where the prince was sitting just now." Dongxiang also felt puzzled, "Miss, is this for the prince?"
Hearing this, Ling Yu's expression changed suddenly, and she walked quickly to the inner room, her steps a little messy.
Pulling open the drawer under the mirror, she opened a box, and there was an identical jade pendant inside. Her hands trembled a little, she stretched it out, and put the two jade pendants together.
The two blend perfectly.
Her heart sank slowly, and what Ji Yang just said was in her mind.
"Concubine Mo Gui returned the jade pendant to the king, does Yu'er know where the king got it from?"
"That's not my king's."
…
This is hers.
The other piece she lost two years ago was a gift from her grandmother before she was alive. It had a beautiful meaning. When she meets someone she likes, she can give the other half to him, and the two can live forever.
Last night, she clearly had a good opportunity to tell Ji Yang that she was the person he met two years ago, not Mo Tian, but in the end she turned out like this.
Ling Yu held the jade pendant tightly and was about to go out again in a hurry.
"Miss." Xia He and Dong Xiang stopped her, "Where are you going?"
"I want to see the prince." Ling Yu was so anxious that she choked up, "I want to see him."
"Miss, it's late at night and the wind is blowing. We'll go tomorrow. Don't think about yourself, you should also think about the fetus in your womb. The imperial doctor said that you are weak and should not catch a cold."
"If something happens, the prince must be worried, and the queen mother can't explain it."
"I want to see him." Ling Yu showed her vulnerability in front of the two of them for the first time, biting her lips tightly, her thin shoulders trembling.
When she was treated like that by Ji Yang in the past, no matter how humiliating she felt, she would not express her emotions in front of the servants, and more often she used the majesty of the royal family to stabilize their restless hearts.
"Miss." Xia He and Dong Xiang were also worried.
Ling Yu still didn't go because it was already raining lightly outside.
As she wished, she slept alone tonight, and Ji Yang would not bother her until midnight, nor would he hug her and say things that would make people blush.
The bed was also very cold, and she couldn't sleep.
Habit is a very scary thing. She put her hand on her belly and held the jade pendant in the other hand. Looking at the complicated and delicate patterns on it, she lost her mind.
Ji Yang seems to have a bad temper, but in fact he doesn't. When talking to him well, his attitude is also very good. I hope he won't be angry with her this time.
the next day.
Ling Yu got up when the sky was cloudy, made Ji Yang's favorite pastry, and took it to the study.
The guards were still standing outside.
She can't get in.
"Did your lord get up?" Ling Yu didn't sleep well last night, her eyes were a little swollen and sore today, and her words became softer and gentler, holding her spirits up.
"I don't know the humble job."
Ling Yu took another two steps forward, but the guard stopped her.
"The lord should get up, please both of you bring breakfast to the lord, just say that my concubine is waiting for him outside and has something to say to him." Ling Yu lowered her posture.
The guard looked at each other.
"My concubine won't go in, it's getting late, I hope the prince can have breakfast earlier." Ling Yu spoke again.
On weekdays, even if Ji Yang is not around, she can enter the study at any time.
In just half a day, she had already realized the gap.
"Yu'er, my king likes you, so I will have a high tolerance for you."
This sentence was said by Ji Yang to her, and at this moment she felt more and more what was contained in it.
The guard finally brought the pastry in.
Ji Yang's temper is also very anxious, and he will refuse to please others, especially her kind, who is thrown aside after "using" him, is the kind of person he hates the most.
She was ready for the pastry to be thrown out.
But no.
When the guard came out, she hurried forward, "Is your lord awake?"
"My lord just entered the palace through the secret passage." The guard replied truthfully.
"Then, can the prince have breakfast?" Ling Yu asked quickly.
"This..." The guard was in a dilemma, and he paused before saying, "The prince spent two yuan, and the humble officer also conveyed the words of the princess, but the prince did not give any reply."
Ling Yu twisted the handkerchief in her hands and stood there, feeling flustered.
He is really angry.
Don't want to see her
"My lord may come back to find Miss soon, we are not in a hurry." Xia He stepped forward to comfort her.
"He won't come to me anymore." Ling Yu looked aggrieved, her heart seemed to be clogged with cotton, she felt extremely uncomfortable, and the pain also came over her.