But I can't accept the fact that Lou Shumo is actually a liar.
Even if I haven't seen the little liar in person, in my consciousness, the little liar has always been a woman, why is there a man calling him a little liar now, this man is still my good senior.
This is how I accept it.
At this moment, my mind was so chaotic that it was about to explode, but fortunately, Lou Shumo didn't continue talking, he just looked at me quietly.
At this time, the waiter brought over the coffee we just ordered. After I took a sip, I calmed down a little and said, "So, the book guest is a man."
"Then you fooled me around, was it fun?" I rubbed my back molars and said in a bad tone that my ex-girlfriend has become an ex-boyfriend, which is too outrageous.
"I'm sorry Xiaoyu, I didn't mean to deceive at first, but I never explained the fact that I played Yaohao, which made you misunderstood. When you confessed to me, I already fell in love with you, so I didn't think about it. Confess." Lou Shumo said with his head down, "When I was in the third year of high school, I felt that I couldn't continue, but I didn't have the courage to confess to you at that time, so I could only choose to leave."
"Then you recognized me when you saw me later?"
"You were gay from the beginning?"
"I don't know, I only liked you."
"..." Lou Shumo's sudden straight ball caught me off guard, and his face began to heat up again, "Then your autism, did you lie to me when you heard something strange? Because I look at you. There's nothing wrong with that now!"
"No, I haven't heard those voices since I was an adult, so my autism has also improved." Lou Shumo paused, then said, "But I can always hear some voices recently, and that voice speaks to you. sound the same."
"...!" Damn, don't tell me Lou Shumo can hear my voice when I turn into a condom? No, no, it's too scary. I thought about it for a while, and quickly said: "That should be a misunderstanding, don't think too much."
"Well, maybe." Lou Shumo suddenly raised his head, looked at me with an unpredictable look and said, "Xiaoyu, don't you ask me if I still like you?"
Of course I don't need to ask this, because I already knew it, and even today I have figured out why Lou Shumo likes me. It's not love at first sight as I once thought, but online dating...
But Lou Shumo is too good at mastering the power. After a while, he left the problem to me. The matter of him cheating me by pretending to be a woman is not over yet!
But I can't tell the fact that I know he still likes me, otherwise I'll be in vain if I pretend to work so hard before.
So, I had no choice but to pretend to be dumb and ask: "Then...then do you still like me?"
At this moment, Lou Shumo's eyes darkened, and he said in a very positive tone: "Well, I still like you."
"..." Lou Shumo's sudden frankness left me with nowhere to escape. My heartbeat accelerated unpredictably, and I didn't dare to look at him and said, "Wait, who, who wants to know this! Don't change the subject, You haven't finished talking about men and women!"
"Well, what else do you want to know?"
"..." Although I asked this question, I actually didn't know what to say, and Lou Shumo also explained the reason for deceiving me at that time.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Lou Shumo said again: "Actually, I'm here today, don't look so calm on the surface, but I mustered up the courage to come. You know that I have autism, even after Okay, but most of the time it's just pretending, I'm not as good as you see it on the surface, and sometimes I'm wondering what kind of person I am, after all, over the years, apart from you, I have no Treat anyone sincerely."
This paragraph of Lou Shumo made me a little stunned, as if I saw that poor little liar again.
"Originally, I didn't want to appear in front of you as a book guest again, but if I don't make it clear, it will be a hurdle that will never be overcome, so I confessed to you today, then... Xiaoyu, can I pursue you from now on? "
"Ah?!" Lou Shumo's last sentence made me a little unable to turn around.
"You used to chase me, and it was too easy for me to get it. Now I'll chase you, okay?"
"..." You can be a ghost, I'm in a mess now, and you've added another mess to me, forget it!
I stumbled and said, "Senior... I'm so messed up right now that I can't reply to you." After a pause, I continued, "Also, I, we shouldn't meet for the time being."
After I finished speaking, I was about to run away, but unexpectedly, Lou Shumo grabbed his hand, and he said plausibly, "I can give you time to think clearly, and I will try my best not to appear in front of you during this period, but Xiaoyu... I I guess it won't be too long."
After returning to the apartment, my mood could not be calm for a long time.
I didn't expect the little liar to be a senior, and this person stayed by his side like a normal person for more than a year, and he was silent. He would definitely think that I was stupid and went to the appointment obediently.
Moreover, the last reason to prove that I am a straight man no longer exists. Damn, thinking of the rare weapons that I worked so hard to get for more than a month, I also spent a lot of thought to invite the song and dance troupe to help, and the most expensive fireworks. The person who was used to express it was actually a man behind it.
I really thank Lou Shumo for telling me the truth of the matter now, instead of when I was deeply involved in it, otherwise I would definitely be scared on the spot.
The next week, I started to hide from Lou Shumo, and I didn’t go to the club again, and Lou Shumo had some discernment and didn’t come to me, maybe he was really giving me time.
He started to send me various flowers frequently.
When I received it for the first time, I was just doing a group homework. When I opened the door, I saw a large bouquet of roses in front of my eyes. The flower delivery guy said that it was given by a gentleman called a bookworm.
I was so embarrassed that I wanted to hide. Damn, Mr. Huan, are you trying to let people know that a big man like me was given flowers by a man
I embarrassedly accepted the flowers in the strange eyes of the flower delivery brother.
Originally, I thought it was just this time, but after that, flowers were sent every day, and the roses alone had several colors.
I really wanted to tell Lou Shumo not to give it away, but wouldn't this stop the Cold War
In fact, it was the Cold War. At night, I still had to spend time at Lou Shumo’s house, but I didn’t even turn to look outside. Something else happens.
And just after a week, because the final exam was approaching, I began to run to the library frequently, where I could concentrate on reading, otherwise I would accidentally think of Lou Shumo.
To be honest, I can't tell how I feel about Lou Shumo now. I can't tell if I hate it, but I like it... I don't think so either.
But since I can't tell the difference, I simply put it aside.
After I finished my meal on Monday evening, I walked towards the library. Unexpectedly, in the pavilion on the left side of the library, there were two people standing there, one was Lou Shumo and the other was Lu Na, a deer-eyed man. The atmosphere between the two felt a little ambiguous no matter what.
For some reason, I ducked and listened to them.
Cough, don't get me wrong, I'm just curious.
At this moment, I heard Lu Na suddenly say aloud to Lou Shumo: "Lou Shumo, I like you, let's get in touch with me!"
Oh my god, in broad daylight, these gay guys don't hide anything.
For some reason, while waiting for Lou Shumo's reply, I was also extremely nervous, as if it was me who confessed to him.
At this moment, Lou Shumo spoke.
"I have someone I like, sorry."
After hearing this, I breathed a sigh of relief, and when I was about to leave, Lu Na's voice came from there.
"The person you like is the little brother named Gu Xiaoyu?"
"Then you... are together?"
"I haven't caught up yet."
"Oh, then I still have a chance, I won't give up on you."
Come on, what does this deer-eyed man mean? People say that I already have someone I like, so don't give me up quickly.
"No chance, I won't like anyone else except him." Lou Shumo said firmly.
After hearing his words, an unprecedented joy reached my heart, causing the corners of my mouth to bend unconsciously.
After a while, Lu Na asked again, "Then I have another question to ask you."
"you say."
"Are you a 1 or a 0?"
"… 1."
"Oh, I'm sorry, I also happen to be 1, then I don't have to worry about it. I didn't say anything about today's affairs. You can go after the younger brother." Lu Na's voice suddenly became happy, letting him I'm kind of scratching my head.