… who wants him to die
Lu Zhen's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he was stunned for a few seconds after waking up.
Then, an indescribable bitter suffocation slowly spread in the bottom of my heart.
Familiar voice, familiar way of thinking, familiar sight and height.
This thing is obviously weird, but he knows subconsciously... It's him.
Although everything that had happened had changed, Lu Zhen realized that all the words and emotions of the "me" in the dream matched his own instinctive reaction.
In other words, at this time, if he faced those scenes in the dream, he would probably react the same way—becoming concerned, uncontrollable, and... an unconcealed desire for exclusiveness.
Just like him in real life.
humble and eager.
But, why - what he actually experienced, and what he dreamed, were not the same
Lu Zhen slowly sat up from the bed, lowered his eyes, and forced himself to recall it again, clarifying all the details he could remember.
Dreams are long and real, real as if they had happened.
In his perspective, from beginning to end, the protagonist is only one person.
... Chu Yin.
A completely different Chu Yin.
From the day she was transferred, the flamboyant and bright girl had a dazzling look that was different from now, but she was also sensitive and stubborn. In the dream... he also liked Chu Yin, confessed to her, and was rejected.
Although it is sour, it can't hide the green throbbing.
… But what about later? what happened
The pounding heart was replaced by the boundless silence, crushed into ashes. The feeling of dying, like the desperate judgment of a dying person looking back on his life.
What is the end of that story
The heart started to throb again, Lu Zhen frowned and pressed the position lightly.
There was silence outside the door for a while before the voice came in again: "Azhen, did you drink too much last night? Do you need the servants to prepare sober soup?"
Lu Zhen regained his senses, and only when he opened his mouth did he realize that his voice was hoarse: "...No need."
He got out of bed, opened the door of the room, and looked at Shang Lu Linyuan's concerned face: "Uncle, what's the matter?"
"The servant said that you didn't eat dinner last night, and you got up late again today. I'll come and take a look," Lu Linyuan spread his hands. "It turns out that you can't wake up even when you call—what's the matter?"
Lu Zhen waved his hand, suppressed all the emotions in his heart, and his expression returned to normal: "I slept too much."
Aside from the dream that made him heavy, it was actually just... being rejected by the girl he liked.
Lu Zhen didn't want to look too promising. She wouldn't like it either.
Lu Linyuan looked at his face, but he really couldn't see any clues from his expression.
"I heard from the driver... Did you go to Song's house after leaving the company last night?"
Lu Zhen raised his eyebrows without a trace, and then said softly, "Well, Song Zhaolin's birthday."
Lu Linyuan smiled: "So good relationship with the Song family boy? Look at how anxious you were yesterday."
Lu Zhen also smiled lightly: "Yes. I'm afraid it's too late."
Although I caught up in the end... I finally caught the knife that the girl handed me in an abusive manner.
And then endured a whole night of torture.
Refreshing and painful.
Lu Linyuan said nothing, smiled and urged him to wash and then eat, Lu Zhen nodded in response.
There is no room for Lu Linyuan in the Lu family's mansion. He came to see Mr. Lu, and after caring about Lu Zhen, he left to do his own business. He has now taken over part of the Lu family's business and is very busy every day.
Lu Linyuan slowly walked out of the door. The assistant outside the door was already standing in front of the car, opened the door, and waited respectfully. Lu Linyuan got into the car and made a phone call.
The other end picked up quickly, "What?"
"A Zhen went to your place last night?" Lu Linyuan asked with a smile, "Why don't you treat him well, it's too disrespectful to me."
Song Yanchuan sneered over there.
Old fox, what are you wearing
Who doesn't know who yet.
Outside the examination room last time, Song Yanchuan had already squandered his pitiful sympathy. Now there is absolutely no need for him to hide it, after all - the partner and the friend of the foolish brother, it is clear at a glance which is more important.
"Your nephew didn't give me a chance," Song Yanchuan said indifferently, "I met a little girl when I came, and left after a few words. How would I entertain him? If I hadn't happened to be drinking on the second floor, I wouldn't have known him. came."
Lu Linyuan raised his eyebrows, and the smile on his lips deepened: "Oh? What little girl makes A Zhen so anxious."
He pretended to be forceful, and Song Yanchuan also practiced Tai Chi: "How do I know each other? There are so many little girls in a room, how can I know them one by one? Then I'm not a beast."
Lu Linyuan smiled: "Okay, got it—you finished what I told you last time?"
Song Yanchuan made a "hmm" sound.
The conversation between the two ends.
Lu Linyuan hung up the phone, his smiling face was reflected on the dark phone screen.
He has always been a well-maintained person, even though he is in his thirties, from the appearance, it is not too much to say that he is Lu Zhen's brother. At this moment, there is an indescribable joy on this elegant and handsome face.
The assistant handed over the documents to be signed, and said, "Mr. Lu, you seem to be in a good mood."
Lu Linyuan snorted and took the document.
Although Song Yanchuan played Tai Chi with him, he didn't have to think about it, he was absolutely certain.
"My dear nephew has someone he likes. Of course he is happy to be an uncle."
Lu Linyuan relaxed, suddenly changed his mind and didn't want to go to the company.
He said to the driver, "Turn around and go see her."
Lu Linyuan didn't say her name, but all the cronies around her knew who this "she" was referring to.
He smiled and leaned back in his chair.
Such great good news, tell her quickly.
Lu Zhen didn't mention it to anyone, but began to explore the content of that dream.
Over and over again, trying to dream about the ending of that story.
But since that night, he hasn't had a full night's dream. Many days and nights, there are only fragmented dream fragments, unable to piece together a complete story.
The only thing that is certain is that every night in my dreams, there is Chu Yin.
He was beating his heart the last second, and then suffocating violently the next second.
The pain is like a shadow, tormenting the nerves.
Another morning, Lu Zhen woke up panting.
It was a chaotic night last night, and his heart was still beating wildly when he woke up. But Lu Zhen's face was as pale as paper, and there was no trace of warmth.
In a small fragment of a moment, he saw Chu Yin's tears.
The black eyes are like pebbles washed with water, with a clear hatred written on them.
… the hatred is for him. He seemed to really make her unhappy.
Even in a dream, Lu Zhen felt that he couldn't breathe.
After waking up in a daze for a long time, he suddenly had a strong desire in his heart, and suddenly wanted to ask the other party.
Have you ever looked at me with such eyes.
But when the idea came to him, the eldest young master, who had a smooth and prosperous life, unexpectedly gave birth to a trace of fear.
Originally, according to his character, it didn't matter if he was rejected. He likes it, so he can be shameless.
But now, Lu Zhen suddenly didn't dare to go to her, bother her, disturb her.
What if it was true, what if these things actually happened
…
Chu Yin found that Lu Zhen had been silent for a few days after that day.
This was also the case in my previous life. After all, I was a arrogant eldest young master, and if I was rejected, I would also be hit. But later, Lu Zhen still wandered in her life until she suddenly disappeared and then suddenly appeared again.
Chu Yin has already adjusted her mood.
Although I don't know what Lu Zhen will do in this life, everything is different from before.
If that dog man Lu Zhen jumps out to do something again, then she will nudge him with her golden finger! Anyway, the system said that only she has the authority to modify the book of the world, and Chu Yin is not afraid of him.
In this life, she sets her own script. She wants to study hard, pass the university entrance exam well, and live a long and happy life.
-Learn to learn to learn! !
Anyone who doesn't let her learn will be shark! !
Chu Yin got out of the car aggressively and walked towards the campus.
Unexpectedly, she actually met someone who delayed her study.
At Song Zhaolin's party that day, the rich second generation sitting next to her, Chu Yin, remembered that he introduced himself, as if his name was Pei Ziyin.
However, Chu Yin was always restless, and he didn't pay any attention to him. I didn't expect this buddy to come to her school?
The convertible sports car parked at the gate of the school arrogantly, and the second-generation rich classmate, wearing sunglasses, stopped Chu Yin.
He tilted his head and slowly took off his sunglasses, revealing a pair of more saucy eyes.
"Hey, beauty," said Pei Ziyin, "you slipped so fast that day, we haven't even talked a few words yet."
He was shocked to Chu Yin at the party, and after inquiring with Song Zhaolin, he decided to take the initiative.
It was during school hours, and the students at the entrance of Huiwen were coming and going, and Chu Yin was also a man of the school, with countless pairs of eyes staring at him for a while.
"Fuck, who, why are you talking to my wife?!"
"It's not a good thing to look at!"
"Ah, stay away from my sister!!!"
Pei Ziyin obviously also felt the too warm eyes around him, and he thought he was too conspicuous.
But Chu Yin put him into the cold palace with one sentence: "You talk a lot, I'm already tired of it."
Pei Ziyin: "... "Fuck, so ruthless.
What kind of steel girl is this? ! ? !
Pei Ziyin was a little annoyed and angry, but when he looked up at her face, his heart beat fast again.
"... Oh, it seems that I'm not interesting enough. Would you like to know more about me? I won't let you down." Pei Ziyin smiled.
But Chu Yin was even more indifferent: "No, I have no hope for you, and I will not be disappointed."
Pei Ziyin: "... "Fuck, can't move.
Chu Yin made his attitude clear in three or two sentences, then turned around and left. It's a bit late today, and it's really annoying to be stopped by strange people and delay time.
As soon as she left, Pei Ziyin lost face.
Some classmates around said, "This handsome guy, give up, you can't catch up with Chu Yin."
Pei Ziyin was unconvinced: "Why can't we catch up?" He is very good in all aspects.
"Our school has a handsome ratio, and it is a hundred thousand times more handsome than you. Sister Chu has no response, and is not shaken at all. Do you think it is possible for you?"
Pei Ziyin was so provoked that male self-esteem became stronger.
"What is the handsome comparison? I don't believe the conditions can be better than mine! Just wait."
After speaking, he slammed the door of the sports car and walked away.
The classmates looked at him, shook their heads and sighed: "Don't count the beeps, do you think you are better than Lu Zhen?"
After Chu Yin entered the class, Song Zhaolin immediately grabbed her and started to push her.
The joy of celebrating a birthday party is over, Song Zhaolin is now starting a new round of melancholy.
Because his brother did not lie to him, the preferential treatment was limited to the day of his birthday, and it was gone after that.
Song Zhaolin said with a sad face: "My brother said that if I don't get the top five in the class in this midterm exam, he will give me a big gift."
Chu Yin had already taken out the textbook for the class, and asked casually, "What kind of gift?"
Song Zhaolin: "Left and right uppercuts, high and low whips, and a set of combined sticks."
Chu Yin: "..."
how exciting!
Song Zhaolin: "Ah, I'm only 17 years old, I can't be beaten, being beaten will make me stupid!"
Chu Yin was also worried: "Indeed, no matter how stupid it is, it's really not suitable."
Song Zhaolin: "..."
He said that he was stimulated by Chu Yin's sincerity and listened to several classes carefully that day.
The mid-term exam is next week, and the learning task of the special remedial class is getting heavier and heavier. After Chu Yin's iron-blooded management that day, no one in this class dared to do anything wrong again.
Since it was a city-wide joint exam, in order to investigate the enemy's situation, Han Chuying joined some study groups in the same city, and analyzed the battle situation for Chu Yin while she was studying.
On this day, as usual, after finishing the paper, the water group suddenly shouted "I rely on" loudly.
"Is this one in the first middle school sick, so crazy?"
Chu Yin brushed the questions beside her and asked without looking up, "What?"
"It's the big guy who won a medal in an international math competition. I didn't expect him to be so fluttering," Han Chuying stared at the phone, "He said that there are not many people who are good at mathematics in the city, and then there are people from our school, said Huiwen. Two medals in the Hope Cup this year - guess what he said?!"
Chu Yin: "Say... That's because he didn't participate, so we won the award?"
Han Chuying was stunned, "How do you know!"
Chu Yin smiled: "This kind of person's thinking is not very easy to guess."
Han Chuying thought so too, but she was still angry—her goddess Yin Yin was so powerful! Giant hanging! Big bull, okay? ! !
"He also said that girls are inherently bad at math, and even fewer who choose liberal arts are good at math. There is no one in the city that can play."
How many dishes do you drink like this? Also sexist? Shoot the whole city?
Chu Yin also felt that this person was sick.
This kind of mental retardation who relies on pulling and stepping on others to obtain self-satisfaction is really annoying.
She raised her eyes slightly and squeezed the pen in her hand. Only when there is an opponent can she be more motivated to fight.
The joint entrance examination will be taken immediately, and we will compete on the same stage. Everyone will watch it when the time comes :)
…
It was another full day of study, and when Chu Yin finished the paper, everyone in the classroom had already left.
She stretched silently.
Just then, there was a faint sound from the back door of the classroom. She followed the sound and looked over, only to see the corners of her clothes flashing past the glass of the back door.
Chu Yin was suddenly startled.
Although she didn't see it, she somehow knew who it was.
Is it Lu Zhen
Watched silently, was found, and left in a panic. This way... it just doesn't look like him.
Chu Yin didn't know why, but suddenly became stunned for a while.
She thought that Lu Zhen would continue to entangle him after adjusting, just like in the previous life, then she could still use the script to play him with peace of mind until he gave up.
But Lu Zhen didn't, he chose a way...even made her feel a little humble.
I don't know what happened, but that night, she had a dream.
I had a dream about something from a previous life.
The next day, Chu Yin could not hear the alarm. When she woke up, she realized that it was late, she hurriedly took a slice of bread and jumped into the car.
Then he leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes, and began to replay last night's dream in his mind.
…
In the late autumn sports meeting that year, she was designed by people who disliked her, and she was thrown in ice water and locked in the classroom.
Years later, many details have been forgotten by her, but now she remembers in her dream that the 17-year-old herself at that time actually cried.
Sitting in the corner with her wet knees in her arms, tears were hidden in the water marks on her face.
When the proud but ignorant little girl of the year was taken back from the country to the wealthy family, she was out of tune with everything here. She tried to live without humility, and all she could accept was malice and sarcasm. Even though Chu Yin didn't care on the surface at that time and tried her best to appear unrestrained and unrestrained, she still felt inferior in her heart.
On that day, Chu Yin was not detained in the classroom for too long.
The afterglow filled the classroom little by little through the window lattice, and just when she was shivering from the cold, the door lock opened with a "click".
Then the old iron door was kicked open with obvious anger.
Outside the door, Lu Zhen gasped slightly, his face very heavy.
The moment Chu Yin saw him, he changed his posture, from a weak knee-tuck to a careless cross-legged sitting posture.
"Yo," she even laughed, "it's amazing, isn't it? To be able to find this place—as expected of the eldest young master."
Lu Zhen's dark pupils were dripping with water, and his eyes fell on her pale face and the corners of her lips.
Then he strode in, taking off his coat as he went.
Chu Yin's lips tightened and she stepped back: "I don't want your clothes—"
She's not showing weakness, so she doesn't need anyone to protect her.
But Lu Zhen had already walked in front of her, squatted down, and wrapped his coat tightly around her.
Probably because Chu Yin was really too cold at the time. In her dream, she suddenly remembered the temperature that was on her body at that time.
Very hot very hot.
Then Lu Zhen grabbed her arm, holding back his irritability: "Let's go."
Chu Yin fought against him and pulled his arm back: "What are you doing? I'm not leaving."
Her hair was wet, and her whole body was in a state of embarrassment, and she didn't want to be seen at all.
... I don't even want people to see her wrapped in Lu Zhen's clothes. Otherwise, it will be yin and yang weird again.
Lu Zhen lowered his head and took a breath to calm himself down, but after raising his eyes, his tone was still a bit fierce.
- "Who the hell did it, take you to splash it back."
Chu Yin was stunned.
Lu Zhen wasn't joking, she couldn't sit still, so he reached out to pick her up.
Only then did Chu Yin get up from the ground, actually showing a trace of confusion.
Only then did Lu Zhen's voice become lower, he lifted her wet forehead hair, wrapped her clothes tightly, and whispered as if coaxing, "Follow me?"
Chu Yin remained motionless.
"Chu Yin," Lu Zhen looked down at her, "what are you afraid of?"
"Who's afraid? I'm not afraid," Chu Yin had probably caught a cold from the cold. Although she didn't seem to care, she put on a slightly nasal voice, "But you took me to find a place, they're afraid of you."
The 17-year-old girl raised her eyes, and even if she was in a state of embarrassment, it was as bright as a star.
Lu Zhen looked at her deeply for a long while, lowered his head and scolded swearing words, and then his tone was a little broken: "Then what the fuck do you want me to do?"
"I don't need anyone's protection, especially you, Lu Zhen - one day I will become strong enough myself, believe it or not?"
someday.
Chu Yin, who was leaning on the back of the car seat, suddenly opened her eyes.
At that time, she had no confidence, and the phrase "one day" that she boasted about Haikou turned out to be realized after a lifetime.
... At the end of the dream, that rash teenager has become the gloomy superior.
He repeated in her ear over and over again, like a madman: "Don't go, don't leave..."
His voice was hoarse, and he couldn't tell the difference for a while. Which one was more desperate, the one who spoke or the one who listened.
—Chu Yin manually cut off the memories.
Going further down, it's all unbearable.
Who would have thought that the enthusiastic teenager would eventually become the murderer who ruined her freedom.
Chu Yin lowered her long eyelashes.
Everything in this life is different, and Lu Zhen is also different from his previous life.
But she knows. It wasn't Lu Zhen who changed, it was her who changed.
And she wants to change herself.
Even if Lu Zhen changed his way, he couldn't shake her.
…
If the dog man didn't bother her, Chu Yin learned very well, and she didn't have the heart to think about other things for a few days.
Life seems to be fine if it goes on like this.
It's a pity that Pei Ziyin reappeared at the school gate after school that day. Chu Yin knew that this world was still that world, and that inexplicable people always appeared.
Pei Ziyin also changed the number of sports cars arrogantly, trying to show Chu Yin his conditions in all directions.
Chu Yin sighed with her schoolbag on her back. I want to hit someone.
When Lu Zhen followed her and slowly walked out of the teaching building, this was what he saw.
Chu Yin's fair face tightened, standing in the gentle afterglow of the setting sun, shaking her head at the boy in front of her.
Lu Zhen could see at a glance that the person in the photo that day was standing in front of her.
At that time, he was sitting next to Chu Yin... very close.
Lu Zhen's pupils slowly darkened.
A kind of irritability that has no position suddenly rises, bringing out the three-point hostility in the dark eyes.
Those nights of unrequited pain are also unique.
It was unknown, it was the secret connection between him and her. Even the pain was his own.
So, treat him as despicable.
Even if she doesn't like it.
Chu Yin's dislike of him should also be unique, and should not be coveted and divided by others.
…
Chu Yin was very helpless to Pei Ziyin. He didn't know what kind of stimulation he was getting, and he was more persistent than last time.
"I'm not saying you're bad, but I just want to learn."
Pei Ziyin: "What conditions are you dissatisfied with? Your classmate said that there are better conditions in school than me, where? I—"
Before he could finish his sentence, someone suddenly grabbed his collar and pulled him back.
Pei Ziyin snorted "I'm sloppy", and broke away suddenly, and when he turned back, he was about to scold: "Fuck you—"
Lu Zhen stared at him coldly.
Pei Ziyin's voice suddenly became hoarse in his throat - Lu Zhen? !
He can yell at anyone, but Lu Zhen can't. Their Pei family still depends on the Lu family for meals in this city.
Pei Ziyin's voice turned awkwardly and laughed dryly: "This, Brother Zhen? You have something to do with me, I—"
Lu Zhen's voice was like ice slag: "I have something to do. Get out."
Pei Ziyin was stupid, his back was hairy for a moment, and he didn't know where he had offended him.
But under Lu Zhen's gaze like a dead man, he didn't dare to say a word, and immediately jumped into the sports car and drove away.
"..." Chu Yin also wanted to leave.
After the confession and rejection, this is the first time the two have faced each other.
The young man's expression was slightly sad, as if he was not resting well, and his eye sockets became deeper. Because of the high brow bone, a shadow was cast from above.
After being stared at by Chu Yin for a second, Lu Zhen's heart began to get out of control again.
The broken dream and reality were intertwined, and the nerves were like being stabbed with a knife. Lu Zhen's brain was hurting, but he forced himself to laugh: "I'm sorry."
Jealousy was ugly, but he couldn't hold it back.
Chu Yin frowned at him.
... For some reason, she vaguely felt that something had happened to Lu Zhen.
In her eyes, Lu Zhen's heart began to curl up with heat, and his fingertips trembled slightly.
He suddenly wanted to confirm.
"Chu Yin." Lu Zhen called her name in a low voice, then raised his arms and spread his palms.
Under the setting sun, the boy held two candies in his hand.
One strawberry flavor, one coconut flavor.
In reality, he didn't have time to understand Chu Yin's preferences.
But in the fragment in the dream, "he" knew that Chu Yin liked coconut-flavored things.
Lu Zhen also went crazy and wanted to know.
…if those memories are true.
If his pain and remorse are real.
Chu Yin couldn't figure out his intentions, so she raised her delicate eyebrows: "I don't want it."
Lu Zhen hid his madly suppressed emotions so well, and even raised the corners of his lips: "No."
There is no need to pretend now. The most secret thoughts have been exposed, and everyone will meet with frankness.
Chu Yin was a little angry: "Lu Zhen, are you shameless?!"
"No," Lu Zhen laughed badly, his voice trembling uncontrollably, "Strawberry or coconut? Pick one and go."
Another fucking one.
Chu Yin glared at him, and then took one from his hand with a snap.
"Okay?"
Lu Zhen lowered his eyes and looked at the strawberry candy left in his palm.
His eyes burned a little red, and he slowly clenched the sugar tightly.
"… OK."