I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love

Chapter 46: He cried

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[Lu Linyuan's car is parked on the side of the road, as long as she agrees, they can go to the high-end western restaurant in front together.]

Of course Chu Yin was completely unwilling, so she changed "stop" to "burn".

In fact, "exploding" is also possible, but the risk factor is too high, and it is too conspicuous.

"No" is also ok - Lu Linyuan elegantly invited the girl to take a car to dinner, and when he turned around, the car was gone.

Hehe :) How interesting.

But Chu Yin didn't want to have any fun with him, so she chose the easiest and most effective way.

Lu Linyuan was probably also stunned, not to mention the top performance of his car. For his safety, he has been maintaining it with a lot of money.

How could it burn

The driver and special assistant were also confused, and hurriedly called someone to deal with it.

Lu Linyuan quickly recovered his expression, showing a slightly helpless smile: "What should I do, my car is angry."

When he doesn't know his identity, with his face, coupled with his demeanor and way of speaking, it can even make people feel a little flirtatious.

But now, Chu Yin just wanted to shout: pretend to be a nm! Climb for Grandpa! !

She looked into the distance, and then smiled politely: "My car is here, we have mid-term exams tomorrow, I have to go home to review, bye."

If Lu Linyuan invited her again, it would be too deliberate, and he naturally understood the truth.

So he nodded politely and smiled: "Eat better that night, don't be too tired."

Chu Yin smiled and didn't answer, turned around and got into his car and walked away.

Lu Linyuan waved his hand regretfully and kept watching the car leave.

The special assistant walked behind him and bowed slightly: "I'm really sorry, Mr. Lu, the cause of the car breakdown is still being investigated, please wait a moment, another driver is already on the way."

Lu Linyuan responded casually and suddenly asked, "When was the last vehicle inspection?"

Special Assistant: "Two weeks ago."

Lu Linyuan raised his eyebrows slightly, then waved his hand: "Let's go check."

"Yes."

Lu Linyuan originally thought that the most prominent advantage of this little girl named Chu Yin was that she was beautiful—well, looking at it up close, she was indeed very beautiful.

But after a short contact, he found it very interesting.

The little girl was completely unmoved by him.

The corners of Lu Linyuan's lips twitched slightly, and it seemed that she couldn't be regarded as an ordinary little girl.

On the way home, Chu Yin thought about Lu Linyuan.

She vaguely felt that Lu Linyuan's participation in the plot was deeper than she imagined. His relationship with Lu Zhen's mother, as well as his relationship with Lu Zhen, had many details that she hadn't paid attention to in her previous life.

Why did Lu Linyuan come to contact her? for what purpose

Wouldn't it be to help Lu Zhen come to her to do something with her...

But Chu Yin shook her head again. With what she knew about dog men, he wouldn't even mention it to others, let alone ask others for help.

... But no matter what, if the uncle and nephew dared to do something, she would be a bunch of sharks!

That night, Chu Yin did not disturb the rhythm because of Lu Linyuan's appearance. After all, the most important thing for her right now is the exam, and she even made a bet with Chang Jinggeng.

She didn't feel anything about campus honors, blood or not. Her original intention of making this bet was also because Chang Jinggeng was too stupid. She was disgusted by Chang Jinggeng's mockery of Han Chuying's words.

This time, the city's joint entrance examination, she took the first place in the city, and the reward was a single-sentence permission.

Learning Ji Kuo was a bit of a chore, but this incident shows two points - 1, her learning level is increasing day by day, and the system's evaluation of her is also increasing day by day. 2. It is absolutely not that difficult to take the first test in the city, otherwise the authority of the reward will be greater.

Xue Ji watched Chu Yin's reverse thinking, and I have to say that this host is really sharp and smart.

Because I usually play steadily, there is no need to crawl before the exam. Chu Yin down-to-earth memorized her simplified core notes, brushed a set of math papers, and then went to bed early.

She is very confident in herself.

The next day, the city's joint entrance examination finally came, and the competition between Huiwen and No. 1 middle school and two schools was put on the table.

This morning, the penguin group of No. 1 Middle School was still actively discussing:

[I actually have an impression of that Chu Yin next door, the young lady from the speech contest before is so pretty]

[Really? Then I'm a little reluctant that she was hanged and beaten by Geng God]

[@Chang Jing Geng, Geng God, how sure is the bet? ]

Chang Jinggeng: Bet with me, over your own strength

[Reassured 233]

[666 Worthy of being Geng God] [Yizhong rises! ]

The teachers at Huiwen all found that the learning atmosphere in the second year of high school was exceptionally good during the period before the exam. I don't know when it started, there was a situation among the students that they had to fight the first high school.

In the past few days, the cyber espionage battle between the two schools has also entered a white-hot stage. People from the other school are browsing the posts on both sides.

After all, for so many years, Huiwen has had a lot of exchanges with the students of No. 1 Middle School. The bet between Chu Yin and Chang Jinggeng is the focus of everyone's attention.

In the last review time of the early self-study, Class 5 classrooms quietly and hurriedly read books, even Song Zhaolin was too busy.

Chu Yin was amused by his rare burning spirit of study, and after the self-study ended, he asked him, "Are you so afraid of your brother's combo boxing?"

"Yeah!" Song Zhaolin ripped his eyes from the book reluctantly, and then said, "But it's not just because I'm afraid of being beaten! Isn't this a battle of honor! You also made a bet with the fool next door, as you My favorite tablemate, how can I hold back!"

Chu Yin applauded: "I was moved, I cried."

Song Zhaolin pointed out: "I didn't see a single tear!!"

Chu Yin smiled and packed her schoolbag, preparing to go to the exam room.

Song Zhaolin also packed up his things and lamented loudly, "I could have shared the exam room with Brother Zhen this time, but it's a pity!"

At the end of last semester, Lu Zhen only took two subjects. Although he was the first in mathematics, his total score was just moved from the penultimate examination room to the penultimate examination room, and he happened to be with Song Zhaolin.

"I originally thought that math would be driven by him. Alas, it's a pity that Brother Zhen didn't come to the exam."

Chu Yin: "...Oh."

Thinking about it, I haven't seen a dog man for several days, no wonder it feels very stable.

She didn't ask, Song Zhaolin continued to force himself: "I don't know what happened to Brother Zhen recently. Yazi, who seems to be in a very bad state, heard from the jar, he has been sleeping at home, and I don't know if he is sick..."

sleep

Chu Yin frowned slightly, unable to think of the reason for a moment.

Walking out of the classroom and walking towards the examination room, I met many students from other classes in the corridor.

As soon as they saw Chu Yin, they cheered her on: "Sister Yin, don't be under pressure! Take it easy!"

"Believe in yourself, don't be afraid!"

"You are already in our hearts!"

Obviously, the classmates had no confidence in whether she could pass the famous school tyrants in this city, and their attitude was completely encouraging. Chu Yin could not laugh or cry.

When I entered the first examination room, more than half of the students sitting here were students in the remedial class, and everyone was very familiar with them.

"Squad leader rush!" "Hang up the next door Chang Jinggeng who doesn't want to face!"

"Rush rush ah-"

Chu Yin was helpless, and let them groan for a while, then clapped her hands, "Quiet."

The whole class fell silent within three seconds.

The prestige of the squad leader is evident.

Anyone who entered the remedial class in the examination room was shocked when they saw the situation.

Sister Chu is so handsome QAQ! !

We also want to be controlled by her ah ah ah-

In the first Chinese language session in the morning, the style of the city's joint entrance exams was obviously different from that of the school's self-proposition, and the difficulty was not small.

Chu Yin sat in the first position and did it very carefully.

After the Chinese test, Jiang Yan and Han Chuying immediately came over nervously and asked her, "Yin Yin, how are you feeling?"

Chu Yin: "It's okay, it's about as difficult as I expected."

Han Chuying immediately breathed a sigh of relief: "Steady, steady, steady!"

Chu Yin laughed: "I haven't taken the math test yet."

Math is the point.

During the lunch break at noon, many Huiwen students are also studying hard. Chu Yin read the book for a while, and suddenly remembered an unsure point of knowledge, so she got up and went to the office.

When Sister Wang was away, there was only one math teacher in the office, and Chu Yin had never dealt with her.

She hesitated for a few seconds, but walked over. There was already a question from a classmate, and Chu Yin stood behind her and waited quietly.

But both the teacher and the classmates stopped, one turned back, the other looked up, and blinked at her.

Chu Yin was a little embarrassed to be seen, raised her hand to touch the tip of her nose, and explained, "I have a point of knowledge I want to ask... OK?"

If it doesn't work, she can ask Gu Qiuze, she saw him just now.

Unexpectedly, the teacher and classmates immediately said: "Yes, no problem!"

Enthusiasm is a little scary.

Chu Yin hurriedly held down the classmate: "It's alright, finish your questions first."

"No, no, no!" The classmate shook his head into a rattle, "Yin, Chu classmates, come here, come—"

What a cookie she is! Can she win glory for the school? She can't!

Who in school didn't know that Chu Yin made a bet with the other side - if my sister really lost and went to clean the school gate for No. 1 Middle School, she would cry to God!

Chu Yin was completely unaware that she had become the object of protection for the entire school.

Some people have said that Chu Yin is the most ever-changing and inexplicably harmonious person since the establishment of the school. At first, she was a high-cold school girl, and later she became a beautiful school bully. Now, she is Jin Gui's school pet.

In short, everyone loves my sister!

After two days, the city's joint entrance examination is finally over.

The test papers in the whole city are handed in and scanned uniformly, all schools will disrupt the scoring, and the results will be very objective and fair.

This is the first time that Huiwen's students attach so much importance to the average score, and all items are compared with No. 1 Middle School. The forum is full of discussions about results, and every once in a while someone will tip off.

In class this day, Song Zhaolin was playing with his mobile phone under the desk, and suddenly pressed his head: "What the hell?"

There is a new thread in the forum: [Report! ! ! My cousin is in the first middle school, he said cjg math 149! !]

The post exploded immediately, and even though it was class time, many more replies appeared in an instant.

1L: Fuck, is he a monster? !

2L: This is almost a perfect score, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

3L: Ah, I don't want Sister Yin to wipe the school gate QAQ! I'm going to make trouble! !

Chang Jinggeng's math score spread quickly. To be honest, this score is very strong for science students.

Huiwen's math results have not been announced yet, and currently Chu Yin's English literature is very high. But if Chang Jinggeng hadn't passed the math test, she would still lose the bet.

Song Zhaolin was suddenly worried.

Han Chuying ran over after class and muttered anxiously: "He can be so aggressive, he really has his capital."

The mathematics paper of the city's joint entrance examination is really difficult. The last question of about three major questions has caught up with the competition level. To be able to get 149 in the test is already inhuman.

"What should I do, if it wasn't for me talking outside, Yin Yin wouldn't come out to bet."

In order to hit Chang Jinggeng in the face, Han Chuying has worked hard like never before. But she still felt that it was Chu Yin who was implicated by herself.

Jiang Yan hugged her: "Don't blame yourself, he talks like that, and I can't help it."

Song Zhaolin also said: "Yeah! I want to go back and scold him after seeing the screenshots, you idiot!"

Having said that, the faces of several people were gloomy and gloomy.

Chu Yin smiled helplessly: "Can you guys have some confidence in me?"

The three faces suddenly turned around and looked at her eagerly.

"Sister Yin, you..." they asked cautiously, "Can you score higher than 149?"

Chu Yin smiled without saying a word.

Why not? She does it all.

A special class in high school.

Many people worship Chang Jinggeng's papers.

In this test, he scored 287 in the literature, 149 in mathematics, and was also very high in Chinese and English. He was still a well-deserved Geng God.

"Is the pretty lady next door really going to clean the school gate?"

"Hahaha, then I'm going to hand her a rag!"

The special training classes are all academic masters, and a boy said generously: "Forget it, Geng Shen, she is a girl, what can we men do? What do you think."

Chang Jinggeng sneered: "I didn't scold her at the time. She jumped out and insisted on betting with me. It is estimated that she is the daughter of the daughter who doesn't know which family, and she has a sense of presence outside."

"Aren't all girls like this? Maybe she's trying to get your attention?"

Chang Jinggeng smiled, it was not impossible.

If Chu Yin apologized to him seriously, then he could void the bet. Chang Jinggeng took out her mobile phone and was planning to @Chu Yin in that math group.

At this moment, a man came running in panting at the door of Tepeban—

"Fuck, the city's rankings are out!"

"Chu Yin Math 150!!"

This rock-shattering sound made Chang Jinggeng look up suddenly: "What?!"

Everyone in the special training class of No. 1 Middle School was also shocked: "It's funny!?"

Who knew that the person who came to report the letter didn't catch his breath, and the next sentence was even more powerful!

— "Chu Yin is the first in the city! The total score is 731!!"

At the same time, the whole school of Huiwen fell into a carnival.

In this city-wide joint test, Chu Yin ranked first in the three subjects of monoclonal antibody alone, and maintained a heaven-defying level in mathematics and English—all full marks!

She smashed the face of the straight male cancer scholar next door ruthlessly, ruthlessly, and madly with her scores.

[Do not! ashamed! Yes! Yin! sister! ! ]

[On behalf of the whole school, I send a rose of love to Sister Yin! ! ]

[Ah, I'm so cool, it's like I got the first place in the city! ! ]

[Me too! ! ! Why is it so hot for just one exam! ]

Although the average score of Huiwen is still one point and one point, but the first place is with them!

Now everyone can't wait to see Chang Jinggeng coming to clean the school gate! !

The city's rankings were announced to all schools, and as soon as the results came out, the math penguin group where Chang Jinggeng was in immediately poured out countless people.

[Hahahahahahahaha sorry]

[Ha ha ha ha ha ha, it means to laugh at [呲 tooth]]

[@huiwen-high school liberal arts-Chu Yin, warm congratulations to classmate Chu who won the first place on behalf of our girls! ! ]

[@一中-Second year liberal arts-Chang Jinggeng, come on boss, willing to admit defeat? Go wipe it tonight]

Chang Jinggeng didn't believe that Chu Yin could actually pass him? !

He never thought about cleaning the school gates—how could it be

Chang Jinggeng has been in this city since he was born, and has been a famous genius scholar since childhood. Let him clean the school gate for Huiwen? !

Chang Jinggeng: [Did I say I accept the bet? ]

[Funny, you are all looking for trouble from beginning to end, okay?]

[It's only a point difference, I did make a mistake this time, it doesn't mean that Chu Yin is better than me]

Someone in the group immediately scolded him: [Can't you afford to lose? ! ]

[Why don't you show your male status now? Repent now is it a man? ]

The chat record was posted to Huiwen's forum, and the group was angry, and everyone was scolding Chang Jinggeng for being irresponsible.

By the time the matter reached Chu Yin's ears, Chang Jinggeng had already been completely broken.

Han Chuying sent her a WeChat message: [Look at this shameless man! ! Today's Fear Man achievement is achieved! ]

[Chang Jinggeng: Anyway, I won't wipe the school gate of Huiwen]

[Chang Jinggeng: Who wants to wipe, I can pay for the washing spirit, hehe]

Chu Yin: "..."

A fool is indeed a fool.

She thought for two seconds, then opened the script.

[… After the results of the joint entrance examination were announced, Chu Yin won the bet. Chang Jinggeng was accustomed to being arrogant and directly regretted it, which caused dissatisfaction in the whole school of Huiwen. …]

It's not easy to deal with such a person.

Chu Yin grabbed the light pen, marked "directly" and changed it to "no".

—The integrity of straight male cancer, come to protect √

On that day, Huiwen students scolded Chang Jinggeng for a day.

When school is over, but at the school gate—

I saw Chang Jinggeng who was carrying a bucket and a rag with a sad face.

- "Fuck."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha."

"Damn, I'm going to take a picture hahahaha"

"It's your fault, brother dei, I didn't expect you to be so strong!"

Han Chuying pulled Chu Yin to the window and admired Chang Jinggeng's posture of cleaning the school gate for a long time, and laughed so much that she almost fell from the window.

Chu Yin pulled her back to the safe zone, and then smiled: "Relieved?"

"So relieved!" Han Chuying said, "Wuuuu is indeed my goddess!"

In the future, Yin Yin must always be the first! Not only the first in the city, but also the first in the province! Finally, the college entrance examination is a champion again!

Go to the pinnacle of life!

The news that Chang Jinggeng came to clean the gate of Huiwen school has been rumored for a long time.

After everyone finally got tired of eating melons, someone sighed.

"Unfortunately, if Brother Zhen also takes the exam, will cjg only be third in math?"

"It's possible hahaha"

"Then he'll be even more angry~"

"By the way, why do I feel like I haven't seen Brother Zhen for a long time?"

"To tell you the truth, I also..."

Lu Zhen looked down at his phone.

Chu Yin took the exam first in the city and bet to win the next door's top student. The whole school praised her.

Lu Zhen smiled with his lips hooked. great.

The teenager sat on the edge of the bed, the white T-shirt on his body was loose, and the exposed skin was very pale, and he could see the pale blue blood vessels under the skin.

After hesitating for a long time, he couldn't help but sent a congratulatory message to Chu Yin.

[congratulations]

The news was sent out, and before a little excitement climbed to the top of my heart, a deeper and more tragic dull pain surfaced again.

Lu Zhen touched his heart.

This is good, this pain, has nothing to do with her.

As of today, Lu Zhen has lost count of how many fragments he has dreamed about.

Innumerable faces, inexhaustible emotions, mixed like broken glass. And he knelt on the ground to pick it up, and his fingers were cut with countless blood.

In the last broken dream just now, he saw... his mother.

Faded beauty, trance, mumbling something.

Lu Zhen woke up in shock and suddenly realized that he seemed to have found the ticket to the second dream.

Just like that day, after he confessed under the moon, he ushered in his first dream. Lu Zhen had a hunch that he could find the answer from his mother.

Find the greatest pain in the pain, and then... understand everything.

Lu Zhen got up, took off his wrinkled clothes, and pulled out his coat from the closet with his upper body naked.

A voice subconsciously asked.

…Want to walk in

into that black hole.

If you don't get to the bottom of it, you don't know, and you just pass by pretending to be dumb.

Now he can, simply, wait for the girl he likes to text him back.

Although there was little hope, he could still pursue it.

Lu Zhen tightened his fingers holding the wardrobe, and two or three blue veins stretched out on the back of his hand.

That cold voice calling him to die that night came to mind again.

Can he still deceive himself? After knowing that it might be true.

Lu Zhen pinched the corner of his clothes and put on his clothes, his eyes half-closed under his loose black hair.

Even if you know you will die.

He has to take it too.

outside the nursing home.

When the nurse saw Young Master Lu walking in from the darkness, she was a little surprised.

Lu Zhen nodded lightly, didn't say hello, didn't alarm anyone, and went upstairs quietly as he had done countless times in the past.

Su Yumin hasn't rested yet.

Through the glass of the ward door, Lu Zhen saw her sitting on the head of the bed, staggeringly looking at the moon outside the window.

Since she started showing resistance many years ago, Lu Zhen hasn't walked in front of her for a long, long time.

But today, Lu Zhen held the door handle and slowly opened the door.

Su Yumin didn't notice him at first.

When she found out, Lu Zhen had already walked to her bedside, and the tall and silent boy cast a shadow.

Su Yumin's eyes widened, and then she suddenly began to shrink back. The tranquility on her body was broken, and her expression looked very frightened and resisted.

Usually, once Lu Zhen saw her look like this, he would definitely avoid it.

But this time he suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed his mother's thin wrist.

The flashing picture in the dream slowly overlapped with the woman's face at the moment.

Lu Zhen took a breath and asked in a low voice, "What are you afraid of?"

Su Yumin's hand suddenly trembled.

Lu Zhen used the most patience and waited quietly.

I don't know how long it took, until Lu Zhen felt that his life was almost over, and he suddenly heard Su Yumin's whisper.

Mumbling, low-pitched... Lu Zhen couldn't hear it clearly in his dream.

Now, finally heard.

In the middle of the night, Chu Yin saw Lu Zhen's message after finishing his homework.

Without beginning or end, it took her two seconds to understand that she was talking about the fact that she took the exam first in the city.

Chu Yin snorted in her heart.

Dog man, the dog is chirping.

Chu Yin suddenly swept across his WeChat name, which he couldn't guess before, but now he is suddenly self-taught.

Four letters, facing her WeChat name.

It turned out that Lu Zhen had been hinting at it from a very early time.

… a dog man.

Chu Yin replied casually, then threw away the phone and went to bed.

Looking at it now, although the dog man has not given up completely, it is indeed very different from his previous life.

If Lu Zhen doesn't grow crooked again in this life, and doesn't turn into the paranoid and crazy appearance that he later became, then in this life, they will probably gradually forget about time.

She may completely forget this... the person who left the most indelible mark in her life.

And after being silently sharked so many times, he finally walked on without knowing anything. I don’t remember past love and grudges, and I don’t know the grudges in this life.

In this way, a person slowly forgets his care, and a person no longer takes a fork in the road.

All enthusiasm turned to ashes... It can also be considered a kind of happiness in this world.

With the exceptionally bright moonlight tonight, Chu Yin thought about a lot of things inexplicably.

Then, amid all kinds of emotions, he gradually fell asleep.

After a long time, there was a clear, long breath in the room, and the girl fell asleep on the bed.

At this moment, deep in her brain, a familiar "di-" suddenly sounded.

"drop-"

In the early morning, Lu Zhen opened his eyes from the bed.

The world is quiet.

And his eyes, dark, hollow, like a wasteland.

Lu Zhen lay there without moving for a long time, like a corpse.

Finally the dream came to an end. Finally got out of the black hole. Finally got the result you were looking for.

But in the end, it was heartbreaking, and the body was broken.

… betrayal, injury, mental torture…

Those miserable people couldn't help themselves, and they didn't speak from the heart.

Countless nights of screaming in pain while holding her.

Self-control and loss of control. Love and pain.

And after she left that year, many years of walking dead, until it ended alone.

One knife at a time, cut through blood vessels and flesh.

... At the age of 17, on the night of early summer, Lu Zhen knew the trajectory of his life.

In other words, the desperate man finally knelt down and returned to the year when he was 17 years old.

There is no joy in coming back from the dead. No luck in doing it all over again.

He was just in ashes, thinking desperately—

She had a good life.

clever. excellent. Bright like a light.

She doesn't need me.

so good.

The next morning, Chu Yin pushed open the door and walked out.

Under the opposite wall, stood a black-clothed boy.

The fabric on Lu Zhen's shoulders was dark and wet with dew, as if he had stood there all night. His cheeks were cold and white, the tear mole at the end of his eye was red and hot, and his forehead blocked his vision.

Chu Yin frowned for a moment, then walked up to him and asked, "What's wrong?"

The sound is the same as before.

Lu Zhen shuddered all over, restrained his gaze, and every inch of desire oozes from his bone marrow, even his eyes are dry and burning.

Fresh, good, she...

His fingertips trembled for a long time, and he didn't dare to lift it up and touch her lightly.

Chu Yin couldn't wait for an answer, so she raised her eyes impatiently: "You—"

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly saw that a tear rolled down Lu Zhen's right eye.

… He cried.

Is Lu Zhen crying

The young man walked away quickly.

From that day on, Chu Yin discovered that Lu Zhen, from her life,

Disappeared.