I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love

Chapter 58: redemption

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Chu Yin had a dream, and the dream contained some conversations.

"...Only you, who have to be trapped by my side, are mine until death."

"Be careful to die in my hands first..."

Lu Zhen smiled, leaned over and said something in her ear.

Chu Yin couldn't hear it clearly.

This is the afterimage of the previous life before death, and now I suddenly recall it in my dream.

What did Lu Zhen say at that time? …

Chu Yin was wandering in the dream, and for some reason, the voice in his ear suddenly became clearer.

It turned out that that day, Lu Zhen was in her ear, his voice suppressed the despair that no one knew, and he said:

- "My life, you can take it at any time."

The voice was hoarse, which overlapped with the voice of the young man in the fire many years later.

- "This life, I gave it back to you."

"!"

Chu Yin suddenly opened his eyes—

Lu Zhen was also reborn.

This was her first thought when she woke up.

Then her pupils gradually focused, and she slowly saw the pure white ceiling above her head.

The hospital's unique smell of disinfectant floated in the air, the curtains were drawn, and the winter sunlight filtered through and fell on her, making her warm.

That fire was probably Lu Linyuan's alternative plan. He knew that he might not be able to win Chu Yin, so if he failed, simply destroying it directly would drive Lu Zhen crazy.

But the fire can be so smooth, since she was trapped and rescued by Lu Zhen, Chu Yin seemed to be able to feel the traces of the plot.

It's like knowing in the dark that this happens all the time.

Chu Yin stared blankly for a while with his eyes open.

When Chu Shi came in from the outside, she found that she was awake, and immediately ran to call the doctor very excited. Then he lay down on the head of Chu Yin's bed and asked softly, "How is Yin Yin feeling? Is there any pain?"

Chu Yin hooked the corner of his lips and shook his head.

Lu Zhen came in time, and later hugged her whole body in his arms. Chu Yin was not burned, but his throat was swollen and painful because of the smoke inhalation.

She swallowed hard for a few saliva before asking softly, "Where's Lu Zhen?"

Lu Zhen's last figure, the terrifying collapse in the fire, and the sound of broken bones are still unforgettable now.

Chu Shi's expression froze for a moment, then got up to give way to the doctor, bowing his head and saying nothing.

When he learned that Chu Yin was trapped in the fire, his mentality collapsed.

Even if he wanted to rush over to save people immediately, it was too late. Chu Shi directly threw away the company's affairs, and rushed over while collapsing.

Two people were pulled out of the fire scene. Although Chu Yin's face was covered in ashes, when Chu Shi rushed to the stretcher, she found that her breathing was steady and there was no major problem on her body, and her heart fell heavily.

And the other person rescued...

When he saw Lu Zhen, that person had completely lost consciousness. The entire back was bloody, and the bones showed an unnatural twist.

Chu Shi heard someone say that the beams of the house had collapsed. At the last moment, Lu Zhen jumped on Chu Yin and used himself as a human wall to block everything for Chu Yin...

It took him a long time to digest this fact.

Lu Zhen, the future heir of the Lu family, a top chaebol, it is not an exaggeration to say that he is a daughter of gold. In order to save his sister, he actually gave up his own life.

During the time when Chu Yin woke up, Chu Shi repeatedly recalled the dream he had, and began to doubt deeply. Would such a person really hurt his sister

The doctor gave Chu Yin a simple examination, and there was nothing wrong with her. "Don't be afraid, it's all over. After taking care of her in two days, she will be able to go home, little sister."

Chu Yin nodded: "Thank you."

Chu Shi didn't answer her question just now, which made Chu Yin have a bad premonition. She stretched out her hand, grabbed the doctor's hem, and asked, "Where are the people who came out of the fire with me...?"

"Oh, that boy?" The doctor looked at her gently and said, "It's okay, your life is saved—don't think about it, take care of yourself first."

This is simply, can't think about it.

How serious does the injury have to be for even the "life saved" to be "alright"

Chu Yin has now understood.

She used to think in the wrong direction, thinking that other special energy fluctuations would be like her and have special golden fingers. But now she suddenly realized that in addition to Goldfinger, she could be reborn like her.

Lu Zhen also remembered everything.

"So, what is he like?" Chu Yin said with a little difficulty.

Chu Shi sighed, unable to lie in her bright eyes: "Lu Zhen... The spinal bone was smashed and fractured, resulting in severe nerve damage and complete paralysis... "

Chu Yin stared at him motionless.

Chu Shi also had a swollen throat, and said very difficultly: "In short, he became a vegetable..."

Chu Yin closed his eyes.

Breathing a little hot, as if still in that fire.

... Give her your life, who the hell made you use such a tragic way

They managed to get all the truth out of the way.

Chu Shi held Chu Yin's hand and said warmly, "Listen to the doctor, don't think too much. Whatever the status of the Lu family, famous doctors from all over the world will be transferred to treat Lu Zhen, don't worry."

Chu Yin nodded with her eyes closed, her chin tucked into the quilt, and she looked very good.

But the slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The Lu family has experienced unprecedented turmoil.

First, the two sides seized power and fought at night, then one went to prison and the other went to the hospital.

The heir became a vegetative person, lying on a hospital bed and relying on instruments to continue his life.

Mr. Lu's "serious illness" was supposed to be fake, but all of a sudden, he was really about to fall ill.

He didn't know if God punished him for this lousy old man. First, he asked his own son to leave, and now he dragged his only grandson to the gate of hell. Seeing Lu Zhen lying in the icu with the tube inserted, Mr. Lu's hair turned white.

The secretary next to him supported the trembling old man: "Dong Lu, the more this happens, the more you have to hold on! Young master, he will definitely wake up!"

Old Man Lu's face was old, as if he had aged several decades overnight.

When Lu Zhen told him about his plan, he hesitated. The reason is that Lu Linyuan's performance in the past few decades has been too tight, and his ambitions have been moderate. But it turned out that everything Lu Zhen told him was fulfilled one by one, and even he was startled by how deep his young son dipped in the limelight of the Lu family.

Lu Zhen's wrist was stern, and he cut down the obstacles to his future with a single slash.

But if Mr. Lu had known that the price of all this would be like this, he would rather let Lu Linyuan take over the company so that his grandson could grow up safely.

The girl that Lu Zhen rescued...

He was speechless. The biggest self-restraint is not to trouble the Chu family, but that's all.

The old man Lu sighed deeply, and his son and grandson will end up on the woman's body in the end.

sinful...

"Haven't the experts from the United States arrived yet?"

"Landing tonight."

"Well, pick them up directly on the ground and arrange the best hotel for them."

"Yes!"

Lu Zhen's ward gathered all the top doctors that could be found using the Lu family's forces.

Everyone studied his CT film for a day and a night, but the situation was still not optimistic.

When there were few people, Chu Yin went downstairs and walked from her ward to the severely ill side.

Outside Lu Zhen's ward, surrounded by layers of bodyguards, she couldn't get through.

Learning Ji Youyou went online: "All of this is really familiar..."

Chu Yin asked, "Do you know each other? Has this happened before?"

Xue Ji Biao said such a specious statement, and then stopped talking.

Chu Yin was too lazy to pay attention to it, so she walked forward slowly, and the bodyguard stopped her immediately.

"Little sister, you can't go there."

Chu Yin pursed his lips: "I am his... classmate."

"Neither classmates, the young master is not allowed to visit."

The bodyguard next to her recognized her, "You were that day..."

The young master was just trying to save the girl in front of him, his spine was broken by the beam, and now he is lying on the hospital bed. but…

The bodyguard looked at the girl in front of him.

She was wearing a hospital gown, which was loose, her slender neck extending from the neckline, a kind of fragile beauty. This face is very delicate, the skin is as delicate as porcelain, and the eyes are beautiful.

He could suddenly understand why the young master did that.

This girl really drives me crazy.

I don't know why, although the previous eldest young master was excellent and mature, the people below always felt that he was like an accurate machine. The young master who rushed into the sea of flames desperately just to save his sweetheart... that really made them admire.

The bodyguard sighed: "Let me tell you something, the young master's condition is not very good. The expert consultation has been going on for a day and a night, and there is no diagnosis, so little sister, you..."

"Wait if you want. If you don't want to, no one can accuse you of this."

In fact, he overheard the conversation between the dean of the hospital and the head nurse. If the young master's situation can be improved, it is already a medical miracle.

Chu Yin paused for a few seconds, then nodded in thanks, and then turned to leave.

It's ok.

Experts can't, she can.

The fact that Lu Zhen was seriously injured and turned into a vegetative state was covered to death at first.

However, the bloody storm of the Lu family's seizure of power has just ended, and Lu Linyuan was jailed under the flashlights of the reporters, but Lu Zhen, the heir to the battle, failed to show up. The city's reporters scratched their heads and stayed for several days, and finally got the news from the leaked nurse.

Furthermore, Zhi couldn't hold the fire, and news of Lu Zhen's hospitalization spread like wildfire.

Although I don't know the specific circumstances, the injury is so serious that I can't show my face.

The whole school of Huiwen soon learned the news.

[My brother Zhen, ah]

[Although I didn't vote for you in the school draft this year, you are still my ex-husband! ! ! ]

[Brother Zhen, don't be in trouble, woo woo woo]

The insiders of the wealthy know more information. The Liang family originally planned to marry the Lu family, and they paid a lot of attention to Lu Zhen. After several days of infiltration, they finally found out the real news about Lu Zhen, but they didn't expect it to be so serious.

Liang Yueqi was in a very complicated mood.

Although she was never able to get this person, but now that he was destroyed, Liang Yueqi still felt a sense of regret.

Fu Mingxuan and other wealthy daughters who had plans for Lu Zhen came to check on her, but this matter was a big deal. She was mentioned by her grandfather. talk to anyone.

Song Zhaolin knew more than others through his brother. He even knew... that Chu Yin was there that night, and Lu Zhen's spine was broken because he wanted to protect Chu Yin from injury.

After Chu Yin returned to school, her classmates thought she was on vacation, but she didn't explain too much. Just as he was sorting out his notes, he heard Song Zhaolin beside him burst into tears.

Chu Yin looked over.

Song Zhaolin sobbed: "Sister Yin, Brother Zhen, he is very serious."

Although he knew he couldn't go into details, he couldn't help but feel sad.

Chu Yin sighed.

There are still a few days left for the final exam, and she must hurry.

… get permission.

Song Zhaolin looked at her in shock, Chu Yin didn't seem to be affected at all, even if Lu Zhen was trying to save her...

He has always known that Chu Yin is a very ruthless person, and this kind of ruthlessness is really handsome and cool, and he also knows that it is not Chu Yin who asked Brother Zhen to save her, she is not obliged to do anything. But maybe, he was just too sentimental. He was very sad when he thought of the once-incomparable youth who was now lying on the bed full of tubes.

Chu Yin stopped writing, sighed, and turned to look at Song Zhaolin: "I'm praying."

Song Zhaolin took a breath and said, "Huh?"

Chu Yin said: "I asked people, the senior students who are about to take the college entrance examination are very good at praying. As long as they study hard, the Buddha will hear it."

Song Zhaolin's eyes lit up: "Really!!"

-fake.

But Hamby would believe it.

Chu Yin touched his head: "So let's study."

In the next few days, Song Zhaolin actually started to study hard.

And Chu Yin's speed in brushing questions was comparable to that of the devil.

The final exam is over, and it's finally time to go back to school to collect the results.

During this period of time, Lu Zhen's actual situation was dug up bit by bit, causing uproar everywhere.

It is reported that the only heir of the Lu family suddenly discovered cancer and is receiving treatment recently.

There are also gossips that the sole heir was unable to show up because of too much pressure and mental problems.

There are all kinds of sayings, all kinds, and each has its own tragic method.

After the results were announced, Chu Yin's individual subjects were still very high. Although several large and small incidents have occurred this semester, fortunately, she has a solid foundation and works hard enough, and her grades are still top-notch.

After the results of English, mathematics, and comprehensive literature were all announced, Chu Yin was already firmly in first place.

But she couldn't relax, because the learning task released by the system this time was not the first in the test, but a score of 700.

The final exam of senior three is in line with the college entrance examination, and the difficulty factor is not low. At present, Chu Yin has obtained 561 points in three major subjects, and the last remaining language is the subject she is least good at.

She needs to get 139...

When the language results were announced, Jiang Yan ran over excitedly: "Yin Yin! You are a perfect composition!"

Chu Yin raised her eyes, "What about the total score?"

Jiang Yan: "One hundred and four! It's amazing!!"

Chu Yin suddenly let out a sigh of relief, and only then did he feel exhausted.

Knowing that her language is weak, she has been specializing in language these days. She only wrote half of the composition material, which seems to be useful.

"Di - [Final Exam 700+] task completed, congratulations to the host for obtaining the [Change Single Sentence] permission~"

"Master, what are you going to use it for~"

Chu Yin: "Return the things."

Xue Ji did not understand: "What?"

Chu Yin: "Fate."

Lu Zhen returned her, but she didn't want it. She would rather Lu Zhen wake up and explain everything clearly.

Xue Ji watched coldly and suddenly said, "Host, haven't you always wanted the male lead to die?"

Chu Yin: "But this time, Lu Zhen saved me from dying, okay?"

Xue Ji: "What if he died accidentally?"

Chu Yin: "Shut up."

I don't want to think, I don't want to answer.

...and don't want him to die.

She looked at the script and wrote, [The experts finally gave up regretfully and said they were powerless].

Chu Yin drew a long line and crossed out all these words.

She wrote: [Lu Zhen has recovered, which is a medical miracle.]

"God" is so unreasonable.

Because she has super powers.

Mr. Lu was worried and lost a lot of hair.

People from all walks of life are peeping at the future of the Lu family.

If Lu Zhen really fell, even if Mr. Lu was healthy, the Lu family would have no successor, and he would inevitably end up in the dark.

Various wealthy families are watching silently, and the Song family is one of them.

There is nothing special about it, but Song Yanchuan was a little surprised to see Song Zhaolin's unusually diligent study these days.

However, after observing for a while, he found that Song Zhaolin would hold the pen to his chest when he wrote for ten minutes, closed his eyes and recited something with a sincere expression on his face.

Song Yanchuan simply suspected that he had joined a cult.

I walked over and overheard and found that he was saying: "God, God, Buddha, bless Brother Zhen through this difficult time, at least restore consciousness, Amen, Hallelujah, Amitabha!"

Song Yanchuan: "..."

You fucking pray that your intelligence is at a normal level.

Song Yanchuan went to the balcony and lit a cigarette.

He didn't expect the situation in front of him. He never expected that the "Son of Heaven" would end up like this in the end.

Song Yanchuan knew more details because he stood on Lu Zhen's side and had a complete friendship with the Lu family. Judging from the current medical level, Lu Zhen is basically useless.

Even if he could regain consciousness, he would still be half paralyzed, and that would be the case for the rest of his life.

That's right, it's impossible for God to choose all the time...

the same moment.

Outside Lu Zhen's ward, the bodyguard rushed out excitedly: "Young master is awake! Hurry up and tell master, young master is awake!"

Lu Zhen opened his eyes.

The muscles all over the body are very stiff, it must be because of lying down for too long.

It took him a few seconds to sort out the situation, realizing that this was a hospital ward.

Before losing consciousness, the pain of being almost cut in the middle disappeared.

He felt it slowly, and found that his whole body was normal. As if he had never died once.

… The boiling sea of fire, the girl in my arms, the cold kiss, the tearing pain, whizzed through my mind.

Lu Zhen was silent for a moment.

Then suddenly started laughing.

Uncontrollable laughter, trembling all over.

It was Chu Yin.

... She didn't let him die.

It was a miracle, and it was done by her own hands.

The news of Lu Zhen's recovery was even more tightly covered by the news that he was paralyzed from a serious injury.

After the ecstasy, Old Man Lu issued a strict gag order, and no one was allowed to tell Lu Zhen's situation, otherwise he would be dragged into the laboratory for anatomical observation.

With such a severe filing injury and nerve damage all over his body, he actually stood up intact.

Grandpa Lu has experienced strong winds and waves in his life, but at this time he almost cried when he saw him.

"Grandpa, I'm fine." Lu Zhen handed the old man a tissue.

He really didn't think about other consequences, but Chu Yin's life and his own life were put together, and he would definitely choose the former without hesitation.

Mr. Lu didn't dare to blame him at all, Lu Zhen was already blessed by the Bodhisattva when he got better. He has decided to set aside a large sum of money to invest in building a temple to repay God's kindness to their Lu family.

"Since it's done, don't stay in the unfortunate place like the hospital. The conditions for going home are the same. Grandpa has made arrangements."

Lu Zhen smiled.

"No hurry, just wait."

He has other important things to do.

Late night vip ward.

The corridor was quiet, and everyone was emptied, as if they were waiting for someone to come.

In the early morning, the door was silently pushed open, and a slender figure wearing a large hood walked in.

Lu Zhen leaned on the head of the bed with a book on his lap.

He has been groomed again, his black hair is clean and smooth, his cheeks are cold and white, and the ends of his eyes are adorned with maroon moles. He restrained his sternness, like a quiet and gentle boy. Lu Zhen turned slightly to see her approaching, then threw the book aside.

Chu Yin pulled a chair over, sat down, took off his hood, and folded his arms to look at him.

Lu Zhen lowered his eyes gently.

The eyes of the two people crossed, like a silent confrontation.

After a lifetime of testing and guessing, I finally understand... We are all that year.

"Chu Yin." Lu Zhen called her.

Softly, separated by two lifetimes.

Chu Yin lightly squeezed the corner of her clothes.

"First of all," she said, "I saved you because it's not over. It's nothing else. Don't think too much."

Lu Zhen's eyes fell on her face without blinking: "Which aspect?"

He paused and said, "What I think may be the more aspects."

Chu Yin: "...you are so shameless."

Lu Zhen laughed: "No more."

Life is picked up, what is the importance of the face.

The most important thing in this life is the person in front of you.

only you.

Chu Yin turned his face aside.

The ward was quiet, save for the faint sound of medical equipment working.

After a long time, Chu Yin turned back, suddenly feeling a little excited.

She endured too long.

"So you kept me by your side because Lu Linyuan wanted to attack me? But can't you tell me? You are getting worse and worse, like a lunatic, doubting this and that, I really want to kill you. Lu Zhen."

Lu Zhen was still smiling, but his eyes gradually became a little scarlet.

The people he loves accuse him of grievances in front of him, and these grievances are all caused by him.

There is nothing more heartbreaking than this.

"Do you know that you are really hateful? Do you think you are strong when you carry so many things? Or do you think I don't deserve to know? I only deserve to stay with you obediently? Lu Zhen, I fucking... "

There was no wound on the back, but Lu Zhen still felt the pain of being torn.

He wanted to say, because I...

"I can't say it."

Lu Zhen was startled suddenly.

As soon as these words fell, Chu Yin seemed to be provoked, suddenly stood up, and pointed his trembling fingertips at him, recklessly venting his grievances for two lifetimes.

"Can't say it? You think it's hard to say it? Are you more dirty than Lu Linyuan, why can't you say it? Say something and you can die? Do you think this is a qualified reason, will I believe it after I've been suffocated for so long? Lu Zhen , are you fucking putting me off?!"

At the end, she almost cried.

I've never cared.

On that night of that year, when she saw Lu Zhen, she was originally... so happy. I even secretly regretted that I didn't make up. After college, Lu Zhen still always came to her, and then disappeared for a while. She suddenly appeared that day. She wanted to scold him and then invite him to eat ice.

But from that day on, for the next few years, they all got along day and night.

But she never saw the boy she was so moved by.

You can die. But who will pay her back

Lu Zhen's eyes were red and bloodshots crawled, and then he said hoarsely: "Because of the rules of this world... I can't explain it."

But now, he can speak.

Lu Zhen clearly realized something, and the hand hanging on the quilt began to tremble.

"My consciousness and... 'personality' are constantly merging, and when I can't control it, it will get out of control. And I... can't explain it, because it's the rule."

This world is a book, and Lu Zhen's character is... a paranoid hero who fell in love with Bai Yueguang at first sight, could not ask for anything, and was blackened and imprisoned. According to the plot, he and Bai Yueguang are destined to be rough and sad, and finally end bleak.

But his self-consciousness was awakened, and he tried to resist the collision. The possessiveness, jealousy, and desire for control in the human design increased exponentially, and the self in the body could only be suppressed.

Chu Yin rubbed her eyes and said with a slightly nasal voice: "How about cheating? Then why can you explain it now?"

… yes. why.

Lu Zhen suddenly laughed, his eyes were slightly curved, and a tear gently fell down the corner of his eye.

Because the ban is gone...

Lu Zhen understood the reason almost instantly, he laughed until he wanted to cry.

He wanted to break free from the rules of the world by death.

But the "god" who jumped out of the rules, rewrote the story with his own hands and gave him new life.

—So from now on, she became his rule.

Chu Yin took him with him and jumped out of the circle.

Lu Zhen suddenly held Chu Yin's hand and pulled it gently, and she fell on top of him unexpectedly.

"What are you doing?!"

Lu Zhen's hands were trembling, he held her little face, and kissed her on the forehead gently and reverently.

A lifetime of suffering was redeemed by her own hands.

From now on, you are my world.

"I won't lose control anymore," Lu Zhen hugged the person in his arms and kissed her cheek lightly, "Just still... I love you to the point of madness."