The snow was not heavy, but after walking for a while, there was still a layer of white on my hair and shoulders.
After turning a corner, Guan Zhiyi looked up, and the door of Qi Chengyan's house appeared in front of her. She shook her body, frowned and turned around.
But after walking a few steps, he turned back.
Otherwise, let's meet and say "Happy New Year"
She struggled dizzily for a while, and finally sent a message to Qi Chengyan. The message was deleted, deleted, and finally wrote: [I have something for you, brother, come to the door]
After posting, she couldn't stand anymore and leaned against the wall beside her.
Saying you want something for him is actually an excuse.
Guan Zhiyi reached out and took out his pocket, what should I give him...
In the next second, she grabbed out a few candies, which were picked up on the coffee table just now.
Card wipe.
A few minutes later, there was the sound of the door opening inside.
"Xiao Wu?" Qi Chengyan's voice came over.
Guan Zhiyi's heart skipped a beat, her eyes lit up, and she quickly walked out from behind the wall, "Here!"
Standing at the door, Qi Chengyan was stunned when he saw Guan Zhiyi with snowflakes on his shoulders and head: "Didn't you bring an umbrella?"
"forget."
Qi Chengyan frowned, stepped forward and grabbed her wrist to lead her into the house.
However, Guan Zhiyi stood still and said, "I'm not going into the house, I'm just passing by. By the way, I'll give you a few candies."
As she spoke, she took out a few toffees from her pocket and put them in Qi Chengyan's hands.
Qi Chengyan glanced down and laughed, "Just to pass some candies? Isn't it cold to come out like this?"
"It's not cold, I was going to do some shopping, and I wish you a Happy New Year by the way." Guan Zhiyi took a step back, "Then I'll be leaving first."
Guan Zhiyi waved his hands and swayed his body. Qi Chengyan noticed something was wrong, and took a careful look at her, "Are you drinking?"
Guan Zhiyi nodded sincerely: "I drank a lot."
"Should I praise you?"
"What does it matter at home, and it's my dad's treasured red wine, if you don't drink it, you will lose money!"
In this way, Qi Chengyan really couldn't refute it. He looked at her and disagreed: "Since you drink too much, don't go out to buy things."
"Take a walk to clear up the alcohol."
"Then where are you going to buy it?"
Guan Zhiyi pointed back, "It's the convenience store in the park."
"Is there anyone else in the store today?"
"Yes, they are on duty, and there are people there every year. Brother! You haven't come back for a long time, don't you know?" Guan Zhiyi had a smile on his face, but he forced himself to look away from his face, " Well... I'm done talking, then I'll go first. "
"Wait." Qi Chengyan called to stop her.
"Um?"
Qi Chengyan didn't say anything, but went straight back into the house. After a while, he took out an umbrella and said, "Let's go."
"what?"
"I'll go to the convenience store with you." Qi Chengyan opened an umbrella beside her, and knocked her on the head casually, "I still have to go shopping like this, and I'm not afraid of falling."
It was cold, and so was his voice. But why, she feels that the whole world is warm...
"Then... Grandpa and the others are still at home, is it okay for you to leave like this?"
"It's okay, I've almost eaten."
"Oh."
"What are you going to buy?"
Guan Zhiyi didn't even know what to buy, so she thought about it and said something nonsense: "I want to eat ice cream!"
"what?"
"I can't stop it! I just want to eat so much all of a sudden, so I'm going to buy it!" Guan Zhiyi pulled his sleeve and tried to pull him out, giving him no room to refuse.
The convenience store is not far away, and the two of them walked for about ten minutes. After entering the store, the heating came oncoming, and Guan Zhiyi was dizzy from the blowing.
It's just right to have an ice cream sober!
So she took three at once, and handed one of them to Qi Chengyan.
Qi Chengyan didn't pick it up, but commanded like a child, "I won't eat it, but you can eat one too, and put these two back."
Guan Zhiyi was unhappy: "But I want to have two flavors."
"Put it back." Qi Chengyan repeated.
"How about I take two bites and throw it away?"
Qi Chengyan looked at her indifferently, seeing nothing, but the sense of majesty was suppressed calmly. After being stared at for a few seconds, Guan Zhiyi silently went back and retreated two.
When he came back, the only ice cream had already been taken by Qi Chengyan to the cashier. Guan Zhiyi didn't go there because it was inconvenient to show her face. After Qi Chengyan left, she followed her out.
The return journey is the same, neither long nor short, just a few minutes walk. In the past, she always hoped to get home quickly at times like this, because it was too cold outside.
But now, she hopes that the road will be as long as possible.
Guan Zhiyi was eating ice cream while thinking about how to delay time... After a while, she suddenly stopped: "Brother, look over there!"
Qi Chengyan also stopped and looked in the direction she pointed.
The direction she was pointing at was the center of the lake. At this time, the snowflakes were flying and the lake pavilions were all in one color. The scenery was picturesque. It was a familiar but unfamiliar scene to him.
"Our park has been changed since you went abroad, but the same thing is that the scenery seen from here in winter is still the best, do you remember?"
"Yes, but something has changed."
"I come to see the snow every New Year's day, sometimes alone, sometimes with my sister. But when I was young, I always came with my brother, um... It seems that I insisted that you take me out to play."
Qi Chengyan recalled those memories of the past, and his eyes softened a little: "Your brother said that he couldn't get out of the cold, so you come to torment me."
"Yes, I know you will definitely be willing to accompany me."
Qi Chengyan smiled: "You know how to pick soft persimmons, huh?"
"I dare not say that you are a soft persimmon!"
Qi Chengyan wanted to knock her on the head again, but Guan Zhiyi moved quickly this time and dodged immediately. He glanced at her, "Okay, let's go back."
"Wait, wait, I'll finish the ice cream first."
Guan Zhiyi ate the last crispy skin slowly. After eating, she ran to the trash can nearby and threw it away, then ran back slowly.
Qi Chengyan has been paying attention to her, because the floor is slippery and because she is a little drunk. The little girl walked flickeringly, looking very amusing.
There was a smile in his eyes, but he was afraid that she would fall, so he reached out to her and let her help him after she approached: "I can be so happy eating ice cream, it's still the same as when I was a child."
"It's different!" I don't know if it's because she has been thinking too much in the past few days, but Guan Zhiyi doesn't want to hear such words. In her heart, she hopes that she is different from when she was a child.
Qi Chengyan looked down at the person in front of him, puzzled by her sudden denial. Just as she was about to say something, she saw the little girl in front of her let go of her hand, opened her arms and looked up at him: "It's really different, I've grown up, not a little girl, but a woman!"
After participating in the variety show, she was much thinner than when he first came back to meet her. Although her face was still round, she was delicate and lovely.
At this moment, she looked up at him. Under the snow, the smell of wine was still there, her originally white skin was slightly red, and the bright eyes under the black eyebrows were shining, so charming and dazzling.
It was indeed a woman, not a little girl.
Qi Chengyan narrowed his eyes slightly, and turned his gaze away: "Well, I see, Xiao Wu has grown up."
"Do you really know or do you pretend to know?" Guan Zhiyi said with some indomitable taste through the strength of alcohol, "Why do I feel that you don't think I'm an adult at all, just like my father and my brother, you always think I'm an adult? Still young…”
She drank too much and looked for trouble, but he was still patient, "Of course you are an adult, but in the eyes of me and your brother and father, you can still be a child."
His words were warm and kind.
But it wasn't what she wanted to hear.
Guan Zhiyi pursed her lips, her eyes turned red, "Why are you being so nice to me now..."
A word that came out of nowhere.
Qi Chengyan paused, not knowing whether to laugh or cry: "Did I treat you badly before?"
"Okay, but... it's not that good." Guan Zhiyi whispered, "If it was very good, you wouldn't have left without telling me, and you wouldn't have stayed away for so long..."
After all, she still said it.
She knew that in his heart, she was just a little sister, so he didn't need to explain to her when he went abroad, and he didn't need to come back for her. But now after returning from work, he still treats her like a younger sister and treats her very well.
But he didn't know that after he left, she was sad, angry, and missed him very much. Later, I finally forgot about him, and after taking care of myself to do what I wanted to do, he came back... He still treated her the same as before, so she was in a mess all of a sudden.
Qi Chengyan didn't know what Guan Zhiyi was thinking at all, he looked into her red eyes, he only knew that he made the little girl sad.
But at that time, things happened suddenly, and he was sent out of the country without any time to react. A lot of things happened afterwards, so that he couldn't spare time to come back. Of course, some relatives in China also resorted to various methods to prevent him from coming back.
"It was my fault for not telling you when I left, but then I asked Yuan Bai to ask you to answer the phone and you didn't answer the phone, and you didn't seem to like the gifts I sent you a few times. Later, when you went to high school, University, go to live on campus."
When Qi Chengyan thought of the scene of "Guan Yuanbai told him not to give away anything, because Guan Zhiyi didn't even look at it", he was helpless and funny, "Xiao Wu, you ignored me at that time, why are you still acting weird now?" I am coming."
She ignored him at first, of course because she was too angry with him. Later she thought about it, he was already very busy.
At that time, she thought, he didn't care about her that much, and he would never come back.
So, she didn't contact him again.
"That's your fault..." she muttered.
Qi Chengyan was helpless, he was indeed so busy at the beginning, and then he gradually had no time to think about others, but he didn't expect this little girl to hold grudges.
"Okay, okay, it's my fault." Qi Chengyan patted her on the head, "Little drunkard..."
"Humph."
"Stop humming, go home."
"You haven't said why you are so nice to me!"
Seeing that she was determined to ask an answer, Qi Chengyan opened his mouth, but found that he really couldn't tell the reason.
It seems to be a habit, I used to think that this is the sister of a good friend, and he watched her grow up, so he naturally treats her well. And now? He thinks she is close, and he is different from others, so he treats her well.
Total inertia.
"Probably, I think you are stupid."
Guan Zhiyi's eyes widened.
Qi Chengyan smiled: "Don't say such stupid things, you really talk a lot when you drink too much."
"..."
"Go, take you home."
Qi Chengyan walked forward, Guan Zhiyi was very angry, but he could only keep up with him.
The snowy world was very slippery, she was absent-minded, she didn't pay attention to her walk, and accidentally stepped on a small ice surface. The result is a stagger, the whole body leaning back. But fortunately, Qi Chengyan was close, and his quick eyes and hands quickly supported her.
After supporting her to stand firm, Qi Chengyan frowned and said, "Look at the road."
"Oh."
Qi Chengyan shook his head, "Hold my hand."
A hand was put in front of her, Guan Zhiyi looked down, his heart tightened, and he didn't know which tendon twitched again, and suddenly he took his hand.
Palm to palm, hold him firmly.
Qi Chengyan was stunned.
He originally meant to let her hold his arm, but he didn't expect her to hold his hand directly.
A very small hand, under the fingertips is delicate skin, soft and cool...
"Let's go!" Guan Zhiyi didn't wait for him to react, and pulled him forward, "Tighten up, don't let me fall!"
For a few seconds, Guan Zhiyi almost dragged him forward, a flash of astonishment flashed in Qi Chengyan's eyes, and he felt a little inappropriate at that moment.
It's probably because she has really grown up, and it's a bit weird to hold her hand like she was when she was a child.
But looking at Guan Zhiyi's side face flushed red from the smell of alcohol, he felt like he was thinking too much... This kid should just be as unwarranted of him as before.
Qi Chengyan pursed his lower lip, pulled her under the umbrella, then withdrew his hand from her palm, and put his hand on her shoulder to prevent her from slipping again.
Guan Zhiyi paused slightly, his palm was empty.
Soon, Qi Chengyan sent her to the door of the house.
"Rest early, don't run out in such a cold day." Qi Chengyan said behind her.
Guan Zhiyi didn't look back, she raised her hand to beckon, signaling that she knew.
Then, she heard the sound of him leaving, the slight sound of his shoes stepping on the ground, and the sound of stepping on the snow.
Guan Zhiyi stood there for a while, but turned around after all.
Qi Chengyan's back is gone, and he will disappear after turning a corner. She looked at it, her nose was sore, and she wanted to cry a little, but she quickly suppressed the feeling.
It's all about knowing, all your feelings for him now are just because of your illusion, because of the illusion of dependence.
He already has someone he likes, so in the future... don't be willful anymore.
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