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Shangguan Lingxiu came to Mrs. Yang's tomb, placed incense and candles as offerings, and opened a jar of wine. However, she stood quietly without saying a word for a long time. After such a long time, she poured all the jar of wine in front of the grave and whispered softly. Said: "Sister Juan'er, I miss you so much."
He sighed quietly and said: "Rest in peace. I will not speak ill of Yang Botao in front of you. I hope that if you have a spirit, you can come to your dream and we sisters can talk to each other again."
She just stood like this, even though she had already said goodbye, she still didn't leave; she just let out a long sigh.
"You all, please step back and wait for me at the foot of the hillside over there. Let me be alone here for a while."
The two guards agreed and drifted away.
Seeing the guards leaving, Shangguan Lingxiu sighed again.
From Yun Yang's point of view, Shangguan Lingxiu seemed to have lost all her strength at this moment, and slowly sat down in front of Mrs. Yang's grave.
"Sister Juan'er, you are said to be much older than me, so calling you sister is really arrogant, but the seniority of the Shangguan family is like this. If I really call you aunt, aunt haha, it will not be good... We were together that day. At that time, you took advantage of your status as a sister and teased me a lot. If I were a generation below you, I'm afraid I would be ruined by you."
Shangguan's pretty face showed a trace of tenderness in memory. She was sitting in front of the grave with her knees in her arms. Her face was filled with a rare tenderness. She looked unusually pitiful and had an indescribable loneliness. . In addition, there is still a daughter's elegance that appears unexpectedly, and the charm is difficult to describe, describe, and describe.
This scene made Yun Yang's heart skip a beat.
This was the first time that Yun Yang saw the gentleness and delicacy of his daughter's family in this general woman.
"When you were alive and chatting with me, I never said what was in my heart... The truth is, I can't say it, let alone... I have no one in the world to talk to, so I can only talk to you at this time. Tell me, I hope you don’t blame me..."
"Just a few days ago, when we were chatting, you told me that you should find your husband's family as soon as possible and settle down life-long affairs... Sigh..." Shangguan Lingxiu looked at the white clouds in the sky and said sadly: "I said at that time, I have With such thoughts...you have been trying to persuade me for a long time..."
"But Shangguan Jiangmen is here, old and young. I can still bear the responsibility. If I really get married... what will happen to this big group of people in the family?"
"You asked me if I have a loved one... You said that a woman's life is complete only when she gets married and has children. I don't know what you said makes sense. In fact, you are not the only one who said so; my grandmother, aunt, and mother-in-law They all told me the same thing..."
Shangguan Lingxiu murmured: "But... Shangguan's family can't live without me now... Although grandma and the others still look very strong and tough, I know... they can no longer hold on; even if their bodies can still support it, their hearts have long since Burnout... I feel a strong will to die in each of them... "
"The Jiang Men case was brought up again before. Even if the truth comes out and the truth is revealed, it still makes them feel even more depressed. In the past, they only thought that despair was a metaphor. It turns out that people's hearts can really be so depressed!"
"I am now the only remaining member of the younger generation of generals. I definitely cannot let the Shangguan generals disappear like this..."
"Even though I am only a girl...but I...after all, my surname is Shangguan..."
"I am twenty-one this year... The little sisters I played with back then are all married and living very happily. Sometimes they would come to my house with their children to visit... Those little guys are quite cute... It’s just that I… "
"As for the person you like... Which girl's family doesn't have the person you like... It's a pity that I..."
"Do you still remember Mr. Yun from Tianwai Yunhou's family?" Shangguan Lingxiu's voice became deeper and deeper: "During this period, he really helped me a lot... He is not at all the kind of playboy that is said outside. He is a very good, very good man..."
"Yun Yang...is worthy of any girl's lifelong trust..."
"Sister Juan'er, you also know my character, which is straightforward. If I were not a girl from the Shangguan family, if my father and brother were still alive, I would have told him long ago. It doesn't matter whether it works or not, whether he likes me or not. I have to tell him directly. If he doesn't like me, I will let him go. I will continue to like me, but I will not force him to like me... If he also likes me, then we will be together... "
"However, my identity does not allow me to do this; he is so good at heart, so brilliant, so chivalrous, brave in sword and heart in heart. I believe there must be many, many girls who like him... And what about me? There is nothing I can do, I can only watch from a distance. Maybe one day, I will watch him marry another girl, and live in harmony, and I can only watch from a distance... "
"My nephews are still young now. When they really grow up and can take on the important responsibilities of this family, it will be at least seven or eight years later. And by that time... I will be almost thirty years old... "
"In our Yutang Empire, there are too few unmarried girls at the age of thirty... It seems that after so many years, there are really too few... And at that time, even if my mind has not changed, how can I expect him to be alone, People shouldn't have such extravagant expectations..."
"Sister Juan'er...can you understand? The pain in my heart..."
There were two slight popping sounds, which were Shangguan Lingxiu's tears quietly falling to the ground.
"No matter how strong I act, I am still a woman after all..." Shangguan Lingxiu said softly: "You once said that women will be stronger only when they have a destination in their hearts; will they know what happiness is... But this Everything does not belong to me. It is too far away for me... "
"Now that your fragrant soul is faint, you are finally relaxed. You don't have to worry about anything in the future... No matter how much bad reputation General Yang carries, you will never hear it... In fact, the hard days of your life are just these few days. … Then it ends forever… Such a life, although not perfect, is enviable, at least I am!”
"Because I have to continue to hold on and endure, knowing that there is no end, but I have to grit my teeth and persist and carry on; I also have to pretend to be cold and hard in the eyes of outsiders, just like a man... The weakness in my heart , there is no one to complain to, and there is no one to rely on... "
"After this day, I will never say these words to anyone again..."
"In this world, I don't know how many people are bustling with each other. Every day, I am among the crowded people in Tangcheng, but I always feel that I am so lonely. It is as if I am the only one in this world. A lonely walk.”
"Lonely, I don't know where the goal is, I don't know where the front is, and I don't know where the end is... Day after day, I am alone forever... "
"Sister Juan'er... it's so painful."
The voice gradually became lower and thinner.
There was only the slight sound of tears falling on the ground.
Yun Yang was hiding his figure behind a tree on one side, but he couldn't help but feel sourness in his heart.
Yes, there has never been any woman in history who is as lonely and heavy as the current Shangguan Lingxiu, who works hard to support herself; the entire family's responsibilities all fall on this weak woman...
I can't let go, I can't hold on, I can't hold on, but I still have to persevere... I try to move forward with faltering steps.
There is simply no space or possibility to think about one's life-long events.
Because even thinking about it is just fantasy!
Only when the younger members of this family can truly stand up can Shangguan Lingxiu... be able to escape!
Yun Yang suddenly let out a long sigh in his heart.
time flies.
Half an hour passed quietly.
Shangguan Lingxiu stood up, stood melancholy for a moment with her tall body, bowed solemnly, saluted, and walked away. After walking more than ten steps, she turned a corner; she took a deep breath, wiped her eyes, suddenly puffed up her chest, repeatedly looked at the noble girl, and strode away!
Just like a general stepping onto the battlefield, so sharp and determined!
The footsteps are sonorous and full of vitality.
Watching Shangguan's graceful and graceful figure gradually fade away, seeing her still looking cold and arrogant in the face of the world, strong and unyielding; Yun Yang watched silently, feeling sighs in his heart.
It’s really not easy for this woman!
If Yun Yang was an ordinary person, or had a slightly softer temper, he might have gone over to apologize, talk about love, or even make a scene of applause. After all, that is human nature!
But Yun Yang remained silent and never came out.
He doesn't know what he can say when he comes out
What can be done
To be fair, Yun Yang really hasn't thought about his life-long events at all.
In this aspect alone, Yun Yang is not even as good as Shangguan Lingxiu or Ji Lingxi. The two girls at least knew what they wanted, but at most they didn't take action because of some ties!
But Yun Yang really has no idea!
Yun Yang had no thoughts about Ji Lingxi who left; Yun Yang still had no thoughts about Shangguan Lingxiu now; all his thoughts were on revenge.
From the day Yun Yang returned to his soul inexplicably, there was only a strong obsession filling his heart: his brothers were all dead, and he was the only one who survived by chance; he was too busy taking revenge, and how could he have time to take care of Lang? Love concubine? If I really did that, would it still be a bit human? Still human
Even a hundred years later, why would you go underground to see your brothers
However, as he watched Shangguan Lingxiu leave sadly, Yun Yang unexpectedly felt something heavy in his heart.
Should I catch up and comfort myself
Well, let's forget it. What I'm facing is the Four Seasons Tower, the most terrifying and huge force in the entire Tianxuan Continent. One day, I might accidentally burp my butt. I'm not sure whether it's day or night. Since I don't have enough ability to give this girl anything. Guarantee, provoke other girls, give false hope, what are you doing!
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Today I found a connection and went to Shanghai for a checkup. They said it doesn't matter if there is a cyst on the liver, but I was still worried, so I decided to go to a big hospital for a checkup. To be honest, I'm very timid now, hehe... don't even laugh at me. I will make sure to keep updating it, don’t worry. Mobile phone users please visit m.read for a better reading experience.