Ji Lingxi knew that once a woman as beautiful as Shangguan Lingxiu fell in love, she would remain determined and unchanging throughout her life.
Comparing one's feelings with others, it is already extremely difficult for Shangguan Lingxiu to be able to have a drink with Yun Yang in public at this time, regardless of her reputation as a woman, and further speaking, other My thoughts are clearly revealed.
All the elders of Shangguan Jiangmen who are still alive are old, and the next generation of nephews have not yet grown up. At this time, Shangguan Lingxiu, who is the pillar of the family, will never leave the family behind because of considering her own life-long affairs. The old and the young don't care.
And as Yun Yang's cultivation level gets higher and higher, the future at that time will never stop at the Yutang Empire.
Maybe at some point, he will leave, leave, and disappear.
And once Yun Yang leaves, if he wants to meet again, it will be far away. It is possible that he will never see him again for the rest of his life; it is also possible that he will be an old woman when we meet again.
Instead of doing nothing, it is better to see him more, eat more meals, and spend more time with him while you can still see him...
If one day in the future...then these will be the memories of my life!
After all, having something is better than having nothing!
When this life is about to pass, when I am lying on my death bed, I think back to the past of my youth. At least, in this life, I have loved him, and he and I still have time to be alone!
Ji Lingxi dared to 100% guarantee that even if his guess was not completely correct, it was at least 80% or 90% correct.
Because if Shangguan Lingxiu was in his own situation, he would do the same thing, and he would definitely do it!
It might even be more explicit and bolder than what Shangguan Lingxiu did.
Shangguan Lingxiu lowered his head and was silent for a long time. Finally he raised his head, looked straight at Ji Lingxi, and said softly: "That's right. Every word that sister Lingxi said is correct, and every word and every sentence is what I think in my heart." "
She paused for a moment before adding: "This is all I'm thinking about right now. Isn't it stupid?!"
Ji Lingxi looked at her blankly, not knowing where to start.
Shangguan Lingxiu smiled calmly: "In our Yutang Empire, ordinary women get married when they reach the age of sixteen, and many become mothers at the age of seventeen or eighteen. And I am already twenty-two years old this year. "
"When the eldest of my six nephews can understand a little bit about human affairs and can take over some of the important responsibilities of the family, at least he will have to wait until he is fourteen or fifteen years old."
"But my oldest nephew is only nine years old this year."
"That is to say..." Shangguan Lingxiu whispered: "At least, I need to wait for another six years before I can gradually start to let go. Even if it is five years... but I will already be twenty-seven years old by then. .”
"Actually, even if that time comes, can I really let go completely? As for my nephew, why should I support him one more time? Only by allowing him to truly shoulder the important responsibilities of the Shangguan family and become a qualified Shangguan When I become the heir to the family, I can truly let go and truly lift the burden off my shoulders."
"That period of support must have lasted at least a year. But at that time, I was at least twenty-eight years old."
Shangguan Lingxiu smiled bitterly and looked at Ji Lingxi: "Lingxi, you know, a twenty-eight-year-old unmarried woman... in our Yutang Empire... will be a de facto half-old lady. By then , even if I never have the right person in my heart, it would be extremely difficult to find someone to get married to."
"Those who match my age already have wives and concubines; I even look down on young people who are fifteen or sixteen years old, after all, they are too childish; in fact, most of those young people are unwilling to want me to be as old as me... In the future If I really want to start a family, I can only find men who are widowed in their thirties or forties... This is almost my only choice."
Shangguan Lingxiu smiled faintly: "But instead of choosing such a fate, it is better to be alone all your life. What do you think?"
Ji Lingxi couldn't help but nodded.
Indeed, if this were the case, it would be better to live alone for the rest of his life.
"So... I am not a threat to you." Shangguan Lingxiu said bitterly. After saying these words, her heart was shattered into pieces in an instant. No matter how difficult it was to heal, it was infinitely sour. She paused. Then he added: "I won't deny that I like Yun Yang, but I am not a threat to you... not even the slightest threat."
Ji Lingxi's pretty face suddenly turned red, and then she sighed softly.
She reached over and took Shangguan Lingxiu's hand, and said seriously: "Sister Lingxiu, you have misunderstood the purpose of my communication with you. Please listen to what I have to say."
Shangguan Lingxiu took her hand and looked at her blankly.
Ji Lingxi swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva with difficulty and said: "Actually, you and I both know that since ancient times, although men in all dynasties have had three wives and four concubines, women like you and me have never Willingly... let another woman share her man."
When Ji Lingxi said the words "his man," Ji Lingxi's already blushing face became even more red. After all, she is still a young girl. When she suddenly said these words, her shyness was like a sea and it was hard to suppress it.
Shangguan Lingxiu nodded blankly. She really had no idea what Ji Lingxi wanted to say.
"I am also unwilling to do this." Ji Lingxi said.
"No matter how good, outstanding, or outstanding this woman is, I still don't want to."
"Even if the current general trend of the world is like this and the customs are like this, I still won't agree."
"My man should only belong to me, only to myself!"
Ji Lingxi said firmly.
Shangguan Lingxiu whispered: "You don't have to say it anymore, I understand, I really understand."
She whispered in her heart: "If it were me, I wouldn't be willing to do it. We are all women. Is it really necessary to say these words over and over again? Is this considered showing off?"
Ji Lingxi's chest heaved violently. She grabbed Shangguan Lingxiu's hand and said, "But... now there is an uncontrollable situation... "
Shangguan Lingxiu said blankly: "Uncontrolled, what kind of uncontrolled situation? What do you mean by this?"
There was a look of embarrassment in Ji Lingxi's eyes, but he continued boldly: "I'm just saying... if... if it comes... Sister Lingxiu, you... can take responsibility... if it's me... if I... still can't... then what... I …”
The more Ji Lingxi talked, the less he could say any more. He finally closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, saying, "When that time comes..., how about we be together forever?"