I Am Your Little Sunshine

Chapter 100: Don't be timid, just go ahead

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After going crazy for a while, it was getting late. Although the next day was a weekend, many students still had access control, and most of them left in a short while.

Ma Yangyang had already told his family that he would go back later today, but Wang Yuelei ran away as soon as he saw the normal end of school.

Wang Yuelei returned home. Xue Wei and the goddess he had been secretly in love with for a long time finally got to know each other. He thought with the soles of his feet that he would not be able to find anyone at this time. Others who played well with Ma Yangyang and Xie Tian had nothing to communicate with. I really can't find a sense of belonging in the game arcade. Although I don't want to go home now, I have played all the things I can play, and it is quite boring to stay here. I thought about it and suggested: "How about going home? It happens to be at the same time as usual. almost."

Outside the game hall is a world full of bright lights. Although the temperature is very low, there is a dreamy warmth everywhere. Xie Tian pondered for a moment and whispered: "Let's go shopping."

Ma Yangyang was a little surprised, but what kind of experience was it to be able to go shopping with the male idol at this time? Super benefits for secret admirers! Of course you can't refuse.

After turning around to say goodbye to his familiar friends, Ma Yangyang led Xie Tian away.

Not long ago, Xie Tian followed Ma Yangyang out for activities, and he was actually not unfamiliar with this area. However, Ma Yangyang still tacitly acknowledged that he was not familiar with this area, and acted like a protector every step of the way. Xie Tian secretly felt funny, but he really enjoyed the feeling that Ma Yangyang took care of him and cared about him.

The crowd on the street did not decrease at all as it entered the night, but showed signs of increasing. At first, Ma Yangyang was walking in front, and Xie Tian followed him two or three steps behind. After entering the pedestrian street, he was accidentally moved by the crowd. The crowd dispersed two or three times. In the end, Ma Yangyang couldn't bear it anymore. He grabbed Xie Tian's hand and said viciously: "Don't lose it again." Although these words were full of momentum, only he knew the meaning. The jingling heart is about to hit the heavy metal music.

Xie Tian looked down at the hand that held only one finger of his, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth. Unfortunately, Ma Yangyang was too nervous to look at his expression, and also because Xie Tian was staring at his hand. The palms of his hands were sweating, but he had already thought about it. Anyway, he had to hold on to all the money.

Xie Tian felt the slight trembling of Ma Yangyang's fingertips and stretched out his hand to pull his fingers into his palm. When Ma Yangyang looked up at him as if he was frightened, he said lightly: "I promise not to lose it again this time." ”

Ma Yangyang's hands shook even harder, and he still pretended to be calm on his face. Fortunately, Xie Tian's appearance was so natural that he didn't pull his hands out in cowardice, although he did have this idea. But taking a peek at the ridiculously handsome person next to him, Ma Yangyang secretly encouraged himself in his heart - don't be afraid, just go for it.

But it didn’t take long for him to become uncontrollably frightened. Everyone on the street had their own story. At first, no one noticed the two boys holding hands cautiously. Until they passed the Fountain Square, a man suddenly ran past. The flower girl stopped Xie Tian and said, "Brother, let's buy a flower for my boyfriend."

Although she calls her little brother, she looks no younger than Ma Yangyang and the others, and may even be a few years older. The girl is wearing a fluffy pink sherpa windbreaker and a deer antler headband on her head. He doesn't look like he has any money when he's dressed up.

Listening to her overly warm tone, Ma Yangyang took his hand out of Xie Tian's hand with a twitch in his mind and hurriedly explained: "No, no, you misunderstood, I... we are not... ... "It's not that kind of relationship and he can't say a few words. It's obviously normal to explain this situation, but the words to explain are stuck in his throat. Even he doesn't know whether he doesn't want to deny it or feels that denying it is more useless. silver.

Xie Tian glanced sideways at him, his expression still nothing special, but his eyes were exceptionally bright, which made Ma Yangyang's heart skip a beat. Fortunately, he quickly turned back and put his free hand in his pocket. inside, but didn’t say a word.

The flower girl looked back and forth between the two of them several times, almost laughing out of her eyes, "It's okay, not now, just buy my flowers."

While talking, he handed flowers to Xie Tian, but Xie Tian didn't accept them, but Ma Yangyang waved his hands repeatedly: "No, no, stop talking nonsense. Many girls like Xie Tian."

The flower girl tilted her head and glanced at Xie Tian, who was standing aside without responding, and then glanced at Ma Yangyang, who was extremely nervous. She wanted to put the flowers into Xie Tian's hand, and then said to Ma Yangyang: "His name is Thank God, uh-huh, I want to thank God for giving him such a beautiful face, but don’t be discouraged, there are many girls who like him, he just likes you." Ma Yangyang looked like he didn't want to. She fainted and looked like she was about to run away. The girl said to Xie Tian: "This flower is for you. I am the only one who is not afraid of dog food and takes the initiative to shine for the young couple at this time. I am so great. You give me I’ve eaten the dog food, and you should also keep my blessings.”

Ma Yangyang secretly glanced at Xie Tian and saw him staring at the flower motionless. No matter how he looked at it, he felt that his expression had become colder. He was afraid that Xie Tian would be angry if the girl kept talking, so he didn't bother to support Xie Tian so much. Tim can run with his hands and is so fast that it would be a waste of talent not to let him participate in the 100 race next year.

The flower girl didn't expect them to run away like that. Looking at the backs of the two running away from the crowd while holding hands, she sighed confusedly: "This bowl of dog food is so filling. Why are you so lucky today? Seeing such a perfect match, ah ah, I actually forgot to take a secret photo. ”

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The two of them ran all the way. Ma Yangyang stopped slowly when he couldn't run anymore. When he turned around, he realized that he had almost finished running a street. When he looked back at Xie Tian, he was still not blushing and out of breath. He was so handsome, but Ma Yangyang was in no mood to lament how handsome he was. After all, he was too embarrassed just now, and now everything seemed weird.

Ma Yangyang didn't speak, and Xie Tian just leaned against the wall with his head lowered. The place he leaned on was the connecting wall between the two shops. The light in the window shone far away, but it happened to form a blind spot on him. There was no change in his expression, but Ma Yangyang didn't dare to see it clearly. After telling himself countless times not to be cowardly, he finally said cautiously: "Don't pay attention to what the girl said just now. She looked so normal. It’s out of tune and full of nonsense.”

Xie Tian raised his head and looked at him for a while, which made Ma Yangyang's heart go crazy. He didn't dare to look at him at all, but he heard Xie Tian let out a deep hum.

Ma Yangyang was so worried. Xie Tian was in a good mood when he came out of the game hall. He must be angry now. What should he do

He knew that Xie Tian would not be angry at all, but was instigated by the flower girl. For a moment, he wanted to confess to Ma Yangyang, but he held it back when he saw that he was at a loss.

He knew that Ma Yangyang must have a good impression of him, but he didn't know the extent of this good feeling. More importantly, even if they liked each other, were they ready to be together

For Xie Tian, love is not just a feeling of mutual attraction between two people, but also a kind of responsibility. He doesn't want to and dare not risk starting a relationship because of impulsiveness. The relationship he wants must be long-lasting and last a lifetime. , until he is not sure that the relationship between the two is enough to overcome separation, and until he is not sure that it can protect him from all the hurts in the world, he cannot allow this relationship to start, because once it starts, he will not let him leave. .

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I just came back from Jiujiang and didn't get home until seven or eight in the evening, so I'm still short, so I beg for forgiveness.