I Am Your Little Sunshine

Chapter 75: Even if they break up, I still like him

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Xie Tian was directly taken back to the classroom by Teacher Cheng, but the remaining two head teachers asked them to invite their parents. Zhang Ke said that he did not do anything, but the teacher did not wake up.

Zhang Ke exploded after going out, pointing at Ma Yangyang and yelling: "Why should everyone pay for the trouble you caused? You have the nerve to go back to school with a shameful face."

Before Ma Yangyang could react, Xue Wei pulled him, "What did you say?"

Zhang Ke said depressedly: "Did I say something wrong? Is there anything scandalous that he did that he can't say?"

Wang Yuelei rolled up his sleeves without saying a word and shouted, "Say something more."

Zhang Ke frowned, "Just tell me what's going on? He dares to do it and won't let others talk about it? Wang Yuelei, why are you so excited, or are you also having an affair with him?"

Now even Xue Wei was angry. Ma Yangyang hurriedly stopped them and said, "You just came out of the teaching office, do you want to go back so soon?"

It hurt Zhang Ke to say these words, but he was indeed the one who caused them trouble, and he admitted it.

"I'm sorry. I'll go to the director and make it clear. It's my fault for causing you trouble, but it has nothing to do with Wang Yuelei. If you don't want to be friends with me, I won't stop you, but you can't insult Wang Yuelei."

Zhang Ke snorted coldly, "What can I explain? It's really unlucky. If I had known earlier, I shouldn't have followed them to find you." Then he said to Wang Yuelei: "Every time he has something to do, you run faster than anyone else. You are a brother." Let me remind you, he is not familiar with boys."

Ma Yangyang said coldly: "Who are you calling unclear? Xie Tian and I are just in love, what's wrong with you?"

Both sides were brothers, and Xue Wei still wanted to persuade him, but the more they talked, the more they talked. Wang Yuelei looked like he was about to explode with anger, so he persuaded Zhang Ke to say less. Ma Yangyang didn't want to continue to be entangled in this situation, so he pulled Wang Yuelei and persuaded him: "Don't be angry. Let whoever wants to talk talk. I won't lose any meat."

He walked up to Zhang Ke again, stared at him and said, "If you insist on not apologizing to Wang Yuelei, I can't help it, but I think you may never understand what a true brother is in your whole life."

He turned around and prepared to go back to the teaching office to find the teaching director to explain that Zhang Ke was not involved. Wang Yuelei followed him but was rejected. He said: "You have done enough for me. I will never be as happy as I was with you before." I will forget, now I have to bear these things myself, and only after passing this test can I return to you again. "

Wang Yuelei was finally convinced by him, patted him on the shoulder and said, "I used to think that you were the stupidest among us and needed the most care, but I didn't expect that you were the first to grow up." He sniffed, " It’s actually quite good.”

Ma Yangyang smiled and said nothing, waved to them and left.

Wang Yuelei turned around and glared at Zhang Ke, thinking about walking in the opposite direction. Xue Wei looked between the two of them, stopped talking for a long time, and finally sighed and chased after Wang Yuelei, leaving Zhang Ke alone with an angry hammer. He hit the wall, hugged his sore hand and cursed.

**

In the afternoon, Grandma Ma came to pick her up. She was shocked when she saw the injury on Ma Yangyang's face. Ma Yangyang only said that it was an accidental fall. After all, Grandma Ma had eaten more salt than him for decades. How could it be possible? believe him.

Ever since Ma Yangyang was brought home, there had been a gap in communication in the family. They both obviously had the same thing to say, but no one knew how to say it.

Grandma and grandson got into the taxi in silence. Grandma Ma sat next to him and hesitated for a long time, and finally said, "How about changing schools."

"Have we not given in enough? Grandma."

"But you still refuse to break up, so what's the point of giving in?" Grandma Ma sighed.

After Ma Yangyang was brought home, the three of them talked for a long time. The Ma family has always been at odds with each other. Although there was no quarrel, the three of them were almost crying. It is impossible for the parents to agree to such a thing. , Ma Yangyang insisted and refused to break up. Li Shiqin originally wanted to send him abroad directly, but reality is not fiction. There are various conditions for studying abroad, as well as various examinations and reviews. If Ma Yangyang is not willing to cooperate with the family, it is impossible to really throw him out. The house felt lifeless for a few days. You can't really keep him at home and not let him go to school, let alone studying. He will get sick if he doesn't say anything, so it would be more feasible to transfer to another school. But Ma Yangyang locked himself in the room and refused to even leave the door. Grandma Ma and Li Shiqin didn't dare to do anything else, and took turns guarding him for fear that he would do something to hurt them. Ma Yangyang couldn't stand that his mother and grandmother were so exhausted for him. In the end, he took the initiative and said that he would not be too close to Xie Tian until before the college entrance examination. The three generations of talents each took a step back.

However, this step is a thorn in the hearts of both parties. Ma Yangyang's longing for Xie Tian is accumulating day by day, and the changes around him also make him feel particularly insecure. His parents spend a lot of time picking up and dropping off prisoners every day, which is ugly to say the least, and monitoring prisoners. The difference is not big. Basically all his communication tools have been taken away. Even if Wang Yuelei calls in, there will always be someone with him. This so-called concession is not a double-edged sword to attack each other.

Even though Ma Yangyang was dissatisfied in his heart, he couldn't express it. If he did, it would really hurt others and himself. He wanted love but was not willing to exchange it at the expense of family affection.

Ma Yangyang's baby face has become thinner, and the sparkle in his eyes is gone. Grandma Ma feels pain in her heart, and she chokes up a little when she thinks about it, "Can we really not break up? I have been criticized at school recently, right? Grandma, isn't she? Let you fall in love, but I don’t want to think about it until the end... The long-term pain of listening to grandma is not as good as the short-term pain."

Ma Yangyang looked out the window with his face raised, and sighed: "Is it okay if we break up? If we break up, others won't think I'm a pervert? I just like him, and I will still like him even if we break up."

Turning his head to look at his grandma, Ma Yangyang also had tears in his eyes, "Grandma, maybe I was born to like men. Maybe it would be someone else even if it wasn't him, but I'm very glad that I fell in love with him. You Knowing how good he is, if I were a girl or he was a girl, would you still object?"

When he said this, Grandma Ma glanced at the driver. The driver seemed stunned, but she didn't say anything unpleasant. She just turned up the radio to the loudest volume. Grandma Ma was embarrassed to continue talking, but she saw Ma Yangyang was looking sad. Smiling, he turned his head and looked out the window.

Grandma Ma felt that her heart was about to be broken. Her eldest grandson had been the most obedient and well-behaved since he was a child. All the old sisters envied her for having such a warm-hearted grandson. The family had experienced so much pain, because It was because of him that they were able to sustain themselves, because of him they had the joy and laughter at home, but now their sweet pistachios have lost their smiles. It’s not that they have never thought of just following him, but they are afraid when they think about the reality. She is not afraid. Being criticized by others, I am afraid that my baby will be looked down upon and insulted by others, or even be ostracized in future life because of his sexual orientation, and will never be able to stand in the sun.

Grandma Ma turned to the other side and wiped her tears secretly, but Ma Yangyang gritted his teeth and swallowed the tears hard into his stomach.