Li Shiqin is much more cruel than Grandma Ma about this matter. Although she understands better than Grandma Ma that the current society's attitude toward sympathy for lovers is much better than before, it is precisely because of this that she understands better how some so-called approval is. It’s false. Too many people look at the hilarious scandals between celebrities or say blessings to gay men on the Internet, and then turn around and say they’re disgusted when they see the person next to them.
She is in the clothing business. Many male designers in this industry have this tendency. Let’s not talk about whether talented people are really not afraid of suppression or whether the environment in the industry allows it. Let’s just talk about those who are not so talented. There are many designers who have fallen into the ordinary world without art to show off, and live in embarrassment. This is still in a circle that is relatively relaxed about sexual orientation, not to mention that the gay group makes people feel insecure. Ma Yangyang was too young to see or come into contact with those dark sides, but as a parent, she couldn't see him stepping into it. Instead of regretting it at that time, it was better to prevent future troubles now.
So when Grandma Ma wiped away her tears and said that Ma Yangyang got into a fight with someone at school and his face was injured, Li Shiqin could only comfort her and keep at it, and things would get better over time.
After dinner, Ma Yangyang was sent to school. Ma Yangyang remained silent all the way. Before getting off the bus, Li Shiqin said, "Do you know what prejudice is now? It's obviously not hurting anyone, but some people are using the banner of justice. Come to pressure you, you still want to resist, but one day you find that all your efforts to resist are just a mantis, and your relationship will be wasted under the heavy pressure. Yangyang, you can say that your mother is selfish. , No matter how narrow-minded you are, mom can’t watch you go that far!”
Ma Yangyang shrank his hand on the car door and turned around and said, "Mom, your grandma insisted on you remarrying, but you didn't agree. Until now, you haven't completely repaired the relationship with your grandma. Have you ever regretted your decision? Do you think it’s worth it?”
Li Shiqin was startled and couldn't find anything to say for a long time. Ma Yangyang smiled softly and said, "Maybe what you said is right, but none of us knows what step we will take before it happens. If one day it is like what you said, I should bear it. No one can live without suffering. If I go through these sufferings with Xie Tian, then I will be happy."
Turning to look out the window, the shadows of the trees on the roadside were mottled, and his eyes were much brighter than the street lights.
"I believe that Xie Tian and I will be able to go on steadily. As long as we don't let go, we can overcome all difficulties together. If... we fail to do so in the end, it must be because we don't have enough will." Determination is not the fault of society, nor is it the fault of love. Mom, people have to pay the same or even more price for their choices, but I am still willing to take a gamble, because I really can't let him go. "
"He always says that I am his little sun, but you don't know that he is also someone I look up to. Because of him, I hope that I can be better and give him eternal sunshine. This is not for him, but for him. It’s for myself. I believe that all your concerns are real, but we are not inevitable. Maybe you can’t understand and trust us now, but I want to prove to you that we can walk in an upright manner. under the sun."
Li Shiqin had tears in her eyes and refused to answer. Ma Yangyang wiped her tears and said softly: "Mom, I'm going to be 18 years old and I have grown up."
Li Shiqin finally couldn't hold back her tears and said, "Even if you are eighty years old, you are still a mother and a child."
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Ma Yangyang walked silently to the classroom with his head lowered. He would not feel good if his family members were sad. Besides, the words he said to his parents were not words of encouragement for him. He believed in Xie Tian but was also afraid that Li Shiqin's worries would come true.
Xie Tian, Xie Tian, Xie Tian, it would be nice if you were by my side, hug me, let me warm you, and let you calm me.
"Ma Yangyang." A familiar voice sounded behind him, and Ma Yangyang stopped and turned around suddenly.
The person whom I longed for stood under the dim light, with a hint of sadness hidden in his eyebrows, which made it easier for people to indulge than before.
Ma Yangyang looked at him and didn't even want to care about the promises of not being close for the time being, but Xie Tian's actions calmed him down.
Xie Tian took out a thick notebook from his schoolbag, handed it to him and said, "This is a new question for you these days. Please take the time to do it." He took another book and said, "Last time you said you couldn't do it. The questions have been solved and the key points have been written in red pen. If you don’t know, just read it a few times.”
Ma Yangyang walked over, took the two books and put them into his bag. The bag suddenly became heavier, but it made his weightless heart return to its original state. After many days, he finally smiled sincerely.
Xie Tian also smiled lightly and said, "Have you grown taller again?" We used to be together almost every day, and we could hardly see the slight changes in the people in front of us, but after being apart for just a few days, it seemed that the other person was no longer the same person. The way it is in memory.
Time flies, things change quickly, and they wish they could witness each other's life every day, so how could they bear to be separated.
Ma Yangyang looked at Xie Tian up and down and said, "Have you lost weight?"
"You've lost weight too."
"Then eat more," Ma Yangyang said easily. "As the old saying goes, the body is the capital of revolution."
Xie Tian laughed and said, "Well, study hard."
Ma Yangyang couldn't help but find it funny. If they fell in love like this, there was no guarantee that it would affect their studies.
The monthly exam a few days later confirmed Ma Yangyang's thoughts. Xie Tian's questions this time were horribly accurate, especially the last four answers on the math test paper. Two of them had key symbols drawn in Xie Tian's exercise book. topic.
There is no doubt that Xie Tian continues to hold the top spot. I don’t know what his thoughts are. This time, his score is even more than ten points higher than the second place. In a provincial key high school like No. 3 Middle School, the total score is What does it mean to be more than ten points wide? ?
Although Ma Yangyang's grades have not improved significantly, he still remains in the top ten in the liberal arts class and is third in his class. The head teacher who doesn't like Ma Yangyang very much has a very exciting expression. The mood is not much better. Teachers have a talent-loving heart, but it is difficult for them to like Ma Yangyang, who is in early love, or even this type.
In addition to the few girls in the class who were a bit naughty before, more and more people in the class were gradually willing to talk to Ma Yangyang. Although most of the time they discussed homework, there was also some small talk. Ma Yangyang always relied on his face. People who can increase their favorability will be considered good by their classmates after being in contact with him. As for who they fall in love with, how much does it matter to them? Some girls even feel that if they are with Xie Tian and other girls, they Would rather see him and Ma Yangyang together. Ma Yangyang was embarrassed after hearing this statement, and didn't know whether to be happy or helpless.
However, Ma Yangyang didn't care about the opinions of his teachers and classmates, he just took another reassurance.
Wait, there is indeed a lot of darkness in the world, but we have to prove that people can choose to face the sunshine.