I Am Your Little Sunshine

Chapter 81: Don't dare to gamble

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The next day, Ji Minfei had dinner at Ma Yangyang's house and secretly asked Ma Yangyang how she and Xie Tian were doing recently while no one was looking. Although basically the whole school knew about Xie Tian and Ma Yangyang, after all, they were separated by a building, and with all the gossip, Ji Minfei had not been in contact with them since Ma Yangyang returned to school, and she was still worried about them. .

Ma Yangyang didn't know what to say about their current situation. He was silent for a long time before saying: "Persistence is victory."

Ji Minfei couldn't help but feel overflowing with sympathy again, and said with watery eyes, "Just tell me if you can use me."

Ma Yangyang smiled and rubbed her head, and said with a smile: "Don't think about it, it's not that serious."

Mr. Ji just came back from a business trip today, and he also went to Ma's house for dinner today. After dinner, Li Shiqin said that he wanted to take his two children to school. Mr. Ji was very surprised and said, "Why do you want to take them from them all of a sudden? Just let them go by themselves, don't Too used to it." He thought it was because Ji Minfei was there that Li Shiqin sent them.

Li Shiqin was a little embarrassed, but she had to give it away. Although she knew that Ma Yangyang would not break the agreement, his attitude was so firm that Li Shiqin felt that she would not be able to feel at ease if she did not do something. Even if she did this, it would be meaningless, but she could not Don't do it.

Ji Minfei noticed the delicate atmosphere and said to Mr. Ji coquettishly, "Let Auntie see us off."

Ji Minfei rarely acts coquettishly, and when she does, Mr. Ji naturally can't handle it, so she says, "Then I'll send you off. Auntie has been busy all day, so let her rest more."

Now that the words have been said, naturally no one will object anymore, but it will be bad if he leaves.

Anyway, we have arrived at school, so Mr. Ji wanted to stop by to find out about his daughter's study status. The head teacher happened to be there and chatted with him enthusiastically for a long time. He said that Ji Minfei was smart and willing to study, and her grades were among the best in the class. , her personality is more outgoing than when she first started school, and her teachers and classmates like her very much. Even if a little girl is too good, she is prone to making mistakes.

As he talked, he talked about Xie Tian and Ma Yangyang, "Min Fei seems to have a good relationship with Ma Yangyang and Xie Tian, who are in third grade. You also know that children at this age can easily go astray."

Mr. Ji didn't know who Xie Tian was, but Ma Yangyang had nothing to worry about, so he smiled and said, "Sorry for your trouble, it's actually like this. As for Ma Yangyang, uh, he is my future stepson, two We adults all know that the children are on good terms, and nothing will happen to them.”

The head teacher was stunned for a moment and said awkwardly: "That's good." He thought of the two people again, hesitated for a moment and then said: "I also know that Min Fei is not the kind of ignorant little girl, but Ma Yang Yang and Xie Tian, hey... "After all, you are a teacher, and it is not good to talk about the rights and wrongs of other children in front of other parents.

Seeing the teacher's hesitation, Mr. Ji became curious and asked, "Who is Xie Tian?"

The head teacher sighed, but still said: "I heard that Xie Tian and Ma Yangyang are in love, and the two boys have spread throughout the school... Alas, Min Fei's education needs to be paid attention to... . ”

Mr. Ji frowned. Now he understood why Li Shiqin had to send Ma Yangyang to school.

The two chatted for a while, as they were adults and it was not easy to gossip about children. Mr. Ji thanked him and left.

In the evening, he specifically asked Li Shiqin if he had time. Li Shiqin said that he would pick up Ma Yangyang later, so Mr. Ji directly asked about Ma Yangyang and Xie Tian.

Li Shiqin originally thought this matter was a bit hard to talk about, but Mr. Ji was not someone else. They would be together in the future, and they would have to face these things together. Since he asked her about it, she had to tell the truth.

Unexpectedly, Mr. Ji's reaction was huge, and later Li Shiqin even asked Li Shiqin to send Ma Yangyang for treatment. Li Shiqin didn't expect that the first quarrel between herself and Mr. Ji would be over this incident. She felt cold in her heart and asked lightly: "How to treat it."

"How could he get such a disease like electric shock?" Mr. Ji said in disbelief.

Li Shiqin found it funny, "Do you think homosexuality is a disease? In 1992, the World Health Organization excluded homosexuality from the list of mental illnesses."

Mr. Ji was silent for a moment and said, "Do you agree with his sexual orientation?"

Li Shiqin said: "As a mother, I can't agree, but I also can't send him for so-called treatment, let alone electric shock, just because I don't agree."

The two argued about this matter for a long time. Mr. Ji said: "What about Minfei? What if she lives with a homosexual and affects her?"

Li Shiqin couldn't help but sneer, "Homosexuality is not a disease, let alone an infectious disease. Minfei has her own judgment and will not become gay just because others are gay."

"I'm not saying that she will follow suit, I am saying that her outlook on life will be affected. I cannot accept that my stepson is gay. This will cause a lot of trouble in my and my daughter's lives."

"Really?" Li Shiqin laughed, "Then let's break up."

"Well, it would be best if they could break up, but Yangyang's problem still needs to be cured. I know you don't like to hear it, but..."

"I think you made a mistake. I mean, let's break up." Mr. Ji was interrupted by Li Shiqin before he finished speaking. She felt desolate and distressed in her heart, and it hurt so much that she almost cried, "No That’s it for the rest, I’m done.”

Li Shiqin hung up the phone, and Mr. Ji didn't call again. She stared at the phone for a long time, and finally cried.

This was the first time she mustered up the courage to accept a person. This person passed many tests. She could tolerate his other shortcomings, but she could not accept his prejudice against her son. This matter would become a major factor in their future lives. A thorn that cannot be removed.

She couldn't say that Mr. Ji was wrong. After all, there were tens of thousands of people in the world who were against homosexuality, but she couldn't accept that he would give electric shocks when he opened his mouth. She couldn't accept it when he kept silent. If he couldn't accept it, would he want to wrong Ma Yangyang? If Li Shiqin couldn't do it, she had no choice but to give up on this relationship.

It wasn't that she wasn't sad, but what hit her heart even more was that she suddenly realized how much pain and pressure Ma Yangyang had endured. She could tell others that homosexuality was not a disease, but she couldn't stand on her son's side and give him courage. , in Ma Yangyang's heart, she may have caused him more harm than outsiders.

Li Shiqin began to wonder if she had done something wrong, but she couldn't imagine how things would develop in that direction if she agreed.

Before going out to pick up Ma Yangyang, Mr. Ji sent a text message, "Do you really want to break up?"

Li Shiqin didn't reply immediately. After going to the garage to pick up the car, she finally calmed down and replied in the quiet parking lot: "Yes."

Mr. Ji was silent again, and it wasn't until Li Shiqin arrived at school that his message came, "Okay then, I hope we can still be friends in the future."

Li Shiqin shook her head and smiled, with tears in her eyes. She typed: "Yes, okay."

This is the love of middle-aged people. It is not without feelings, but each has its own calculations. The interests and feelings are clearly calculated. Maybe we can share the joys and sorrows, but there is still a place that the other party cannot invade. The name of that place It's called a "retreat". When we reach the retreat, we can still pretend to be indifferent and say goodbye with a smile, but we are still friends. After seeing each other, we are really just friends.

Those pure, fanatical and rampant loves only belong to young people, and I don’t know which one is more hurtful.

Yangyang, if Ma Yangyang asks you to let go and love, can you guarantee that you will be happy

Mom is willing to stand by you if she can.

However, no one can guarantee that a vigorous or steady stream may end in destruction. Therefore, my mother did not dare to gamble.