"You are very quick to accept the fact that you want to play with us in the league." Bai Liu thoughtfully looked at Tang Erda, "I recruited you in other timelines?"
Tang Er, who was squatting down looking for the head in the body of the dead monster, stiffened his back suddenly, as if thinking of something extremely unpleasant, his eyes became fierce again.
"Yeah." He let out a sneer, "but not in the gentle way you are now."
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Bai Liu didn't feel how gentle he was in recruiting Tang Er Da.
He stuck to Tang Er's weakness, and almost completely penetrated Tang Er's physical and psychological defenses. When Tang Er's sanity was very weak, his speech induced reshaping his own views and opinions.
Bai Liu also took advantage of the empathy characteristics of Tang Erda, a just public official, and allowed Tang Erda to watch his own similar painful experiences, which resulted in this kind of captain, who was still very kind in nature, had a psychological effect on Bai Liu. Dependence, and a sense of belonging to the group.
People are the product of groups and the environment. Being alone can make people crazy all the time. It is the instinct of a normal person with social consciousness to tend to accept one’s familiar group.
And Tang Er Da, as a captain who had been suspected of being rejected by the original group, the Heresy Bureau, and even isolated, he was indeed homeless.
Tang Erda also couldn't get close to other normal people like him to establish stable social relations in groups, because his sense of morality did not allow him to spread the bad luck named "Game" to other innocent people.
And if you choose to establish contact with people in the game, such as major game guilds, they simply use and please Tang Erda, and they cannot have empathy with people like Tang Erda who have a certain idealistic color, so Tang Erda only Can accept oneself to be hired by these people, instead of forming a fixed group, produce emotional connection.
In the long black time with no margins in sight, Tang Er Da was forced to wander alone all the time.
And he needs group connections.
Under this circumstance, Tang Er's approach will not produce guilt, and he does not need to be held responsible, even because the wandering circus, which has a certain degree of mutual understanding in the long-term hostility, is cold from Bailiu without any consideration. Tang Erda's thoughts on his personal emotions—
—He thinks The Wandering Circus is really a good group choice for Tang Er Da.
The problem is how to transform Tang Erda's hatred of the Wandering Circus into empathy-Bai Liu chooses to cut into it from the angle of [similar].
[There are people in this world who are as painful and lonely as I am. We can understand and accept each other. 】
[We are all the same kind who have been abandoned after being played with by fate, and wandering ceaselessly. 】
This kind of consciousness can be said to be a life-saving straw for normal people who have been wandering alone for a long time at all timelines and are about to be unable to survive.
The whole transformation process was not gentle to Tang Er Da, it could be said that he would put it to the death and be reborn.
But Tang Erda actually thought it was gentle? This made Bai Liu really interested.
Tang Er’s small TV, in order not to attract attention, has always been on a full silent paid service, which means that the content of Bai Liu’s conversation with him will be muted, so before Bai Liu was so open and direct to talk to him. , And don't care about anything.
Bai Liu squatted down and started looking for Tavier in the monster corpse that was torn apart by Tang Er's gun. While looking for it, Bai Liu pretended to inadvertently mention: "May I ask what Bai Liu did to you in other timelines?"
Then Bai Liu quickly added apologetically: "Of course, if you mention your sadness, you don't need to say it-I'm sorry you have experienced this because [I]."
Tang Er's fight stopped for a while, and then continued: "You don't need to apologize, those things have nothing to do with you."
"That timeline, the growth of the clown did not reach you, Bai Liu's expectations, Bai Liu wanted to find an output rotation for the league." Tang Er paused, "Then Bai Liu saw my small TV and gave him a glance. Fancy me... In short, he used a lot of methods to try to get me over, but my hostile attitude was very tough."
Tang Erda took a deep breath: "At that time, you had a kind of first one in your hands. Bai Liu used this first to trick me, and then he found me... The most important person is Su Chao."
"Bai Liu originally wanted to use Su Chao to let me join the team, but... Bai Liu's act of giving up the clown angered the clown. The clown hated me very much. He felt that it was because of me that Bai Liu would abandon him."
"When Su Chao went to work abroad, Bai Liu ordered the kidnapping of Su Chao, and used Su Chao as a bargaining chip to negotiate with me again. I still did not agree-Su Chao would not allow me because he agreed to join such an organization. "
"But after two rounds of negotiations, Bai Liu lost his patience and simply gave up letting me join the team. He felt that the cost-effectiveness of spending with me was too low and turned to look for other players."
Tang Erda closed his eyes and said, "—Bai Liu threw the useless Su Chao to the clown."
"The next thing, you have seen it in the mirror."
Bai Liu was politely silent for a while, and then stretched out his hand to pat Tang Er's shoulder to show comfort-he felt that the Tang Captain needed such a normal person's encouragement at this moment.
Tang Erda opened his eyes abruptly. He seemed to be immersed in a certain emotion before he came out, the pupils in the deep blue eyes contracted and stood upright.
Just before Bai Liu's hand touched his shoulder, Tang Erda almost opened Bai Liu's hand with a hideous expression, and let out a threatening growl from his throat: "Don't touch me. !"
Bai Liu felt for a moment that he saw a wolf with barking teeth leaning over to bite his throat.
Tang Er's chest rose and fell violently. He calmed down before calming down his breath. He opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something. Bai Liu looked at the shape of his mouth as if he was sorry.
But in the end, Tang Er Da still didn't say anything, instead turned his head away without saying a word, lowered his head in the corpse and continued to search for the head that Bai Liu asked him to find.
Very severe post-traumatic stress.
Bai Liu made a simple judgment in his heart. After getting the information he wanted, Bai Liu withdrew his hand without feeling embarrassed at all. Instead, he was kind, and changed a topic very thoughtfully, and handed it over:
"Captain Tang, in the previous battle, you could see Tavel's head without a scope. Why did you give me a scope?"
Tang Er stayed silent for a while before returning to Bai Liu's words: "The field of vision for attacking is not the same as the field of vision for finding things. When I use skill guns to quickly attack objects, I don't deliberately pay attention to the rolling heads inside."
"At this time, I need someone else to help me locate it." Tang Erda paused for another second or two, "That head is to you like Su Chao is to me. Using the scope will be much safer and won't hurt."
Bai Liu smiled: "Yes, he is very important to me, thank you very much for considering me, Captain Tang."
"... Just..." Tang Er's palm was tight because of Bai Liu's first thank you. He squeezed it hard, rolled his Adam's apple up and down, and then exhaled a breath of heat, "... I'm sorry."
—This is an apology for the fact that I just beat Bai Liu.
"It's okay." Bai Liu answered calmly, then raised his hand.
This time, Bai Liu’s hand finally fell on Tang Er’s tight shoulders. He smiled shallowly: "I can understand Captain Tang’s feelings, because the important person was hurt and angry, it’s not you. It’s my fault, and I will do the same."
After Tang Erda's back, which was originally straight as a steel plate, patted Bai Liu's hand, it melted down involuntarily-he was inexplicably relieved.
Bai Liu turned around and continued to search in the corpse, Tang Erda looked at Bai Liu's profile with some wonder—
-Bai Liu said he can understand his feelings.
Bai Liu... Is he going to get angry too...
Tang Er played so many timelines, and he had never seen Bai Liu angry. He always maintained his rationality and no weakness, so he was so invincible.
But just now-Bai Liu's attention was all focused on searching for Tarvel's head, he didn't pay attention to his surroundings at all, and was almost eaten by the monster.
Before that, this guy ran over and smiled and waved to him to call Captain Tang. Tang Erda now recalled Bai Liu's smile, and felt that a little kid was carrying a stronger person, and went back to avenge the stubbornness of the bad guy who bullied his important person.
Tang Erda stared blankly at Bai Liu searching through the pile of corpses, mud and blood on his face, but he didn't care at all—
—This is a Bailiu with feelings and weaknesses, not a complete monster.
Not white six.
"Found it!" Bai Liu moved away a bunch of messy skulls lightly, and buried a sleeping head under the bones and roses.
Bai Liu’s breathing began to lighten. He knelt on the ground and took a step forward. He held the head very, very lightly, and placed it on his knees. On the hanging eyelashes, there were scattered rose crumbs, chin and nose. It was all condensed mud, and he bowed slightly, bending into a very precious arc to protect the head in his arms.
"I found you." Bai Liu bent his eyes, he lowered his head and pressed it to his head, revealing a pure, happy smile that could not be covered at all.
Tang Erda almost thought that he was crazy, only to see such a smile on Bai Liu's face.
But that smile was really contagious. Tang Erda watched for a while and couldn't help but relax. He opened his arms, leaned back on the bone pile found out, and looked up at the world bored tiredly. The gloomy sky also hummed lightly from his nose, muttering to himself: "It's great, you found him."
"Intact, found him."