Bai Liu turned his head, his eyes moved down to avoid Xieta's sight, he stood up quickly, his tone of voice calm: "It's going to dawn, I'm going back."
"That..." Sheta raised her head quietly, his silver-blue eyes reflected the dim moon in the sky and Bai Liu standing on the edge of the corridor at the same time, and asked quietly, "Are you coming back tomorrow?"
Bai Liu was quiet. He didn't ask [then do you want me to come] as I did yesterday, but Xieta seemed to know that Bai Liu wanted to ask this question, and naturally replied: "I hope you will come tomorrow."
The scenes in his eyes floated, reflecting the clouds at the beginning of the day: "I hope you will come every day."
"So that I can see you every day."
Bai Liu's breath broke, and his fingers curled up beside him. When he spoke again, his tone was as flat as a stranger: "Why see me every day?"
"I'm just an ordinary sacrifice."
"The aloft Cthulhu doesn't need to see me every day, and then waste so much emotion and curiosity on an ordinary sacrifice like me."
Sheta looked at Bai Liu intently: "Then if you are just an ordinary sacrifice."
"Then why did you come to see me on stealing the key the night before?"
"Obviously you can see it at the Cthulhu Festival in a few months, right?"
Bai Liu had a meal.
Xieta suddenly laughed. He lowered his trembling eyelashes and looked at Bai Liu's right hand curled slightly behind him. Then Xieta raised his left hand and slid his long fingers into the gap between Bai Liu's clasped fingers, and then slowly , Ten fingers clasped Bai Liu's hand.
"Obviously, I woke me up with pain. It was you who came to see me. In the end, I asked the evil god who didn't understand anything to tell you why I want to see you every day."
"I'm just an inferior, unqualified mirror."
Xie Ta raised his eyes and looked at Bai Liu with a correct eye: "Naturally, why Bai Liu wants to see me, and why I want to see Bai Liu."
"Can I wait for you tomorrow night?"
Bai Liu's lips were pressed into a straight line. He squeezed Sieta's cold fingers in his palm for a second, but quickly let go, lowered his head and quickly walked towards the exit of the shrine, leaving only a calming sentence:
"I won't come tomorrow night, you don't have to wait."
Xieta's hand was released and fell onto the corridor.
The wind blew the big tree in the middle of the courtyard, and the fallen leaves were up and down, and there were ripples on the pond. Xieta stood up, and he was caged in a body that was light as a cicada's wings, thin and wide. In the coat, the eyes were separated from the gauze, the fallen leaves, the wind, and the morning color. It was so dim that it was completely unclear. You could only see the fading smile on Sieta's face and the pale lips that seemed to be pale.
Bai Liu heard the sound of the chain moving behind him, and he heard the chain on Sieta's feet dragging on the ground, and then stretched straight, making a vibrating sound of being pulled.
Sheta walked behind him without making a sound of footsteps.
Bai Liu didn't look back, but stopped. There was still the cold temperature remaining on Sheta's fingertips in the palm of his hand. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath and asked, "What do you want to say to me when you catch up?"
"I don't understand." Sheta whispered, "I feel you want to see me."
"But why not come?"
Xietar paused, "Are you angry?"
"I'm not angry." Bai Liu was silent for a few seconds after speaking, "but I'm really not very happy."
"Indeed, I will use every means and means to meet a person because I want to see him, but if that person is willing to see me just because I want to see him, I will feel that my efforts have not been paid back equally."
"Because this is not an equal transaction."
Bai Liu looked down: "You are just refracting my feelings for you."
Xieta asked softly: "Then what is an equal transaction?"
Bai Liu finally turned around slowly, staring into Sheta's clean eyes, without a trace of emotion on his face:
"I need you to want to see me."
"If one day, Lord Cthulhu himself develops feelings of wanting to see me, I will naturally come to see you."
After speaking, Bai Liu lifted the lantern placed at the door, slightly leaned back and bowed to the stagnant Sheta: "Good morning, Lord Cthulhu, I want to practice sacrifice courses, so I left first."
Xiaokui, who was yawning by the attic window, looked at Bailiu who came down the mountain road carrying a lantern, and raised her eyebrows slightly: "It's early today."
Bai Liu returned to the attic where he lived. He gently put down the lantern, untied his clothes, and lay on the tatami.
Although the movements were very light, he awakened the Cang-ma beside him. He watched in horror at Bai Liu who was looking straight at the ceiling with a pair of dark eyes with no emotion, rubbing his arms, and cautiously yelled: "... Master Bai Six?"
"You are in the mood... not so good?"
Bai Liu faintly hummed, "I think so."
Cang Tai curiously leaned over, "Why? Didn't you just meet with Lord Cthulhu?"
But it was obviously that the Sixth Master Bai met with Lord Cthulhu yesterday and came back in a very good mood.
"Because I hate others because I like each other and like me." Bai Liu said in a flat tone, "That kind of relationship is very low, and no deal is stable, just like the relationship to a dog."
Cang Tai was shocked: "What does it mean to give a dog affection! Dogs are so cute! I like dogs very much!"
Bai Liu who was lying on the tatami squinted Cang Tai, "Then why do you like dogs?"
Mrs. Cang didn't understand very much: "Of course it's because the dog is cute!"
"No." Bai Liu retracted his eyes, "People like animals because they presuppose they love themselves, so they choose animals that can be easily dealt with without loving them, such as dogs, cats, and rabbits."
"Because these animals have no ability to resist humans, they have only two ways to deal with humans: domestication and abandonment."
Cang Tai's pupils quaked, and she stammered a little: "No, it's not like this!?"
"Then what if you raise a dog that doesn't love you?" Bai Liu continued faintly, "The other person bites you every day, grinning at you, and causing you and your family to suffer many serious injuries, what would you do? ?"
Mrs. Cang began to waver, he opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he didn't say a word.
… He might really send it away, or even kill the dog.
"This is why humans choose safe pets to love. This is essentially a pursuit of low risk and high returns." Bai Liu said softly.
"But it's not all like this, right!" Cang Tai tried hard to refute, "My love for dogs also has that natural love for their character!"
Bai Liu glanced sharply: "Under the same circumstances, there are two pets, a dog with a snake-like temperament and a lizard with a very venomous, dog-like character. Who do you choose?"
Cang stammered too much: "...Dog dog."
Bai Liu asked without hesitation: "What if you can choose neither?"
Cangtai immediately answered: "I will choose neither of them!"
Bai Liu looked at the ceiling: "But I chose that very poisonous lizard."
Mrs. Cang was very shocked: "?! Why, isn't it possible to choose neither of them?!"
"Yes, I didn't want to choose the two at first." Bai Liu slowly put his scarred arm on his eyes, and then slowly exhaled, the tone of his opening was very calm, "but I fell in love with it. That lizard, so I really want to raise him."
Cangtai's pupils quaked continuously. He stepped back almost in a panic, then swallowed nervously, "Sixth Master Bai, are you in love with a lizard, a lizard?!"
Bai Liu turned a blind eye to Cangtai's reaction and continued: "But this lizard doesn't know that he is a human being, so he can't give me the same share of human feelings."
"I'm probably the only human in the world who can raise a lizard that can poison everyone at a glance."
"He only knows that I am the only human who will actively approach him, touch him, and be with him forever, so he will take the initiative to contact me, hug me, treat me well, just like people will come and lick The dog with his own hands feels pity and love."
"God should also have this kind of emotion towards weaker people."
Bai Liu's breathing became extremely slow: "But he still doesn't understand what this means to me."
"It's really hard to admit... I will love..."
Bai Liu said that his chest suddenly rose and fell. He clenched his hand covering his eyes, clenched it into a fist, and took two deep breaths before quieting down.
After a long, long time, Bai Liu was not talking. When Mrs. Cang thought that Bai Liu was sleeping with his arms over his eyes, he suddenly heard a hoarse sentence from Bai Liu:
"This is really the most unfair deal I have ever done."
Bai Liu smiled lightly: "I would love God like a dog."
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