The memories that belonged to Ji Yan became countless fragments, like countless stars floating in the darkness, flashing in front of Yin Xuezuo's eyes.
In fact, it is not the first time that he has used the soul-reading technique. Yin Xuezhuo is born with many special abilities. When dealing with the righteous path in the past, it is not that he has not absorbed the memory of dealing with them. Either turn the other party into a puppet, or make the other party a demented fool afterwards.
The worst end is to lose your soul.
But now, when he uses the soul-reading technique on Ji Yan, he still has to read the memory from the beginning to the end, which is much more difficult. He has too many worries, so he uses this lamp to repair his own self-cultivation. In order to dilute, slowly entered her soul.
Before that, Yin Xuezhuo had made many bad plans.
For example, he would see a lot of things that he could not accept, and the bullying she was subjected to was something he did not imagine; another example, he would not be able to control his own power, even if he had the soul-inducing lamp, the cultivation level in the fusion stage would be against her. cause backlash.
But he wanted to know what she was going through.
Not being by her side was his biggest regret. He had no other chance to make up for it, but to treat her well. But his smoke, seemingly soft-tempered, is actually more stubborn than anyone else. The unspeakable injuries she suffered always hoped that she could endure it silently. She overestimated her ability to bear. It's also unbearable, and I don't want him to feel guilty for it.
Even if he forced her, she wouldn't say it. His smoke seemed to be deliberately making trouble, but in fact, he was so sensible that it made him feel distressed.
After making all preparations, Yin Xuezuo pursued the familiar breath in her soul and saw scenes of Ji Yan's past.
To his surprise, the first act was not what he imagined.
She was in an unfamiliar place. The most distant memory was blurred because she was too young. The clearest one was a little girl with a pair of ponytails and a schoolbag crossing the road.
The surrounding environment is very unfamiliar, the surrounding houses and clothes are all different. The little girl looks like six or seven years old. She is very small, very cute, and very polite.
There are many people of the same age around her, everyone likes her very much, almost no one bullies her, she is like a little princess, the one who is surrounded by stars.
It's just that she often sleeps alone at night. She is afraid of being alone in an empty house. She doesn't dare to turn off the lights at night. She often calls her parents to ask them when they will go home. Later, she got used to it a little bit when she got older.
The little girl grew up very fast. During the summer vacation at the age of 16 or 17, she grew brighter and brighter. She was just addicted to something called "computer" every day. She often wore headphones and played games with her classmates. It's also fun, but also a little rebellious and lazy. When I'm excited to play games, some words that I don't understand frequently pop up in my mouth—
"Will the person who knocked on your mother play games? You will deliver the delivery. If you don't deliver food, you will deliver it. Then you will deliver it to the lord. The lord will blow the suona for you at the funeral."
"Why are you scanning WeChat steps in the wild area? My mother hung your code on the welcome pine to welcome visitors from all directions."
"Brother, did you take medicine today? Oh no, no wonder my sister saw that you had a seizure."
"… "
She is still as articulate as ever, and no one can scold her. One person can support several people. She has the momentum of madness in the past, and even more unrestrained than at that time.
Yin Xuezhuo couldn't understand what she was saying, but although she sometimes scolded the other party with red cheeks, her cheeks were still red and cute, and occasionally when she jumped on the other side, she made a special trip to open the microphone with a smile: "A little bit, you're in a hurry, you're in a hurry. You are in a hurry, you are in a hurry."
She will also turn her head to find her good friend, chatting with each other in high spirits, often boasting complacently, raising her chin with pride, "That's right, sister Hun Zuan has never lost."
When she was sitting on the windowsill on the phone, her white feet were hanging in the air, as if she was born with ADHD, and she would twist from time to time.
She has a cat, and when she is in a bad mood, she will hold the cat in her arms and touch it. She will occasionally talk to herself, become childish, and fight with the cat.
A little older, she doesn't like to be so eloquent and arrogant. The whole person is a lot quieter, rushing to study every day, often staying in the library from morning to night, her life has become very simple, and more than before. Rich, she likes to dress up, has long curly hair, often wipes those fragrant things on her face, and often feels herself in the mirror.
"I'm so beautiful, but I still don't have a boyfriend!" She often said sadly and indignantly, "Forget it, it's good to be single, and it's not so bad to be single."
She is more and more like the Yan Yan that Yin Xuezuo is familiar with. Even if she has any troubles, she forgets quickly. In a blink of an eye, she is eager to prepare for the future. She is never entangled in the past like others. Like a dazzling little sun, how can you not be likable
She fell in love with holding the boxy thing, looking at the text on it, hiding under the covers, watching it all night, occasionally laughing out loud in the middle of the night, and occasionally shedding tears quietly. Uncertain.
Until Yin Xuezuo heard his name.
"Wow, the villain is so pitiful, Yin Xuezhuo was forced, if it wasn't for the protagonist betraying him, he wouldn't be so extreme." She rolled around holding the pillow at night, angrily, and muttered to herself for a long time , snorted again, and scolded: "How cruel, this is Mao Xian Shuangwen, the villains of Shuangwen should be damned, how can there be such a heartache..."
"Woooooo, I want to send a blade to the author."
"… "
"Didn't you tell the story." She raised her hand and messed up her long hair again, "I've been waiting for a long time, don't give me an explanation, I'm really going to spray!!!"
"This plot is really uncomfortable!!!"
Yin Xuezhuo didn't understand it at first, but when he saw now, he only understood one thing - his Yan Yan lived in a completely different world before.
It is not difficult for him to understand. He thinks it is like cultivation. After cultivation reaches a certain level, it is possible to leave the original world and go to a higher plane. A high Jinxian cultivation base can also leave the original world.
It's just that she doesn't have a cultivation base, which is unheard of in this world.
But she knew everything about him from there, and even saw a lot of things he didn't know. For example, the so-called "Ji Yan" died outside Linshuang City long ago. What kind of ending would he usher in without her? Everything was too unbelievable, as if everything he had experienced was just a made-up drama.
It made him suddenly realize that he turned out to be in a book.
He is a character in the book, and to her, he is just a piece of paper. He might get her a few tears, but like other books, he will be forgotten in a blink of an eye.
Yin Xuezhuo couldn't accept this fact, it was more terrifying than he expected at the beginning, he suddenly realized that his smoke was actually concealing him from the beginning.
The raging anger and unwillingness in his heart made him almost stop reading Soul Art, but his reason still let him read it.
He wanted to know how sincere she was to him.
He saw her come into this world.
She was helpless and scared, but she held on strong. She whispered to a person in the void, she knew where everything was going, and she spent everything after that with him.
She thought she was going to die countless times, and she was more afraid than anyone else. He had unwittingly said cruel words before, and the so-called turning her into a human gu actually made her quietly afraid for a long time.
Those, she never said.
She fell in love with him first, and she freely admitted to the thing called "system", and everything after that was not mixed with any hypocrisy.
Even for a paper person, she still used her sincerity.
"I'll stay."
"If he ends up being destroyed by me, even if I go back, I will regret it."
He heard the familiar electronic sound, the moment the electronic sound sounded, all the stars belonging to the other world vanished into ashes, Ji Yan of the other world completely disappeared into the dust, all connections were cut off, she gave up the most Happy life, coma in his arms.
When he woke up, Ji Yan was still lively, and he didn't see anything wrong.
"Zhaozhuo, in this world, I only have you, you must be nice to me." She said these words as if unintentional.
At first, he didn't know the meaning of this sentence, but now, he suddenly knows what this sentence means to her.
In this world, she has no relatives, no friends, can't scold people while playing games, and can't see a bright future. She has lost a lot, but only has him.
His smoke is to give up everything to love him.
But he still lost her.
The huge discomfort came violently, tearing Yin Xuezuo's heart apart in an instant, feeling densely in his heart, as if being bitten by ten thousand insects, tearing blood dripping.
His original intention was not like this. The things he wanted to see had not even appeared, but the past that he thought was very simple had already subverted too much of his cognition.
No matter how powerful his cultivation was, he couldn't support the shaking of his soul. His spells were almost uncontrollable. As soon as he released his strength, the soul-inducing lamp almost went out. He was slightly startled, afraid of hurting her. Yuan reversed back, the real Yuan in the body was jumping wildly, and the whole body was screaming for pain.
The bones seemed to be shattered into pieces, and he seemed to be completely unconscious, feeling so distressed that he could not speak.
When the consciousness was pulled out, Yin Xuezuo spat out a mouthful of blood, and propped up the bed with his right hand.
He lowered his head, panting slightly, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and the breath he exhaled was as icy as ice. Everything in front of him was mixed with light and shadow, shaking rapidly. He couldn't even hear any sound, only the faint scent that belonged to her was still there. It was quietly sent into the nose by the wind.
Season smoke…
His hands twitched unnaturally, his slender fingernails cut through the mattress, leaving three cat-like scratches, which were broken in the palm of his hand. Yin Xuezuo didn't know what he was doing now. It has never been more embarrassing than now, and even Wuhuan suddenly appeared and wanted to force him to leave.
"Demon Lord." Wuhuan said anxiously: "You seem to have gone into the devil's way. You should return to the devil's realm to heal at this moment, and you can't continue to be stimulated!"
Yin Xuezuo didn't look at him at all, raised his hand and beat him out, groped and struggled again, and only hugged her tightly when he touched the familiar warm cheek.
In this way, I feel a little more at ease.
He was so dizzy that it was like being pricked by a needle, sharp and difficult to remove, so he could only bear it hard.
After he became stronger, no one in the world could match him. In fact, he was rarely hurt by others. Most of the suffering was brought on by himself, either because of his bragging rights or because of hatred. Just like now, it is obviously very simple to read Soul art, but because his mind was shaken, there was such a big backlash.
... But this time, it's because of love.
Like she lied to him, but also because she loved him.
The author has something to say: I feel that this chapter is written a bit like an extravaganza. The original intention was to be sweet, but I didn't expect it to be abusive.
Just the next chapter.
One more chapter today.