Lin Han stopped when he heard the words.
He hesitated for a moment: "But now..."
Can't see anything now.
And Lin Han has seen the unchanging starry sky more than once.
He Yunting did not answer directly, but asked him a question that had nothing to do with it: "Have you heard of the El Inniho Nebula?"
Lin Han recalled: "I seem to have heard it, but I have no impression."
"That's the only way to see the wonders in the border area." He Yunting also walked over from the porthole and saw a dark sky, "I'm still traveling through the stars, I can't see it."
Lin Han let out an "um", and heard He Yunting say again, "I've seen it twice before. If I can see it this time, I'd like to show Mr. Lin."
Lin Han always felt that He Yunting had gradually said more to himself after his birthday.
He began to try to say what was on his mind, albeit stiffly.
Probably seeing Lin Han looking out of the porthole all day today, He Yunting explained: "I couldn't see it on the first day. Tomorrow, after the successful transition of the warship spaceship, Mr. Lin will be able to see it."
Lin Han didn't expect to be observed by He Yunting, but nodded anyway.
Curiosity and longing are real.
He knew his physique and also knew his second gender, and he was destined to be unable to navigate the galaxy.
But he just couldn't control himself to want to see those distant celestial bodies and nebulae, and romantic and lonely planets.
"Mr. Lin come with me." He Yunting said, respectfully giving Lin Han the right to choose.
If he doesn't want to, he can go back to his cabin now.
Lin Han followed He Yunting all the way up and came to a small room.
"This was used for observation in the past," He Yunting explained, "but after the battleship was upgraded, many functions were merged together, and it was no longer necessary for a special person to come here for observation, so it was idle."
Lin Han took a few steps and looked around the room.
"But if you want, this is also one of the best observation platforms." He Yunting said.
There is no need to put on a spacesuit or turn on the starship.
In this quiet corner, you can maximize your contact with space.
"It was in this room that I saw the El Inniho Nebula for the first time. At that time, I was already on my way back, and I only had time to see a silhouette. It's a little regretful to think about it now."
Lin Han asked curiously, "Why are you sorry? Didn't we see it again later?"
He Yunting was noncommittal: "But every time the El Inniho Nebula is a unique wonder."
"But I don't know when I'll meet you—maybe the day I arrive at the border area, or if Mr. Lin wants to, I'd like to invite you too,"
He Yunting's words are always very straightforward sometimes. Even if he knew that he had no other intentions, Lin Han couldn't help but take a quick breath: "Okay."
"Then I'll wait for you here tomorrow night."
"Don't tell anyone else."
The warship jump went smoother than expected.
The next day, everyone began to get used to the life of the battleship. Wen Tianyao seemed to be a little dizzy. He hadn't left the room for a day. Fortunately, he brought a doctor with him.
The Belfast was driving on its own star path, and after a long day, it finally began to find a suitable angle and space to retract, and finally successfully jumped and began to fly at the speed of light.
"First Evolution"
After a period of extreme darkness, they finally entered the desired orbit.
During the transition, except for the command room and the captain's room, all the portholes of the entire battleship were automatically closed. After everything returned to calm, a long time had passed.
Even though there is no white night anymore, Lin Han kept counting the time and walked to the observation room that he had agreed with He Yunting the day before.
And He Yunting was already there waiting for him.
"Here you are," he said. "This is the starry sky tonight."
He Yunting walked to the special observation window and pressed the lift button.
The obscured images emerged one after another. In this small observation room, Lin Han finally saw the starry sky that was once very far away from him through a layer of special glass.
- This is the first time he has faced the starry sky at such a close distance.
Different from the unchanging starry sky he saw in the empire, at this moment they were traveling in the galaxy, the huge battleship became like dust at this moment, and passing by them were all kinds of nebulae of different sizes.
Each piece is unique, and each piece is breathtakingly beautiful.
Some planets are very small, secretly glowing by the reflection of other stars, some are burning inside, and some are still spinning rapidly.
Lin Han has fantasized about the scene of lingering in the galaxy many times.
In dreams, in imagination.
But there has never been a time when I was wrapped in a sudden feeling like this.
His chest throbbed and his heart beat faster.
The dust of the planet he once wished for was now listed in front of him one by one.
That feeling was too strong, Lin Han didn't know where it came from, but only felt that the tip of his nose was sore, his heart ached, and he almost burst into tears.
It has nothing to do with other emotions, but at this moment, he was suddenly surrounded by the universe, giving birth to an indescribable sadness.
At this moment, Lin Han began to think a lot, thinking about the career he loves, and thinking about the mecha driving he once dreamed of. He began to feel that he was shallow, that he didn't know what to do, that the universe was vast and that he was terribly small.
He gritted his teeth and tried to endure, and he also wanted to see this starry sky again.
And He Yunting seemed to notice the difference.
"Mr. Lin?" He Yunting said eagerly, "Are you okay?"
Lin Han wanted to say that it was okay, wanted to say that it was okay, but at this moment he almost felt powerless to speak, a strange suffocation surged up to block his throat, causing him to open his mouth to speak, but in the end he didn't say anything.
After the feeling of suffocation, the dizziness that hit the nerves followed one after another. Lin Han closed his eyes and wanted to get rid of this feeling, but in the drowsy feeling of weightlessness, his feet softened and he fell forward.
A strong, warm hand grabbed him.
He Yunting pulled Lin Han towards him and wanted to support him with the other hand, but he was afraid of offending him. In the end, he just grabbed him with one hand and stopped behind Lin Han with the other, without touching it. A gesture that is close to intimacy, but not full of hugs.
"Mr. Lin?"
Lin Han listened to the voice, tried to get away from the unspeakable sorrow, and managed to calm down: "Well."
"I'm fine," he said.
He really had no other thoughts, but felt the boundless shock at this moment, and then was swept away by this shock and fell into the tiny dust.
What kind of existence do you have in the universe
And He Yunting seemed to know what he was thinking at the moment, and suddenly opened his mouth.
"It was the same when I saw the stars for the first time."
Lin Han was a little surprised and looked up at him.
"Space dizziness," He Yunting explained for him, "I also had it at the time, don't be afraid, Mr. Lin."
At that time, He Yunting was still too young and too fearless. He had enviable pheromone and spiritual power, and even more ability and will that ordinary people couldn't match.
In the first three rounds of pilot selection, no one was his opponent, and everyone's eyes were on him. Although he was taciturn, he also had the conceit and pride of a young man.
At that time, He Yunting always felt that the world belonged to him, young and full of dreams.
Until he boarded the battleship for the first time and touched the starry sky for the first time.
He seemed to be caught by something, and a strong sense of suffocation surrounded him—
At that moment, he seemed so insignificant that he didn't even deserve to have any existence.
The results of human efforts for many years are not worth mentioning in space at all, no matter whether it is happy or sad, big or small, it is no better than the carbon base calcined after the death of a star.
For the first time, He Yunting began to fall into panic and doubt, and had a strong sense of dizziness, feeling humble and hopeless for his insignificance.
"When I arrived at the border area and drove in space for the first time, all my combat skills seemed to have disappeared, and I almost couldn't complete even the simplest operations."
There was some sadness in Lin Han's heart inexplicably, as if he wanted to empathize with the other party.
He didn't speak, just listened quietly.
"I was the same as you at that time, even more serious than you - I started to recall a lot of unnecessary things, and I wanted to calm down." He Yunting stood up, and far behind him, there was a white dwarf star without fusion reaction, with a faint light. , but has a fiery temperature.
"But when I was really trying to sail, I suddenly calmed down again. It's very strange. It happened in that moment." He looked at Lin Han's face, and seemed to want to show him a reassuring smile, but Give up because you won't use that emoji and just keep saying, "Because nothing doesn't die."
Lin Han's heart moved, and the eyelashes that looked at He Yunting trembled.
Nothing will die.
He Yunting said.
"The universe is no different from us."
The world mayflies, a drop in the ocean.
Stubborn warships will fall to pieces, and indestructible mechs will eventually become dust.
They and Stellar ended up no different.
"But no matter what, we have the present."
Lin Han looked at him, his eyes gradually became clear from the vague confusion, as if washed by the clearest rain, and then looked at the cold and deep eyebrows.
He thought that there was a kind of simplicity in He Yunting that he didn't even know.
Simple enough to say such a thing is another romantic philosophy.
The other party had no other thoughts when hugging during the susceptible period, and when he jokingly raised the question of whether he liked it or not, he still thought carefully before saying "I don't know".
Lin Han often wondered if He Yunting didn't even know what was in his subconscious mind.
Over the years, he has been walking alone in the dark, shouldering the responsibility of the country and the country, whether he will be weighed down by a deep and heavy burden and unable to breathe, and whether he will be constantly beaten and considered by bits and pieces of confusion.
But this is how he came over, tore off the silt attached to his body, threw it into the abyss, and stood in the sunshine again with hope.
He knows that the Milky Way is vast and vast, but he can also find peace and quiet from it.
Lin Han suddenly felt that his previous feelings of nothingness had become worthless. All forms of particle fragments were integrated into the universe, forming a never-ending cycle of reincarnation.
"Look," He Yunting raised his face, "that's a dust nebula not far from us."
Lin Han also followed, and the pale blue nebulae gathered together. They didn't even have a name. They could only be seen by reflecting the light of nearby stars.
"They are in front of us now, but no one knows how many billions of years these lights have traveled to reach this world and meet us."
This time, He Yunting's tone was calm, not nervous or indifferent, but spoke in a low and gentle voice.
It was something he had suspected, and now he wanted to make the other person less anxious and confused.
"We were born in the short present, and we are also the stardust of the universe."
"Lin Han." He Yunting called his name, his azure blue eyes crossed the sea of stars for hundreds of millions of years, falling into the coincidence of this moment, "Don't doubt the meaning of existence."
"You are existence itself."
The author has something to say: I unilaterally announce that from today, Lao He has become my favorite one of the attacks I have written!
I know it's inappropriate to make everyone wait, but it's really slow to write, I have changed a lot, and I feel that I can't write the desired feeling in my barren text, which is very painful and tangled.
But it will still be updated daily. As long as the leave application is not posted, it will be updated.
By the way, push a basic friend's article! "The whole entertainment circle thinks I'm alpha" by is not good for the four:
Lin Si is a top idol in the entertainment industry, and is called "the alpha who most wants to be marked by him" by omegas.
However, Lin Si, set up by the alpha, is a real omega.
Lin Si, who is too constrained to fall in love on weekdays, registered an account on the dating software "Bubble": Forget about love.
On this day, he met an alpha-"44" with a match rate of 94.800% on the square.
After unremitting efforts, the online dating super sweet baby "forgot about love" and finally wants to meet "44".
But at the agreed place, he met his cold-hearted, omega-afraid nemesis boss: Lu Yan.
Even more unfortunately, two people who were injected with too much pheromone inhibitor ushered in the most uncontrollable fever period in each other's lives.
Lin Si: Lu Yan? Eh! Why are you biting my neck... I'm Lin Si!
Lu Yan: Baby, it's me.
Lin Si: ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
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Before the face base, because of the effect of pheromone inhibitors on the glands, Lin Si had strong side effects and had to rely on alpha pheromones to regulate gland hormones.
And the alpha with the highest genetic match to him was Lu Yan.
Therefore, he and Lu Yan were forced to live together and hated each other.
later…
Lin Si huddled under the quilt and curled up: Lu Yan, you big liar! Alpha does not have such a dense heating period! Start going back to sleep in your own room today! !
Lu Yan: Give me a hug.
* Every day, the soft and cute omegax who fantasizes that he has started to fall in love is the boss alpha who is forced to love online