The place where Lin Han lives is not high, and it only takes a few minutes to get up.
After He Yunting nodded in agreement, he disappeared from the light and walked upstairs step by step.
Lin Han was still in a trance, he didn't even hang up the communicator, the shadow of the other party melted into the night was branded on his retina, and his mind couldn't move for a minute.
When He Yunting came up, what would he say, what would he do, how should he deal with it, or he didn't think about anything at all, everything was up to him.
Gululu slid out of its little blanket and looked at Lin Han who was standing there in a puzzled way.
It first tugged at Lin Han's trouser legs, saw that he didn't respond and climbed up, then climbed all the way up, and finally stopped at the side of Lin Han's neck, rubbing against him sticky.
Lin Han finally regained his senses, and gently held Gululu from his shoulders to his palm, but did not speak.
No matter what, Lin Han felt that he needed to do something else to distract his current attention. Obviously he was just waiting for He Yunting to come up, but he felt at a loss for a few minutes, his breathing and heartbeat would be beaten by an invisible hand. grab.
Probably because Lin Han's nervousness also had a certain influence on Gululu, it seemed to feel the master's restlessness and didn't know how to comfort him, and finally he could only try to stretch out his short tail and tickle his palm.
Lin Han seems to have only regained his thoughts now. After closing the window, he walked to the door step by step and twisted the door lock.
That is, at the same time, a man appeared in front of him.
He Yunting walked a little hastily, his breath was not as steady as usual, his chest heaved slightly, but his eyes remained silent.
The two hadn't seen each other for a few days, but those days in the border area with the strange creatures seemed to have passed for a long time, and every scene seemed like a lifetime away in retrospect.
Lin Han just looked up at him.
He Yunting seemed to have really lost weight, his brows and eyes were deeper and sharper than when he first met him, and the corners of his lips were still straight and cold, as if he was really as emotionless as he looked, and nothing could shake him.
Gululu didn't expect him to be the one who came, but he didn't react as violently as Lin Han thought, he just squeaked angrily, and then slowly retreated knowing his strength.
In the unbearable silence, He Yunting finally tried to take a step closer, and then closed the door with his backhand.
"Mr. Lin." He Yunting didn't care why Lin Han called him by his full name just now, and still called him politely.
The estrangement between the two still exists.
Lin Han didn't know why, but when he opened his eyes and looked at him, he felt an unbearable sadness in his heart.
He has a kind of urgent impulse. Just looking at the man in front of him, he wants to jump up and hug him desperately. The tighter the hug, the better. .
He wanted He Yunting to call him by his name, instead of politely reciting a title that anyone could say.
He wanted He Yunting to see only himself in his eyes and only read his name in his mouth.
Lin Han remembered the rough calluses on the other's fingers, his embrace and the not-so-gentle heartbeat he used to have.
Just thinking about it, Lin Han suddenly felt so sad that he wanted to cry.
He Yunting didn't know why Lin Han's eyes turned red as soon as he came up, but he was worried that his actions would scare Lin Han, and he became overwhelmed and froze in place, not even daring to press his finger on the corner of his eye.
"Mr. Lin." He called Lin Han again.
The other party did not respond.
He Yunting actually didn't know what to do.
There are so many things that have happened in the past few days that he can hardly handle it himself.
But he still wanted to see him, but he didn't know how to tell Lin Han what had happened these days.
The empire seems to have changed in an instant. Before the exercise started, or even earlier, someone had laid the groundwork for all this, just waiting for them to jump into the pit step by step.
I don't know who it was, and he started to try his best to get rid of He Yunting, no matter what method he tried.
From the time of exterminating the star thief, it was impossible for the star thief to rush up to die with He Yunting in such a desperate way, so that he finally cut off half of the mecha arm and injured his right shoulder.
As for the celebration banquet and dance that followed, they clearly knew that such an assassination would not be successful. Anyway, such an omega would be abolished if it was abolished. It might be better to throw it out and try it. One in a thousand might want to put He Yunting to death.
Qi Jiaze was regarded as a successful experiment, and he managed to get into the battleship, but unfortunately he failed at the last moment and was forcibly pulled back by his brother.
Not to mention the accident in the exercise, the innocent sacrifice Ji Meng, and the long-awaited Zerg.
The public opinion of the public and the pressure of the crown prince are secondary. Their goal is to make the empire chaotic and make He Yunting tense at all times - because they don't know when, there will be new accidents.
The reason why Xu Zhiheng came to greet him that day was also because Luo Qi began to take advantage of the chaos to win over the forces during the time when He Yunwei had not returned, and Xu Zhiheng learned from Jiang Lian's mouth that this research was not banned, but restarted it instead. .
He was worried that there would be more serious consequences, and finally decided to come to He Yunting for help.
Too many things have happened during this time, no one can guarantee that the Zerg will not invade again, and the situation of the empire has changed again.
Even so, He Yunting still took a little time every day to leave the base alone and stop in front of this building for a long time.
Just like this, he can regain his peace.
But that's about it.
He Yunting is calm and self-contained in the face of everything, but when he is the only one facing Lin Han, he loses his sense and confidence.
The tulips in the manor are about to open, but he doesn't even have the courage to speak, so he can only stand downstairs and look at the window, watching it light up and go out, and then he will return to the base and face a A messy situation.
He didn't dare to go up to look for Lin Han, because he couldn't make a definite promise.
He is still the sharp blade of the empire, but it is difficult to even say that he likes an omega who has had desires.
"Fairy Wood"
What if something happened, even if he could do his best to protect Lin Han from harm, he couldn't guarantee his own safety.
He Yunting was never afraid of death, he was only afraid that Mr. Lin would be sad if he couldn't do what he said.
How dare he make promises so easily.
How dare you make him sad.
All the hesitations in He Yunting's life seemed to be spent here.
When he saw Lin Han, this emotion became stronger.
And the stronger it was, the more timid he became.
I want to love you, I want to kiss you.
But I am worried that the promise given will deteriorate, that we will be separated by accident, that you and I have exchanged bone and blood, but still cannot be fulfilled.
He Yunting's eyes darkened.
The face of the young man in front of him was flushed, his breathing was short, and there was a mist in his eyes that he could not understand, and he only felt sad.
"...You have a fever." He Yunting began to hate himself every time he said a word, but he couldn't find a better way to come in handy at such a time.
Lin Han seemed even more sad when he heard this.
He didn't answer He Yunting directly, just bit his lip and looked at him.
"Mr. Lin, I'll take you to the hospital." He Yunting said in a low voice, but turned his eyes away after saying this.
He didn't want to see Lin Han sad, but he couldn't give him a better way to make him happy.
"He Yunting, look at me." Lin Han's voice began to tremble. His brain, which became a little drowsy due to the fever, had almost no other thoughts. All his emotions and thoughts were put on the person in front of him. s answer.
But Lin Han really couldn't give up the last bit of dignity, and couldn't say it directly.
Ridiculous affection dragged him, making him stuck with those hypocritical self-esteem, afraid of being politely rejected, afraid of being discarded from his true heart.
He became anxious, even a little uneasy, why his mind-reading skills disappeared, and why couldn't hear He Yunting's voice.
If he could hear what the other person was thinking, would it be different
Something was stagnant in his chest, he wanted to rush up, but he was forcibly swallowed. In the end, he didn't want to go up or down, blocking his throat, and Lin Han was hot all over, and he couldn't bear it. breathe.
He wanted to say a lot, but he couldn't say it.
Would you love me, would you kiss me.
Willing to embrace me in despair, willing to look at me with affectionate eyes, willing to engrave my name in my heart with love, so that we will never be separated again.
Lin Han thought, it turns out that his self-righteous strengths are just self-deception.
He thought that with his mother's love, he would be able to support him for a long time, but he didn't expect that when he really met someone, he would cry so sad that he didn't even give him the hug he imagined.
He wants to be loved.
Loved by his mother, loved by Gululu, and loved by He Yunting.
He needs love, and he needs a lot of love that belongs only to himself.
"I'm not going to the hospital," Lin Han weakly tugged at He Yunting's sleeve. He knew that he was being willful, but he didn't want to take back his willfulness. Instead, he said coquettishly, "Just stay with me."
"Please."
Lin Han's voice was getting lower and lower, maybe he was defeated by the scorching virus, or maybe he let himself lie in He Yunting's arms, and finally fell asleep with his lips moving gently.
He Yunting hurriedly carried Lin Han back to the bed, took some basic cooling measures, and then sat back next to his bed.
Get too close and you might catch a cold, he thought.
But He Yunting still couldn't hold back, took off his jacket, and hugged the young man with a morbid flush in his arms again.
Lin Han's breath and breath were all hot, almost wanting to eat away his sanity bit by bit.
In the haze, He Yunting heard Lin Han whispering in a low voice.
He seemed to be crying in a dream, and there was a little tear in his eyes.
He Yunting even wanted to lean over to taste Lin Han's tears, but was pinched by his sobbing voice.
I don't know if I was talking to myself, I was annoyed that I couldn't even say a logically complete sentence, or I was whispering to He Yunting in the dream.
His voice was soft and hazy, with a nasal voice of grievance.
"You... coward."
The author has something to say: It's fast, it's really fast! !
I finally figured out the confession scene! ! Don't scold! ! Give them a chance to find out who they are! ! (kneel)