Pan Lei's house was kept clean and tidy, but some daily necessities could not be seen. Tian Yuan flipped through his drawers, there would be no confidential documents, and the drawers were also empty. Tian Yuan opened three drawers in one go, Finally, I saw the pen and the letterhead paper. As soon as I picked it up, I saw a piece of paper folded underneath. Tian Yuan was curious for a while, and he had a carefree temperament. He never had the habit of saving things. Could it be a love letter
It is really a love letter to keep it so carefully at the bottom.
A little curious, I opened it and thought about how to make fun of Pan Lei, who knew that on the top of the paper was written a suicide note.
Tian Yuan felt that this piece of paper was as heavy as a thousand catties. He couldn't hold it in his hand, and his body trembled uncontrollably. suicide note, suicide note, why did he write this
Parents, my son has been naughty and mischievous since he was a child, and he has made you angry a lot. Being my parents, you are also unlucky, but I know that you all love me, and your son loves you too. In order to protect the family and the country, my son has no choice but to lose the opportunity to perform filial piety. I have already agreed with my two older brothers that if I die, they will provide for your two elders. What your son owes you will be repaid in the next life. Son Pan Lei, absolutely brilliant.
The date is ten years ago.
Then, there is another line of words below, Tianer, my baby, brother loves you, but brother can't accompany you for a lifetime, I miss every day with you, the savings at home, the insurance for my death Funds, state subsidies, cars and houses in my name will be given to you. All property is yours. I'm sorry, brother, for not being able to accompany you until you grow old. In the next life, brother loves you well. You will be sad and painful, but you have forgotten me, find a good person to continue the happy days, remember, you will always be brother's lover. My lover, Pan Lei, is absolutely brilliant. The date is a few months ago.
Tian Yuan put down this suicide note tremblingly. He didn't know why Pan Lei wrote this. He didn't know what it meant to forget that he was looking for a good person to be with. He's spoiled, it's already good to be with him, is there anyone better than him? Can you wash his feet, give him a head start, carry him on his back, and yell at him baby? What does it mean to forget him? Engraved on the bones and fused into the blood, he has become an inseparable part of him. He thought that if he died, he would be able to live by himself
What's the use of keeping more property? What's the use of everything for him? All he wants is him. It's been said for a lifetime, and it's said that he will grow old, why should he write this kind of thing to stimulate him? See how happy he is now? Let him know what kind of cruel profession the special forces are? Please, please, don't scare me, stay with me, get out of the army, stay with me, is it good day and night? Don't do this kind of dangerous work again, and don't let this suicide note come true, okay? He can't stand it, even if something happens to him, he can't stand it.
Trembling, he picked up the pen and wrote it under his suicide note.
You live, I live. You die, I die.
Tian Yuan is absolutely brilliant.
If he is willing, if he is really desperate to complete the task and die, then he will never accept any inheritance, and he will not want his bullshit blessing. He will never find such a person better than him. In this world, he It's Pan Lei, if he dies, he won't live either.
To love someone to the depths is to be anxious. Not because he was afraid that he would change his mind, but because he was afraid that he would not be able to drink his white head.
Wiping away his tears and picking up all his thoughts, even if his face was pale, he still put this suicide note back in its place.
Biting his lip and pretending he didn't care, he wrote his will, he couldn't let Pan Lei see that something was wrong with him. To come to see him in the army is to be happy, and no one can be sad.
"I feel that I can't take off this military uniform in my life. The application for discharge was sent, and I agreed to discharge. I feel that it is still too early, and there are still so many things to be done, and I still think about the new batch of special forces. As for training, suddenly, the day after tomorrow, I have to take off my collar, badge, and hat, take off my military uniform, and go back to my place of origin. I have been in the army for ten years, and it seems that I joined the army only yesterday. I'm about to retire soon."
I drank too much bald wine and felt a little sad. At this time, sending my comrades away, it was hard to let go of the troops, and the hard to let go of my comrades, all of a sudden came up.
"Don't think you're going to be discharged from the army, I won't let you write the report. Tomorrow, you can quickly send the recruit training plan up, I'm still waiting to see it. My lord, what kind of babbling, what are you sad about? It’s not too far away, and there are still many opportunities to meet. Drink and drink.”
Pan Lei frowned, shouting and drinking. Faced with the parting of comrades-in-arms, everyone felt panic in their hearts. It is said that being a soldier regrets one day a day, and that not being a soldier regrets a lifetime. If you really want to take off this military uniform, no one can bear it. The brothers-in-arms who are close to each other have undergone brutal training together, survived the hail of bullets, crossed the enemy's blockade, and made countless contributions, but in the blink of an eye, this clothes will be taken off.
He has been in the army for eleven years and sends many comrades away every year. What he hated most was leaving the platform and watching his comrades get on the train. A group of people were crying, shouting, reluctant. Who is willing? Those who leave are reluctant to leave, and those who stay are also reluctant to stay.
He was born in a military family, and he has been in touch with military uniforms since he was a child. He loves this dress, he loves this profession, and he never wants to retire from the army or leave the military camp in his life.
Fortunately for him, he was not dragged down by his family, who supported him to continue serving in the army. No one asked him to retire, and his lover silently supported him, so he was the luckiest one. He wanted to stay in the barracks until he was old, and that was fine.
Others are different. There is a burden from the family. Maybe I can't bear it in my heart. Maybe I want to go out, so I left the military camp. Only every year he has to send his comrades away.
Baitou didn't want to be too sad, he drank beer, took off his jacket, and was in Baitou's room, drinking, gags, laughing, laughing at someone, teasing someone, making fists and drinking orders, anyway, they will get together in the future. There are not many opportunities to drink, so let's have a good drink tonight.
Baitou staggered to the bathroom. Pan Lei saw his packed luggage, took out the bank card, and put it in. This is the last help as a comrade-in-arms. His family is difficult and he doesn't have much money, but he can buy something for his children.
Noisily drinking until midnight, Pan Lei drank too much, Baitou drank too much, and all the assistant instructors drank too much, Baitou knocking on the glass bottle.
"Team Pan, you have a good lover, but you have to treat him well for the rest of your life."
"Nonsense, you need to say it."
Pan Lei slumped to the floor.
Whitehead slapped the table.
"Then you are still tossing him hard, look at my dark circles, it was all caused by you last night. You are still tossing others at two o'clock, you think it is your inflatable doll, so you won't save your energy, Come to Japan for a long time."
Pan Lei threw a beer bottle at him.
"Fuck off! I didn't scold you for eavesdropping on the two of us doing business. You still accuse me, you bastard!"
"Whoever looks at you will be blind!"
"My Tianer's eyes are good, Tianer, Tianer, I miss you."
Pan Lei lay there yelling at his darling.
Baitou stood up staggeringly and went to knock on the door next door. The light next door was still on. Tian Yuan had been sitting on the bed waiting for Pan Lei. Hearing the noise in the house, he knew that they were drinking vigorously. Get together once less, be considerate of him. He will definitely drink a lot, ask for water at night, and maybe make a fool of himself. He hasn't slept, and has been reading and waiting for him.
As soon as the door rang, Tian Yuan thought it was Pan Lei coming back, so he hurried to open the door, the smell of alcohol all over his head leaned against the door frame.
"Take, take Pan team away, he has been calling you, hurry up and take it away."
If you drink too much, you will be crazy, and that's all. Tian Yuan hurried to the next door and pulled him from the floor. Putting his arms around his neck, with his body size and body, pressed on Tian Yuan, Tian Yuan couldn't bear it.
"Tian'er? Baby, you appear as soon as I call you. You are my angel."
"Fuck, I'm still your fairy brother, hurry up, let's go back. Don't make trouble, let's go back."
Tian Yuan coaxed and lied again, and finally propped him up. Pan Lei laughed, grabbed Tian Yuan's arm, held it down, and gave him a kiss.
"Baby, I really want to kiss you today."
If you drink too much, the old problem will be committed again, and it will become a kissing fish. If you hug him, you will kiss him non-stop.
"Go back to kiss, go back to kiss, don't let them see."
Deadly, dragging him towards the door.
"Then give me a kiss, if you don't kiss me, I will kiss you, just give me a kiss."
"Let's go back after a kiss?"
"Yeah. Assure the sir."
Tian Yuan really can't do anything about him, dear, no matter how many people are watching him, a group of drunkards, they won't remember anything when they wake up tomorrow, they quickly kissed him on the face, Pan Lei laughed, and stumbled. Follow Tian Yuan to go back.
"My baby, brother loves you."
Pan Lei shouted loudly, that voice could make all the soldiers who were underwater with the lights turned off. Tian Yuan quickly supported him to go, opened the door, and he pushed in. Pan Lei pounced on him and hugged him.
Whitehead burped a wine burp. His eyes were so wide that he couldn't believe it. The captain was drunk. Dr. Tian's patience was so good. He coaxed, comforted, and spoke softly. Captain Pan's life was good, and a person like a bandit could have such a man. A gentle person to accompany is really that sentence, what more can a husband ask for
"Damn, Dr. Tian is also very kind to him. It's just like coaxing a child to coax him."
Envy and jealousy go away, they drink too much and can only hold the toilet and vomit wildly, and there are people waiting around. This guy is more popular than dead.