I Don’t Want To Be Reborn

Chapter 61: Confession

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When Ye Xuan was in high school, although he wasn't the teacher's favorite student, he was one of the teacher's favorite students because of his good grades, looks and personality, and he didn't lose contact with the teacher after graduation. After the start of the university, he and a few classmates went to find a place where there was no class and went back to visit the head teacher. When he was leaving, he suddenly found that his wallet was left in a corner of the school, so he told a few classmates to let them go first. The restaurant, he will go there after he finds it.

He retraced the route he had taken at school, and it didn't take much effort to find the dropped wallet under the basketball hoop on the playground. When he was about to call a few classmates to ask where they were now, his high school physical education teacher stopped him suddenly.

Knowing that he had nothing urgent to do now, the physical education teacher said a little embarrassedly: "Ye Xuan, can you do the teacher a favor? This kid just ran 1500 to the finish line and didn't stop, and he sprained his foot all of a sudden. Now, the whole ankle is swollen. This situation must be dealt with in the infirmary as soon as possible, but the boys here have just finished running 1,500, and all of them are shaking when they walk, and they wish they could fall to the ground. Can you take a trip if you are tired?"

The physical education teacher is a woman who is neither tall nor strong. It is impossible to take her to the infirmary by herself. She was about to find some boys from other classes to come over to help, when she happened to see Ye Xuan shaking on the playground.

When Ye Xuan was in high school, he often made appointments with some classmates during lunch breaks and after school, and he was familiar with several physical education teachers. This teacher happened to have taught him for two years, so he was quite familiar with him. Left and right, he was not in a hurry to walk now, seeing that the elementary school boy who fell to the ground was not tall, nor did he look particularly heavy, so he simply picked him up and sent him to the infirmary.

On the way to the infirmary, Ye Xuan, in order to distract the elementary school boy on his back so as not to pay too much attention to the pain in his ankle, took the initiative to chat with him about which class he was in, who the head teacher was, and who was the teacher? Who... etc. are necessary topics for alumni meetings.

Ye Xuan is the kind of person who can chat with you as long as he wants, so although the elementary school boy on his back has very little talk, the two of them didn't feel too embarrassed on the way to the infirmary, but returned your favor. Asked and I answered a few words. Ye Xuan even shared with him his experience of accidentally falling in physical education class, so that he would not feel ashamed to fall after running for 1500 yuan.

After arriving at the infirmary, Ye Xuan handed over the primary school boy to the school doctor, and after completing the task, he forgot about it. How could he have thought that the two would have a follow-up fate

After the two of you pieced together the story of the year, Ye Xuan said with emotion: "I remember you told me your name and class at the time, but when I got together with my classmates that night, I drank a piece of it. I didn't remember anything about the day and night, that's why I didn't recognize you..."

Ling Jiaze shook his head, and took the pot over: "I was the one who didn't understand clearly at the time."

Unlike Ye Xuan who put the whole thing behind him, Ling Jiaze recalled the scene more than once. He remembered that when he answered Ye Xuan's question at that time, his voice was small and indistinct, and he was not sure whether Ye Xuan could hear him clearly, let alone remembering the name and appearance of a junior like him who only met once.

"Anyway, I didn't recognize you." Ye Xuan touched his nose in embarrassment, took a sip of tea and recalled the whole thing, and said in a slightly embarrassed and strange tone: "So you Is it because of this matter that I started to like... cough, follow me? Although it is not good to say this, I still think I need to make it clear that I carried you back at that time. It was just a trivial matter, and other people would do the same. "

This sounded like a prelude to a polite refusal, but Ling Jiaze continued without realizing it: "I know it's just a trivial matter in the senior's mind, but it was indeed when I came to City C, or during my time It is the kindness that I feel most directly. I am not afraid of the jokes of the seniors, and I can even dream about this for a long time after that."

He closed his eyes slightly, without thinking, he could recall that afternoon of the setting sun six years ago, he accidentally twisted his ankle after a long-distance run because he neglected to exercise during that time, and was trying to struggle alone. In the infirmary, it was carried on the back by a tall and reliable man.

He is not used to being in close contact with people. From the moment he was carried on his back, his whole body was stiff and he didn't know what to do. The dense pain from his ankle made him even more upset, and he wanted to jump off immediately. Get out of this predicament.

At this moment, the senior who was carrying him on his back suddenly started chatting with him. Ling Jiaze is not a stupid person, because of his family environment, he can be said to be quite sensitive to people's emotions and tone of voice, and almost without effort, he can hear that the person behind his back is trying to find something to say to him.

He was in a bad mood, and when chatting with him, he just said a few words at random. I thought this person would be very annoying, but I didn't expect that he actually chatted with me all the way. Later, he became involved in the conversation himself, gradually ignoring the pain in his ankle and the awkwardness of being in close contact with people.

"When I was on the senior's back, I thought..." Ling Jiaze opened his eyes, and said full of nostalgia, "As long as I have this gentle voice and the warmth of this person, I won't be afraid of anything."

Ye Xuan didn't know what Ling Jiaze recalled, but it wasn't hard to tell from his expression that it was a deep and beautiful memory for him. Although the protagonist of that memory was himself, Ye Xuan felt a little awkward in his heart, and impulsively revealed the source of the discomfort in his heart, "So, if someone else helped you like this, would you do the same? "

He still remembered that the students in Ling Jiaze's class were exhausted from running on the playground, but it wasn't that there were no boys in other classes. If he hadn't just passed by, then who would Ling Jiaze care so much about now

This question sounds like a paradox, after all, he was the one who carried him to the infirmary, but Ye Xuan still couldn't help thinking about it.

"I didn't think about this kind of thing that didn't happen before, but when I think about it now, I don't think so." Ling Jiaze said frankly: "Actually, thinking about it now, there were many people who expressed kindness to me in the class, but I But I only remember the senior for so many years, so I think that even if the person who helped me back then was not the senior, I would not have such a deep obsession with him."

Ye Xuan also felt that the question he just asked was a bit sour and stupid, so he changed the subject and said, "By the way, you haven't said what happened to you after that incident."

"After I was injured, I rested at home for a period of time. I took advantage of that time to make up my homework, and it happened to catch up with my physical development. I grew more than 20 centimeters in one semester. At the beginning of the next semester, I still had no Very good friends, but the popularity is also much better, it can be regarded as passing the time to integrate into the group."

Ye Xuan recalled his experiences in school. If the difference between Ling Jiaze's time in high school and now is not too big, the good-looking and quiet boy like him is actually the kind of high-cold male god who is very popular. It is less likely to be actively and passively squeezed out.

As long as he has his heart, he can live well.

After solving the problem of suspected campus violence in his alma mater, Ye Xuan hesitated for a moment, but asked the most concerned question: "Did you like me at that time?"

"Actually, I'm not sure if I liked the relationship at that time." Ling Jiaze said with some confusion: "I was in adolescence at the time, and there was such a mess in my family. After that incident, it seemed like a sudden enlightenment. I have seen a lot of things. Thinking about it now, I probably attribute all the changes during that time to the seniors, and those who come and go have a lot of obsession."

To use an inappropriate analogy, Ye Xuan was like the last straw that broke the camel's back. He happened to be the one who pushed Ling Jiaze's transformation, and became the person he remembered. It's just that the straw in the story brought destruction, but he brought new life.

Ye Xuan broke the casserole and continued to ask: "Doesn't that mean you have liked me since then?"

Although Ling Jiaze couldn't understand why Ye Xuan was so obsessed with when he fell in love with him, he still said quite frankly: "I can't say whether I liked him or not, I just have a deep impression of the senior in my heart, And when I got to know the seniors through various channels, this obsession became more and more aggravated, so when I met the seniors, I just bumped into them. But I am really glad that I was able to muster up the courage again to find Seniors, we have gotten along for such a long time."

He was so blessed to be aware of Ye Xuan's unexplained knot in his heart, looked into his eyes and said softly: "After the reunion, although I feel that the image of the senior is different from what I imagined. But I think, what I like is the current one. After the apocalypse, you risked your life to come to me, and taught me how to survive the apocalypse again and again. Although you didn’t say anything, you always took care of my seniors. I’m glad that I have such an obsession with you in that year, so I have the opportunity to like you now This you."

"So..." He pursed his lips nervously, and asked the question he had been struggling with for a long time: "I'm done talking about my matter, can senior give me an answer?"

After speaking, he closed his eyes as if resigned to fate.

Ye Xuan discovered long ago that Ling Jiaze's eyelashes are very thick and long. Now that he has his eyes closed, the thick eyelashes cast two fan-shaped shadows on his cheeks, which vibrate slightly with his breathing, moving them up and down. His heartstrings.

He put a kiss on his eyes, and said solemnly: "Although I don't know what the future holds, but because I like you now, I want to develop a long-term and stable relationship with you, is that okay?"

"good!"

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