He Zhou leaned back and sat on the chair, the shirt on his body was thrown aside long ago.
The sound of drizzling water came out from the gap of the sliding door which was not closed tightly, and floated into his ears, but what he thought of was not the appearance of the person in front of him taking a bath, but the one riding on horseback, holding his head high and smiling happily. Bright and flamboyant figure.
The two Jiyu are distinct entities.
He knew it, but realized it even more clearly today.
The long eyelashes drooped, and the gaze fell on the open palm.
Gently rubbing the dry fingertips, He Zhou remembered the red earlobes and soft palms. At that time, Ji Yu stood obediently in front of him, as if he was at his disposal.
But as soon as he got on the horse, he changed.
Obedience was replaced by wanton and free and easy, especially the appearance of sitting on horseback and staring down at himself, bright and proud, as if the whole world should be at his feet.
He Zhou's eyes darkened, and his Adam's apple moved.
Whenever he thinks of that look, it stimulates the desire to conquer in his heart.
But only the desire to conquer
It seems to be more than that.
He supported his palm with one hand, and looked at the bathroom with deep eyes.
"Jiyu." He Zhou said suddenly.
When he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was a little hoarse.
"Um?"
There was a response mixed with the sound of water from the bathroom.
He Zhou's fingers moved, he got up suddenly, walked to the bathroom door and stopped. Clearing his throat, he asked again, "When did you learn to ride a horse?"
He found that he never seemed to have a good understanding of Ji Yu.
Apart from knowing that he came from the past, is good at studying, and has a female sexual orientation, he doesn't know anything, and all the information is disclosed by Ji Yu on his own initiative, not by him.
He should have thought of this a long time ago, should have gotten to know him well, but why did he think of it now
Tsk.
In the bathroom.
The hazy mist enveloped the whole body, and the water flowed down from the top of the head.
Ji Yu casually replied, "Ten years old."
He's worrying about what's in his hands right now.
To be precise, it should be worrying about why such things flow out behind him.
He has just finished the operation of washing the mark, and today he was injected with an inhibitor. It is absolutely impossible to be in heat, and now he does not feel that he has lost his mind at all, and he does not feel hot all over.
Just a little itchy.
My heart is a little itchy, and my body is also a little itchy.
It's all within the range of tolerance, but it worries him so much that he can't turn a blind eye, especially wanting to understand the reason.
"Who taught you?" He Zhou outside the door asked again.
Ji Yu turned off the tap and wiped her hands with a towel.
While looking for his mobile phone from the pocket of his changed clothes, he replied, "My dad taught me."
"What was your previous... home like?"
Ji Yu took out his phone and replied casually, "Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"
"Just ask."
Ji Yu turned on the phone and focused all his attention on the screen.
He clicked his words, and replied vaguely: "It's just me and my dad, and there is a dog at home. The family is very harmonious, and everything is fine."
After speaking, he looked around, walked to the bathtub and sat down.
The search question also had an answer, but the answer was all kinds of weird and varied. After thinking about it, he narrowed the scope and changed the topic to ——Why does the lower body itch and runny after taking the inhibitor
After pressing search, his whole face turned red, and he always felt that he was doing something particularly shameful.
He Zhou outside the door seemed to ask something again, but he didn't hear clearly.
"What did you say?"
"Do you like dogs?" He Zhou asked again.
Ji Yu hummed: "I like it."
He stretched out his hand to swipe the screen, looking at the answers on it, the more he looked at it, the more confused he became.
[Do you have x life? If there is, it is normal, either dissatisfaction with desire, or inflammation and infection after intercourse, just go to the hospital for an investigation.]
[Is it still like this after taking inhibitors? Is your Alpha by your side? Did I provoke you on purpose?]
[It may be that the natural desire is stronger.]
[Is this against someone? When I was with my family A, I missed him all the time, and I longed for him physically and mentally~]
[Are you pregnant? It is useless to take inhibitors during pregnancy, the body will still instinctively desire to be entered, both mother and baby need pheromones, the desire will be stronger than usual, but it is a normal physiological need. PS: If it is not, it is as if I did not say it.]
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Ji Yu nana: "It seems like neither..."
He just went to the hospital last month and just finished the physical examination. If there is any disease, the doctor should say, did he suddenly get it in the past few days? But he didn't do anything, even if he was sick, it shouldn't be the place where he was sick.
Besides, he doesn't have sex life, he has a strong desire, it doesn't exist, and he is even pregnant, which is even more nonsense.
It was this answer of "to someone like this" that made him a little concerned.
Because every time his neck gets hot and his body feels strange, it seems to be when he is with He Zhou.
But he's already washed off the markings, and...
Ji Yu touched his neck.
Although he could feel He Zhou's pheromone, but with the neck ring on, even such a slight smell shouldn't make him have such a big reaction.
So, pheromones may not be the main problem.
So where is the problem
Ji Yu frowned and thought, and suddenly, his whole body shook.
His eyes widened, and a terrifying answer suddenly appeared in his mind, which was—
He is actually gay.
He has never been in a relationship, never played with girls, always surrounded by a group of brothers, he likes to play basketball with his friends, likes to invite friends to hang out, likes to barbecue with his brothers...
All the things he likes seem to have nothing to do with girls.
As soon as my mind moves in this direction, I can't stop my thoughts.
The more Ji Yu thought about it, the more panicked she became, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that this was the truth.
He couldn't sit still anymore, stood up and walked around in the bathroom, then squatted down against the wall, then bit his thumb anxiously, and with the other hand, he typed in the web search bar—how can he tell if he's gay
However, I can't find anything about this question at all, because there are six genders in the current society, and there are all kinds of combinations between male and female ABOs. There is no such thing as Gay or Gay.
So he asked [Is it normal for boys to like boys] in a normal society, which is the same as asking [Is it normal for boys to like girls] in the society where he originally lived. Let alone answering, such questions are extremely rare.
Ji Yu was a little dumbfounded.
- How to do this? So what is his situation now
At this moment, a "crash" sounded.
The sliding door was pushed open, and He Zhou leaned into his upper body. He frowned and looked at Ji Yu who was squatting on the ground, and asked, "Are you okay?"
Ji Yu looked at him, paused and said, "... I'm fine."
He Zhou still remembered the oolong from last time, and he asked again: "Lack of oxygen? Hypoglycemia? Dizziness?"
Ji Yu shook her head: "Nothing."
"Then what are you doing squatting on the ground?"
He Zhou took a step inside, "Why didn't you reply to what I told you just now? I thought you fainted again."
Ji Yu didn't say a word, because his attention was all attracted by a red scratch on He Zhou's side waist.
He suddenly remembered that a pitbull passed by at noon, and He Zhou pulled him into his arms, but he couldn't stand still for a while, so his hands were light and heavy, and he scraped hard on He Zhou's body.
At that time, he only knew that the corner of He Zhou's clothes had been ripped out by himself, but he didn't expect such heavy marks to be left behind.
The trace is very long, a pink one, from the waist down, and stops abruptly at the belt.
Charming and ambiguous, attracting prying eyes.
He Zhou asked, "What are you looking at?"
Ji Yu came back to his senses and said, "The one on your waist... is it okay?"
He Zhou came over: "No, I said you were watching on your phone—"
The voice suddenly disappeared, and He Zhou stopped. He looked down at Ji Yu condescendingly, with a hint of surprise in his expression.
Ji Yu: "..."
His finger touched the Home button, and he pressed the phone to turn off the phone.
He Zhou sneered: "I've seen it."
Ji Yu was still squatting on the ground without making a sound.
His gaze moved up and landed on He Zhou's neck, and he saw that the neck ring on it was well worn.
He didn't feel He Zhou's deliberate pheromone temptation, because he was sober and his behavior didn't get out of control, but—
It's getting itchy.
He could even smell the warm, sticky, and slightly fishy dampness.
There was fog around.
One of them stood, one squatted, one looked up, and the other looked down. They didn't speak, but their expressions seemed to express something, and a subtle atmosphere lingered between them.
After staring at each other for a while, He Zhou took the initiative to squat down.
He leaned slightly and looked closely at Ji Yu's face, which was pink and clean from the bath. He asked, "Why check this?"
Ji Yu pursed her lower lip: "... What do you think?"
He Zhou lowered his voice, but raised his lips quietly: "You suspect that you like men."
Ji Yu looked away in embarrassment: "Yes."
"who do you like?"
A light sentence, but like a fireball wrapped in it, Ji Yu's whole body was ignited at once.
His face was flushed with embarrassment, and fine sweat broke out on his forehead.
He tried to clarify: "I don't like anyone, I just doubt whether I will be bent by this world."
He Zhou approached step by step: "Why do you have this suspicion?"
Ji Yu poked his neck and said, "I just wonder what's wrong, can't I?"
He Zhou laughed, "Of course."
He pointed to the phone, "But you can't find the answer."
Ji Yu said dryly: "If you can't find it, you can't find it."
He Zhou said, "Why didn't you look for me?"
"Huh?" Ji Yu looked puzzled.
He Zhou raised his eyebrows at him: "I can help you find the answer."
Ji Yu frowned: "How can I help?"
He Zhou stretched out his hand to support Ji Yu's head, he lowered his head slowly, and didn't stop until there was only an inch of distance between him and Ji Yu.
Ji Yu wanted to shrink back, but there was a wall behind him: "What are you doing?"
"Help you." He Zhou lowered his eyes and whispered.
"What-uh!"
Something soft touched his lips, and before he could react, the other party backed away, Ji Yu was stunned, he stared, and didn't know whether to punch He Zhou or fight him directly.
Just as he was thinking, He Zhou said, "Is it disgusting?"
Ji Yu was taken aback: "I don't feel anything."
He said again, "You just use this method to help me? Isn't it too childish? I think you are just taking advantage of it. What kind of test method is this?"
He Zhou laughed lowly: "It's a joke, but it works."
As his words fell, Ji Yu felt his eyes darken, his lips became hot again, and then wet, as if he had been licked by something.
Ji Yu: "!!!"
"You fucking—"
As soon as the words came out, he was interrupted by He Zhou with a smile: "Is it disgusting?"
Ji Yu was startled again: "It's okay, I don't feel anything."
He was not angry, but rather helpless and funny, "But I don't think this can prove that I am gay, because I am actually quite open-minded, and I don't discriminate against gays at all, even walking on the road and seeing them holding hands, hugging and kissing." It won't be strange, and our boys will play games, there are spoofs and tricks, and the losers kiss each other, so-"
He Zhou stopped him: "So you will kiss your classmates, friends, and brothers?"
Ji Yu suffocated and fell silent.
His mind was in a mess, like a short circuit.
"Will it be?" He Zhou asked again.
Ji Yu blinked, shook her head and said, "No."
"Can you accept them kissing you?"
Ji Yu shook his head again.
He Zhou lowered his head, this time he didn't attack suddenly, but stuck very close to Ji Yu.
The two breathed intertwined, and the distance between their lips was extremely close.
He Zhou felt Ji Yu's rapid breathing, and also felt his nervousness. But he didn't give him any room to escape, and pressed his body even lower, almost wrapping Ji Yu in his arms.
Ji Yu suddenly said, "Aren't you going to be my brother?"
His heart was beating extremely fast, and sweat was dripping from his body.
Ji Yu felt as if he had been fished out of the water, his whole body was sweaty and wet.
He is almost sure - he is a gay, he likes men.
Because he has never, never, never had his heart beat so fast in front of a girl, let alone holding hands, hugging, or kissing with a girl, but now, he can almost imagine what He Zhou's next kiss will be like.
It should be the kind of lips and tongues intertwined.
But he didn't want to hide.
He just felt nervous, as if after the kiss, his sexual orientation would be finally certified and the final decision would be made.
As for the person who kissed me...
Ji Yu looked at He Zhou, his mind and heart were both confused.
He suddenly couldn't tell what his attitude towards He Zhou was, brotherhood? still like it? To accept a person's kiss is to like it? But what exactly does he like about He Zhou
Or is it that my soul and thoughts are assimilated by this body and the world, or are they still unconsciously affected by the matching degree of pheromones
Or, He Zhou just happened to appear at the time when he was emotionally awakened, so he would appear different from others to him
But in any case, this brother must not be able to do it.
As for what to do after today—
Ji Yu has no brains to think about it at all, and can only take one step at a time.
After not hearing He Zhou's answer for a long time, Ji Yu gradually breathed a sigh of relief.
He completely relaxed his body like a broken jar, and leaned against the wall, his nervousness was slowly withdrawn, and his face was more calm and calm.
Ji Yu raised his eyes and looked at He Zhou, and said again: "One more time, brother really can't do it."
As he spoke, he stretched out a finger and poked He Zhou's chest.
Pointing his fingertips at his heart, Ji Yu looked straight into He Zhou's eyes and said, "Do you really want to kiss me? Is this kiss because you like it or something else? You have to think about it. "
He Zhou looked at him with downcast eyes, and suddenly laughed lowly when he heard the words: "Then have you thought it through clearly?"
Ji Yu nodded.
He Zhou asked, "What is it?"
Ji Yu said: "Judge whether you like men or not."
He Zhou smiled lowly again, his strong chest trembled slightly.
He said in a hoarse voice, "Then I'm at a loss."
Ji Yu raised her eyebrows: "Huh?"
The smile on his face disappeared, He Zhou looked straight into Ji Yu's eyes, and said word by word: "I kiss you because I like you."
Ji Yu stared at him blankly, gradually clenched the hand hanging by his side.
He Zhou said again: "As for brother—"
Ji Yu didn't say a word.
He inexplicably felt that the surrounding air was so thin that he felt a little out of breath.
He Zhou sneered, and moved his hand on the wall to the back of Ji Yu's head.
The powerful big palm was pressed against his scalp, the slightly rough fingers ran through the soft and wet short hair, and the other free hand grasped the beautifully lined chin. He Zhou and Ji Yu looked at each other for a second, and pressed their lower lip At the same time, he exerted a slight force on his hand.
The four thin lips pressed together, and the hot breath completely melted together.
"—who the hell wants to be your brother."