When I was a child, it was my brother who had an IV, and she was guarding by her side, but now it is her who was taking an IV, and my brother was with her.
Lin Miao never got sick since she was a child, and she didn't get sick much later. She has always been in good health. When she was a child, seeing her brother sick, taking medicine, and lying in bed made her feel sad. At that time, she often shook hands with her brother and kept in touch with her brother. In her heart, she had a very hidden thought.
I want to share my health with my brother.
Maybe it's because of being sick, people can easily become vulnerable, and recalling the past, she seems to have returned to that time, when she was young.
At that time, she looked at her brother almost every day, and wanted him to look at her very much. Later, after returning home, she still missed her brother very much.
At that time, when she just returned to town, before her brother came to look for her, she actually wanted to go there to find her brother, just like at that time, when she was at her brother's house, she wanted to walk home. Later, she found that it was really too far. .
Only at this time did Lin Miao realize.
She seems, always, keeps asking her brother to find her.
When I went back to town, it was my brother who came to her with the dog. At school, it was my brother who came to her with milk, and when I went to the game, it was my brother who came to her.
Even now, it is my brother who comes to her, and every time my brother is able to find her.
She... She... I'm so scared all of a sudden... If one day my brother stops looking for her...
Maybe being sick can really make people vulnerable.
When Lin's mother came over, Lin Miao's drip was over, and when she went back, she took the Yu family's car. However, Yu Jingxuan did not eat at Lin's house.
Lin Miao hid something in her heart, and felt that the soda meat she wanted to eat was not so delicious.
Seeing her like this, Mother Lin probably knows what's going on. Her daughter really can't hide anything in her heart, and everything is shown on her face. What can I do in the future
And... Mother Lin was also a little anxious. Yu Jingxuan's appearance seemed to really treat Lin Miao as a younger sister. If he had a girlfriend, her daughter...
Alas, people always have to grow up.
Mother Lin used this reason to comfort herself.
After lunch, Lin Miao took the medicine and was pushed into the room by Lin's mother, "Have a good sleep."
Lying on the bed, Lin Miao quickly fell asleep.
In the dream, it is very unstable.
However, when I woke up, I didn't know what dream I had, lying on the bed and watching the winter sun spilling in through the gaps in the curtains.
Her head was still dizzy and heavy, and she felt like she was in a different world.
Is this what it feels like to be sick? Did my brother suffer so much every day before
Lin Miao felt more distressed for her brother when she was a child.
Lin Miao took the phone and saw that her brother had sent her a text message, lying quietly on her phone.
"Shuishui, don't sleep during the day. It's easy to get dizzy." Experienced people.
Lin Miao just woke up and was dizzy. She texted her brother, "I just woke up, and it seems like I had a nightmare..."
Brother's text message came quickly, "What did you dream about?"
"Forget it, but there must be no brother in the dream, otherwise I wouldn't be so scared."
When Yu Jingxuan saw the text message, he was stunned for a moment, and quickly replied, "Whenever you look for me, I will be there."
Lin Miao looked at the text message and remembered that over the years, her brother had been looking for her. She didn't know how she felt, and replied, "Brother... Why are you being so kind to me?"
She also asked this question once. At that time, my brother said that it was because of her.
No specific answer was given.
She couldn't help but ask again, wondering what her brother thought, what kind of existence she was in her brother's mind...
Will he be like himself now... When he thinks of the other party, he panics, but he can't think about it.
This is not badminton, she has no way to control it, she can only think passively.
I want to go back to school to play badminton, but I don't think about anything when I play.
She must be too busy and sick, so she becomes so hypocritical.
Yes, Lin Miao suddenly panicked, she seemed to have become the hypocritical girl that Sister Jing had said.
My brother didn't reply to the message... Do you also think she is very hypocritical, and you have to ask such a simple thing a second time
Lin Miao covered her chest, don't feel uncomfortable, don't panic, hurry up to sleep again, and forget about it when she wakes up.
She had encountered particularly embarrassing things before, and it was always like this, and she forgot when she slept.
Then at this time my brother's phone suddenly came.
Lin Miao's heart beat faster, she picked it up quickly, and apologized to her brother, "Brother... I... I've been a little weird lately."
Over there, after getting rid of the gazes of his parents and grandmother, he finally reached a quiet place to call Lin Miao and heard this sentence.
"What's wrong?" Yu Jingxuan asked, "Is it still uncomfortable?"
"No..." Lin Miao was lying on the bed, listening to her brother's voice, that emotion surged up again, the kind of feeling that, standing in the best time, basking in the warmest sun, with a sour nose, She always felt that everything was going to be lost, she said softly, "I... Recently I always feel so uncomfortable, but I feel so happy... "
"It's not uncomfortable, it's not uncomfortable," Yu Jingxuan coaxed, "Tell brother what happened? Brother help you."
Yu Jingxuan had already thought about it, and went to buy a few educational books for adolescence.
"Brother, if... I mean if..." Lin Miao still wanted to say, it was too uncomfortable for her to hold it in.
"If I do something wrong, will you forgive me?"
"Yes." Yu Jingxuan said, "I will accompany you to correct it. Make up for your mistakes."
My brother would forgive me, Lin Miao breathed a sigh of relief, so I felt more relieved.
"Brother, I've become hypocritical and overly selfish." Lin Miao gritted her teeth and said everything in her heart.
She has been hiding and deliberately ignoring things, but she couldn't ignore it for too long.
Brother said that even if she was wrong, he would forgive her and accompany her to correct her mistakes. Lin Miao believed what her brother said.
"How could it be?" Yu Jingxuan felt that Lin Miao's statement was very strange, "Why do you think so? You are neither hypocritical nor selfish."
Lin Miao's tears were about to come out. She actually didn't want to become like this, but she just became like this, and she became the type that many people hated.
"Brother, what you said, you will forgive me." Lin Miao said with a cry, "Actually, brother, I never told you that I was very selfish. Sister Jing used to say that she wanted to have a brother, but , I don't want to share you with her at all... There are many teammates who asked me for your number... I wouldn't give them either... Actually... Actually..." She can be her own brother, but she doesn't want her brother to be given to others.
"I saw someone say yesterday that they want my brother to hold her, but I don't want to at all, I just want my brother to hold me."
Yu Jingxuan over there was stunned. He originally thought it was just a small problem, but he never expected that Lin Miao would actually tell him that she was possessive towards him.
"When I was a child, I wanted my brother to get married, and I thought it would be good to have someone to accompany my brother, but now I have changed... I don't want my brother to be with others... My brother..." Lin Miao's voice came back with a cry, "Thinking of my brother's At that time, I was so happy, but I felt so nervous, I really became hypocritical..."
Yu Jingxuan's voice was a little hoarse, "You are not selfish or hypocritical, because I am the same, I don't want to see you marrying others, I don't want to see you falling in love with others, I don't want you to see you with others."
He thought that what he had been waiting for day and night had finally arrived.
Yu Jingxuan said slowly, "I have experienced this feeling for more than two years, Shui Shui, do you know what this feeling is?"