Jiang Zhihuo: “…”
Jiang Zhihuo sat up from the bed instantly, covered his lower abdomen with a pillow, and forced himself to keep a straight face: "This is normal! Just now I used my imagination to treat you as a girl, otherwise, ten minutes..."
At this point, Jiang Zhihuo paused, leaned forward, raised his eyebrows and looked at Yan Mu, his eyes swept down: "Come to think of it, you don't have any reaction at all?"
Yan Mu remained calm and said, "No."
Jiang Zhihuo didn't believe it, and said with a rising tone: "Let me see?"
Yan Mu stood up, glanced sideways with half an eye, and said coldly: "Get lost."
"Hahahahahaha." Jiang Zhihuo fell on the bed and laughed, then hugged the pillow and rolled around on the bed.
Yan Mu flipped open a stack of test papers and said, "If you don't want to sleep, you can come to make up for the lessons."
"..." Jiang Zhihuo stopped laughing, deliberately yawned in an exaggerated manner, stretched out his hand to turn off the bedside lamp, lay down and said, "Sleep, I'm so sleepy!"
The desk lamp lit up, and the room was briefly quiet for a while. The cicada chirping and moonlight were blocked by the closed curtains, and the air conditioner overhead blew out a slight cool breeze.
An unknown amount of time had passed, but Jiang Zhihuo still hadn't fallen asleep. He closed his eyes several times and rolled from side to side on the bed. The thin quilt from the air conditioner rubbed against the bamboo mat, making a rustling sound. Finally, he gave up, opened his arms, and lay in the middle of the bed in a spread-eagle position.
"It's the 26th." Jiang Zhihuo raised one hand and blocked his eyes.
Yan Mu did not stop writing: "Yeah."
Jiang Zhihuo looked up at the ceiling: "In two weeks, Yuyun's birthday is coming."
Yan Mu: “I know.”
"You..." Jiang Zhihuo's voice suddenly paused here. He sat up abruptly, clutching the clothes on his chest with his palms. He had difficulty breathing. In the quiet room, the sound of his violent heartbeat was clearly audible.
Yan Mu grabbed Jiang Zhihuo's wrist, pulled it over, and kissed him lightly on the corner of his mouth, ending the timer.
"Two hours and twenty-five minutes." Yan Mu said.
Jiang Zhihuo took several deep breaths before he recovered.
Ten minutes of kissing, about two and a half hours of suppression, much less than before.
"Let's do this for now." Jiang Zhihuo said, "I'll come out once every three classes, and I'll still be in that empty classroom."
"Yes." Yan Mu had no objection and returned to the desk, but asked, "Can you?"
Jiang Zhihuo: "What can I do?"
Yan Mu turned around and put his elbow on the armrest: "It's not good to stand up in school, right?"
"… "
“… … … ”
This person couldn't get over this matter, Jiang Zhihuo threw a pillow at Yan Mu and said angrily: "If you say that again, I'll beat you up!!"
Yan Mu calmly caught it, threw it back on the bed, and said calmly: "I'm just reminding you."
"You!!" Jiang Zhihuo wanted to tear the man in front of him to pieces.
“Buzz—”
Just then, the phone vibrated.
Jiang Zhihuo and Yan Mu's phones vibrated at the same time.
The two of them lowered their heads, clicked on it, and received messages from the same person.
Bai Yuyun: I suddenly want to watch a movie. Can you go with me
It was sent by Bai Yuyun. Given Jiang Zhihuo's personality, he should have been extremely excited and showed off to Yan Mu, but he suddenly stopped talking and frowned slightly.
silence.
After a moment, Yan Mu stood up first, threw his phone in front of Jiang Zhihuo, and said, "Yuyun asked me to go to the movies."
"Oh." Jiang Zhihuo raised his eyes, not surprised, "You called me too."
Yan Mu said: "You don't seem happy at all."
Jiang Zhihuo asked back: "I also made an appointment with you, why should I be happy?"
Yan Mu pointed out: "It's not the first time the three of us have gone out together."
Jiang Zhihuo rolled his eyes at him: "… Last time you were the one who was making trouble."
Yan Mu did not argue further. He asked, "Should I go?"
Jiang Zhihuo: "If you want to go, go ahead. Why are you asking me?"
Yan Mu was particularly frank this time: "I just think you should know what she wants to do."
Jiang Zhihuo looked at him.
Yan Mu still didn't show much expression, and a deep look flowed into his eyes.
Ever since that day when he admitted that he was the one who took the personality profile in the last appendix, Yan Mu never asked any questions about Jiang Zhihuo himself or what he was doing.
He has always abided by the agreement of non-interference.
Even Jiang Zhihuo himself knew it very well.
The person in front of him actually knew everything—at least he knew that he was not really approaching Bai Yuyun just to pursue her.
He is so smart. He was able to find out the information about Feng Zhi, which means there is someone helping him behind the scenes.
Living with this person, nothing can be hidden.
"Ah." Jiang Zhihuo sneered and stopped pretending to hide it. He said, "I can probably guess it."
**
The next day, Jiang Zhihuo and Yan Mu arrived at the cinema first.
The night before, the two did not mention that they lived together, and each gave a nonchalant reply. Bai Yuyun did not care whether it would be discovered that she had made an appointment with two people at the same time, at the same time and for the same venue.
They met outside the cinema.
The distant trees reach the sky, the sun is scorching, and fragmented shadows float above your head.
Bai Yujun was still wearing a white dress and brown light-heeled sandals. Her instep was beautiful and white, her skirt fluttered, and her steps were light. She stood in front of the two of them, with light makeup on her face and a soft and gentle smile in her eyes: "You guys are here?"
Yan Mu: “Yeah.”
"I just got here not long ago." Jiang Zhihuo pointed his thumb back at Yan Mu, pretending to know nothing. His tone sounded very surprised, "So why is this person here too?!"
Bai Yujun walked towards the ticket machine. She had already bought the movie tickets last night. "Last time, the three of us went out together. I thought it was very interesting. I want to... go out again."
After getting the tickets, she turned around and smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry for not telling you in advance."
Yan Mu: "Forget it."
He spoke little, which meant he agreed. Bai Yuyun looked at Jiang Zhihuo again.
Jiang Zhihuo scratched his hair: "If you called... then so be it."
Bai Yujun: "Thank you."
What Bai Yuyun wanted to watch was a less popular Japanese animated film, which had low box office and few screenings. The few people sitting scattered in the theater all came with their children.
After watching the entire show for an hour and a half, Jiang Zhihuo believes that there is a reason why this animated film failed at the box office.
The style of the painting is OK, but not outstanding. The fresh Japanese style is very common nowadays. The key is that the story is not good enough, the plot is average, and there is no desire to read on.
The protagonist is a little rag doll bear, and the whole story tells how the rag doll bear reaches the top step by step among the animals in the forest through his own efforts.
It was so cliché and boring that the audience sitting in the front had already left with their children halfway through the show. A parent sitting in the right area even fell asleep and snored loudly. In the end, it was the child who woke him up: "Dad, this is too boring. I want to leave."
The man just woke up and said groggily: "I spent more than 30 yuan, what a waste if I don't finish it? Keep reading."
The child lowered his head aggrievedly: "Oh..."
"Zhihuo, Yanmu." Bai Yujun called their names, "Are you watching?"
Jiang Zhihuo: "Yes, yes."
Yan Mu: "Well, I haven't fallen asleep yet."
Bai Yujun laughed softly.
The theater was almost empty, and speaking quietly would not disturb the sleeping parent. Bai Yujun asked, "Do you remember what happened just now?"
In the previously played segment, the ragdoll bear wanted to leave the little master's home, go to the forest, and become a real animal, and a conversation took place between the little master and it.
Japanese anime films introduced into domestic theaters will be dubbed in Chinese, with a slight Taiwanese accent.
The little master asked: "You are just a puppet, what can you do?"
"You can't touch water, it will become heavy and the cotton will clump together. You can't touch mud, it will get dirty and you can't wash it clean. You can't touch sharp objects, such as claws or branches, because you will break."
The ragdoll bear said: "It doesn't matter. I will work hard to overcome all the difficulties and become a real animal to show you."
The little master asked again: "But you only have one bear, you only have yourself, what can a bear do?"
The ragdoll bear did not answer this question. It did not know how to answer it because even it itself did not know.
The subsequent plot is expected to revolve around the question "What can you do when you only have yourself?"
"What can you do if you are alone?" Bai Yuyun also asked them.
Jiang Zhihuo thought for a moment and said, "First of all, you have to be yourself. You are a puppet, so do what a puppet should do, such as being as cute as you can."
Bai Yujun smiled and said, "And then?"
"Then, wait, wait for an opportunity, wait for a chance." Jiang Zhihuo said, "To be honest, there are very few things a person can do, but there will always be someone or something that will appear and become a turning point."
Bai Yujun lowered her eyes and moved her fingers unconsciously: "Will there be such an opportunity?"
Jiang Zhihuo is open-minded: "Some people have it, some don't. What can I do? Just believe that I am lucky enough."
Bai Yuyun was silent for a long time.
The movie was still playing. The ragdoll bear's body was scratched by branches and the cotton leaked out. It wanted to ask other animals for help, but no animal stopped for it. Even the sky was overcast and raindrops as big as beans fell on it.
It was wet, heavy, and submerged in a puddle of mud.
Bai Yujun finally spoke, but she still kept her head down, with her hair hanging down, hiding her face and making it impossible to see her expression.
She asked: "What if it's an omega?"
This time it was Yan Mu who spoke first: "It's the same for omegas."
Yan Mu: "There is a question I can't figure out. Everyone thinks that omega is a mistake, even omegas think so. Why?"
Bai Yujun: "Because you are an alpha, Yan Mu, that's why you say that."
Yan Mu: “No.”
"Okay, I believe it." Bai Yuyun's voice seemed to be trembling, "Then what should we do?"
Yan Mu said the same thing as Jiang Zhihuo: "Just be yourself."
Bai Yujun: "Like before?"
Yan Mu said: "Yeah."
Bai Yujun said: "But that won't change anything."
Jiang Zhihuo continued, "Do you remember the bubble dragon we played when we were kids? You shoot colored beads, and if more than three beads of the same color are connected, they will disappear. Some bosses like to fill up the entire line, and when the opponent thinks they are going to lose, they shoot the last colored bead to eliminate all the bubbles."
He said, "What if you are the last bead?"
Bai Yujun raised her head, tucked her hair behind her ears, and smiled.
When the movie ended and the ending song started, the father sitting in the right area finally woke up, stretched his body, and patted the child beside him: "Son, wake up, it's over, let's go home."
When they arrived at the entrance of the cinema, Bai Yujun bowed slightly and said, "Thank you for coming to watch the movie with me. As a thank you, maybe I can kiss you."
Jiang Zhihuo: "Wow, is it so good?"
He said this, but did not move forward.
Yan Mu: "Go back."
Bai Yuyun nodded, and then said to Jiang Zhihuo: "Don't rush to my house again next time, or my dad will stab you."
"Hahaha..." Jiang Zhihuo smiled awkwardly.
Bai Yuyun didn't ask them to take her away, so the driver came to pick her up. Bai Yuyun waved to the two of them and got in the car.
Jiang Zhihuo and Yan Mu were walking on the road. The sun was scorching. The boys were not afraid of getting tanned, so they did not carry an umbrella.
They walked back the same way last time.
The summer afternoon is a little lonely amid the chirping of cicadas.
Jiang Zhihuo said: "I always thought you hated omegas."
Before this, Jiang Zhihuo had indeed always held this idea, which was one of the reasons why he didn't like Yan Mu before. The time when Yan Mu took the initiative to help Tang Anmiao, he was surprised, and the same was true this time.
People who hate omegas will never say things like “Why do omegas also think they are wrong?”
Yan Mu asked: "What made you have this misunderstanding?"
Jiang Zhihuo supported the back of his head with his hands, leaned back, and walked leisurely: "Because it's obvious. You may not have looked in the mirror. Once you are touched by an omega, you look fierce."
Yan Mu said: "That's not the same thing."
"Okay." Jiang Zhihuo said, "I misunderstood. Sorry."
Yan Mu didn't answer, and didn't say whether he would accept the apology or not.
Even though Yan Mu didn't have to express his opinion, he simply felt very uncomfortable feeling of being ignored, as if half of his body was hanging in the air, which was extremely uncomfortable.
Jiang Zhihuo: "Hello."
Yan Mu: "Jiang Zhihuo."
They both spoke at the same time.
Yan Mu rarely called him, Jiang Zhihuo nodded, indicating that Yan Mu should speak first.
Yan Mu opened his mouth and said something surprising: "My mother is also an omega, and I have always respected her."
Jiang knows that the fire is small.
Yan Mu actually took the initiative to bring up family matters.
Even Xie Qiu, who walked with him every day in school, and Wen Da and Qu Xiao, who had known him for a long time, did not necessarily fully understand Yan Mu. They only knew that he was the young master of the Yan Group, but they did not know why he did not go home for many years, nor why he had a bad relationship with his family. He never said anything, and his expression did not reveal any clues.
But that was all he said.
**
When Bai Yuyun returned home, the housekeeper told her that her father was in the study, so she went to the study.
My father Bai Zhengou was working in the office. There was a thick stack of folders on his desk, half of which were contracts. He made a lot of money using these contracts and became one of the richest people in China.
Seeing Bai Yuyun, Bai Zhengou was rarely happy.
"You are quite resourceful. You can actually hook up with two people at the same time? Forget about that bastard last time, but you even hooked up with the young master of Yan Group? Well done. You are more useful than your sisters."
The driver said: "The lady went out with them once before."
Bai Yujun smiled slightly, and instead of answering her father and the driver, she asked, "Are you going out with Mr. Wang tomorrow?"
Bai Zhengou: “Yes.”
Bai Yujun said: "But tomorrow is Monday."
Bai Zhengou said, "The driver will pick you up after school. Mr. Wang likes you very much. On your birthday, you must behave well and help your father sign the contract."
Bai Yujun smiled and said, "I understand."
After returning to the room and taking a shower, Bai Yuyun turned the air conditioner to the lowest temperature. While sorting the books to be taken to school the next day, she hummed a song. The tune sounded like a nursery rhyme, the tune was light and lovely.
The housekeeper in charge of cleaning the room said, "Miss Yuyun seems to be in a good mood today."
Bai Yujun smiled: "Yes."
The housekeeper said, "Then go to bed early and try your best to help Mr. Bai sign the contract."
Bai Yujun said: "I will try my best."
After school, Bai Yuyun was taken to a beautifully decorated restaurant.
The restaurant is on the top floor with transparent glass walls on all four sides. Each table is separated by a screen, which provides plenty of privacy. Sitting by the window, you can see the entire night view of Lincheng.
In the distance, electric towers stand tall, painted in red and white, with signal lights flashing at the top, submerged in the neon night.
Mr. Wang is a middle-aged man with a big belly, about forty-five or forty-six years old. He already has a wife and a daughter. I heard that his daughter just went to college this year.
At an age when he should be returning to his family, his eyes still sparkle when he sees a beautiful girl who is about the same age as his daughter.
Bai Yuyun suppressed her nausea and sat opposite with a smile.
For Mr. Wang, this might be a wonderful night. The beautiful and well-dressed girl, who is about to turn eighteen, shows the quiet and gentle manner that she was taught to do since childhood in her every move.
Before leaving, Mr. Wang wanted to touch her face, but Bai Yujun stopped him and said softly, "No, you and your father agreed to wait until your birthday."
“Hahaha.” Mr. Wang laughed, “There are only two weeks left, October 10th, right? You will become an adult.”
Bai Yujun nodded, with a stylized and decent smile on her face: "Yes, see you then."
Mr. Wang: "Okay, I'll take you back."
Bai Yuyun politely declined: "I want to take a walk. I ate too much at night. If I don't move, I'll get fat."
Mr. Wang accepted the reason, got in his car and left.
Bai Yuyun breathed a sigh of relief as he watched the car pull into the driveway.
Modern people's life belongs to the night. There are many people on the street at this time. Neon lights illuminate the entire long street. Postmodern-style buildings are lined on both sides of the road. It is crowded and lively.
Bai Yuyun didn't wear a white dress today.
Today she was dressed according to Mr. Wang's preferences, a Japanese school uniform, her hair tied in a high ponytail, over-the-knee socks, a uniform bag and uniform shoes.
This style of dressing is not uncommon nowadays, and many girls on the street also like to wear it. Bai Yuyun is tall and looks good in it, so people around her always turn their heads.
The beautiful girl suddenly started singing.
It was the ending song of the anime movie I watched the day before, a Japanese nursery rhyme.
"あなたはWho is it? What is it that is one?"
(Who are you, who are you?)
Passersby on the street often looked at her sideways. It was a very strange thing to sing alone on the road. Even though the girl's voice was very nice and the tune of the song was also good, it was still strange.
Bai Yujun didn't care about their gazes at all, she walked forward on tiptoe, passing through the streets with a happy and brisk pace -
Who is this?あなたはWho is it
(Who are you, who are you?)
Bai Yuyun returned to her room. She had just finished taking a shower and was about to change into her pajamas.
There is a full-length mirror in her room, and she can see her back by turning her head.
The wound on the arm has healed, but the one on the back is still there. It's almost healed, with only a few faint scars left. They shouldn't be visible on my birthday.
She remembered that a month ago, the day before school started, she saw her sister hanged herself in her room.
That look was too horrible, with her tongue sticking out and her eyes bulging. My sister, who loves beauty so much, would rather die in such an ugly posture.
She thought that one day she would be like that.
Their fathers trained them only for business and as tools to make money. They would be sent to the rooms of men like Mr. Wang.
Bai Yujun wanted to run away, but she couldn't. Her father could easily catch her and beat her until she was completely docile.
"Understand your own identity. As an omega, you should be obedient."
"I raised you and taught you, not to let you live a life of a young lady for free!"
Is omega wrong
She doesn't know.
Everyone said she was a mistake.
Maybe she thought so too, so she was unwilling to tell others at school that she was also an omega.
She opened the calendar on the table and crossed out the date September 29.
"Who is it
(Who brought you here, and where do you want to go?)
The school held a grade meeting for the first and second year high school students. Bai Yuyun and Yan Mu went on stage as student representatives and gave speeches.
Bai Yuyun is the school belle and is universally recognized as the most beautiful girl in No. 1 Middle School. There is no freshman in the first grade who is prettier than her.
After she got off the stage, a junior student asked her for her contact information. He was a very tall and handsome boy, and this was probably the first time he had done such a thing. His face turned red when he spoke, and he would look back at his friends from time to time.
Bai Yuyun said: "Study hard, and I'll give it to you when I see your midterm exam results. Is that okay?"
The junior's eyes sparkled with light. He agreed immediately, waved to her, and ran back to his class formation with full energy.
The sun sets outside the auditorium, and the sunset is gorgeous.
very nice.
Bai Yuyun thought.
Another wonderful day.
よく卡えてみてください. The path is long, the path is long, and the path is long.
(You should think carefully, the road ahead is long and full of thorns)
"Yuyun?" The friend was very excited when he received the gift from Bai Yuyun, "What is this?!"
Bai Yujun curved her eyes and smiled, "Dralack's new watch, I know you've always wanted it, I'll give it to you, and you should be happy on your birthday this year."
"Of course I will!" The girl hugged Bai Yuyun, "I love our Yuyun the most!"
Fortunately, I am strong and brave, and my heart is strong and strong.
(Fortunately, you have a strong and brave heart)
In the composition class, the teacher asked us to write an essay on the topic of "Future".
Jiang Zhihuo said that Class 1 had already written a composition titled "Dreams". Lao Ding also said that the composition would not be graded and would be returned to them before the college entrance examination.
"Campus belle, campus belle, what did you write?" The boy sitting in front really couldn't write anything, so he asked around and used materials available at hand.
Bai Yuyun's handwriting was neat and beautiful, but he wrote it backwards so he couldn't see it clearly.
He said, "I think you are so beautiful, you can definitely become a star and participate in a talent show. Our entire school will campaign for you, center position, center position!"
Bai Yujun smiled slightly: "But I can't dance."
Boy sitting in front: "It's good enough if you can sing well! Appearance is the most important thing nowadays. Being able to stand on the stage and look good is a kind of strength!"
"I won't be criticized, I don't want to do it." Bai Yuyun said.
The person sitting in front turned back with a smile.
So, what does the future hold for her
I don’t know, and I don’t need to know. She has no future.
あなたは Advance して, Resist して, Time には pray りたいとも思います.
(You have to move forward, resist, and sometimes even pray)
It's holiday, seven days off.
She received a call from Mr. Wang.
Mr. Wang said that he had made very thorough preparations for her birthday and she would definitely like the gift he gave her.
"Don't say that. I'm really looking forward to it." Bai Yuyun said.
Mr. Wang was very happy with her coaxing. He said, "I am looking forward to it too."
Bai Yuyun hung up the phone.
At exactly midnight, it was a new day and she crossed out another date.
Her birthday is five days away.
神様がhelpけてくれるということですか
(The gods will help you, right?)
She couldn't sleep these days.
Some time before my sister died, she couldn't sleep, had obvious dark circles under her eyes, and was in a very bad mental state.
Sometimes, she would hear her sister screaming in the room.
Bai Yuyun unscrewed the sleeping pills, poured them into her palm, swallowed them, and sank into the bathtub.
But she couldn't fall asleep. Her stomach felt like it was on fire. She got up, ran to the toilet, and started to hold her throat.
It feels so uncomfortable.
The world is the god of the world.あなたの愿りはやがて自分の力になります.
(But there is no god in the world, your prayers will eventually become your own strength)
On this day, she received another call from Mr. Wang, who said, tomorrow is your birthday.
Her father also came to her room and said, "You are an adult now. It's time for you to dedicate yourself."
Bai Yuyun said, "Okay."
"good."
"good… "
だから思い出しましたか? Who is this? Who is the private person
(So do you remember? Who are you and who am I?)
October 9th.
She told her father that she wanted to go out after school and buy some cosmetics.
The father agreed and asked the driver to go with her.
Bai Yujun said: "No need to follow me, I won't run away. Tomorrow is my birthday, and I want to be alone and be myself."
Bai Zhengou said, "Okay."
He believed that Bai Yuyun would not run away. She did not dare to run away, nor could she run away. She could not escape.
That day, Bai Yuyun did not go to school, she skipped class.
That was the first time she skipped school, not for anything else, just to have a good walk through the streets of the city.
This is the city where she grew up, with lights on and streets stretching for miles.
She vaguely remembered the excitement after being adopted by the Bai family, the shock after learning the truth, and she would never forget the despair when she saw her sister's death.
She is an omega, and she is a tool that is willing to offer her body to her father.
That's all.
Private はあなたの神様です.あなたはprivate prayer りです.
(Yes, I am your god and you are my prayer.)
She came to the riverside.
The wind was very strong by the river. There was a very long dam and she sat down on the stone steps.
It is a cloudy day today. Someone is fishing here, with his fishing rod stuck on the marble railing, chatting with his fellow fishermen next to him.
She felt very happy.
She didn't want to be that kind of tool, it made her feel sick, and she didn't want to end her life after being tortured like her sister.
She couldn't escape, but she could choose how she left.
The riverside was the best. The river was turbulent and no one would see her or save her.
That day, I watched a movie with Jiang Zhihuo and Yan Mu, and they mentioned Bubble Dragon.
Could it be possible that she, her suicide note, her evidence, could be the final paintball that makes everything disappear
Bai Yuyun turned off her cell phone.
Before pressing the power button, she received a call from Yan Mu.
It was a great blessing to have someone talk to her before leaving.
Bai Yuyun picked up the phone.
But what came from the receiver was Jiang Zhihuo's voice, as passionate and noisy as ever.
"Yuyun Yuyun Yuyun, I know you must have a lot of people making appointments on your birthday! Don't squeeze with others, just give us the day before your birthday!!"
The author has something to say: Just imagine a girl walking on the street, humming a song, and the scene keeps cutting~hahaha.
ps. The school beauty line will end tomorrow.
pps. The lyrics and the movie are all written by the author at random. Any similarities are truly coincidental.
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