October 9th.
19:25.
Bai Yuyun came to the bar based on Jiang Zhihuofa's location.
The name of the bar is nice, Xiangyao. The owner should be an artistic young man.
Bai Yuyun came to box 3001.
As soon as I opened the door, I heard two "pop" sounds, and colored paper popped out from the cannon in my hand and flew all over the place.
There were two young boys by the door.
Jiang Zhihuo was full of enthusiasm and smiled: "Thank you Yuyun for accepting the invitation!!"
Yan Mu showed no expression as usual, and said simply: "Welcome."
The colored paper fell on her hair. Bai Yuyun tilted her head and waved it down, smiling, "I didn't expect you two would take the initiative to get together."
Jiang Zhihuo pushed the blame and pointed at Yan Mu: "He insisted on coming up."
Yan Mu remained calm and said, "Without me, you couldn't have booked this place?"
Jiang Zhihuo: "Huh? After all, I'm also an employee. If I'm not as good as you, can I get something that's almost as good?"
Yan Mu glanced at him and said, "I can make it impossible for you to order it."
"Okay, okay." Bai Yuyun pulled the two apart and said softly with a smile, "Are there any activities tonight?"
"I don't have any special ideas." Jiang Zhihuo walked to the long table, on which were various wine bottles and a row of wine glasses.
"Shall we have a drink?" Jiang Zhihuo pushed another menu over, "You can order whatever you want to drink."
As he spoke, he put on his white work gloves.
Bai Yujun was slightly surprised: "What is this?"
Jiang Zhihuo said: "Bartender, part-time job."
Bai Yuyun clapped from the bottom of her heart: "You are really amazing."
Jiang Zhihuo smiled: "Order, or let me recommend?"
Before Bai Yujun could speak, Yan Mu said, "Dawn."
Jiang Zhihuo didn't look at him: "I didn't ask you."
Bai Yujun: "I've never drunk alcohol, so I'll order the same thing as Yan Mu, I want a glass too..." She didn't hear the name clearly just now, so she turned to Yan Mu and asked with a questioning look.
Yan Mu: "Dawn."
Jiang Zhihuo: "I understand."
He lowered his eyes and quickly prepared two cups, pushing them in front of Bai Yuyun and Yan Mu respectively.
The wine is dark blue, and the walls of the glass are covered with star-shaped sequins. When the light falls, it looks like a starry sky.
"It looks good!" Bai Yuyun couldn't help but praise.
"It's too early to praise." Jiang Zhihuo put the sugar ball in, and the orange sugar juice melted instantly and mixed with the wine, shaking into several irregular curves that intersected hazily, like the morning light.
Bai Yujun stared blankly at the slow and graceful changes in the wine glass for a long time before saying, "It's really beautiful..."
Jiang Zhihuo said: "It tastes good too."
Bai Yuyun took a sip. At first, there was no taste of alcohol, but a sweet orange flavor. After a while, the taste of alcohol slowly came to the tip of her tongue. It was neither pungent nor pungent, but just the right mellow taste.
She put down her glass gently.
She tasted the delicious wine and there were two boys with her. Her last night should be perfect and wonderful, so she should smile, praise the wine with a smile, praise how great you are with a smile, and say thank you with a smile, I am very happy.
But she cried.
With his head down, his hair covering the side of his face, his hands tightly holding the wine glass, his shoulders shaking.
Yan Mu patted her back gently through her clothes to soothe her.
Jiang Zhihuo handed over a tissue: "Is it so good that you cry?"
Bai Yujun took the tissue, wiped her tears, and looked up: "Sorry, I lost my composure, I'm just very happy."
Jiang Zhihuo said: "I called you here to make you happy. If you keep crying you won't be able to tell."
"Yeah, I know." Bai Yujun stopped crying, "Can I order another drink?"
Jiang Zhihuo: "Of course."
Bai Yuyun's eyelashes were slightly curved.
I drank a lot of wine tonight.
Before this, Bai Yuyun never drank alcohol because her father never allowed her to.
"An omega who drinks will have less fun." Her father said this to her. At first she didn't understand what he meant. Later she saw her sister. Someone forced her to drink until she passed out. Then they carried her into the room. Three men entered the room that day.
Bai Yujun drank herself to death.
I was just dizzy, but I was still conscious. I just felt much bolder when I spoke. Many things that I didn't dare to say or didn't want to say before, I said them all tonight.
"There's something I haven't told you." Bai Yuyun's face was very red and hot. She was drunk and it all showed on her face.
Jiang Zhihuo asked: "What's the matter?"
"Actually..." Bai Yuyun lay on the table, "I'm an omega."
She looked away, not wanting to see Jiang Zhihuo and Yan Mu's reactions.
"It's so annoying to be an omega. Everyone says you're not good enough, you're not right, and you shouldn't be here. But it's not like I want to differentiate into an omega."
"I hate myself for never talking about it and pretending to be a beta in school."
"But that day, when we were watching the movie, classmate Yan Mu asked me, 'Everyone thinks that omegas are wrong, why do omegas themselves think so too?'"
"I thought about this question for a long time. Why? Why? We did nothing wrong. My sister and I did nothing wrong. Why should we be sent to someone else's bed as omegas?"
"Director Feng's case has caused a lot of noise on the Internet. I've been interested in checking out the aftermath of this incident recently. Some people still hate omegas, and some people are starting to speak up for them. But I've also seen people asking - they're asking, as omegas, you're disliked and hated, so why has no one ever come to resist?"
"I don't know. I can't answer it. But just now, before I came here, I seemed to understand a little bit... just a little bit."
"Because we, every omega, are used to it. We have been subtly indoctrinated with the idea that 'you shouldn't exist, you are wrong'. It's not that we don't resist or don't want to resist, but no one realizes that we need to resist. There are too few omegas."
"I left something behind. I don't know if it will be discovered. It would be great if it could be discovered. Will everyone realize that we shouldn't do this?"
Her voice was soft and her tone was flat, like the gossip she casually shared with classmates at school, but for Bai Yuyun herself, it was actually too heavy.
Yan Mu replaced the wine in front of her with warm water and said, "Drink less."
Bai Yuyun rested her head in his arms and looked up at him. Her eyes were especially bright after she got drunk. "Didn't you ask me to come here just to drink?"
Jiang Zhihuo said: "You are not drinking, you are getting yourself drunk."
Bai Yuyun touched the cup with her fingertips, and mist rose up. A little warmth clung to her fingertips. She said to Jiang Zhihuo, "Don't chase me anymore. You can't catch up with me."
Jiang Zhihuo cooperated with her and asked, "Why?"
Bai Yujun didn't plan to answer, but looked at Yan Mu again: "You too, you're not pretending at all. I know it's not me you like. You're always looking through me, at another person."
Jiang Zhihuo: “?!”
Yan Mu was silent for a moment: "I'm sorry."
Jiang Zhihuo: "Ah?!"
This is such an unexpected conversation!
Bai Yujun asked again: "Do we look alike?"
Yan Mu replied: "No, you don't look alike, I... I was wrong, sorry."
Jiang Zhihuo looked at Yan Mu in surprise: "Fuck, Brother Yan, are you a scumbag?"
"Don't apologize, and don't say anything about him, Zhihuo." Bai Yuyun said with a smile, "I also used you. My father would be very happy to see that I am close to you, and he would be less careful about me. Besides, you are all very good to me."
Bai Yuyun pushed away the warm water, took the wine glass, filled it up for herself, raised her head and drank it all, then lay down on the table again.
I'm so sleepy. My mind is a mess and I feel like I'm talking nonsense all the time.
But she didn't feel uncomfortable. She thought that the moment her sister stopped breathing must have been more painful than at any other time.
She closed her eyes, and a soft smile appeared at the corners of her lips: "I'm glad to meet you. I'm very happy to be able to talk to you for the last time."
The author has something to say: Sorry, sorry, there was something going on in the three-dimensional world and I was called away halfway through writing. This chapter is not finished, otherwise it would be quite long.
I'll just post a part of it first, I'm really sorry.
Thank you very much for reading this.
I love you guys so much!