The hospital was very quiet at night.
Yan Mu and Li Muhe were the only two people in the small space at the end of the corridor, and a wheelchair was parked in the corner. This was the only place on the entire floor where people could smoke, and the air was filled with the smell of cigarettes.
Li Muhe bought two bottles of hot cocoa from the vending machine next to the elevator and handed one to Yan Mu.
"Thank you." Yan Mu took it but did not open it to drink. The hot cocoa felt warm in his palm.
Li Muhe opened the pull ring.
They actually didn't have any topics that they had to talk about. The only person they could talk about was Jiang Zhihuo.
Both of them knew it well, so Li Muhe didn't need to beat around the bush and said directly: "Xiao Huo is my brother."
In one sentence, he expressed his entire position.
As a brother, just as a brother.
Yan Mu listened carefully without interrupting Li Muhe.
"The first time I saw Xiaohuo was at the police station. He was so thin and small, covered in wounds. He came to call the police. It was a very cold day, and he was wearing very thin clothes. His lips were purple from the cold."
"I don't know how to describe his father. No, he can't be called a father. But these things are not for me to say. Just these few words, okay?"
Yan Mu said "hmm", and Li Muhe continued: "When we first moved into my house, we were not familiar with each other, but he never showed it. I know he couldn't sleep every night. No one can fall asleep so quickly in a new environment. It always takes some time to adapt. He didn't tell me, but his dark circles were too obvious. You know, this is what makes people feel more distressed."
"He is a very warm-hearted person. He has a sense of ritual. He will send you small gifts on every holiday, show up unexpectedly, and be with you when you need him. He is sincere, but also a little thoughtful. He won't give his heart out completely, and he keeps a good distance."
"He is so smart, so smart that he can read people's faces since he was a child. He never says anything we don't like to hear. Even though his grades are poor and he looks out of tune, no one dislikes him."
Li Muhe told the story of Jiang Zhihuo one by one.
Yan Mu listened carefully.
This feeling was actually not a pleasant one, as he heard about the period of time he had missed from another person.
But this feeling is wonderful.
The little boat in his memory was coming alive little by little in Li Muhe's words, as if time had passed, everything had become farther away, yet it seemed as if it had never been far away.
"I didn't know who Xiaohuo had been in contact with, and I didn't know what he had been doing. It was my fault. I kept saying that I cared about him, but in fact, it was Xiaohuo who was always taking care of my feelings."
"He didn't tell me, nor did he tell anyone else. I couldn't comfort myself, and I couldn't ask Xiaohuo either. I could only call my father, but he was right. I didn't even have the position to accuse anyone."
Yan Mu didn't say anything.
Li Muhe lowered his eyes and stared at the hot cocoa in his hand. He paused and said, "There is one more thing that I think only I can say."
Yan Mu waited for him to continue.
"I was there when Xiaohuo differentiated into an alpha. He was in great pain. His face turned pale and he had already fallen asleep. But he was clutching his shoulders and kept calling out someone's name, Qin Mu."
Yan Mu was startled and turned his head to look at Li Muhe.
"He rarely mentioned the past, but he was very unhappy during that time. He sneaked into the hospital. He also drank that day and was alone in the bar. He was drunk and unconscious."
It was Li Muhe who picked him up that day.
Jiang Zhihuo, who was drunk, said to him: "My professor is sick. He has been sick for a while. I just found out by accident. I went to the ward today, but I didn't dare to go in. I also saw Yun Xiaoxu..."
Li Muhe asked him, who is the professor
Jiang Zhihuo shook his head, hugged the bottle, and said: "Professors are professors. They are very good, but they are not my professors..."
Li Muhe actually knew that he was talking about Yun's father and Yun's mother.
On the day of the trial many years ago, they waited together at the court door for a long time.
The case involves Yun's father and mother, as well as Yun Xiaoxu and Jiang Zhihuo. The two children and the whole family are innocent, and the only evildoer is Jiang Zhihuo's father.
The weather was not very good that day, with thick clouds and gloomy weather.
They saw a middle-aged couple supporting each other as they came out. The woman was crying sadly and the man was wiping her tears.
Watch them go further and further away.
The little hand that held his got tighter and tighter, and finally said, "Brother Li, let's go."
Jiang Zhihuo never said it, but Li Muhe could feel that he missed the memories of the past very much.
Qin Mu was the person who appeared at that time.
What kind of feelings does Jiang Zhihuo have for Qin Mu? What kind of feelings can make him want to carve it on his shoulders and into his flesh and blood at all costs
Li Muhe had pondered this question many times in the dead of night.
He is not Jiang Zhihuo, so he can only guess.
I was too young at that time, and this feeling might not be considered love, but there are many things I don’t want to forget, and I can’t forget them.
Some people always say that we should not be nostalgic.
It is correct, but not entirely correct.
For Jiang Zhihuo, he was treated so badly by his biological father at such a young age, he had no choice but to save himself. He had seen darkness, so he did not want to forget the light that had appeared before his eyes.
Some things and some people will be engraved deeper and deeper in time. Even if you don't want to forget them, you can't forget them. They become one of the imprints that make up this complete person.
Maybe it can be called liking? Or maybe it is more than liking.
In short, it must be the purest emotion that cannot be understood by those who are not involved.
"I don't want to destroy the purity of Xiaohuo."
Li Muhe said, "You can tell that he likes you very much, so he will definitely tell you. He will also tell you many things, but many people cannot understand. So I will tell you about this tattoo and this name, and I will be the bad guy. I will not allow anyone to deny all this, deny the memories he cherishes."
"I'm sorry," Li Muhe said, "I'm selfish."
Yan Mu was silent for a moment. He opened the hot cocoa, tilted his head back and took a sip. Then he said, "Thank you for telling me. I'm very happy to hear this."
Jiang Zhihuo is not the only one who doesn't want to forget.
Li Muhe smiled, his smile was always gentle.
The atmosphere was too depressing. They stayed at the end for a while. No one wanted to bring this depressing atmosphere into the ward.
They stayed there for about twenty minutes, until the wind blew away the sweet cocoa smell on both of them, and then they returned to the ward.
As soon as he opened the door, Li Muhe paused.
The bed is empty!!
The clothes he brought were also taken out, leaving only a deflated bag thrown on the bed.
Run away
Where can he go
Go to Li Hao?
Yan Mu immediately called Jiang Zhihuo, but no one answered the call no matter how many times he called.
Li Muhe had the same guess and immediately decided to drive to the police station.
The next moment, Yan Mu's phone rang. He picked up the phone without checking the caller ID. However, the voice on the other end of the receiver was not Jiang Zhihuo's, but Wen Da's.
"Mr. Yan..." The last syllables of these two words were trembling.
Yan Mu didn't have time to chat with him any more, so he said bluntly, "It's nothing, hang up now."
Wenda quickly called him: "Wait wait wait, Master Yan, I'm sorry, I was wrong!!!"
Yan Mu: “?”
After Shin left, Wenda and Qu Xiao thought more and more that something was wrong. Why would someone suddenly come and ask them questions
They must have had a fight!!
Only after a quarrel will you research who your ex really is? !
Wenda was frightened when he thought of his answer just now. Shin's aura was too strong and he was frightened. He didn't dare not answer and told everything.
After saying that, he was afraid that Yan Shaoyuan would not come back. If their relationship broke down, he would have to kill them both first. He called and admitted his mistake before anything happened.
"Young Master Yan... I was wrong. I told you to hold on! It was just... Shin suddenly came to us just now. He asked me who Bai Yueguang was. He was so fierce that I couldn't handle it. I confessed everything. The report, the shell, the Yunzhou, I told you everything..."
Yan Mu: “…”
Seeing no response from the other side, Wen Da said timidly: "Young Master Yan, you will kill me later, why don't you think of a way to get rid of it first?"
Yan Mu: “…”
Yan Mu hung up the phone with a dark face and said to Li Muhe: "I found it, but I didn't go to the police station."
"Where is it?" Li Muhe saw Yan Mu's expression became strange, "What's wrong with you?"
Yan Mu: “…”
He opened his mouth with great difficulty and asked, "If I did something that might make him angry, no, he would definitely be angry, how should I apologize..."
Jiang Zhihuo was walking alone on the street, still a little confused.
He was not stunned when being stabbed by a spike, and he could even run two rounds when being chased. Wenda's two sentences actually made his head buzz and the world spin.
The hospital is not far from the bar, and there was no traffic jam at that time. It would take about ten minutes to get there by taxi.
When they were dragged out of the box and asked who Yan Mubai Yueguang was, Wenda and Qu Xiao had different expressions.
Qu Xiao didn't know about this. They only knew each other in high school, so he had never heard of it. He turned to look at Wen Da, bewildered: "What is White Moonlight?"
Wen Da knew, but no matter who asked this question, Shin couldn't ask it! It's like the current partner asking the ex, it would either lead to a quarrel or a breakup, what good can come of it!!
Wen Da stuck to his bottom line and refused to say anything even if he died.
The more stubborn Jiang Zhihuo became, the more he wanted to know. He raised his chin towards Wenda and lowered his eyes slightly.
When playing the role of a cold character, Jiang Zhihuo's aura is fully revealed. His usual playful look is completely suppressed by a look of indifference. Every expression and movement is controlled to perfection, and he is very imposing.
Wen Da was immediately intimidated by this action, as if he was being questioned by Master Yan. He could no longer be stubborn and said everything in one sentence: "Actually, I don't know very clearly. I just... I accidentally saw Master Yan's things a long time ago, two reports and half a shell."
Half a shell?!
Jiang Zhihuo suddenly felt his blood stagnate, his head buzzed, and countless things rushed out in an instant.
"Report, what's the name?" Jiang Zhihuo asked.
Wen Da wanted to defend for another round, but Jiang Zhihuo glared at him and he relaxed his mouth again: "Yun, Yunzhou."
Just two words.
No one mentioned these two words for eight years.
Jiang Zhihuo walked aimlessly along the street, unable to concentrate.
He thought a lot.
For example, there are some things that he should have reacted to earlier. Yan Mu also has a disease that causes pain when someone touches him, so he should have made the association earlier.
But at the same time, many questions came to his mind and he couldn't figure them out.
Why didn’t Yan Mu tell him
Yan Mu recognized him? How could he recognize him in this state? ? How did he recognize him?
Did you discover it when you saw the tattoo
Yan Mu likes him? He said he wants to pursue him? Why
He is obviously not the same as before...
There are many more things besides this.
For example, they had been disliking each other for such a long time, but they still held hands, kissed, and slept together. They had been ambiguous for so long, and they had experienced a lot of things.
Even if I occasionally think about these things carefully, it is only because the protagonist is Yan Mu.
Now Jiang Zhihuo suddenly knew that Yan Mu was Brother Qin, Qin Mu, the time and person that he had engraved on his shoulder and never wanted to forget—
Wow what
There are too many factors, and my brain capacity is a bit insufficient!!
You don’t have to spend so much time on character profiling!!
Ahhh!
Jiang Zhihuo kicked a stone on the roadside in annoyance, and the stone bounced forward and almost rolled into the sewer.
Where are the stones on the road
He raised his head and realized that he had unknowingly walked to the residential area where Yan Mu lived. The cell phone in his pocket kept vibrating with more than ten missed calls.
Seeing the caller ID, Jiang Zhihuo's temper flared up again.
Ah, what's the point of thinking about these questions? !
Ask!!
If you can’t think of anything yourself, just leave it to Yan Mu!!
So Jiang Zhihuo took a deep breath and fought back fiercely. The opponent answered immediately. Yan Mu said anxiously: "Where are you!"
Jiang Zhihuo said calmly: "Your home."
With Wen Da's personality, he would definitely tell Yan Mu after he asked. Jiang Zhihuo didn't need to repeat the story. He just said, "Come back and explain it to me."
Jiang Zhihuo didn't wait too long.
He only stood at the door for a while before Yan Mu hurried back.
When the two met, no one spoke. Yan Mu opened the door and Jiang Zhihuo walked in as if he knew the way. Yan Mu poured him a glass of water, and then the two sat face to face on opposite sides of the dining table.
Jiang Zhihuo took a sip of water, crossed one leg, and leaned back in his chair, "Go ahead."
Yan Mu: "Wait a little longer."
Jiang Zhihuo: “?”
"Waiting for what?"
Just as I asked, the doorbell rang behind me.
Yan Mu immediately stood up and opened the door. A delivery man in yellow clothes was standing outside the door, bringing in a large box of food.
Jiang Zhihuo: “?”
He didn't quite understand the purpose of this big box, and then he saw Yan Mu opening the box and taking out things one by one...
Acupressure mat, durian, washboard, keyboard, and the remote control from the coffee table.
Put a few things together, and you can tell the difference between the standard and the standard one, except for a standard slide to your knees.
Yan Mu: "Please choose one first."
Jiang Zhihuo: “?”
Yan Mu's action immediately disrupted Jiang Zhihuo's rhythm.
He stared at the pile of things for a long time, and finally leaned back in his chair, raised an eyebrow and asked, "What else have you prepared?"
It was just a question to lighten the mood, but Yan Mu's expression suddenly froze.
It seems there is more.
Jiang Zhihuo: "Take it out and let me see it?"
Yan Mu: “…”
Jiang Zhihuo: "Hurry up, the sooner you finish talking, the sooner it's over."
Yan Mu: “…”
Yan Mu: “…”
Then, Jiang Zhihuo looked at Yan Mu and pursed his lips, then took out his cell phone and sent him a message.
Jiang Zhihuo lowered his eyes in confusion. The moment he saw the screen, the momentum he had cultivated with great difficulty instantly dissipated. It was just like when he saw the dating mind map. He wanted to laugh like crazy, but the atmosphere did not allow it. The corners of his mouth rose for a while and then were forced down again. It was like twitching, and the muscles on his cheeks were trembling.
Yan Mu! Damn! He actually! Made! A! Catalog!!
1. About when it was discovered.
(time, place, process)
2. Why you haven’t spoken about this matter yet.
(reasons, explanation, key points)
3. About white moonlight and pursuit.
4. Apology for yesterday's impulsive behavior.
5. Ask about club matters depending on the situation.
ps. It is very important to be sincere, answer all questions and do not hold back.
The author has something to say: Yan Mu: I’ve been exposed. It’s over, it’s over, it’s over, it’s over. I’m so nervous. How should I explain it... (First, I open the shopping app and place an order with the apology device. Then I open the memo and start writing a draft of the catalog...)
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