No.
In addition to the sense of disobedience, there is also a feeling that is so complex that it is difficult to describe.
Although he knew that he should not and could not have those thoughts now, looking at Xu Mengmeng in front of him, Lin Shoujie could not help but have a lot of thoughts flashing through his mind...
Xu Mengmeng...why couldn't you have done this earlier...
Why are you taking until now to make a change...
You... stupid woman...
Lin Shoujie took a deep breath and finally suppressed these random thoughts.
He is now out of the shadows.
There is also Ye Bingtang.
Therefore, we should no longer be nostalgic for Xu Mengmeng.
Everything in the past had ended just now.
Even if it is a piece of drawing paper placed by the window and blown away by the wind, it is impossible for it to float around and then fly back to its original place, right
Lin Shoujie considers himself a relatively rational man. Even if he sometimes feels nostalgic due to force majeure, he should be able to control his thoughts.
He should feel relieved now.
Just as planned, when this relationship ends and Xu Mengmeng finally gets better, he should be pleased with the change in the other person.
In this way, isn't it considered a good ending
Lin Shoujie pondered for a long time, but Xu Mengmeng didn't notice his expression and just wiped her tears in a panic.
Only Ye Bingtang beside him kept looking closely at Lin Shoujie, his watery eyes twinkling slightly.
When Lin Shoujie came to his senses, Xu Mengmeng finally stopped crying and wiped away her tears.
She was a little embarrassed.
Although there were countless things in his heart that he wanted to say to Lin Shoujie, he couldn't open his mouth.
She thought that Lin Shoujie would take the initiative to talk to her about something, but after being silent, Lin Shoujie just said to her lukewarmly: "Wait for me here."
After that, Lin Shoujie grabbed the confused Ye Bingtang in front of her and "dragged" her out of the room.
Xu Mengmeng knew very well that Lin Shoujie and Ye Bingtang were going to whisper behind her back.
Seeing their departing figures, Xu Mengmeng's face was ashen and her heart was as sharp as a knife.
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"Dear Bingtang, I'll give you one minute to explain."
As soon as he walked out of the box and into the corridor, Lin Shoujie showed an amiable smile to Ye Bingtang.
"I, um, I miss you~" Ye Bingtang wrapped her body around him and said delicately: "I want to kiss you~"
As her words fell, Lin Shoujie instantly put away his smile, expressionlessly pinching her cheek with one hand as if changing his face in a Sichuan opera, "Do you know how worried I was about you just now?"
"Woooooooo... I was wrong~" Ye Bingtang said pitifully and softly, "Dad...cough cough cough"
She originally thought about continuing to act cute, or even letting go of her moral integrity and calling Lin Shoujie daddy, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she couldn't help but cough a few times.
"Alas..." Lin Shoujie sighed helplessly, then let go of his hand and patted her back.
Sometimes, Lin Shoujie had to admit that he was too soft-hearted.
Even though he was angry because of Ye Bingtang's behavior just now, the anger disappeared at this moment.
Lin Shoujie wasn't sure whether this was a good thing, but Ye Bingtang quietly stretched out his arms and hugged him, and his eyebrows, which were frowning slightly because of coughing, also relaxed.
"Don't be too happy too early. I haven't planned to let you go yet." Lin Shoujie glanced at Ye Bingtang in his arms calmly.
"Hey hey hey..."
After Ye Bingtang's thoughts were exposed by him, he couldn't help but giggle.
After a while, Lin Shoujie lowered his eyes and asked slowly: "What did you talk to her about?"
The atmosphere fell into silence again. Ye Bingtang thought carefully before answering obediently: "I told her that I want to help her deal with her relationship with you..."
This time it was Lin Shoujie's turn to be silent.
"Why?"
His tone was calm, but his heart was in turmoil.
At this moment, Lin Shoujie couldn't understand Ye Bingtang.
But soon, Ye Bingtang gave the answer.
"Because... I'm worried about you..."
Even though Lin Shoujie seemed to be intact at this moment, in Ye Bingtang's eyes, it was full of holes, all of which were traces of Xu Mengmeng.
If it were to end unilaterally like this, could Lin Shoujie really erase those traces
Or will you recall the past memories again at a certain time in the afternoon or at a certain hour in the night, and then secretly feel sad
This is an unforeseen answer.
Maybe Lin Shoujie thought he could do it, but as a bystander, Ye Bingtang understood that what he couldn't do, at least not yet.
Otherwise, he wouldn't show that look from time to time.
Such complicated eyes.
At this moment, Ye Bingtang looked up and saw Lin Shoujie looking at her.
Time seemed to slow down.
After a long time, Lin Shoujie finally spoke, his dark eyes full of emotion.
"But... I just want to make you happy now."
Chapter 075 I almost couldn’t hold it down (please subscribe~)
In the empty corridor, the noise of players in the hall could be heard.
Tomorrow Internet Cafe is still busy even late at night.
Ye Bingtang likes this environment very much.
The more lively it is, the more interesting it is.
She had had enough of the quiet and lonely atmosphere in the ward.
But today, for the first time, Ye Bingtang felt that this kind of thing didn't matter.
As long as Lin Shoujie stood in front of her, it was enough.
"I... have been happy for a long time~"
Ye Bingtang smiled sweetly. It would have been better if those clear eyes were not covered in mist.
Just looking into her eyes, Lin Shoujie seemed to feel the sadness contained in them.
She is also a crybaby girl.
But they are completely opposite to Xu Mengmeng, one cries for sadness and the other cries for joy.
Sometimes when he thought about this, Lin Shoujie had to sigh with emotion at how lucky he was to meet two girls with completely opposite personalities and habits.
And these two girls happen to be his ex-girlfriend and current girlfriend...
Lin Shoujie suddenly understood why Ye Bingtang didn't mind Xu Mengmeng's existence. Maybe this was her love... a love that was completely opposite to Xu Mengmeng's possessive love.
As Ye Bingtang's loving words fell, Lin Shoujie was silent for a while, and then asked with complicated eyes: "So as long as you feel happy, other things don't matter?"
"Of course not!" Ye Bingtang shook his head vigorously, showed a cute smile again, and said in a seductive tone: "I still have to make you feel happy~ So your matters are my matters~ I want to help you deal with it. That’s fine~”
"..." Lin Shoujie couldn't help but laugh, "I'm asking you a serious question."
"Hmm~ I am also answering your question seriously, very, very seriously." Ye Bingtang put away his smile and blinked his big sincere eyes.
Although he didn't know if the current social atmosphere had changed, Lin Shoujie was sure that girls like Ye Bingtang who could seduce people were rare.
Especially at this moment, this girl is still wrapped around him tightly like a snake.
if...
The original Xu Mengmeng was half as good as her...
No...
As long as there is one tenth...
So now it's completely different...
Lin Shoujie couldn't help but have this thought flash through his mind.
However, he suddenly found that he did not feel sad, on the contrary, he was very happy.