When the thoughts in her mind drifted away and the noisy sounds around her seemed to disappear, Xu Mengmeng felt a severe tightness in her chest and even her vision became blurred.
Chen Cheng noticed something strange, turned around and saw Xu Mengmeng crying silently, tears falling from the corners of her eyes, gradually soaking the black mask.
"Mengmeng..."
Chapter 089 Xu Mengmeng just wants to leave this world (two-in-one chapter)
Enough is enough...
At this moment, Xu Mengmeng could hardly stand herself anymore.
I obviously promised to become strong...
I clearly promised not to cry casually anymore...
There are obviously so many people around... but he still has to be so embarrassed in front of his fans...
Just thinking of this, Xu Mengmeng's heart was cast into a shadow, and she couldn't help but said with self-loathing in her heart:
"irritating... "
"Why are there such annoying people like me..."
"You really deserve it... It's your own fault that it's like this now! Why don't you die!"
When such thoughts flashed through her mind, Xu Mengmeng couldn't help lowering her head...
Yes, why don't I just die...
In this case... at least I won't cause trouble to others anymore...
Shoujie... will be a little more relaxed...
"Mengmeng, stop crying..."
Chen Cheng took out a tissue from his handbag and gently wiped the corners of Xu Mengmeng's eyes.
"Although I don't know what happened to you, you will definitely get better. Don't think too much..."
"I remember you said in a video before that this world is very beautiful, and as long as you are willing to explore, you will definitely experience it. Is that true?"
Although she was feeling equally sad at the moment, she still showed a faint smile.
Xu Mengmeng subconsciously raised her eyes to look at her, and finally responded softly under such gentle eyes: "Well..."
That was indeed true... It was just that she was... with Lin Shoujie by her side...
And now, she has nothing.
Without the world...how can we explore
"In this case, we should have hope. If it doesn't work out, just think about those beautiful things."
Chen Cheng rarely comforts others, so he doesn't know if it will be effective.
But this is her own experience and the encouragement she once received from Xu Mengmeng. Even if the effect is not great, it should not be too bad.
However, she did not expect that Xu Mengmeng's mood not only did not ease in any way, but also became even lower.
"Well... I know... But I feel sad just because... I think about it..."
"..."
Chen Cheng was silent.
I finally comforted someone once, but I accidentally stepped on a thunder...
wrong!
Now is not the time to dwell on such things!
Even if you step on a thunderstorm, it can still be undone as long as you make up for it in time. You can't always step on the thunder, right
After regaining his strength in his heart, Chen Cheng once again spoke to comfort him: "It doesn't matter. If that's the case, don't think about it. When you go back to sleep at night, you will be fine the next day."
Hearing Chen Cheng's words, Xu Mengmeng couldn't help but lowered her head.
Will it get better
No, it will only get more painful as time goes by...
When this thought flashed through her mind, the sadness in Xu Mengmeng's heart almost overflowed.
Chen Cheng's mentality was also a bit broken.
ah! ! !
I'm such an idiot!
I am not worthy of comforting others!
At this moment, Chen Cheng couldn't wait to find a hole to crawl in, so as not to be embarrassed and self-defeating here.
Moreover, her ability to empathize is naturally strong, and she feels uncomfortable just thinking about being stabbed twice in a row like this.
But at this moment, Xu Mengmeng suddenly came back to her senses, quickly stopped her tears, and pretended to be relaxed: "Ah~ I'm fine! You don't have to worry about it! Thank you for your concern~ I'm very touched!"
Although Chen Cheng couldn't see her smile, he could still see Xu Mengmeng's kindness through her misty eyes.
Of course, Xu Mengmeng's inner emotions are not that simple. She is more filled with self-blame and guilt, as well as anger towards herself.
Crying like this again...
You need someone else to coax you...
It's so annoying...
Seeing that Chen Cheng also fell into silence, and the atmosphere gradually became serious, Xu Mengmeng suppressed the sadness in her heart, smiled again and said: "I'm really fine~Chen Cheng, you are so gentle..."
"Let's go, I'm hungry~ let's go eat~"
Before Xu Mengmeng finished speaking, Chen Cheng had already interrupted her words, and naturally took her hand and continued to walk outside, as if all the conversations just now were just a passing cloud, leaving no trace.
Looking at her beautiful figure, Xu Mengmeng couldn't help but smile bitterly under the black mask.
I'm so stupid... It's obviously a good way to get along like this...
Xu Mengmeng recalled everything she had with Lin Shoujie in the past. At that time, every time she cried, she had to be coaxed to be happy, which was called love and pampering for her girlfriend.
If Lin Shoujie were treated like this, he would definitely be tempted to question... and then escalate into a quarrel...
"But actually doing that is wrong, right?" Xu Mengmeng asked herself in her heart, and quickly gave the answer.
is wrong...
Totally wrong...
Because I haven't considered Shoujie's feelings at all...
Obviously he was in pain inside...
Why do I still use tears... so willfully adding burden to him
How great would it be if everything could start from scratch...
After walking out of the comic exhibition, the afternoon sunlight shone on Xu Mengmeng's body, which was a bit dazzling, and she had to squint her eyes.
After a while, she did not choose to cover it with her hands, but quietly pinched herself hard.
it hurts...
But if you don't do this... your heart will hurt even more...
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"Brother, it's so lively here. It feels like everyone is very happy~"
"Comic Expo is like this. Basically, the people who come here are people who like this place very much. Of course they will be happy."
In the slightly crowded crowd, Lin Shoujie carefully protected Ye Bingtang in front of him, with a smile on his face under the helmet.
As the words fell, he lowered his head again, looked at the petite and cute Ye Bingtang in his arms and asked, "Are you happy then?"
It's nonsense, but it comes in handy when flirting.
Just like now, after hearing his words, Ye Bingtang raised his head and said with a smile: "I'm very happy~"
So, Lin Shoujie reached out and stroked her hair, "That's good~"
These three simple words touched Ye Bingtang's soul directly, making her feel that her whole body became warm.
"Is this what Sister Mengmeng taught you to use to tease her?"
"No, this is what I truly thought from the bottom of my heart after seeing you."
"Hey~ I believe it."
"You must trust me, otherwise you will be treated according to family law when you return."
"Um???"
Although Ye Bingtang likes to be a little domineering, this is too much!