What do you want to talk about
She has so many things she wants to talk about...
But if I had to pick one topic...
She wanted to say...
I already know I was wrong... and I'm working hard to make changes...
So... when will it take... to reconcile again
She also wanted to say...
If possible...can you not keep me waiting too long...
Because working hard alone can be really tiring...
Of course... she's not complaining...
I just feel that if I could get a hug... maybe I could work harder...
At this moment, Xu Mengmeng really wanted to act coquettishly in Lin Shoujie's arms, talk about her efforts these days, and then be comforted, turning all this into motivation to move forward.
But... she still didn't do it...
Even though she was so tired that she wanted to die... Even if she couldn't see any hope... But she still suppressed those emotions...
After all, Shoujie will hate that...
As the distracting thoughts in her mind disappeared bit by bit, Xu Mengmeng came back from the pain. After taking a deep breath, she smiled and said: "I want to... start over with you, and this time it will be me who chases you." Can you?"
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Lin Shoujie paused, then slowly shook his head, "It's impossible to start over."
"Why..." Xu Mengmeng's eyes became dim again.
It's a pity that at this time, Lin Shoujie would not take care of her emotions, and said decisively: "Because I have a girlfriend."
This time Xu Mengmeng failed to respond quickly, but lowered her eyes slightly. After a while, she bit her lower lip and whispered: "I can't chase you if I have a girlfriend..."
She knew that she was now living in the most disgusting way she had ever lived, but if she didn't, how could she save Lin Shoujie...
However, she never expected that Lin Shoujie would give such an answer.
"Okay, it's up to you, but you should know very well that I will keep a distance from other girls during our relationship."
Lin Shoujie acted very indifferent, but when he said it at the end, he suddenly seemed to remember something, and said with subtle emotion in his eyes: "Come to think of it, this is what you asked me to do in the first place, so I got used to it."
As the words fell, there seemed to be the sound of something breaking in the air, and Xu Mengmeng's tight heartstrings broke uncontrollably.
"Why... "
"why why why!"
"Why do you say such things to me... It's too much... It's really too much..."
"Obviously I like you so much..."
"Why do you want to hurt like this..."
Speaking of this, Xu Mengmeng's voice stopped suddenly, and her slightly crazy beautiful eyes seemed to suddenly come to their senses and gradually regained their composure.
till the end.
On that delicate and pretty face... there was only sadness and self-blame.
"sorry... "
A soft voice slowly echoed in the room.
Chapter 098 Destroy Xu Mengmeng (please subscribe~)
In the bedroom.
Lin Shoujie couldn't help but sneered as he watched Xu Mengmeng in front of him change from gentleness at first, to gradually losing control, and now to regret and self-blame.
He must take back what he said before...
Although this guy has changed a little, there is no improvement at all in essence.
"Why are you apologizing to me? Keep talking, keep being mean to me, keep scolding me." Lin Shoujie said with a smile, and even made a gesture of invitation to her.
Xu Mengmeng shook her head quickly, bit her lower lip, and whispered: "I'm sorry... I was wrong..."
"What's wrong with you? I think you're right." The corners of Lin Shoujie's mouth curved deeper, and at the same time, the extinguished fire in his heart started to burn again.
Under the influence of alcohol, he wished he could vent his anger now, but reason finally prevailed.
No need...
There is really no need to be angry with this guy... Bingtang will feel sorry for me...
Just by flashing Ye Bingtang's smile in his mind, Lin Shoujie successfully restrained himself.
However, he did not expect that this effect would not last long, because Xu Mengmeng spoke again...
"Yes, it's my fault... It's all my fault that I shouldn't have spoken loudly. I didn't control my emotions well. I'm sorry."
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Hearing such a confusing explanation, Lin Shoujie felt the blood in his body speed up instantly, and the anger in his heart bubbled to the top of his head.
"Oh, I really belong to you. As expected of you, you can always clean yourself up so easily, and then turn into me." Lin Shoujie looked at Xu Mengmeng with cold eyes, and his words were full of ridicule.
Before Xu Mengmeng could respond, he added angrily, "I (TM) feel sick when I see you now."
As these malicious words fell, Xu Mengmeng's mood that had finally stabilized was on the verge of collapse again.
She opened her beautiful eyes in disbelief, and even suspected that there was something wrong with her ears. After all, she had never heard Lin Shoujie call her disgusting like this...
At this moment, Xu Mengmeng almost had the urge to commit suicide.
However, she finally endured it, swallowed all the pain silently, and prayed with tears in her eyes: "Can you... don't say that to me... I didn't mean that..."
"No? Oh? Is that so? Did I blame you wrongly?" Lin Shoujie sneered unmoved.
Hearing his words, Xu Mengmeng seemed to be stimulated and waved her hands in a panic: "No, no! You're right! You don't blame me! It's all my fault! You can scold me or hit me. ... Just don't be angry with me... I really don't want to quarrel with you... "
"You don't want to quarrel with me? But... I want to quarrel with you, what do you think I should do?" Lin Shoujie was gradually getting carried away by alcohol and mocked a little aggressively.
Seeing him like this, Xu Mengmeng felt even more frightened, and timidly muttered: "Then... then you can argue... I will just accompany you..."
"Okay, so I think you are right, so why do you say you are wrong?" Lin Shoujie smiled slightly, like a devil from hell.
The surrounding air seemed to become quiet at this moment, and Xu Mengmeng could even hear her own heartbeat gradually accelerating.
what to do...
What should I say...
Think about it carefully! Didn’t you know this very well before
Oh... By the way... Xu Mengmeng suddenly recalled that she had taught Lin Shoujie how to coax himself when faced with this situation...
"Because... it's my fault for making you unhappy..." Xu Mengmeng wanted to say this, but she found that it was no longer necessary... and saying this... just It will make Lin Shoujie even more angry...
After all, the real reason is...
"I shouldn't have lost my temper with you just now... Obviously those are the words I have said to you before... I have no reason to lose my temper..."
Xu Mengmeng gradually lowered her head, her beautiful eyes filled with mist.
"It's my fault... I didn't care about your feelings... I only cared about myself..."
"I'm really...very sorry..."
As the words fell, the tears in her eyes kept rolling, as if they might fall to the ground at any time.
But despite this, she still tried hard to restrain herself and tried her best not to let tears stay.
However, even after hearing her confession, Lin Shoujie remained unmoved and even joked with a smile: "No, why do you only care about yourself? Haven't you always said that you love me very humbly? Don't you? Say this is your humbleness? A humbleness that only cares about your own feelings?"
No...
not like this...
Xu Mengmeng opened her mouth, but the choking feeling prevented her from saying any words.
Fortunately, Lin Shoujie was very considerate and was not anxious when he saw her speechless. Instead, he comforted her in a gentle tone: "It's okay, don't worry, I have plenty of time to listen to your explanation. Just take a breath first. "
He doesn't like unilateral reprimands now, after all, that's not satisfying enough.
Only by letting Xu Mengmeng speak her inner words, then destroying them step by step, and finally lifting her fig leaf so that she has nowhere to hide... can Lin Shoujie at this moment vent his anger fiercely.
However, Xu Mengmeng did not realize what he was thinking. Instead, she couldn't help but smile slightly after hearing his comfort.
With enough time to prepare this time, Xu Mengmeng's whole state changed slightly, and her bright eyes soaked with tears also regained their radiance.
"Shoujie... I want to explain to you... My humbleness is not what you said..."
"Do you know why I always care about dressing up... and always take good care of my body..."
"You...do you still know why I study so hard..."
"I understand you may be thinking...I'm doing it all for myself...or maybe I'm being sentimental..."