Lu Che was at a loss, and Xu Xing's stunned reaction hurt his eyes. His eyes didn't dare to stay on Xu Xing's face for too long, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and then his eyes lowered and turned to beside.
Fortunately, while Xu Xing was surprised, he realized that his attitude was equivalent to acquiescing to Lu Che's statement, and quickly explained: "I like you, not because of the red line, I really like you."
The hand holding Lu Che's wrist slipped down and pulled his hand tightly, for fear that the two would miss out again. Xu Xing rarely confirmed that he and Lu Che still liked each other, and even a minute and a second would not be wasted on misunderstanding.
Hearing this, Lu Che raised his head and saw Xu Xing said earnestly to him, "Trust me."
trust me.
With just these two words, Lu Che felt that his heart softened into a puddle of syrup, sweet and sticky.
Xu Xing was still waiting for Lu Che's reply, but he was suddenly pulled by an external force and fell directly into Lu Che's arms. Xu Xing was stunned for a moment, and a low hoarse voice came from his ear, with a choked sound. Lu Che said, "I miss you so much, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much..."
Lu Che kept repeating the same sentence, and the low and hoarse voice entangled in Xu Xing's ears. Every sound was Lu Che's most hysterical voice in the past dozen or so late nights. The flood that opened the gate broke through the gate and rushed out.
Xu Xing responded to Lu Che with a hug, and waited until his mood slowly calmed down.
The sun was setting, and the floor was covered with gilt.
After Hui pulls the two oblique shadows on the stone chair, when the pull ring of the can is pulled up, there is a crisp sound, Xu Xing opens a can of drink, hands it to Lu Che, and opens another can himself.
The frost in Lu Che's eyes has completely melted these days, and he couldn't stop his warm smile. He kept staring at Xu Xing, and the more he looked, the happier he became.
At first Xu Xing felt that the two were reconciled and was very happy, until Lu Che could see that goosebumps appeared, he took a sip of the drink, looked straight ahead, and then returned to the topic: "When did you start seeing it? Red line?"
Lu Che blinked and said, "I can't see it."
Hearing this, Xu Xing frowned and turned his head, wondering, "You can't see it? Then how did you know the red line?"
"You told me that," he said.
Xu Xing: "??"
That evening-
When Xu Xing knocked on the door, Lu Che was alone in the dormitory.
Lu Che originally thought that the time and place were right, but Xu Xing took the initiative again. He hugged Xu Xing and kissed him inseparably, and the joy of the entanglement of lips and tongues in his mind was only blank. Following his instinct, he wanted to cross the border and do something more intimate with Xu Xing, while subconsciously testing Xu Xing's reaction.
Lu Che didn't know the existence of the red thread before, but the moment Xu Xing untied the bow, Lu Che's blank mind suddenly received a signal of Xu Xing's violent resistance, so he let go of Xu Xing like an electric shock, At the same time, he was shocked to see two red lines floating on Xu Xing's body.
Immediately afterwards, his mind was madly invaded by messy memory fragments, and those memories were also mixed into Xu Xing's subjective consciousness:
Xu Xing asked Lu Che, "What do you think about those girls who have a crush on you?"
At that time, Lu Che logically thought that Xu Xing was swearing his sovereignty to him, but in the memory suddenly mixed in, only Xu Xing's sigh was left: the red thread tied to Lu Che's feet would be offensive to him, he clearly and Lu Che It's not that kind of relationship, but he still has the heart of being jealous and hated in the main room.
Terrible.
In front of the girl named Hou Ranmei, Xu Xing even held Lu Che's hand when he stood in front of Lu Che. Lu Che was warmed by Xu Xing's actions at the time. He thought that Xu Xing was showing him his determination to never change his mind, so Lu Che wrote a confession for Xu Xing on the back blackboard - as long as the squad leader is there, the seventh squad is full of love.
However, the memory that appeared in his mind, after Xu Xing heard Lu Che's confession in disguised form, Xu Xing's inner thought was: I hope one day I can have the opportunity to untie the red thread on Lu Che's body and rescue this neuropathy who was lost by the red thread. juvenile. His current tolerance for Lu Che is only temporarily caring for this mentally retarded boy.
Lu Che saw the scratch paper on which he had drawn love when he played backgammon under the pillow in Xu Xing's dormitory. Lu Che took it for granted that Xu Xing was saving the memory of the love of two people.
The fragments of memories that came suddenly overturned his self-indulgence: Xu Xing was sitting on the bed that night, and accidentally found the backgammon scratch paper in the textbook. Later, because of the sudden probing of the upper bunk, he hurriedly hid the scratch paper inside. under the pillow.
In a physical education class at the beginning of the school year, Lu Che went back to the classroom to make up for sleep. Xu Xing appeared in front of him later. Lu Che still remembered the breeze that day blowing the curtains, fluttering gently, and swaying over the apex of his heart. Xu Xing was secretly nervous as he was about to confess.
Lu Che always felt that Xu Xing that day was absurd.
However-
In the re-corrected memory, I only heard Xu Xing say to Lu Che seriously: "You have a red thread connected to me, I don't know what's going on, but I have to untie it, so that we can Both can be freed, and I won't fall into your arms for no reason."
…
The memory was raging, Lu Che clutched his aching head, but there was nowhere to escape:
"Crazy, I don't like you!"
"Lu Che is just an annoying guy with a lot of things."
"Is Lu Che a madman? It shouldn't be... "
"He still doesn't believe it. Just because of this red thread, he will like Lu Che? Isn't this a joke."
Xu Xing thought to himself: His requirements are not high, as long as the red line doesn't make trouble, he cherishes the calm days now - except that Lu Che is a little annoying, everything else is fine.
…
Lu Che had a splitting headache and squatted on the ground in pain. Even if Xu Xing kissed him warmly in the later period, he completely confused his perception. At that time, there was only one thought left in Lu Che's chaotic mind—
Xu Xing approached him to get rid of him.
…
When Lu Che recovered from the oppression of the memory fragments, the dormitory was empty and he was the only one left, and Xu Xing had already left.
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Xu Xing listened to Lu Che's grievances and said everything. He wanted to question Lu Che for ignoring him for the past two weeks, but he couldn't say it anymore.
No wonder Lu Che suddenly changed his temperament and drew a line with him.
Xu Xing explained: "I often fell on you at the beginning of the school year. It was indeed because the red line forced me to intersect with you. Whenever I wanted to confess its existence to you, it not only couldn't explain it, but also deepened your understanding of it. My misunderstanding. But... Later, in the process of getting along with you, I think you are very good, treat me very well, I like you, and have nothing to do with the red line."
Lu Che moved his position, hugged Xu Xing against his shoulder, and said pitifully: "Squad leader, do you know how painful it has been for me these ten days? I want to ask you what happened to the red line. But I'm afraid I'll be even more embarrassed after I tell you about it.
"I made a special trip home last weekend and dug out the hard drive to find the recording at that time - the recording that you and I explained the red line but couldn't explain clearly, I clearly remember that you were very ambiguous at the time, and I turned the recording over. Come out and listen, you are really talking about the red line."
Xu Xing turned his face to the side, poked Lu Che's face lightly, and said warmly, "You should confront me in person, don't ignore me directly."
Lu Che raised his head, looked at Xu Xing seriously, and said, "I didn't neglect you, I've been attracting your attention all the time, I just hope you can talk to me a few more words."
Xu Xing puzzled: "Huh?"
Lu Che sighed.
"I wanted to skip class the next day, and went to the classroom with the last hope. Wang Zicong asked you to ask for the ID password of my mobile phone, but you would rather guess it yourself than talk to me.
"I felt that the last glimmer of hope was also shattered. I didn't want to embarrass you, so I decided to take the initiative to move the seat. But those days were too cold, and a few idiots in the class would never close the door when they came in and out. I was afraid that you would sit there. It will be cold, and I deliberately got angry and scolded people on the day I moved seats. The whole class heard it and knew that the door was closed.
"You even have to let Wang Zi Cong take it back to me. I have no chance to talk to you at all. I also deliberately checked Wang Zi Cong's seat number. Originally, you told me not to order his number, but I didn't. Abiding by our agreement, I wanted to wait for you to come to me for a theory; I also deliberately skipped classes and waited for you to register my name... But you ignored me from beginning to end.
"I'm very sad, and I feel that I'm very useless for not giving up on you. When I decided to let you go, it was the day I played backgammon with you. You said I won, but I think I lost so badly... "
On the day of playing backgammon with Xu Xing, Lu Che deliberately proposed to Kedi the betting rule that "Gobang decides the winner and loser, and the loser is responsible for bringing meals to the other party for a week", and agreed with Kedi to invite foreign aid because he was sure that Kedi would Go to Xu Xing - Cody thinks that only Xu Xing can win his gobang.
That day, it was rare for Lu Che to look at Xu Xing more. He obeyed his agreement and used backgammon to decide the outcome, showing his determination to let go of Xu Xing.
However, a week later, Lu Che met an acquaintance in the toilet. When the other party handed him a cigarette, he was subconsciously preparing to refuse. Out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly caught a glimpse of Xu Xing coming in. He suddenly put away the words of refusal and took the cigarette. Holding it in his mouth, he prayed in his heart that Xu Xing could tell him not to smoke, even if Xu Xing just frowned at him, he was happy.
As a result, Xu Xing washed his hands and left without looking back.
"… "
Xu Xing turned his head to look at Lu Che, his eyes were heavy, he leaned his head forward, and sealed Lu Che's thin lips with a kiss.
He didn't want to listen to Lu Che anymore. The more he listened, the more distressed he became, and the more he was afraid that if the two didn't talk, if he didn't take the initiative this time, would he just miss each other like that.
The luckiest thing in life was a false alarm. He was glad that he could still hug and kiss Lu Che.
The setting sun was half down, and he shyly hid in the sky, showing half of his head, peeping at the two boys kissing in the corner.
The two shadows stretched by the afterglow were close to each other and merged into one, leaving no gap.
After a long and affectionate kiss, the two separated slightly, Xu Xing opened his eyes, and suddenly looked surprised - a heart-to-heart red line appeared between him and Lu Che.
Following Xu Xing's gaze, Lu Che lowered his head and asked, "Is this the red line?"