After a day's work, I take a shower and have sex. Sometimes I don't even take a shower, I just hug each other with sweat and sweat. When I kiss it, it smells like sweat. No one dislikes anyone.
After the wind and rain have calmed down, the two will twist their necks to look at each other, share the people and things around each other, and get a little response from each other.
Life is pretty dull.
Huang Dan thinks so, he never asks Mr. System when he will leave.
Because Huang Dan has already known through the previous two crossings, when it is time to leave, he will leave.
Now is not the time.
A few months later, Huang Dan heard from Jianghuai that Ayu died, died in the detention center, the day before she was to come out.
You have already tried your best to quit, why do you have to make that choice and give up the life you seek
Huang Dan couldn't figure it out, and so did Jianghuai. They bought tickets to go to Ayu's hometown.
Ayu's body was cremated, just a small box, the ashes were to be sprinkled in her hometown, which was written in the suicide note she left behind.
Huang Dan and Jianghuai traveled long distances. When the two of them appeared in Ayu's hometown, they were disgraced, like two soil monkeys.
Looking for a place to wash his face, Huang Dan took a breath, "It's very poor."
This was his first impression of Ayu's hometown.
Jiang Huai poured a handful of water on his face, he wiped his face, "Yeah, very poor."
That kind of poverty is not the bumpy mountain road, nor the high and low flat houses, the worn-out clothes and trousers of the villagers, and the faces of the vicissitudes, but something mixed in the air.
Huang Dan doesn't know where Ayu's home is, nor does Jianghuai.
They asked people before they found Ayu's home.
There are garbage, bricks, firewood piled around the house, dirty and messy, and the more you go inside, the less you can walk.
A girl with a ponytail is cooking.
There is no kitchen, no pot table, just a few bricks piled up, the pot is hung on it, and the green vegetable porridge is inside. The heat hits the girl's face, she lifts her sleeves and wipes it, the dirt fades away, revealing a dark face. , eyebrows and Ayu are somewhat similar.
When the girl saw Huang Dan and Jiang Huai, she vigilantly asked who they were looking for.
Her accent is not very standard Mandarin, people are very nervous, and keep wiping her pants on her trousers.
Huang Dan introduced himself, he said he was Ayu's friend.
When the girl heard that she was her sister's friend, she became happy and ran to call her younger brother and sister.
Huang Dan glanced at the room, "Ayu is not easy."
Jiang Huai lit a cigarette, "Yeah."
Not long after, the three children were all in front of Huang Dan and Jiang Huai. The youngest boy was less than ten years old, and his big eyes were full of cowardice.
The oldest is the girl who cooks. She is the second child in the family and is eighteen years old.
On the way here, Huang Dan discussed with Jiang Huai whether to hide Ayu's death, saying that she just went far away, or to tell the truth to her family.
The final negotiated result is the latter.
Because Ayu's younger sister is an adult, she understands what life, old age, sickness and death are, and this kind of lie cannot favor her.
When the three children asked why the eldest sister didn't come back, Huang Dan said she came back.
Huang Dan unzipped the backpack and took out the small box inside.
The girl cried when she saw the box.
The third child also cried, only the youngest boy didn't know that the box contained his eldest sister. He saw the two sisters cry and cried too.
For a time, the filthy hut was filled with the cries of three children.
Huang Dan took off his black-rimmed glasses and pinched the bridge of his nose, "Why did Ayu leave?"
Jiang Huai was smoking, "I don't know."
The three children cried for a long time, and the little boy was the first to stop. He didn't know that the eldest sister was gone, so he was not sad.
Huang Dan glanced at the two girls who were still sobbing. He sighed. The children of poor families are precocious, and Ayu's younger siblings are so young that they already have traces of being tempered by life.
The little boy pulled the corner of the girl's clothes and whispered that he was hungry and wanted to eat.
The two sisters ignored him.
Huang Dan spread out his hands, holding a handful of white rabbit nǎi candy in his palm, "Take it and eat it."
The little boy's eyes lit up immediately, and he raised his hand and put it back.
Huang Dan said, "For you."
The little boy raised his hand again and grabbed the nǎi candy, "Thank you, uncle."
Huang Dan saw the little boy grabbing nǎi candy and running to the two girls, saying that you are one and the other, he turned his head and walked outside, feeling that the room was quite depressing, and it was very uncomfortable to stay inside.
JAC followed.
The air outside is also stuffy, and every dust here seems to weigh thousands of pounds.