I don't like the way the person looks now.
"Hey."
There was a voice in his ear, Huang Dan wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and his eyes fell on the boy's face, a little blurry. He heard the other party asking himself, "Why are you crying again?"
Huang Dan opened his mouth, "It hurts too much."
Chen Shi frowned, sweat fell from his forehead, his lips were bloodless, "Where does it hurt?"
Huang Dan didn't say a word, just lowered his eyelids, tears fell drop by drop, his butt only hurt a little, but his heart hurt to death.
Mr. Lu said that this was the pain he had engraved in his soul. When he returned to the real world and returned to his body, the soul was the same, and the distressed problem would not be cured.
He fell in love with someone, and has always liked him.
There are too many unknowns and variables on the other side. Maybe it is someone who has traveled again and again inexplicably like himself. Maybe it is just a program, a piece of code, and a programmed setting. After all, there is even a system. Not entirely impossible.
It is also possible that it is indeed an individual, but it does not belong to his world, but is in another dimension.
Huang Dan has read some reports, saying that this universe has countless dimensions, all of which are independent worlds, with advanced or backward civilizations that do not interfere with each other.
Even if Huang Dan holds an optimistic attitude and thinks in the best place, this person is in his world, but how does he know who the other person is? The sea of people is vast and can't be found.
Unless the other party comes to find you, this possibility is extremely low, and it is God's special care.
Moreover, even if they finally find each other, there will be variables, because Huang Dan is not sure whether the memory will be erased or tampered with after the last crossing.
Each of these unknowns is very terrifying. Once it happens, for Huang Dan, it will be a pain that cannot be relieved for a lifetime.
Huang Dan sympathized with himself. From his student days to entering the society, he is now in his thirties. Along the way, he has rejected many people's love, never opened a love letter, never accepted a gift, never looked up A person's intentions, even the confession is not listened carefully, finally fell in love with a person, I don't know if there is a future.
This is his retribution.
So every time he is rejected, disgusted, disgusted, disliked, misunderstood, liked, loved, deeply separated, separated, and reunited by the same person every time.
Huang Dan already knows that liking someone is a very simple and beautiful thing. He can not accept those people's liking, but he should respect those people's intentions and choices, rather than ignore or even treat them indifferently.
After going through an inexplicable journey, Huang Dan understood this truth very early.
Huang Dan thought to himself, Mr. System is an intern, and he has no authority. Mr. Lu, who is temporarily hosting him, is a senior worker. Why don't you ask? What if you get an answer
"Mr. Lu, every time I travel, I meet the same person. Do you know his identity? I can give you as many points as you need."
The system said, "Host Huang, what if you know, what if you don't?"
Huang Dan said, "I just want to have an idea in my heart."
System, "Unfortunately, Lu cannot answer for you."
Huang Dan was disappointed, "I see."
The system said, "The sooner the host Huang completes the task, the sooner he will be able to go."
Huang Dan asked, "I'm not sure when I leave each time. Are there any rules here?"
System, "When it's time to leave, it will naturally leave."
Huang Dan, "… "
System, "Do you still have problems with Host Huang?"
Huang Dan said, "No more, goodbye Mr. Lu."
System, "Lu Mou hopes that next time you communicate with Host Huang, you can hand over the answer to this mission."
Huang Dan felt the pressure from this senior worker.
Chen Shi saw that the boy didn't speak for a long time, and there seemed to be a sluice in each of the two eyes, and the water flowed non-stop. He thought that when he fell down, he put pressure on the other party, so he forced him to back away. , panting, "Leave first."
Huang Dan swallowed slowly, crying as he walked, attracting onlookers from passersby.
Chen Shi's pockets were empty. He took two toilet papers from the small restaurant, but he had already given them to the boy when he was at the door. At this moment, he really had nothing to wipe the other side except his hands and shirt. Tears blowing nose.
The two walked into the alley in silence, one after the other, keeping a distance from the noise on the roadside.
Chen Shi was much better, he stroked the wet hair in front of his forehead, "How are you?"
Huang Dan sniffed, wiped the tears from his face, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay, it will be fine in a while."