Afterwards, the first thing Huang Dan said to him, his voice was hoarse and his eyes were red, "The New Year will be over in a few months. I won't go home this year, just here, you accompany me."
Chen Shi was cremated, he meant it himself.
Huang Dan kept crying at his funeral, and the tears never stopped.
Not to mention the original owner's parents, even Chen Shi's parents couldn't bear to watch it, "Shu Ran, he's gone, don't be too sad."
A white-haired person sends a black-haired person, and in turn appeases others, this is probably a very rare situation.
Huang Dan is not sad, just distressed.
In the first year of work, Huang Dan went on a business trip with a few colleagues and did not come back for three days. As soon as he entered the house, he saw Chen Shi with an unshaven beard and bloodshot eyes.
At that time, Chen Shi said in a voice that was about to cry, Zhang Shuran, I will follow you on business trips in the future. You go to places I can't see, it's too damn hard.
So there was a small bottle on Huang Dan's neck, which was Chen Shi, and he took him wherever he went.
The people around me are gone, and things have changed a lot.
When Huang Dan came back from get off work, there were no hot meals, no eager kisses, no warm hugs, and no hot eyes.
But he talks a lot.
As long as Huang Dan is at home, he can talk, cook rice and vegetables, wash clothes and mop the floor, clean up the study, make quilts, and handle work. No matter what he is doing, he will talk to himself, although there is no response or stop.
Because Chen Shi was here, he could feel it.
Although Huang Dan can't see Chen Shi, it's good that he can see himself.
The weather was getting colder and colder. Huang Dan found the coat in the closet and put it on. He had a hunch that he would be leaving soon, not to the underworld, but to leave this world.
This is a huge change, after all the previous departures have been without warning.
Huang Dan buttoned his coat one by one, and he tidied up his collar, "I'm going to work, are you waiting for me at home, or come with me?"
There will be no response, Huang Dan is clear.
Waking up one morning, Huang Dan stared at the ceiling with his eyes open, tears streaming down his face unknowingly.
Chen Shi left.
From that day on, Huang Dan stopped talking to the air, and no one listened to what he said. His life was still busy. He worked an extra day of work before he left, and he earned an extra day of money, which he saved for the parents of the two families. .
A heavy snow fell silently in H City.
Huang Dan took advantage of the weekend to clean up at home. He was so tired that he was sweating all over. After taking a bath, he lay in bed and slept.
The air conditioner is not turned on, the bed is cold, and no one will go in early to warm the bed as before.
Huang Dan's physique is cold. When the heat from the hot bath faded, the bed was still cold. He lay down for a while and found that his tiredness had faded, so he put on thick pajamas and went to the Internet.
It was also a coincidence that Huang Dan wanted to look for previous photos to see, but he accidentally found a video recording.
He is sitting at the table watching the video, and the man in the video is also watching him.
Chen Shi was wearing the white shirt and jeans when he first saw Huang Dan, as handsome as he was back then, with a cigarette in his mouth, a smile in his eyes, but unspeakable sadness and reluctance on his face.
"Zhang Shuran, when you saw this video, I was definitely gone."
Huang Dan watched the video motionlessly.
Chen Shi exhaled a cloud of smoke, "What season is it now? Don't answer first, let me guess, is it winter? Is it snowing? Go online in front of the computer and kiss me if you guess right."
The people in the video came up, and Huang Dan touched across the cold screen. He was very sad.
Chen Shi leaned against the back of the sofa, and the smoke quickly covered his face, "Fool, the air conditioner is going to be on, it's very cold in the bed without me."
Huang Dan said, "The air conditioner is on and it's uncomfortable."
"Yes, the air conditioner is better than me, you can just let it go. If you really think what I think, you can sleep with the big bear I bought for you. There are songs I recorded in it. You can pull the bear. The left ear has it, and it's all you like to hear."
Huang Dan was stunned, he got up and went to get the bear beside the bed.
"Hahahaha Zhang Shuran, didn't you just find out that the bear can record songs?"
Chen Shi smiled unkindly, "If you say you're stupid, you won't listen. I'm gone, I'm really worried that you'll be kidnapped."
Huang Dan hugged the bear, listening to the man's soft singing, humming that you are my only one, he pursed his lips, "I'm quite stupid."
"It's okay, no matter how stupid you are, you are still my baby. I will not despise you."
Chen Shi smoked several times in a row