Mumbling, she pushed the stroller to the door, and suddenly burst into tears as she walked. Unlike just now, she cried so loudly that it was heartbreaking, and the police officers outside were shocked.
Zhang Yiyi touched a cigarette and lit a cigarette, and at the same time the truth was revealed, he also destroyed a family.
But there is no way, he and his colleagues will continue to walk and bring every criminal to justice, so as to be worthy of the small documents on their chests and the police uniforms on their bodies.
That night, Zhang Yiyi learned more detailed old stories from Zhou Chunlian, so detailed that he could feel their hardships and tribulations.
When a one-year-old child was murdered, a happy home collapsed. Zhou Chunlian, who was still very young, suffered for a long period of time. She tortured herself day and night. She felt that it was her negligence and that everything was her fault. She killed the child, she should not live.
The same young Li Shun was no better than Zhou Chunlian. That day, Zhou Chunlian had a headache and said she wanted to sleep for a while, so she asked him to take care of the child, but the child had an accident.
It is essential to be wary of others, even if it is your friends or neighbors. This is the truth that Li Shun understood through that incident. Gradually, that truth became aggravated, distorted, and deformed in his cognition.
In the days when the child had an accident, Zhou Chunlian initially blamed Li Shun, beat and scolded her, and then only blamed herself.
At that time, the pain of losing a child drove Zhou Chunlian crazy. She attempted suicide several times, and Li Shun watched with fear. Suo Xing gave up her job in the factory and lived with her in the countryside. She did not have any contact with the outside world, not even with her parents. Relatives cut off contact.
The countryside is secluded, peaceful, undisturbed, and there will be no gossip. Li Shun and Zhou Chunlian wash their faces in tears all day, living in unspeakable self-blame.
After struggling for several years, Li Shun and Zhou Chunlian came out of the countryside, returned to the big city, and slowly kept up with the busy pace of life. They stopped talking about their children, and restrained themselves from exposing the gap. .
It's going to be okay, they all thought.
After finding out that she was pregnant last year, Zhou Chunlian was very cautious, and Li Shun also became nervous. She had to check everything she used for food and clothing, for fear of any accident.
Zhou Chunlian's month was a little older, her morning sickness reaction was so severe, and the safety of the car was improved. She left with Li Shun for a while, and only returned after giving birth.
Why leave? Because Li Shun told Zhou Chunlian that he was shopping in places like Baby Tree Mom's Gang and found that the beds in large hospitals were very tight. average level.
Li Shun originally wanted Zhou Chunlian to give birth in a nearby hospital. It would be more convenient to have an emergency at that time. Who knew that the obstetrics department of that hospital had been found to have had a medical accident more than once.
People's fear, anxiety, most of the time is caused by random thoughts.
People in the community still go to that hospital to give birth, but Li Shun can't. He has posted a lot on those forums, asking which hospital is good in the country, and he will read every reply in the post.
Li Shun chose a hospital provided by a second-born mother, and he took Zhou Chunlian there. Others would think they were too nervous and exaggerated, and it was unnecessary.
Bystanders and parties are never at the same angle.
Mother and son were safe, Zhou Chunlian and Li Shun returned home, and they became a family of three again, more than ten years later.
The road of life is full of unknowns. It is not what you want to see, you can meet, and no one knows what is waiting for you in front of you.
Zhang Yiyi heard this, and a cigarette in his hand was lit to the end. He pinched the cigarette and exhaled a long breath, and a diagnosis report came from the hospital.
Li Shun is a schizophrenic and delusional disorder.
For so many years, Zhou Chunlian was used to taking out her troubles and worries to vent to Li Shun, but Li Shun endured all her negative emotions, afraid of irritating her, so she could only store them all in her heart.
Over time, Li Shun became abnormal. Another personality he split was his wife, and he didn't know it.
Zhang Yiyi thought to himself, as long as Li Shun didn't go home, he couldn't hear Zhou Chunlian's emotional nagging and the child's cries, and the painful memories were not evoked, he would be a normal person, and another personality would not come out. , no one will see anything unusual in him, at most they feel that his life is stressful and his energy is not good.
As for Zhou Chunlian's postpartum depression, there are three factors. One is that she lost her child and left her with psychological trauma. The other is that she has suffered two sins, and she has suffered a lot physically, which takes time to digest slowly. The third is that she is home during the day. just her